chr0n1cp3ss1m1st

[chr0n1cp3ss1m1st]

"I have spent all my life resisting the desire to end it."

Franz Kafka

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i think i might have weird guy disorder :(

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i didnt know people really cared until i attempted and got a poem written about me

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I havent posted in a while and a shit ton of stuff happened so im just going to ramble for a while—

so i currently live in fl because i moved so i went back to ny for a week bc i honestly i didn’t even know i could be homesick sick but that shit was horrible. anyway i went back and i trued ti hang out w as many people as possible bc honestly they are the only friends that actually give a shit so yk, but i went to one of my friends houses and uhh yea. tbh i was interested in him so i was trying really hard. his room is pretty small so we just sat on the floor and watched saw for most of the time i was there. while we were watching the fucking SLASHER HORROR MOVIE we were basically cuddling on the floor. we also kissed like twice😬. after the movie he just started playing re2 and kissed me again when there was a pause / animated part in the game. honestly i don’t entirely remember what happened but thats the basics. a few days later we went ice skating which was the most horrible idea. i fell on my ass and it was embarrassing asf. afterwards we were outside of the ice skating thing and he put his hands on my shoulders and just said “we should make out” and like smashed his head into mine. he went back and forth a few times backing away and then practically ran away, also we swapped sweaters which i had to later give back. he ran to the train and texted me like 5 mins later saying “no homo” and i was actually freaking tf out bc wtf. now i don’t really like him bc hes dry asf and did all that without actually having feelings for me. im insanely tired both emotionally and physically but its fine bc i di have better friends than that. im prob going to be in here more often bc im thinking of deleting insta. sorry for rambling but hopefully it was interesting.

#ramblings #ranting #sorry

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you dont have to be dating to have some gay shit going on

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i live when i come out to a room full of people because one person made a transphobic joke 😭 the entire room just goes silent its so funny

#transgender #transmasc #transphobicjokesarentfunny

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nobody can be sure about anything but if you don’t try its as if you’re sure it wont work

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#Spotify

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honestly i dont even care that i obsess over something for like three weeks and then am over it because if i'm happy for those three weeks then who cares. rn its the movie red white & royal blue; its so gay but so good. please watch it if u haven't.

#Spotify #red white and royal blue #gay #movies #romance #currently listening to #current obsession

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first post / day the account was created: 10/14/2023, 18:32