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chonisbestmistake · 2 years
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Oh my god yes!! Expect a huge review by the end of 24 hours, honey😭❤️
Chapter 14 of LPA is finally out! lots of, uh… spicy stuff happening in this one.
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LADY DIMITRESCU JUST TALK TO ME PLEASe
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chonisbestmistake · 4 years
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Are u currently taking requests and if so what/who for?
im on a big ass hiatus rn, but its always about blackpink, honey
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chonisbestmistake · 4 years
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List 10 songs, you are currently obssessed with and tag your mutuals to do the same!
Thanks baby @jingabitch
1. Into the unknown - Idina Menzel, Aurora (bc duuuuuh, frozen owns my heart)
2. Blackout - Danielle Bradbery (its sooo good!)
3. Still in time - ZTAO
4. High School Sweethearts (slowed version) - Melanie Martinez
5. Nightmare - Halsey
6. Thinking Bout You - Ariana Grande
7. Honey - Kehlani
8. Castle on the Hill - Ed Sheeran
9. Kill This Love - Blackpink (old time favorite)
10. S.L.U.T. - Bea Miller
I'm tagging everyone who sees it. C'mon, my loves, lets share some good music💜
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chonisbestmistake · 5 years
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Roses are red Violets are blue I miss the time when you and me Were one instead of two
This is beatiful but so so so sad :c
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The love of my life
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You’re caught under the mistletoe with the last idol whose picture you saved. Who are you kissing?
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chonisbestmistake · 5 years
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A lil aesthetic for Missed opportunities and second chances. [I`ve finally started to work on a 3d part, yay!]
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chonisbestmistake · 5 years
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reblog this with what your parents almost named you 
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Can you make an angst scenario where Jisoo is heartbroken because she thought the reader was cheating on her.. but the reader actually wasn’t. To make it up, there would be smut.. with dom!reader and sub!jisoo. For details of smut; overstimulation, strap on ( for reader ).. or do however you like! Thank you! Love your work so darn much.. I’m obsessed with you honestly.
I`m late but welp, it took a while, sorry. I`m not a big fan of straps, so you`ll get something different instead:)
Warnings: smut, overstimulation, choking.
Jisoo was always a calm person.
She never screamed, she never threw furniture or plates when she was upset.
She was never a one to provoke or get angry.
She never did any Jennie-type things when being mad.
Jisoo liked to think it through, sitting with a cup of tea or a cold coffee.
She liked to be the most reasonable one. Cold-headed.
She handled things silently, by herself, no matter the issue.
Your relationship was easy at this point, perfect even.
Lisa was always envious seeing how you two were never mad at each other while she had to deal with screaming Jennie at 4 am.
She still didn’t find the right way to approach her upset girl.
And Jisoo?
Jisoo was smart.
And she instantly realized what she had to do when you were being unreasonable, an annoying ass or just acted like a bitch.
She treated you with a complete silence until you realize your mistake and rectify matters.
It was easy - your silent ‘quarrel’ routine. And you got used to it pretty quickly.
She was suddenly being nonverbal? You looked back at your actions and everything was fixed in a minute.
But you didn`t know this side of her had a huge disadvantage.
Until now.
You should have known better and just ask her what her problem was.
But you were too stubborn to submit. Especially if she was being unreasonable?
She has been treating you with silence all-day and you were sick and tired of her little nods and hand waves. What a communication with your girlfriend!
You`ve revised all of your actions, all conversations, events - none of it gave you an answer to what was wrong.
You even asked the girls for help but they were just as clueless as you because Jisoo refused to explain anything to them.
You felt horrible and couldn`t even work to the fullest today.
Each time you heard her voice when she was talking to someone but you - it was breaking your heart.
Yet that was also making you furious.
By the end of the day, you were fed up with her silence and decided to finally give up and ask her what was wrong.
All five of you were watching a movie and you couldn`t help but huff angrily when Jisoo answered Rosie`s question and didn`t even look your way when you addressed her.
When you yanked her off the couch and dragged to your spare room she yelped but obeyed.
Jennie was about to complain at your sudden outburst but stayed silent when you sent her a death glare.
Shutting the door, you slammed Jisoo against the hardwood, enjoying the way her eyes filled with black - a sign that she was ‘falling’ too quickly.
“What was that, Jisoo? Answer me” You husked in her ear and felt her shivering.
“What was what?” She whispered back, looking away and definitely trying not to fall deeper into the subspace. You grinned.
“Oh, are we talking now? Interesting.” You tilted your head to the side, your lips brushing the skin of her neck teasingly. She didn`t answer again.
“Don`t play with me now. What did I do to deserve a treating like that?” A knee between her hips made her breathe in desperately. “Hmm?”
“Really? Ask your friend Daniel, he seems to know everything, doesn`t he?”  Her brows furrowed when she looked at you again and you hummed, noticing how her eyes fell to your lips to follow the sound.
“Is it about him really? Is someone jealous I’ve been spending my free time with my best friend?” You cooed teasingly but frowned when a shadow crossed her face.
“Best friend? Yeah, with benefits it seams.” She whispered quietly, but you heard her loud and clear.
“What the hell Jisoo! Are you calling me a cheater now?” You couldn`t believe her. The shock was written all over your face.
She crossed her arms, looking away without a word and confirming your assumption.
“Oh my God, Soo, this is so uncalled for! I would never…You know what, I don`t even want to talk to you now, go-ahead, ignore me all you want.” You stood back, freeing her from your grasp, and turned away.
She gulped, fear rising in her chest as she realized her mistake. She stepped forward and you could swear she wanted to touch your back but stopped halfway through.
“I’m…No! I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it like that! You were just spending too much with him and I don’t know what came over me, but these images of you with him alone made me so angry, I didn’t know what to do. And then Lisa said you two spent a whole day in your room when I was away, and I just couldn’t stop thinking about that…I’m sorry. I thought that maybe I wasn’t enough for you anymore and…” She was stuttering so much and it made your heartache. So you just turned around and looked into her sad eyes, silencing her with your intense gaze.
“You would never not be enough for me, Soo.” Your low voice made her jump slightly. You assumed she was afraid of you leaving her now, so you just stepped forward and kissed her lips passionately, erasing all of her doubts.
“You’re not mad at me?” She asked when you parted, trying to regain her breath.
“Oh, I am so mad, Soo. I was suffering for a whole day for something I didn’t even do. Do you think you’ll get away with it so easily? With just a kiss?” She swallowed nervously, getting lost in your eyes. “Nuh, baby. You’ll gonna get punished and I’ll make sure you learn your little lesson. Are we clear?” You brushed her ear lovingly with your fingers and smiled sweetly, knowing exactly that it was driving her insane - the contrast between your voice, your attitude and the meaning you put into your words.
“Uh…” She hesitated and you waited patiently, arching your eyebrow in question. “Yes, we are.”
“Good.” You brushed her face out of the way and kissed her forehead gently. “Now get on the bed and wait for me.” This sentence was slightly bolder and your low voice made Jisoo obey instantly.
She stripped off her clothes and hurried to climb on the bed, facing the wall. She knew the rules so damn well.
Her bare skin was calling for your attention and you turned away before you could lose control.
You made your way to the wardrobe, pulling out the black silk blindfold and smirking to yourself.
Your touch to her back shocked her a little because she didn`t hear you come close, but the moment her eyes were covered by the black piece of silk, she sighed almost in relief, shivering when your warm breath hit her neck.
“How are we feeling yet?” She hummed, nodding a little and you smirked, warmth spreading in your lower abdomen.
“Use your words, Soo.”
“I`m good.”
She answered in English and you chuckled, your fingertips dancing along her spine.
She always switched between different languages when being in a subspace. Her brain seemed to work on another level at those moments and you absolutely loved it.
“Now lie down and spread your knees for me.” You husked in her ear, brushing your fingers through her hair gently.
She did just that when you pulled back, giving her space to move freely. You sat down for a moment, admiring her incredible body in silence.
Jisoo squirmed beneath you impatiently, lifting her hips up a little. You ignored her, not giving her the slightest touch and removing your clothes instead.
“Y/N?”
“Shh.”  
Your palms found her knees, pulling them apart slowly.
“This is your punishment, remember?”
She didn`t answer yet again when you hovered over her neck, giving it a light bite and leaving a trace down her collarbone with your tongue.
“You were silent all day, baby, I need to hear your pretty voice.”
A moan finally escaped her lips when you reached her chest, diving right into teasing her with soft kisses. You paid special attention to her nipples, enjoying little rasps flying from Jisoo`s mouth every once in a while.
Her abdomen was one of the many things you loved about her and you made sure she knew just that when you left a hickey right above her belly button, earning a low growl.
“I was supposed to wear a crop top tomorrow.” You pulled away, making her whine at the loss of the contact.
“Try again.”
She whimpered, squirming.
“Please?”
“That`s better.”
You bit her hipbone and Jisoo pushed her hips apart, even more, making you realize she was literally dripping already.
“Please.”
She used English again and you finally moved your lips lower, enjoying the taste.
Jisoo arched her back, sighing blissfully. She tried to wrap her legs around your head but you pushed her down, pressing her hips to the mattress.
You didn`t fasten the pace of your tongue even when she whined, feeling that your actions weren`t enough anymore to satisfy her needs.
You broke the character when her hand unintentionally flew to her clit, making you frown.
“What was that, Jisoo?” You stopped and looked at her properly. Her hair was in a mess, lips swollen and mouth agape.
You didn`t see her eyes, but she looked desperate and that was exactly what you needed.
“ I`m uh…It hurts. Please, I need you.” She whimpered, her fingers now squeezing the sheets. “Please.”
“And I’ve just started…” You dive into her again, adding two fingers this time and earning a small ‘Yes.’
You teased her for about a minute and then started to build up the pace. Jisoo seemed to forget about the girls in the living room and began using her vocal cords.
You didn`t give it a second thought, enjoying a sound and fastening your movements.
Jisoo seemed to be close to her peak when you suddenly stopped your movements, leaving her only with open-mouthed kisses.“No, no, no…” She huffed angrily but you reminded her who was in charge by slapping her hip slightly.
Her ‘No’s turned into pleadings and you literally felt her throb on your tongue. It gave you a headlight to start your motions and you repeated your work one more time, leaving her on the edge again.
“I`m losing my mind.” She rasped, breathing heavily and you grinned wickedly, feeling your tongue starting to hurt a little.
You moved up, kissing her lips eagerly and swallowing her moan when you entered her with three fingers this time.“Breathe, baby.” You whispered near her ear, instructing her to prepare herself for a final round.
She gulped, filling her lungs with air and you gave her some time to adapt to your quick movements.
You felt her walls tighten around your fingers and you sat up, hovering above her and fastening your thrusts.
Your other palm went up to her throat, your fingertips pressing into the skin of her neck and cutting off the oxygen.
She held her breath for a few seconds when you stretched her deeper, pressing your hips down to help your hand.
Choking was definitely a new thing for both of you but she insisted on spicing thing up and who were you to say no to her when she asked so nicely?
Her back lifted from the mattress and you caught one of her nipples with your lips, sucking and biting gently.
You felt her walls clench and Jisoo came undone, moaning loudly beneath you.
You prolonged her orgasm as much as possible, flicking your wrist and biting her skin.
When she fell down on the sheets, your hand left her throat and you kissed every fingerprint that was glowing bright red on her delicate neck. You removed your other hand, hearing Jisoo breath in and fill her lungs with air again, and lay beside her.
She took off the blindfold and turned to look you in the eyes, not being able to even move her body anymore.
She was breathing heavily and you smiled, seeing your favorite post-sex grin on her face.
“This was the best orgasm in my life.” She husked, her hand flying to her neck unintentionally. She looked surprised at the sound of her voice and you chuckled slightly.
“I sure hope it was. Don`t you dare treat me with your stupid silence anymore.” You kissed her lips passionately, intertwining your fingers.
“I would never.”
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chonisbestmistake · 5 years
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random woman: *exists*
me: *rolls down window* oh my GOD what an absolute QUEEN, LOOKING LIKE A WHOLE MEAL U GO GIRL!!!!! god I love women!!!!!!
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chonisbestmistake · 5 years
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Jennie: Sometimes I feel like dying.
Rosé: Wh-
Jennie: But then I remember if I die, I won’t be able to see you again.
Rosé, blushing: Holy shit…
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Lisa: Sometimes I feel like dying.
Jisoo: Good for you.
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chonisbestmistake · 5 years
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Help my cat got shot and almost died (GoFundMe link at the bottom)
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This Sunday one of my cat Fenris (see pictures above) has been shot… He was walking around the neighborhood minding his buisness around 1pm as he always does and got shot, he luckily had the reflex to come back home, bleeding from a wound on his left side looking lost and confused. I immediatly called the « travelling vet » to see if someone could come but since I’d have had to wait until the end of afternoon or the end of evening I decided to go directly to the vet emergency. Needless to say that the 30 minutes of car were ones the longest of my life, he was in his cage bleeding and laying down his eyes closed looking like he was about to fall asleep, my heart in my throat i tried to do my best to talk to him and keep him awake, afraid that if he’d drift to sleep he wouldn’t wake up. I arrived at the vet emergency, so after a few minutes and an ultrasound they confirmed to us that he had indeed been shot with a lead rifle. They said that they will keep and take care of him, the bill then was around 900€.
Now a little bit about Fenris, he’s a straight cat i found about 3 years ago in the summer as he was a kitten with his brother and sister, they had been abandonned in the street and were hidding under a car from the scorching sun. I took them in and nursed them until i could give them away, my dog helping by acting like a mother to them and even letting them pretend suckle her. I sadly couldnt keep them.                                                                                                So i gave his brother (Floki) to a friend and him (Fenris) and his sister (Wynonna) to a woman, a bit regretful i couldn’t keep at least the two of them. I did keep in touch with my friend and the woman to get some news of them.  About 4 to 5 months later i heard back from the woman who told me she couldn’t keep them anymore and was looking to give them away… I choose to take them back so they wouldn’t have to be moved around again…                     So i took them back in and live went by as they grew beautifully into loving no so little balls of furr. This time is different tho in the way that after taking an appointment on Tuesday to go and see Fenris at the ver emergency, the vet gave us some pretty bad news, the lead bullet had touched his gallbladder and bile was leaking in his stomach, a very serious and dangerous complication, also stopping him from eating  and causing a peritonitis, that had to be operated right away or he would most probably die, the surgery alone was 1 500€ and had a 40% chance of mortality.                                                                             I gave him green light to do it, after seeing for like 1min not to delay what had to be done to save his life, losing Fenris being out of the goddamn question. I waited all day anxious and on the brick of losing it but trying to keep faith that he would make it while at the same time trying not to have false hopes. I called around 7pm to get some news, they told us the surgery went well and that Fenris was in a waking up room. They called us back around 8/8.30 pm to tell us that he had properly woken up and seemed okay, that the bullet touched a bit of liver but it will regenerate and a bit of stomach but he sew it so it wouldnt necrose the whole thing, for the follow up they needed to keep him to do more exams to check that everything was okay. I called again yesterday, the news were encouraging he seemed less in pain and more aware, they told us that he still needed to eat sot hey could release him back home. So to this day, I’m waiting to pick him up to take care of him, and give him what must be some needed loving and cuddles.                                                                                                                  All of this to say that this time i have no idea how i’m gonna pay his bills that’ll be up to 3 000€ (first day = 900€ + 3 nursing days = 600€ (a day being 200€) + surgery = 1500€), and all the follows up that will be needed to check that everything is healing properly and the special food he’ll need without his gallbladder.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        So i’d need around 5000€ to be sure I can pay for whatever will be needed. My pet means the world to me and i will go to any lenght necessary to make sure they are happy and healthy.                                                                                                                  I already thank you for reading this message and if you can’t financially help just sharing this post will already mean a hella lot to me                                        PS : Sorry for the many mistakes that must be hidding up there, i’m writing this text while being quite emotional and still anxious.                                                                                                                                                                               I launched a GoFundMe => https://www.gofundme.com/f/aidez-fenris-a-retomber-sur-ses-pattes?rcid=r01-1571997599,92-273be4965d204e40&pc=tw_co_campmgmt_w
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chonisbestmistake · 5 years
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oh my god i’m so waiting for the 3rd part of that lisa x reader story it’s literally so good
Oh thank you, thank you. Soon❤
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I can’t wait for the 3rd part omg
Is it that good really? sksksksksk I promise I'm working on it)
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Missed opportunities and second chances [2]
[part 1]
Lisa x Female!Reader
Warnings: fluff, angst
Word count: 2,626
Summary: You broke up with Lisa almost three years ago. Then you met Jennie at the store and this is not something she expected. At all.
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NOTE: It`s kind of a mid-part because I decided to split the 2d part in two and feed you all. All of your answers are gonna be answered in the 3d part. Soon.
It was a Saturday morning when you finally had the courage to text Jennie. You’ve been thinking about pros and cons of reaching out to her for a whole week, finally deciding it wouldn`t be so bad to have her back in your life again. The only thing still concerning you was that Jennie was Lisa`s friend, which means she`ll know about their little get-together in no time. Or she already knew. About you and Vanessa. Jennie wouldn`t hide it from her friends even if you asked her to, it was obvious. And that was indeed a problem. You weren`t ready to discuss anything with them, especially with Lisa. Thought you doubted she`d want to even look at you after all these years. Anyway, it was a matter of time before they knew everything, so you let your fears go and texted Jennie like a brave woman would do.
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You: Hey, it`s Y/N.
Jennie: Finally! I thought you forgot about me.
You: Just been busy with work and stuff, you know. Do you still want to meet up?
Jennie: Hell yeah I do! Are you free today?
You: Yeah, I just need to pick Nessie up from her dance classes and I’ll be free. 
Jennie: Great! I wanna see this cutie again, can you take her too? Let`s meet at this cafe, I’ll send you the address.
You: Sure. See you! Nessie says hi by the way.
Jennie: Tell her hi too! Can`t wait to see you guys again.
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“Are we here yet?” Vanessa was bouncing in her car seat, always ecstatic about going out and seeing new places. You were amazed at how energetic she was even after two hours of dancing and jumping around. Every time you picked her up she was blabbing non-stop with that high-pitched excited voice about new kids she met and new moves they learned and you honestly couldn`t feel happier.
“Almost.” You answered, pulling your car to the parking lot and smiling at your child. 
“What about now? Here?” Nessie tried to look out of the window, sighing happily when you stopped the vehicle. 
“Let me unbuckle you first, kiddo.” You got out of the car and put Vanessa down, stretching her outfit. Her pigtails were a little messed up from jumping, so you fixed them quickly, getting a small ‘thank you’ in return. “Let`s go now.” 
Taking Nessie`s hand, you made your way to the small cafe on the side of the street. A sweet scent of coffee enveloped you both when you came in and Vanessa instantly sighed at the sight of cookies and other desserts on the shelves. You chuckled slightly and pulled her further in, promising to buy some sweets and searching for the familiar eyes.
Jennie was sitting in the farthest corner, hidden by the curtains, with a cup of fresh latte and a phone in the other hand. She was chatting excitedly with a blonde girl by her side and when your eyes met - you immediately recognized her. Her eyes widened and you smiled shyly. Nessie let go of your hand and ran to meet Jennie while you were still staring at Rosé.
“Hey, sweetie pie! How have you been?” Jennie pulled Vanessa up on the couch and hugged her tightly. Nessie was ecstatic that her new friend greeted her so warmly and giggled loudly.
“Hi, aunty Jennie! I’ve been great, thank you!” She sent her a toothy smile, turning back to look at Rosé. You realized you zoned out and made your way to the coach, sending Rosé a smile. She stood up instantly and wrapped her arms around you in a tight hug.
“Chae.” You sighed, burring your nose in her neck and returning the embrace. 
“Y/N, I missed you so much!” She let go of you and you two sat down. Rosé turned to Vanessa with a beaming smile, who was examining her curiously.
“Hi! I’m Chaeyoung. But you can call me Rosie if you want.” She said sweetly and your daughter grinned, nodding.
“I`m Vanessa, nice to meet you! Are you mommy`s friend too?” She asked Chaeyoung and looked at you for approval.
“Yes, baby, we`ve known each other before you were even born, can you imagine?” You said in a playful tone and Vanessa gasped in surprise.
“Woah, that`s a whole lot!” Her eyes widened comically and she grinned at Rosé, holding her little fist up above the table. Chaeyoung paused for a moment and then chuckled in realization, fist-bumping her gently.
“You`re so cute, oh my God.” She whined, poking her cheeks and Vanessa giggled happily.
After a while, your nervousness faded completely and it started to feel like an old`s friend get-together. A waiter brought a set of cookies and some drinks to the table, Vanessa was enjoying her meal and the conversation was floating peacefully between the three of you. The girls talked about their love life, the comebacks, family matters and you were happy to hear they were finally getting their freedom after almost six years of being in a cage, as you used to call their company. Rosé was texting someone when Nessie called her attention suddenly.
“You look like a princess!” Nessie sighed in awe and you and Jennie shared a good laugh while Rosie`s face was turning crimson.
“Why do you think that?” She asked shyly and you answered before anyone could process the question.
“It`s the blonde hair. She has a thing for Rapunzel and we`ve seen it for a hundred times already.” You sighed dramatically, patting your child`s had.
“Yes, she`s my favorite!” Nessie giggled and bit another cookie like there was no tomorrow. 
“Aww, that`s nice to hear. I like her a lot too!  But don`t tell that to Lisa or Chu, she`s their favorite and they`re going to tickle me to death if they know.” Chaeyoung rolled her eyes playfully and your heart skipped a beat even though you were in the conversation with Jennie.
“Chu..?” Nessie tilted her head and Rosé hurried to explain.
“Jisoo and Lisa, our friends. Lisa actually has a strange hair color that I can’t really explain because it changes so quickly, but Jisoo`s a redhead. You`re going to love them though, they`re so funny!” Chaeyoung chuckled and Vanessa tried to smile with her mouth full, failing miserably.
“Chae, what are you talking about?” Jennie asked, concern written all over her face because she knew you wouldn`t be happy at the idea.
“Oh, Jichu texted me they were nearby and I told them where we are, so they decided to come and meet Vanessa as well. They`re so excited! Chu`s been dying to see you, Y/N.” She answered easily and you sighed, trying to organize your thoughts. Jisoo was one thing. But you were definitely not prepared to meet Lisa right now nor introduce her to Vanessa. “Y/N, I hope you don`t mind? I`m sorry I didn`t ask beforehand, but it`s been so long…”
“I`m not sure if it`s a good idea, Chae…” You desperately tried to think about any excuse to escape the situation and avoid meeting the girls but the doorbell already rang in the distance and you immediately heard their voices before you even saw them turning around the corner. Your hand unintentionally flew to Vanessa in a protective gesture which didn`t go unnoticed by Jennie. She frowned, probably trying to rationalize your actions but you didn`t give it a second thought because all of your attention was on the two women who were making their way to your table. They were wearing masks but their eyes were wide open, filled curiosity and excitement. Jisoo took off her mask, showing her pretty smile and Lisa followed her quickly, smiling shyly when they came closer.
“Y/N! My God, it`s been years.” You stood up, returning the hug, and realized you`ve been holding your breath this whole time. Vanessa was unusually quiet, sitting with Jennie, probably startled by the tension in the air. You looked at Lisa, who seemed lost and out of place, so you just smiled kindly and embraced her quickly, braking the ice like it was nothing.
“Hi, Lisa.” You whispered in her ear gently. Her sent was so familiar yet it felt like a distant memory. You zoned out for a moment but caught yourself quickly and let her go, owning a small shy ’Hi’ in return. It was obvious she didn’t know how to act around you yet and you felt just the same, desperately trying to look confident. Meeting an ex was never an easy task. 
The free of you sat down and Vanessa crawled to your lap, wrapping her hands around your neck and looking at two girls with suspicion and curiosity. She seemed to notice your discomfort and came to the rescue. It made your heart flutter and you smiled at how protective and sensitive she was already at such a young age. You loved your little girl so damn much.
“Aww, cutie.” Jisoo cooed at the view and you remembered that all eyes were on you now.
“It`s okay, baby. Don`t worry, I’m okay.” You whispered in her ear and she relaxed against your front. In the corner of your eye, you saw Lisa tilt her head curiously, like a puppy, and smile at your daughter.
“Hi, I`m Lisa!” She said in a cute voice and held her fist up. You saw Nessie`s eyes widen comically in excitement and everyone chuckled when she hurried to bump her fist in return, almost falling off your lap. Her little palm looked even smaller in comparison to Lisa`s and it made your heart ache.
“I`m Vanessa.” She grinned happily and you couldn`t help but smile brightly, admiring your child. Your nerves started to ease again, though it was still hard for you to look Lisa in the eyes, so you focused on your baby girl completely.
“I`m Jisoo, nice to meet you, Vanessa.” The older girl smiled and fist-bumped her too, noting the similarity between you and your daughter out loud. It made you blush and you felt pride warming your chest. Giving birth was really the best decision you`ve ever made.
“Chichu.” Nessie chuckled loudly and Jisoo glared at two other girls that were laughing hysterically. Lisa followed them shortly, adding a little 'You`re dead, guys.’ in between.
“It wasn`t me!” Jennie giggled while Chaeyoung hid her face in her hands, snickering and moving away from Jisoo`s grasp before she could catch her by the elbow.
“You`ll gonna pay for that, Chipmunk.” Jisoo shot her a death glare and everyone laughed again. You felt yourself relax in their company and you were thankful they made everything easier. They were just like that. And all of your concerns about meeting Lisa again faded into the background.
“So, Y/N, tell me everything! What have you been up to? How did you get this little nugget over here?”
“I`m not a nugget!!!”
You talked for about an hour and it felt like you never parted. Vanessa made everything seem so simple, carefree and bright, and by the end of the conversation, everyone was completely in love with her. You answered all of their questions, avoiding the topic of Nessie`s other parent like a plague. Jennie was paying close attention to you again, but you brushed it off, thinking she`s just missed you that much. Lisa was being unproblematic and you were thankful she didn`t mention anything about your horrible break up. To be honest, all of your previous fears were useless. It`s like she was the same Lisa you knew years ago - bright and funny, but now she was more mature and it seemed like she thought twice before saying anything. You were really enjoying their company and Vanessa seemed to like them just as much.
“Mommy!” She gasped suddenly in horror and you felt your heart speed up. “I forgot Nicky at the studio!”
“Oh my God, Nessie, you gave me a heart attack.” You sighed, closing your eyes and leaning back on the couch, and the girls chuckled. “We`ll get him back later, i promise. But please, don`t scare me like that ever again.” Vanessa nodded and returned to her noodles you ordered a while ago like she didn`t just nearly killed all of your nerve cells.
“A studio?” Rosie perked up and you snickered. Of course, she wouldn`t just skip something related to music in any sense.
“I dance!” Nessie answered happily and a noodle fell out of her mouth, making Jennie burst out laughing. You picked the food up and wiped her face gently.
“You like to dance?” Lisa asked excitedly and Jisoo rolled her eyes, grinning.
“Yes! It`s the best thing in the whole wooorld!” She nodded eagerly and Lisa high-fived her, asking Vanessa to show her some moves later.
“I wonder who she got it from…” Jennie muttered under her nose, but you heard it clearly. You frowned, catching her eyes with your own, but she didn`t look away, and you couldn`t help but tilt your head in question. She didn`t say anything, eyes falling to her phone quickly, so you changed the subject.
“Alright guys, we still have to go back to that studio and it`s someone`s nap time soon, so we better head out.” You said and Vanessa shook her head quickly with eyes full of concern.
“It`s not mine, mommy!” She looked tired already and was about to start getting fussy, but you still brushed her hair gently, took the money out of your purse and stood up.
“Yeah, it`s mine.” You smiled at her pouty lips and Chaeyoung cooed. “I so need a nap.” You said, showing how exhausted you were by rubbing your eyes softly.
“Okay then, mommy. I’ll stay with you when you get your beauty sleep, aright?” She nodded confidently and jumped off the couch in a second.
“Thank you, baby, you`re the best!” The girls stood up too to say goodbye and you smiled at them, still not believing everything went so good. 
“How are you so good with her?” Jisoo chuckled, hugging you and you grinned, returning the embrace. “I thought she was about to have a tantrum like any other kid would. You`re a magician!”
“Practice, duh. And, I’m the best.” 
“You sure are.” Jennie snickered, kissing your cheek.
“Don`t forget to say goodbye, Nessie.” You told your kid, who was hugging Rose tightly. 
“Bye-bye, aunty Jennie, bye-bye, aunty Rosie, bye-bye, aunty Jichu, bye-bye, aunty Lisa!” She lost her breath byt the time she said goodbye to everyone and the girls burst out laughing, melting completely. You hugged Jisoo and Lisa and took Nessie`s hand in yours.
“It was so good to see you guys!” You said on your way out while Vanessa was waving excitedly.
~
Lisa`s smile was still imprinted on your mind when you were putting Nessie to sleep that night and it felt so odd to think again about a woman you haven`t seen for so long yet who was related to you so much. She was still that Lisa you knew back then, but it seemed like she was completely a different person now and you couldn`t help but worry if this get-together with your ex would be a good thing for you or not. It got worse when Jennie texted you again that same night, wanting to meet up and promising that it would be just you and her this time. You were starting to get worried that she might be suspicious or if she knew something she didn`t need to, but you tried to reassure yourself that there was no way she would know. Right? You didn`t get much sleep that night, holding Nessie closer to your chest than usual, flashbacks of your past coming back to you till the sun rose in the morning and Vanessa opened her sparkly eyes again.
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