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Things are getting bad again..

psych0tic-lullabies (via psych0tic-lullabies)

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I can't bring myself to tell my friends how bad I really got.

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*gently buries my face into a very soft dog*

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↖ easily manipulated by dogs

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A very merry 65th anniversary to Alice in Wonderland. 

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why do people have like 74973 different names for these

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reblog if you support rowan blanchard

ILL NEVER STOP

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If you're online and are willing to help me with things please message me because I'm a mess and I feel like I'm drowning

#help #message me

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Do any of you ever just think about all of your friendships and then right away realize that you have a best friend, but your best friend has a best friend who isn't you? No matter what friend I think of, I'm not their best friend. They always have someone who's going to be their top choice. It's never going to be me. I'm never going to be anybody's best friend, anyone's first choice.

#I've literally been crying about this for 12 hours #my depression is so bad today

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Okay so I’m watching my friend’s cats while she’s away and she left me descriptions so I could tell who’s who

They’re pretty accurate 

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I've cried out so many times in the past week for help, and no one has even began to pay attention to how I'm feeling... I passed out a dance competition and one of my teachers had to catch me; she never thought too much of it. I had numerous anxiety attacks at school yesterday, and I got in trouble for asking for an extension on a test because I missed the entire unit due to a family vacation. I've tried speaking to the teacher who caught me at the competition and she won't reply. My best friend is refusing to talk to me, every other friend I've talked to is shrugging everything off or has started to ignore me. I've been crying all day and I cut for the first time in months, maybe even a year, and I know that I'm not done yet. I can't do this anymore, I've finally broke.

#personal #depression #cutting #anxiety

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I’m losing my battle…