chillinginmyhead

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I wish they would make another yugioh game like tag force. But make it an actual dating sim. That would be interesting.

#those psp games were fun #xen thoughts #queue?

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Feels good to have some family members that support my obsession with fictional characters.

#feels validating #I can lore dump them all I want and there's nothing they can do about it c: #xen thoughts

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#wtf is this

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Selfshipper who writes self-insert fic, but chooses not to share it

#look its me! :D #i also have some x reader stuff #i might do another blog to post them #who knows #i still need to get a new laptop

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Did tiktok randomly deciding to show me five edits on a row of a man in a skull mask really made me update my f/o list?

Yes, yes it did, I'm down bad for a man I didn't even know existed.

#welp #time to consume hours of lore and gameplays about this man #apparently everyone is having fun calling him baby girl and making the cod bros mad? #good for them ig #this post is about Ghost btw #xen thoughts

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Questions for all the selfshippers out there

How did you get into self-shipping?

#so it all started the moment i touched a videogame console #and i replayed like 5 times halo 3 just because of master chief and the inquisitor #back then i didn't know what tumblr or selfshipping was #i stopped for a few years #then undertale released during one of the worst times of my life #and i fell absolutely in love with sans #i think this was during the fangirl cringe compilation era #so i kinda also fell out of it for a few years #but for some reason he lived in my head rent free #i just recently remembered just how happy he made me with the whole twitter tumblr sexyman poll #so i decided i would give it a try

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Welcome!

Hello, I'm Xenlain or just Xen. Um so, this is a thing. This is a selfship blog I won't be too active tho. I'm not that good at drawing or writing. My pfp is one of the only good drawings I managed to do this month. (I'm secretly hoping nobody finds this blog, but feel free to interact if you're comfortable. I suppose this could be a good socializing exercise, ig.)

A little bit about me

I'm from Mexico. I like anime, manga and videogames. Accepting recommendations.

My interests are:

Pokemon

Yu-gi-oh

Hunter x hunter

Undertale/Deltarune

Puella Magi Madoka Magica. (Anything with magical girls really.)

The Backrooms/Liminal Spaces/Unreality.

Slasher movies.

Jojo's Bizarre Adventure (Currently watching part 3.)

The Souls games (I don't play it, but I like watching lore videos.)

Overlord (The light-novels specifically.)

This blog is too out of my comfort zone. Interacting makes me absolutely anxious and paranoid... Maybe I won't post much.

Before You Interact.

○ I do wanna make friends but I'm too anxious to talk to people ;u;

○ English isn't my first language, so expect unintentionally bad grammar, structure and expressions, I'm still learning. Please be respectful when making corrections.

○ I selfship as a coping mechanism.

○ I don't know why but I like morally questionable characters =<

No, I don't condone anything I just find them interesting.

○ I might not be very active, so expect weeks without content.

○ Also, not really accepting requests atm, still trying to get over my fear of posting anything ;n;

○ I'm a bit awkward, sorry about that.

○ I have bad anxiety, so, I mean you can message me, but it's not sure I'll answer. This goes as well to possible mutuals, I might not respond right away but I see you.

○ Depending on the context, I will block without warning.

○ Sans is my main f/o, I don't feel very comfortable sharing, but I can handle it. Follow if you want.

○ I don't really gave tags for any of my f/o's at the moment. (Do I need to have tags for them? =<)

Things I'm okay with.

● I'm totally a-ok with sharing my f/o's.

● Receiving recommendations, corrections, tips, etc. Either on my art or my writing, as long as is not rude or in bad intention.

● [More to be added I have bad memory and forgot what else to put here (•^•;) ]

My f/o list. [Will probably update as time goes.] [Mostly all of them are romantic.]

Sans (Undertale) (Romantic) (My main love <3)

Simon "Ghost" Riley (CoD MW 2) (Romantic)

Seto Kaiba (Yu-gi-oh) (Romantic)

Jack Atlas (Yu-gi-oh) (Romantic)

The King In Yellow (Yes, the cosmic entity/god) (Is it romantic or romance adjacent?)

Michael Myers (Halloween) (Romantic)

Zero (My own oc) (Shipped with other oc, romantic)

Civius (My own oc) (Romantic)

Do Not Interact.

Quite honestly just don't be rude. There's a block button for a reason.

#f/o list #selfship tag #selfship promo #i guess? #i don't know how to tag stuff yet #promo post #pinned post #f/o community #self ship community #selfshipper community

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Quite honestly, shoutout to all the f/o's I've ever had for getting me through hell itself by only existing.

#self ship #selfship #selfshipper #xen thoughts