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New LW just dropped 🖤

#tw vent #3d vent #pro for myself #tw ana diary #4norexi4 #3d girl #i wanna lose weight #3dblr #tw ed vent #tw 3d #tw ed relapse #4na thoughts #4norexia #tw 3d vent #i wanna be weightless #i want to be small #i want to ⭐️ve #i will lose weight

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🌸Bodycheck🌸

This is yesterday's photo. People keep telling me I look more and more skinny. Like, guys, you must be blind because I'm 67-70 kg for literally half a year.

I binge often now and I hate it. I usually tell myself that people think I'm already skinny, so I don't need to lose weight and can afford binge. But I feel so bad afterwards and regret it. I realise the truth - I'm huge and I need to lose weight to finally become pretty.

Someone here, please, tell me I'm fat 🙏😥

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I'm too jealous of those who "forget" to eat. My days are built around food........ fck you brain, think about something else

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I'm desperate, lmao 😅

I’ve lost 10 pounds in 4 days

🌸🍄reblog so it can happen to you too!🍄🌸

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It's-a-me!

Okay I gained the weight I lost again I’m back on tumblr

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"i didn't eat for 3 days so i could be lovely"

listening to the go go dolls :)

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St*rve when you are alone

Eat when you are with people

✨ No one will suspect a thing ✨

[Not pro ana, block don’t report]

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a thin body is the best accessory to every outfit.

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School girl th1nspo 📖 🦋

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My goal is to get extremely skinny and then pretend that it is natural to the point that it is annoying slightly.

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I feel so fcking disgusting. I kept binging for two weeks every damn day. "It's only few chips" or "It's only two spoons of ice cream/nutella, it'll get lost in my today's calorie intake". But guess what you dumb ginger head? It won't. Because you can't stop after two spoons. You turn it to four, ten, twenty and then say that it doesn't matter now, you will start tomorrow. But you won't. You will binge again. Looks like you don't want to be skinny princess, big whale fits you better 🙂

#4norexi4 #sk1nn1 #tw vent #3d vent #pro for myself #i wanna be weightless #i want to be weightless #tw ana diary #tw 3d #tw ed vent #3dblr #3d rant #ed but not sheeran #tw b1nge #b1ng3 #me4nspo #me4nsp0 #4na thoughts #tw ana shit

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Reblog to look like this in the Fall

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worst things about being fat that nobody actually talks about:

sweating no matter what the weather is and what you're wearing.

always feeling left out and bigger than the rest of the group.

never being able to wear stuff you want.

always receiving condemned looks from others when you eat in public.

hating yourself and the way you look so much that you start avoiding the mirrors.

looking so much different than youd actually do bc of the amount of extra weight.

not being able to do sports bc of not being able to move your body like others bc youre too fucking fat.

people don't tend to acknowledge the stuff you do, because when you dont like the outlook of someone none of the stuff they do fascinate you.

you can either be a bitch and skinny, or funny and fat. because fat people are the funny friend of the group, and it's the only way that you can get validation. people will be up your ass and openly roast you with no shame if you be fat and a bitch, but that won't happen if you're skinny.

never being taken seriously. no matter what kind of a statement you put out there, people will always look for other options because you are underestimated.

always tend to wear baggy clothes that will cover up your fats but that makes you look even fatter.

you are in control. the hunger goes away but the calories won't. pick your side.

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I just wanna look really small in his arms. I wanna feel so tiny and fragile when he traces his fingers down my bony spine, or when I can finally see both of my wrists fit into one of his hands. I want to not be afraid that I'm too fat to sit on his lap or to let him put his hand on my stomach.

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In love with alternative thinspo 🖤🦋

#th1nnsp0 #thinsp1 #th1gh gap #th1nnspo #sk1nn1 #tw vent #3d vent #4norexi4 #th1n$po #tw ana diary #i wanna be weightless #i wanna lose weight #i want to be small #⭐️ving #🕯️as a 🪶 #a4a diary #tw ana mention #anor3x14 #ana stuff #ana inspo #pr0 ana diary #ed but not sheeran

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You are still binging and you expect to lose weight? Pathetic. If you want to be dainty little princess, act like one. You must be skinny.

(Meansp0 + thinsp0 for myself, I binged for two days so I need to get back on track immediately. )

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