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[cantdoana]

Lost 4.4kg/9.7lbs these past 10 days. Today was my weigh-in, but today i see i have maintained my weight for 2 days. So instead of tomorrow, i noted my weight today and im having a metabolism day 🎀💘

#ed rant #ana routine #im crying #pro for me #ed relapse #tw selfhate #mealspo #ana jokes #anamia

[cantdoana]

I have this friend ive known since 5th grade. She literally works as a model for clothing. She has also acted in like 2 movies.

We barely interact, but whenever we meet up we have so much fun - and its like we never stopped talking. I want to see her again since we were unable to meet for almost 2 years now (because of issues). I need to lose the weight before i ask her. Shes absolutely gorgeous, blonde and skinny. I need to lose the weight. I need to. Or i will look even more hideous next to her.

#ed rant #ana routine #im crying #pro for me #ed relapse #tw selfhate #mealspo #ana jokes #anamia

[cantdoana]

I binged lol

Dont be like me...

Well, im about to workout.

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[cantdoana]

Back to my normal weight! In no time as well. Ive started losing again. 7kgs/15 pounds down ♡♡♡

Starting back tomorrow... havent ruined *all* my progress but yeah. Probably gained a kg or so.

[cantdoana]

Starting back tomorrow... havent ruined *all* my progress but yeah. Probably gained a kg or so.

#ed rant #ana routine #im crying #pro for me #ed relapse #ed vent #tw selfhate #mealspo #ana jokes #anamia

[cantdoana]

Yesterday i had a dream about eating a huge ass sandwich... with sauce, breaded chicken and all of that. It was an entire baguette. In the dream i checked the calories and it was 4500 😵‍💫😵‍💫 THE RELIEF when i woke up

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[cantdoana]

Ill hit my gw if i lose 5 more kgs. 😵‍💫

On my way to workout :P

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[cantdoana]

Helpful websites!

[cantdoana]

SO MANY people in my circle have eds. Especially ana. It triggers me to the core bc how is this so normalised?! Ill never be able to recover.

- one of my friends told me they were on a diet. Basically eating a meal every 2 days or so.

- another one told me about how she has a list of stuff she can have. Let me remind you this list is pure ana. She doesnt allow herself anything! I had 10 cal chocolate and offered her some and she declined.

- another one told me about how she skips breakfast, sometimes has lunch and if shes too late home for dinner...she just has gum? Huh? Isnt this...like not normal????

-i mentioned my gluten intolerancy and how i stopped eating it an one of them said "oh good, you'll drop some weight."

#ed rant #ana routine #im crying #pro for me #ed relapse #ed vent #tw selfhate #mealspo #ana jokes #anamia #ed trigger warning

[cantdoana]

20% of people suffering from an 3at1ng disorder will end up dead.

#ed rant #ana routine #im crying #pro for me #ed relapse #ed vent #tw selfhate #mealspo #ana jokes #anamia

[cantdoana]

#ed rant #ana routine #im crying #pro for me #ed relapse #ed vent #tw selfhate #mealspo #ana jokes #anamia

[cantdoana]

BRO my mom and i calculated the cals and 1 slice of the bread is like 55 calories and the cakes one slice is 61 calories THIS IS GOOD

Been doing very well these days!

My mom started dieting so shes making weird diet shit, like lentil bread with no flour and cake made from apples (no flour again) and yk what im here for all of it. Been losing and mid res helps me not binge :P

[cantdoana]

Been doing very well these days!

My mom started dieting so shes making weird diet shit, like lentil bread with no flour and cake made from apples (no flour again) and yk what im here for all of it. Been losing and mid res helps me not binge :P

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[cantdoana]

Don't do it because you hate yourself.

Do it because you'll love the new you.

[cantdoana]

This year will be my year!

HEIGHT: 172CM

GW: 50KG

UGW: 45KG

GOAL BMI: 15

DEADLINE: SEPTEMBER

[cantdoana]

Hi! Not dead.

[cantdoana]

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