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Every 21st century piece of writing advice: Make us CARE about the character from page 1! Make us empathize with them! Make them interesting and different but still relatable and likable!

Every piece of classic literature: Hi. It's me. The bland everyman whose only purpose is to tell you this story. I have no actual personality. Here's the story of the time I encountered the worst people I ever met in my life. But first, ten pages of description about the place in which I met them.

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[WHILE COVERED IN MY OWN BLOOD, PUNCTURE WOUNDS IN MY NECK VISIBLE, VERY CLEARLY LIGHTHEADED] i love you. i want you to eat well.

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TRANSMASC! NAT x TRANSFEMME! LOTTIE HCS

(sorry anon, accidentally deleted your ask </3)

*noted this is written from a tboy perspective but i will do my girlie lot justice! *the nsfw portion will be tagged at the end as a pwp transmac x transfemme lottienat AO3 fic :>

SFW HCS

absolute favorite has to be nat, even after four+ months on T, being such a baby about shots and asking lottie to do them for him (which she obviously says yes to every time)

lot in solidarity offers to let nat do hers, instructs him carefully, and then soon they're just doing each others HRT shots and cuddling afterwards in the ensuing gender euphoria of it all

lot's HRT won't give her a cycle and it'll make her dysphoric while she's also dealing with all the hormones still occurring, nat would be the doting bf affirming her in the ways he can the whole time - "baby, you're so pretty. such a pretty girl." and doing all the things you'd normally do - making sure she eats well, giving her extra attention, chocolates, kisses all over her face to show how loved she is, and checking in on her frequently in case she needs extra love and attention

nat gets top surgery while they're dating and lot takes care of him the whole time, reassures him even when he feels a little silly for whining about any pain or having to wear the bandages and gives him loads of kisses and compliments when he finally takes the binder off, mindful of the fact she still has to be careful but obsessed with touching his now-flat chest especially since he's so happy about it.

whenever nat is feeling dysphoric lottie will tell him how handsome he is while playing with his hair/running her fingers along his top surgery scars/playing with the happy trail on his stomach until all he can do is laugh and pull her in for kisses

nat gets to over 8 months on T and his voice has fully deepened, lot's voice has gotten higher on E and they're both like - somehow even more attracted to each other than they were before dksjks. phone calls even though they just left each other's apartments just to hear each other's voices, nat sending husky voice notes in the morning because he knows they drive lottie crazyyyy. lot's voice being so cute to nat that sometimes conversations are like - "babe, i literally just explained this to you." and nat's like, "i know. can you say it again though? i just love hearing you talk."

nat's HRT giving him that *slutty* male waist and allowing him to bulk a bit, lot literally can't keep her hands off him or stop bragging about how handsome "my man" is or using every possible moment to say "my guy" or "my boyfriend" (nat is even worse about calling lot "my girl", making it extremely clear to all his dudebros that lot is HIS,, but we won't get into it, possessive nat is for another time)

likewise lottie's HRT making her gain weight in her hips and chest and nat being like, insanely obsessed with this. could not keep his hands off of her if he tried and even then lot wouldn't want him to, grinning every time nat squeezes at the plush of her waist or kisses her stomach, telling her she's "so perfect, so beautiful. how'd i get so lucky?"

literally the most wholesome relationship ever, like they go clothes shopping together and tell each other which outfits look so pretty or so handsome

the height difference doesn't even bother nat because having a tall gf just means her skirts show even MORE of her legs (he has an obsession there as well) and when they cuddle he can just starfish on top of her while she plays with his hair and gives him little affirmations

probably could go on and on but i hope you enjoyed :,)

NSFW TRANSMASC! NAT X TRANSFEMME! LOTTIE A03 FIC LINK:

this was written on anon so i'm kind of defeating the purpose by posting it but only a few of you have my tumblr soooo

#lottienat #guac hcs #yellowjackets #yellowjackets fanfic #guac answers #lottienat headcanons #transmasc natalie scatorccio #transfem lottie matthews

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it’s just a sleepover just like old times haha

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guys pls send both sfw and nsfw headcanon reqs outside of writing the current florist/tat au my brain is buzzing with lottienat ideas 🙏🙏

also i need to write nsfw hcs/fics . i can’t on twt and a transfemme lot x transmasc nat mini fic has been eating at my brain .. amongst other concepts

#guac speaks #lottienat headcanons #lottienat #natalie scatorccio #lottie matthews

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Hello everyone!! i made a dedicated lottienat discord for everything lottienat!! it IS 15+ with locked NSFW chats for adults to discuss adult topics. it would be superrrr cool if you guys would check it out and join, as i put a ton of energy into making it and i think it looks… pretty good not to toot my own horn….

#lottienat #yellowjackets #this is my baby please don’t let it flop :( #lottie matthews #natalie scatorccio

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going to be honest though the type of blood oaths where you swear by pressing your bleeding cuts together to mingle the blood have so much erotic potential to me. what if we fit our open wounds together. what if the insides of us touched & our essences mixed. this too could be sex

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not an ask, just dropping deep appreciation for your works, your writing, your thought sharing and your brain overall. i cherish your existence. thank you for your service wolfi boy

"i cherish your existence" is a wild thing to say like Woah. Wow. I feel like i should say thanks but thanks would not encapsulate it .. shall i prostrate myself at your feet instead?

i think i have that same general insecurity about the things i write that most people have, so i'm sure for you guys it's fine and going off of that assumption i'll take the compliment! also glad you appreciate my thought sharing, i fear i get supremely annoying with that.

also, being called wolfi boy was quite the serotonin boost, so thank you <3

#guac answers #thank you anon!!

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updated ch 4 of "you adored me before'!! rating did bump to explicit guys maybe something is in like ... retrograde ... i don't know the dawg just came out of me.

people were on my ASS about this one and I really wanted to get it out so I can't say i'm 100% happy with it, but then again I literally never am, soooo.

hope you guys enjoy. can you tell they upped my mood stabilizers right before I wrote this chapter? probably not since they're still idiots.

#lottienat #go easy on me #yellowjackets fanfic #yellowjackets #natalie scatorccio #lottie yellowjackets #lottienat fanfic #lottie matthews

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jock!lottie x punk!nat headcanons

in response to these curiouscats because i have TOO MUCH to say:

firstly this is just actually them. like literally them. but let's get into it

lottie has all the conventions of being a popular girl barring most of the cattiness, mix that with the fact she's part of the soccer team -- YES i am positive she wears letterman's jackets when she isn't dressed up and is friends with other sports circles - the women's tennis team, basketball team (convince she'd play pick up games with them), volleyball team ... lottie KIND OF gives a fuck about academics but i just really see her leaning into the easy way sports culture allows her to socialize and form a circle of friends.

punk nat who plays soccer and ACTUALLY genuinely gives a shit about it, even though she thinks jock-types are meatheads. like, "i play this sport because i'm fucking good at it, but half of you guys are fucking stupid." definitely an extreme music snob who sticks to her own circle of friends, burnout-looking types (though she actually values academics... doesn't really come to class but studies when absolutely NOBODY is looking, because like everyone else she needs to get the fuck out of wiskayok).

they both play for the yellowjackets and their only real interactions are on the field, lottie might wave in the hallway or try and say "hi" but nat COMPLETELY cold shoulders her

lottie has a HUGE crush on nat, talking like, this goes back to middle school years when nat was somehow still 2 cool 4 school and still wasn't giving lottie the time of day. to be fair lottie had just had a major growth spurt and was still becoming acquainted with the sudden distance from her body to the ground .. she was in no position to be trying to befriend someone she thought was a 'cool kid'.

lottie's a jock but not a fuckboy about it, down to earth but you literally wouldn't know it because she's too busy attending keggers and it LOOKS like she's flirting with half of the student body when she's just.. an extremely kind and genuine person. even if she didn't like someone, not even remotely, she would still give them the time of day.

nat sees all of this and of course runs into lottie at after-game parties but does her ABSOLUTE BEST to avoid lottie, until eventually lot gets fed up with all of this pining from afar (or taivan intervenes, deus ex machina style) and lottienat ends up partnered the whole year for their lab class or some shit.

lottie isn't an idiot by any means but she definitely pretends to be because it ends up with nat having to spend MORE time after soccer practices with her working on their projects ... yes lottie is doing the Long Con to win nat over.

nat begrudgingly starting to think lottie isn't THAT bad when she finally lets lottie give her a ride home after a late-night study sesh and finds out lottie actually has decent music taste...

ugh cue the nail painting scene nat had with kevyn except now it's for lottie when lot gets bored with all the studying and starts coloring on her nails with sharpie

they win a game and lottie is like - "Uh, good job on the field today, dude..." to nat, who just looks at her like ???. later, in the locker room, lottie stuffs her head in her locker for a solid thirty seconds wondering why she called nat 'DUDE' of all things, until van is like... "you good?"

so.. yes.. girlfailure jock lottie who can totally be suave with other people but when she talks to nat she's so nervous about sounding cool she ends up making a fool out of herself.

lottie lies and says she "totallyyyyy knows what shoegaze is." and gets caught in it - nat's like: "why would you lie about that?", not mad but genuinely wondering what the point of making that up would be?? and lottie is like, "i just thought it'd make you hate me less if i knew what it was, i dunno." and what follows is HUGE because nat, at this point, has to admit: "lottie, what? i don't- i don't hate you." and now it's lottie's turn to be like ???!!!1!2??!

cue lottie being insufferable about this. nat will say something biting and sarcastic on the field and lottie will just ruffle her hair or grin because now she knows nat doesn't mean it, and nat is like - "i never should have told you i liked you." (this is interpreted platonically) and lottie is even MORE thrilled, like, "oh, so you LIKE me? guess i'm not so much of a pain in the ass after all..." (nat has totally called her this to her face at one point or another).

it takes maybe half the year or more for van to finally be like "dudebro, just fuckin' go for it." at a party and lottie, mildly sedated by shitty beer, approaches nat when she spots her smoking a cig alone.

lottie doesn't really smoke and nat bullies her for it a little ... except lottie looks kind of hot and nat thinks LOTTIE looks kind of hot, so she offers to show lottie a "cool party trick" and they shotgun the cig smoke ... yes lottie coughs after but not from the burn, entirely from the act itself and she's SO red and nat is INSANELY endeared by this

let's just say their regular study sessions at the Matthews' estate become a little less about studying after that... and since lottie doesn't have to play nearly as clueless she jots an answer down and nat is like, "wait - what the fuck?" but lottie uses her big brown eyes to make nat forgive her, especially since it was all to hog nat to herself anyway.

they definitely don't officially come out as dating, one day lottie's just chatting with her circle of jock friends in the hallway and sees nat coming so she pulls her over and slings her arms around her, hugging her from behind, and yes, some jocks are meatheads, but these are lottie's friends and lottie is hugged up against her so... nat's not really going to complain.

in conclusion: jock!lottie wins over punk!nat by kind of being a loser, but a charming one nonetheless.

is this basically a fucking au? mini fic ? someone tell me to shut up next time

#guac hcs #guac answers #lottienat headcanons #brevity is the soul of wit... which i clearly lack #when i learn how to format tumblr posts.. it's so over for you #lottienat #yellowjackets #natalie scatorccio #lottie matthews

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LOTTIE MATTHEWS & NATALIE SCATORCCIO YELLOWJACKETS | 2.07 Burial

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Are you still updating You Adored Me Once? I just need to brace myself for the possibility of it being abandoned

I love your writing btw

yes i am! as we speak actually. planned this fic out too much and have devoted too much time to it to abandon it (nor would i abandon any fic in general, SB au will eventually be updated)

thank you for the compliments ! the long wait has partially been mental health stuff but also just general embarrassment about thinking the fic is poorly written ?? but i’m powering through it because i really do wanna see it through!

chapter 4 update hopefully tomorrow, tonight would definitely be pushing my abilities lmaooo

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I adore ‘you adored me before’! Fantastic story and writing! You are super talented :) did any books bring you inspiration? Looking for book recs whilst awaiting your update ;)

firstly: thank you !! i'll be happy with a chapter for like, a day, and then think about all of the ways it could have been better so - glad you've found some component of it that you can enjoy!

to answer your question, ah... i haven't been reading much in the way of actual literature, i've been on a sabbatical of sorts? and outside of writing, my time is otherwise occupied. i did read ONE book this summer, called 'colorless tsukuru tazaki and his years of pilgrimage' by murakami. it's an extremely in-depth exploration of one person's thoughts and emotions and while it didn't inspire anything plot-related, i'm sure it greatly impacted my portrayal of my characters' emotion, how fleeting those emotions can be, and it has overall helped me to write them as more than just one-dimensional. as in - i feel more comfortable playing with them, even if some shifts are less rational than others, because since when were human beings rational 100% of the time? especially something as volatile as our emotions? definitely a good read, and i personally enjoyed it.

i will be doing more in the way of reading this winter, so hopefully i can offer more recommendations in the future :,)

#guac speaks #i don't read and it shows #but #i do vocab quizzes every day? #and some yjs fic are arguably amazing pieces of literature...

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Chapters: 3/9 Fandom: Yellowjackets (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Lottie Matthews/Natalie Scatorccio Characters: Lottie Matthews, Natalie Scatorccio, Van Palmer, Taissa Turner, Jackie Taylor (Yellowjackets) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Flower Shop & Tattoo Parlor, Soulmates AU, kind of, Alternate Universe - No Plane Crash (Yellowjackets), Fluff and Angst, they're horny and confused your honor, anger as a love language, tattooed natalie scatorccio is something that can be so personal, tattoo artist natalie scatorccio, florist lottie matthews, Enemies to Lovers Summary:

Nat tongues her cheek. She’s not really sure who the girl is, to be fair. She supposes she could ask Lottie, that something like this doesn’t supersede the bounds of neighborly curiosity. Except, she can’t, because she has tremendously fucked all of this up. Their relationship has been mangled beyond repair – worse than it had been when they were actively bickering. Now it’s just… nothing, or, worse yet, maybe this is what it’s like to have an enemy. If it was nothing, she wouldn’t need to avoid Lottie. This was clearly quite the ordeal for both of them if even Lottie, harbinger of peace offerings, had thrown in the towel.

Twenty-seven years old with an arch nemesis. What was that about life getting boring with age?

(or: the lottienat tattoo artist x florist au fic where everything could be solved if they just talked to each other.)

#chapter 3 is up! #hope you enjoy #quick updates... you can tell i like this one #lottienat #yellowjackets #lottie matthews #natalie scatorccio #yellowjackets fanfic

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You are cordially invited to celebrate our DOOMCOMING QUEENS, where antler crowns are worth their weight in gold! Spend four days in November with us paying tribute to the prophet and her hunter, where fandom creators are in the spotlight.

Any and all participation is welcome, whether that’s in the form of edits, fanart, fanfic, gifs, or something completely different!

Each day has been assigned a prompt and an alternative prompt to ensure there’s plenty of angles for people to get creative with. You’re welcome to participate in as many of the prompts as you’d like!

DAY 1 (November 16):

you can go deeper (missed opportunities, what if…, things left unexplored, what’s below the surface…)

alt prompt: favorite lottienat moment

DAY 2 (November 17):

it wasn’t real (or was it? whether it’s the wilderness, something supernatural, or romance… reality is in the eye of the beholder!)

alt prompt: symbolism and parallels

DAY 3 (November 18):

tropes galore (exes to lovers, there’s only one bed, roommates, neighbors, coffee shops…)

alt prompt: lyrics and/or quotes you associate with lottienat

DAY 4 (November 19): free choice!

We will be tracking #lottienatdays and will be using this blog to promote any submissions! If you have any questions, feel free to message us. And let the DOOMCOMING begin!

#if i drop off the face of the earth this is what i’m doing #but i will try to update the shiva baby au before doing so #and the florist x tat artist fic ! #those will be your october rations #save