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#funguary day 1, Mycena subcyanocephala! Or Blue Bonnet mushroom. A newly discovered mushroom from Taiwan - it’s only been seen about 8 times.

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Born to shoujo forced to shounen

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Nature design beauty scenery..

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Twisted Wonderland Birthdates/Birthyears, In Order.

A comprehensive list of each TWST character’s exact birthdate, in order, down to the year + their ages. This will be going off of Twisted Wonderland’s release date, (2020), and not the current year (2023 at the time of writing). Contains chapter 7 spoilers.

- I’m aware that the Japanese school year starts in April instead of September, but for some reason my brain refused to process this so I ended up doing these based around the school year cut-off being September. I decided to post it anyway, since I’m pretty sure most of it’s still accurate, though I may do a Japanese version at some point!

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Lilia – Unknown, 1321. Chosen date is January 1st, 1321. (699 Years Old).

Silver – Unknown, 1621. Chosen date is May 15th, 2003. (299 - 300 Years Old, mentally 16 - 18).

Malleus – January 18th, 1842. (178 Years Old).

Leona – July 27th, 2000. (20 Years Old).

Trey – October 25th, 2001. (18 Years Old).

Rook – December 2nd, 2001. (18 Years Old).

Idia – December 18th, 2001. (18 Years Old).

Cater – February 4th, 2002. (18 Years Old).

Vil – April 9th, 2002. (18 Years Old).

Jamil – September 12th, 2002. (17 Years Old).

Jade - November 5th, 2002. (17 Years Old).

Floyd - November 5th, 2002. (17 Years Old).

Azul – February 24th, 2003. (17 Years Old).

Ruggie – April 18th, 2003. (17 Years Old).

Kalim – June 25th, 2003. (17 Years Old).

Riddle – August 24th, 2003. (17 Years Old).

Ace – September 23rd, 2003. (16 Years Old).

Jack – October 11th, 2003. (16 Years Old).

Sebek – March 17th, 2004. (16 Years Old).

Epel – May 6th, 2004. (16 Years Old).

Deuce – June 3rd, 2004. (16 Years Old).

Ortho – August 14th, 2011 - 2013. (6 - 8 Years Old, mentally 11 - 16).

~Ortho’s age is anonymous, so I had to do some speculations and maths here. I’m going to assume that R!Ortho was 8 years old at the date of his death, and that Idia constructed O!Ortho when he was around 10. This would give their parents plenty of time to start caring about Robortho before the pair left for Night Raven. I’m going to assume that O!Ortho is either 3 years old with the mental state of an 11 year old, or 3 years old with the mental state of a 16 year old (since he joined the first years, albeit as a special exception). Personally I’m leaning more towards the former.

~If Lilia was 300 years old during the war and Silver was a baby at the time (seemingly 0 - 1 years old) then that would mean that his birthyear falls somewhere between 1620 - 1622, most likely 1621. Lilia also states that the day he found Silver was the day that he decided for Silver's birthday, meaning that the odds of May 15th being his real birthday are 1/365. During Silver's identity crisis dream we see what he looked like on the day that Lilia found him, which we've established was May 15th, and he looks to be roughly 6 months old.

It's possible that Lilia thought of this and decided to consider this Silver's 1st birthday, but if that were the case, there's a good 50% chance that Silver has actually been awake for 16 years of his life, which would actually be very clever since Aurora was 16. In the reverse, if Lilia decided to treat the day he found Silver as the day he was born, then there's a 50% chance that Silver is actually 18. Basically what I'm saying is I haven't got a fucking clue-)

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Hope you get some use out of it, feel free to correct me if I'm wrong on anything <3

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Honkai: Star Rail Animated Short ☆ Ichor of Two Dragons

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Shi ni Modori no Mahou Gakkou Seikatsu wo, Moto Koibito to Prologue Kara 

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Instagram credit: exploringedinburgh

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he is sitting and pondering

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i know it doesn't look like it, but nanami truly is the loml ( ;´ - `;) he really is such a comfort to me, since he has such a calm and steady aura about him, one that you can always depend on no matter what. this brought such comfort and warmth to me ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

Nanami from whom you seek the validation you should've gotten from your parents.

Nanami who listens to you because he knows the neglect you had to face as a kid.

Nanami who let's you cry your heart out because he knows as a kid you always suppressed your emotions.

Nanami who holds you when you cry and tells you that ‘it's okay to cry' and to ‘let it all out’.

Nanami who goes easy on you when it comes to your eating habits because he knows how food is a trigger for you because of all the insults and body shaming you faced from your family.

Nanami who heals your inner child by letting you do things you've always wanted to do as a child and doesn't insult you for not 'acting your age'.

Nanami who takes your side always because he knows you had to fight alone all this time. Not anymore though. Not when he's around

Nanami who tells you all the time that he loves you so much and that you're the one for him because he knows love was something you never heard enough.

Nanami who tells your everyday that you are beautiful and loves everything about you. Your eyes, your face, your hair, he compliments everything about you and always notices little details about you and gives little compliments for it.

Nanami who listens to your fangirling and rants because you never had a close relationship with your sister.

Nanami who never gets mad at your for making mistakes. In fact he's so supportive and calm that he helps you with it and tries his best to cheer you up.

Nanami to whom whenever you show anything you drew or made, praises you for it and tells you that ‘you did a great job’ and that he's ‘very proud of you.’

Nanami who's your comfort person and the person you would've felt safe with as a kid.

#nanami the loml #i really should start writing for him #nanami x reader #˖⁺‧₊˚ ♡ ˚₊‧⁺˖-me likey #❤️📚-dani’s must read #(ɔˆ ³(｡>\\<)-dani and blorbos

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“honey, can you… leave me alone?”

— (sometimes, we all just need some downtime for ourselves)

◇ characters ◇ zhongli, al haitham, diluc, kaeya, kaveh, thoma, albedo, wanderer, xiao

◇ tags ◇ angst with comfort, established relationship, petnames

◇ a/n ◇ oh wow! guys!! i wrote angst with comfort!!! guys!!!!!!! are you proud of me????? this is kinda self-indulgent bc i wrote this when i was just. tired. you know, those moments where you genuinely just want to shut down and be in your own company? yeah.

𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡 ⬙ 𝑚𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡 ⬙ 𝑡𝑎𝑔𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡

zhongli smiles patiently. and if he judged that you would allow him to, he would place a kiss on top of your head before stepping away. his movements are graceful and calculated, amber eyes ever so observant as he watches the droop of your lashes and the downturn of your lips.

ah. you’re in that kind of mood.

with a firm nod, he promises to give you all the space you needed, as long as at the end of the day you return to his arms. a few hours or days of waiting would certainly make him miss you terribly, but zhongli is a patient man, and your well-being matters most.

“of course. you’ll come to me when you’re ready, yes?”

al haitham understands your needs very well. contrary to most people’s beliefs, he would put them just as equally high - if not more - than his own needs most of the time.

he simply nods upon your words and, after much consideration, would place his soundproof headphones on your side before he leaves the room, carefully minding his footsteps as he walks towards kaveh’s room to inform the architect of the situation and remind him to tone his antics down.

“alright. call me if you need anything.”

diluc would automatically ask you if something is wrong or is bothering you - it’s his protective instincts, don’t blame him too much - but he knows not to probe further when you give him that look.

he offers for a maid to deliver your favorite warm drink later, and with one last comforting squeeze of his hand on top of yours, he leaves, his head full of questions and his heart set to spoil you rotten the moment you return to his side.

“adelinde? tell the maids to skip cleaning [name]’s study today. and tell the workers to be especially quiet when they walk about the second floor.”

kaeya might only have half the eyesight normal people have, yet he’s anything but inattentive, especially when it comes to you. he settles with a light, fleeting caress upon your cheek with his gloved hand, and he presses a tender kiss to your forehead before retreating, offering you a sympathetic grin.

“i got you, babe. i’ll be at the office doing paperwork for once, but you can visit me anytime, okay?”

thoma holds back the urge to fuss over you like the mother hen that he is.

he knows about this habit of yours - sometimes lady ayaka exhibits the same behavior - so he knows he shouldn’t be too worried. you always get over this eventually; what you need now is time, and just like any other point in time in your relationship, he is more than willing to accommodate all of your desires.

“do you need me to sleep at the couch tonight? it’s really no trouble at all, love. anything that makes you most comfortable, okay?”

kaveh visibly pouts and looks like he’s about to cry when you ask him for such a request.

he can’t help it, okay? he wants to hold and kiss and cherish you constantly! so having to deliberately spend some time apart from you is torture to him… plus, those tired eyes of yours hurt his poor empathetic heart more than anything.....

with a saddened nod, he fiddles his fingers and gives you a pair of wet puppy eyes.

“are you sure, baby? …... you know you can tell me anything, right? …… whenever you’re ready, okay, precious? i’ll be in the living room, then…. come find me soon, okay, my love?”

albedo doesn’t even bat an eye. he’s already long since memorized your behavioral patterns, and from your recent ventures, he did conclude that this was going to happen. all within expectations, he muses, yet he can’t help but feel saddened at the exhaustion prominently displayed on your features.

with a soft smile, he places his specially curated ‘care package’ on your lap along with a gentle kiss on your cheek before exiting the room and hanging a “do not disturb - contact albedo instead” sign right in front of the door.

“there are a few snacks and calming scented candles inside, along with a few interesting puzzles and crafts. i thought you might like them and find them relaxing. i’ll be at the lab - just send a message through sucrose or timaeus if you need me.”

wanderer’s automatic response is a half-fearful, half-angry “are you fucking serious? hell no!”, but the second emotion is amplified when he sees the murkiness in your expression.

he swears to inflict pain upon whoever dared to put this expression on your face, but he falters when you explain your thoughts the best you can in your current headspace. eventually, with a scowl on his face and a gruff "fine.", the door closes behind him and he slides onto the floor. sure, you can shoo him away, but he has no intention to move from that spot until you reopen the said door.

“….. hmph. guess being a puppet is a good thing at times like these.”

xiao relates to your struggles far too well. he simply nods and teleports out from the room as fast as he could, not wanting his karmic debt to affect your mood further negatively.

throughout it all, your silent protector watches from afar and listens to the wind around you ever so cautiously. just because he agreed to give you space, it doesn’t mean he can’t continue to make sure you’re safe and sound, after all.

“understood. you need only call my name when you are ready to see me.”

© zhongrin | 2023 ◆ no repost. reblogs much appreciated. feel free to reach out to submit suggestions, feedback, comments, or if you just want to talk!

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#as someone who needs her alone time every now and then #i felt this one deeply #sigh #also also diluc making sure no one on the manor disturbs you? i swoon #also al haitham letting you borrow his headphones for maximum peace :c #why can't they be real huhuhu #genshin impact x reader #˖⁺‧₊˚ ♡ ˚₊‧⁺˖-me likey #❤️📚-dani’s must read

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imagine the landau residence throwing a party once gepard told them, so when you finally catch up to him in his family home everyone is there to just congratulate you both on finally deciding to have a baby Σ(ﾟ口ﾟ;)// i imagine i'd just faint from shock lmao, but once i wake up the landau family would then start asking us questions daiwdawdnnd

How about reader is in a silly goofy mood and texts welt, Jing yuan, Dan Heng, and Gerard that they want a baby? (Established relationship maybe?) WAAAH your blog is so cute I love it 🥰 keep up the good work 🩵🩵🩵

✎ i want a baby :: hsr boys' reactions

❥ new messages from :: dan heng, gepard, jing yuan, welt

❥ notices :: thank you!! i appreciate the support and had fun making this. Also warning for a slightly suggestive Jing Yuan

❥ taglist :: @donaldthrts

#honkai star rail x reader #honkai star rail x you #hsr dan heng #hsr jing yuan #hsr gepard #hsr welt yang #˖⁺‧₊˚ ♡ ˚₊‧⁺˖-me likey #❤️📚-dani’s must read #(ɔˆ ³(｡>\\<)-dani and blorbos

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AAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!! across the universe (both parts) already has 270 notes combined (´▽`♡) thank you all to those who showed their support and appreciation for my works, as a new writing blog and for someone who f is publishing their writing in such a public space for the first time, all the notes mean the world to me (˃̣̣̥ヘ˂̣̣̥) it helps me to know that people actually like what i put out there. i shall do my very best with all of the works i will be publishing, and i hope to continue to make good content going forward (ꈍᴗꈍ)♡

p.s. if anyone has some cool and fun ideas to do, feel free to drop by my ask to send in your thoughts so i can get some of those creative juices flowing (･ω･)b or if you just want to talk, brain rot together, fangirl, or just say hi my ask is also open for that (but also please do read my rules/reminder | byf section, thank you :> )

#THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!! #i really did not expect to be receiving this much attention on across the universe #since i know how lengthy they are #but i truly do appreciate all the support i've been getting <3 #honkai star rail x reader #honkai star rail x you #genshin impact x reader #genshin impact x you #caelesblues #(^o^) 💬-dani is babbling #(⸝⸝⸝･ᯅ･⸝⸝⸝)◞♥︎-dani is blushing

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sugar, spice, and everything not so nice

⋆｡°✩or the things that make them hold back from loving you⋆｡°✩

c.w./t.w. angst, insecurities, some characters show up on multiple parts, somewhat vague allusions to age gap but reader is an adult, lowercase intended, sfw

word count: 1,477

characters: various characters from genshin and hsr

gn!reader, inspired by "sour grapes" by le sserafim, notes at the end

effervescent, ethereal, out of this world, a god amongst men-these are just some of the ways they’ve come to describe you. in their eyes you are nothing short of magnificent, leaving them in awe with every aspect of who you are. from your smile to your little quirks, for them there is nothing about you that they cannot point out with love and admiration. you don’t really even have to do anything to put them under your spell (well according to them anyways), simply entering the same room as them will have their attention turning to you, eyes filled with softness and affection, their longing for you can be felt even from across the room.,

but that’s how it’s just always going to be, isn’t it? no matter how much they wax poetry about loving you, they can never truly get themselves to confess. because at the end of the day they don’t feel worthy enough of you, of your love, affection, admiration, and everything in between. they believe they’re lacking too much to be with you, that they can never be someone that you can be proud of to be seen and associated with. 

there is so much about them that you’ll probably never like anyways so what’s the point of pursuing you (even though deep down they would want nothing more than to just build a life with you). so that’s how it’s always going to be, with them just loving and longing for you from afar, never making their affections for you known because they believe you’re too good for them and that they’ll never be good enough for you. 

kaveh, diluc, kaeya, ganyu, kokomi, thoma, xiao, gorou, gepard

cold, unfeeling, just always out of reach-those are just some of the words used to describe them. they can’t really blame others for ascribing them as such, there is an inkling of truth to what people say about them, plus they are self-aware enough to know how they come off  to others. even at first glance others are already wary of approaching them, just one look their way and they’d know that they’d rather be left alone (or if they really must interact with others, they rather that those be short, sweet, and direct to the point). 

and while they do not really care for what others have to say about them (they’re secure in themselves enough to not let those affect them), it’s their awareness of how distant they can come across that hinders them from pursuing anything more serious with you. while there is a deep desire in them to be with you, they know themselves too much to let you face the sheer loneliness that comes with loving someone like them, someone who at times would just rather be by themselves, someone that may ice you over with their sheer bluntness, and someone who inevitably may leave you feeling like you’re the only one in the relationship.

in this way they believe that by maintaining some distance from one another, they’d never have the chance to even hurt you in the first place. 

wanderer, al haitham, shenhe, eula, rosaria, kujou sara, dan heng, seele, blade

do this and that, be here and there, this and that person needs your help, never having enough time in the day to do everything, barely having a moment for reprieve. that is their daily routine, one that they cannot so easily shake off no matter what. always jumping from one task to another, and even then their workload does not lighten up by any means. work takes up so much of their life that a time for relaxation has to be forced upon them by someone, lest they end up exhausting themselves too much. 

if it’s not work then they’re also worrying themselves about other things, be it their personal endeavors, friends, family, their community-they just have too much on their plate right now, really. with all of the things they have going on in their life, it’s already difficult to find time for themselves…and they believe they’d also have a hard time making space for you in their already busy life. 

it’s not that they can’t see themselves being with you, it’s more that they know how they can be and you will ultimately be left on the back burner. they’d rather not deal you that kind of hand, knowing that you deserve someone so much better, one that won’t feel like a phantom due to how much work they need to go through constantly. so while a part of them would want nothing more than to love you, their dedication to their work and field of expertise would have to come first. 

jean, keqing, tighnari, ayato, baizhu, candace, childe, kuki shinobu, yanfei, lumine, aether, yelan, alebedo, stelle, caelus, pela, bronya, gepard, natasha, kafka, tingyun

not enough time is what they reason. not enough time to fully enjoy life with you, not enough time to do all the things you’d both plan together, not enough time to soak up all of your love and affection, not enough time to shower you with the immense love they hold for you, and not enough time to just be with you. in their minds this is a logical reason as to why they can’t give in to the obvious longing to be together, but they know the other reasons why they’re holding themselves back.

for them you deserve someone who isn’t already so tainted with the trials and tribulations of life, one who has not gone through so much as to feel some sort of pessimism now and then. one whom you can realistically build a life from scratch together, not one bogged down by the various lives they’ve lived and the more that will come. you are someone that still has a myriad of adventures to live through, and they are someone who has already had their fair share of them in their lifetime; they are not sure if they are truly the ones that you’d want to stand by your side through them all.

and so they shall resort to only kind and respectful interactions, masking their desire to be with you wholly, for they fear that they might jump headfirst into a romance that could potentially destroy you both.

jing yuan, welt yang, tingyun, zhongli, venti, raiden shogun/ei, xiao

they wouldn’t necessarily call themselves to be too dangerous (others would like to differ, but they’re not exactly important right now), but they know that their work and what they do aren’t exactly the safest out there. they’re well aware that there are people that wish harm upon them in any way, either to gain an upper hand against them, as an act of retribution for whatever reasons, or any other justifications their enemies have for wanting to attack in the first place. needless to say they do not necessarily lead a safe life, being constantly on high alert is just something that they’ve grown used to.

they can’t really say the same about you, someone who leads a life of normalcy and away from all the dangers of a world you don’t belong to. they’re afraid that if they get even closer than they already are, you’d somehow find yourself with a bright red target on you (and potentially those close to you as well) because his enemies found out you are an important person in their life. no matter how much they can feel the mutual longing for more, your safety is something they will never risk, even if it means disappearing from your life. 

childe, ayato, xiao, cyno, kaeya, diluc, dehya, yelan, aether, lumine, silverwolf, blade, stelle, caelus

they’ll never really know what it’s like to be human, warts and all. sure they might possess something in them that can be attributed to humans, but that will always just be it really, something unnatural to them, something that they acquired through whatever means. they can look, sound, smell, feel, and play the part for sure (they’d been doing so for who knows how long now), but they feel that there will always be something separating them from you, something they can never quite attain no matter how hard they try. this mere fact alone creates an invisible wall between the both of you, one they believe that can never be crossed over. 

the only thing they can really do is ruminate on what it would be like to be with you, whether as humans or in a place in which the things that don’t make them as one do not play a huge role in their life. their imagination is the only place they can ever truly be with you, for they are convinced that their non-human nature would cause more hurt than love. 

svarog, screwllum, venti, zhongli, IL dan heng, ganyu, albedo, xiao

the tags are going to be crazy for this one (´⊙ω⊙`)！ngl this one feels sort of rushed in a way, but i wanted to write and post something short and simple before i try to dive into anything more ambitious again (👍ᐛ ) also yes this post is me officially saying that i am a svarog and screwllum fucker ( ˘ ^˘ )=3 hoyo just really had to make not one but two spectacular robot men to simp over.

also idk if it's apparent enough but these are just some personal hc's i have of the characters listed above, and treat these as just their hc insecurities so please don't come for me if you think these are not that accurate to their characters 🙏

#honkai star rail #genshin impact #honkai star rail x you #genshin impact x reader #genshin impact x you #honkai star rail x reader #xiao x reader #zhongli x reader #baizhu x reader #albedo x reader #ayato x reader #childe x reader #tighnari x reader #wanderer x reader #al haitam x reader #svarog x reader #screwllum x reader #welt yang x reader #blade x reader #jing yuan x reader #caelesblues #C(/˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)Ͻ✎🗒-dani writes #(づ๑•ᴗ•๑)づ♡-dani writes sfw

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dating diluc where he would 100% fund ur college education, even push for your masteral, gives u a weekly allowance and always takes you out for "treat yourself" days (which is almost every day)

my favorite trope about diluc is him sugaring you and he doesn't even know that's what sugar daddies do- his love language is his credit card and night cuddles

#one of the many reasons why i love mr.diluc ragnivindr #we love a man who can and will provide for you! #hand in marriage now diluc! #(ɔˆ ³(｡>\\<)-dani and blorbos #˖⁺‧₊˚ ♡ ˚₊‧⁺˖-me likey #(⸝⸝⸝･ᯅ･⸝⸝⸝)◞♥︎-dani is blushing

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