butterfliesinmyguts

[butterfliesinmyguts]

[butterfliesinmyguts]

[butterfliesinmyguts]

datte datte no obāsan, yōko sano

[butterfliesinmyguts]

rest easy

summary: you save guts

warning: blood and violence( its berserk), virgin reader, angst, and smut

your days were spent alone, only few a visitors pass by your cottage mostly lost travelers. you tended to your farm, horse, and went into the village every once in a while to gather supplies but it was unsafe now and days. you couldn’t ever get visitors.

on this night, you were heading back from the village deciding to take a short cut threw the forest as the rain started to slowly fall. your boots helped against the mud and you applaud yourself for not wearing a dress. pulling your hood over you head your pressed on, as the rain pour even more.

thunder clapped along the sky and it was getting a little harder to see the trail. stop for a second you leaned brush the mud of the rocks to see it was straight for here to your cottage.

wiping off the mud on a branch, while your ears filled with a loud roar. your eyes widen, as your feet dragged you towards it. groans and loud cracking echo there the forest. maybe someone hurt, something clicked in you. who ever it was they need help.

“ who goes there!” you shouted, a sorry attempt to place fear in the sound you feared.

“ ugrhhhhhhhh!” the creature howled, your body frozen in pure terror. the things body was blob with a a abnormal human body attach like .. like it was it face but the eyes were above the body, I grew nauseous.

the tall creature eyes were fixed on a wounded man who was on laying against the dirt “ silly of you to think you could win!” his hand pressed on his lower stomach, looking at the mans face he had no far just a blank expression with blood and dirt covering his tight chin.

as the creature slowly approached him- i thought quickly- I had to do something , I couldn’t just stand by and watch this happen. bending down patting the soggy ground not letting my eyes of the monster as my fingers tips grabbed a hand full of rocks. I knew for sure if chucked the matter at the dam thing and stayed where I was creature it quickly find me in tear me apart, I had to be smart about this.

the man body was inches away from a large tree, if I could throw the rocks and make it over there before the rocks hit the creature body i could survive. convenicing myself I watched the man turn looking over at this huge blade his face contorted yet focus on the object- what is hold did that have to him?

as the creature stood closer to him - your hand fling the rocks at the things whist your feet twisted to keep from slip it lead you to make a break behind the tree and then infront of the man. “ are you okay?” drop your knees to the wet ground your eyes wondered the mans body as he looked surprised at your presences, the man was handsome to say the least, he would have saw the warm tint of cheeks if it wasn’t for the cold rain.

my questions were answers his palm lifted slightly of the wound to display blood. he had a deep gush, pushing back his hand applied pressure again as I turned.

a loud screech rumble through the forest followed by thunder as the creature turned in angry crawling towards were I just left trying to find out we’re the rocks came from- he tore through the trees- I eyeballed the thing. that could of be you. the monster was extremely strong, this would be your only time to put it down.

the man notice you as cover his body was yours, the smell of blood and sweat made way through your norstils as his filled with lavender and mint, the man behind whined in pain as he tried pushing himself up guts knew he had to do. you rejected his actions slowly pushing him down but his shoulders. the man watched you perplexed, what is she doing?“ I’ll protect you I promise...” his eyes widen as your trembling begun searching around as you found a long sword the he was looking at it.

weakly you stood up with the sword in hand, stepping back you sunk you heel in the ground pulling the blade up. you grunted as result, finally getting a good grip you aimmed behind the creature as he still tore. the man watched you in awh as he question who you are, you had to be lms of the kingdom swordsman but he hadn’t seen you before.

the heavy sword pulling you down, but you refused to let you go. the man cough concern you leading to the turning of your head“ please I ...” sniffing he picked his head up “ I’ve got this run fast..” shaking your head no at the man. You had to protect him, that was what you said you had to stay true to your word.

finally your arms got used to the weight blade, You knew it wouldn’t be long before your muscle give out so you aimmed toward the distracted creature. “ AHHHH” you cried charging toward the thing who finally turning to you but it was too late.

stabbing the creature, “ you bitch!” it spat at you, cover your body with blood in. throwing your head back in disgust you shoved the blade all the way through letting go finally killing the thing as you fell on your knees to the ground.

turning to the man, he was stunned, pushing his body against the tree to push himself up. he was surprise that you could even lift his sword but killing the dam thing! out of the question.

picking herself up of the ground, he watched her run towards him. the women was beautiful, her shirt ripped and her face covered in dripping blood- but still wore the look of worry on her face. “ let me help you, my home is just this way...” nodding she allowed him to leaned my body against hers.

“wait...” guts breathe as he bent down pulling the blade with ease out of the creatures body placing the sword on his back.

leaning against the woman he realized he hasn’t even said his name, “guts..” his deep voice vibrated. you looked up towards the man, “ my name is guts, yours?” he claimed as you both finally step into a clearing leaving the dark forest. the women lead guts toward her home replying with “y/n, it’s nice to meet you.” the rain finally slowly down only drizzling on the top of you.

walking through the opening of glossy grass a small cottage was pointed out by the bright moonlight. “thank you for that..”

“ that? I saved your ass..” guts hands held her sides letting a nice squeeze to them almost making her laugh. “ thank you for saving my ass”

you were extremely proud of yourself, when you were younger your brothers taught you how to wield a sword and fight to defend yourself. 

leading guts in you, you placed him on the ground on one of the rugs you just finished. now it’ll be covered in blood but you had no worries about that. getting up you ran to the outside getting a bucket of water and placing it on the fire place. grabbing your clothes and sewing kit.

guts groaned a bit, as he discarded his armor. rushing to his side you begun to clean him off and sewing him up. guts watched you tend to his wounds, you made sure to take care of injured spot.

he knew there was only so much you could do but he’d appreciated everything you did. finish your sewing, you patted him off with the warm towel. y/n knew one of his ribs were at least cracked due to the bruising, but guts still moved around like it was nothing lifting him self up and everything. this told you that it wasn’t his first time fight against something like this.

“ thank you...” nodding standing up stretching your limbs. turning you looked out your window the rain finally stop, but you finally saw your reflection of dirt and dried blood on you body. you need to clean yourself, “ you can lay your head here tonight...” a smirked played on his lips, realizing how forward and a bit inappropriate that sounded you stumbled saying“ o..oh only if you like” guts rose towering over you, finally getting a good look at him. his was extremely ripped, raven colored hair laid against his scalp and presence made you feel like a was a teenage girl with a crush. guts was nothing but handsome.

you didn’t realize his stare towards you as your eyes wonder his body, you stumbled backwards tripping over bunched up rug. Guts didn’t let you let you fall, as you as met his watching him warp his arms around you- hands planted flat against your back . the corners of his mouth quirked up as his eyes instantly fell to your lips, “ don’t fall” he murmured. breathing out, you pulled back nodding and apologizing.

Guts smiled at the fact that he made your this flustered, you turned grabbing a towel. “ I’m going to bathe, I’ll make you one too... please ea-t your welcome to anything...”

you wondered off, as he dropped his things, looking around your cottage it was full of greerny, candles all around lit the room but the large arch window allow the moonlight to shine in, and your bedroom was on top of garret with only could be reached by a ladder.

you had rugs over the wooden floor and paintings that covering the wall with some unfinished, is this how you made your money? leaning on the window seal he saw your crops. how could so much be done by one person, and from the looks of it she lives all alone. turning he say a sliver man armor in the corner, mhm maybe she doesn’t.

after eating most of your bread and fruit you had out- gut heard you called out and told him the bathe was filled again letting him know you were all done. you opposed no threat, not one at all. you laid your life down for him, it made him fair you even than your stunning looks. he felt comfortable around you-you risk your life for him.

guts watched from the door frames as you tended to your night gown in the mirror, you looked beautiful.

“I’m here..” guts broed body stepped into the wash room- you had on a dress with a loose corset bra on, you skin was glowing in the candle lit room. “already for ya...” you watched as guts go towards the bath as the steam from the bath covered the room, pulling down his pants down you turned your body. does this man have no shame? closing your eyes you hand gripped the door knob, “my apologies, I’ll leave y-“

quickly silencing her guts look behind him to you, “ I’ll need help, do ya mind?” he watch you slowly opening your eyes to him, you quickly nodded. making your way to find a small towel and pulled the stool behind him.

guts placed his feet in the wooden tub trying to get used to the warm water as he slowly set, you turned away you waited until his lower was in the water as guts let out a sigh.

your eyes studied his scar fulled back. your fingers tips traced them, getting lost in them it was almost like a puzzle. guts felt your innocent touches and relaxed, letting his head fell between his shoulders. “ so is there another bed?” shaking your head gaining focus again grabbing the towel, “ no, I stay alone I hope you don’t mind sharing..” your heart skipped a beat at the thought of the warm feeling of other by your side. “no I was confused on if you laid alone...”

blushing a bit you, started washing back and then turning to face him to wash his chest with warm towel. guts observed you again as focus deeply on your task at hand. biting your lips you spoke again “ my brother died two winters ago, so I keep to myself..”

that answer his question, “ I’m sorry fo-“ her finger hushed him while she placed the on his lips, “ don’t apologize...” you said seriously- all guts could do nodded, as she started at his neck with the cloth. “you just getting to know me, what about you? “

guts felt warm, staring at you he spoke with a “complicated “ looking at him for a moment until you could help but to bust out in laughter. guts rolled his eyes, “what?” you sighed, “ you were so serious you just look a little funny”

guts watched her giggled to herself, at least she didn’t beg on. compared to others she’s seen way more, and she’s calm. y/n is laughing, watching her eyes closed and she talked about how she planned on cleaning the blood stained rug and went on about the monster outside and how heavy my sword was. “ you know I could have saved myself?” guts looked up, making her roll her eyes. “ then clean your own body baby..” she sit up beginning to walked away.

“Ah!” guts gasped as you turned back to him in worry, “did a cut open?”she leaned in and earned as splash of water on her, “ hey!” she questioned guts, “ you just looked funny”

after guts finished you give him some dry clothes with a cup of tea. you give him an explanation about the crops, “I wake up everyday at five in the morning...” that was crazy to him. you guys climbed up into you bed, guts set up looking out the window.

resting your head on the pillow you watched him. guts was tense, like he was worried. reach out for his hand he flinched. confirming your thoughts, his eyes watched you as your hand pulled him down to you. “ I promise your safe here...”

guts watched you, letting his head finally rest. after what it felt like years. eyes watching you, brush his hair from his eyes. “ you don’t have to worry..” giving him a hazy smile. guts heart throbbed pulling you into him.

for a moment you let your eyes fall and pressed deeper into him. savoring this moment, chest pressed together guts felt your heartbeat. it was a slow thump, letting him know you were relaxed. his hand smoothed along your curves petting you.

you body buzzed, while your palms instinctively went behind his neck. grabbing your waist he pulled you closer to him, I moan slipped pass you lips. you’ve never had this happen, guts watched you as his hips grinded against yours. your eye closed and mouth ajar along his lips in pure pleasure that you’ve never felt before. thinking of the times you rocked against your pillow, having his hands and the musk of him around your was completely different. guts lips touch your cheek as you quickly pulled back.

guts confused and extremely turned on by the sounds you made in his ear- glazed at your in worry. “ I’m sorrry..” you mumbled holding yourself, you felt almost embarrassed and weak. you haven’t been-

“ no one ever made me feel like this before..” looking guts eye widen.“ it’s your first time?” he asked you, you didn’t want to answer but guts could see in your movements, your were awkwardly nervous, and your corset squeeze against your chest due to your tight breathe.

guts eyes darted to your bust, licking his lips. He thought about this situation in front of him, slowly guts arms found your hips pulling you on top of him.

your hands laid flat again this chest looking down, you didn’t know how to feel nor what to do. guts stared watching your lips quiver, his fingers worked on your the strings on your back with eventually let your top fall.

his hands discarded it as he planted soft kisses on your skin. leading up to your lips, starting off soft you two made out until you craved more. lifting your hips up and sitting them down on his.

guts large hands reached under your dress to your bare soft thighs. squeezing them you bounced, pulling away to look down. “ I wanna- ah- watch ” your hands swiftly bunched up your skirt at your waist making guts smile. As his this slowly brushed past your heat, “ that fe-ahh so good” you moaned resting your head on his shoulder.

guts cock throb, stunned from the words that just left your mouth. pushing deeper gut thumb became cover in your juices, you were dripping for him. “ oh guts!” you moaned into his ear, his thumb continue to move against your ball of nerves as his finger starting pushing against your opening.

gasping your pulled back a little, guts hand kept you still and held you there. you never felt that pressure before and it sting a little, “ sorry it just came as a surprise..” guts nodded, pressing is lips against yours again, His thumb so moved against you as your lips molded together- he pulled back breathless “ we don’t have rush okay?”

desperate for his lips again you moved again them, nodding not even needing to convince yourself. guts slowly pushed his finger inside you, hearing the slick sounds as he twist and turn his finger made it hard to go move against his finger. a loud moan left lips, while you held on top him tight.

you never wanted this to stop, laying you down softly as his hand on your back went to soothe the warmth on your cheeks, you were expose to him.

guts took your beautiful body in, as his hands showed appreciation to every part of your body. his lips kisses you stomach and then your hips. making his way to your breast that he knead, earning a moan from him, squeezing your legs against his body he felt his member jump.

guts faced you, “ this is an honor...” kissing you again, you feel him pushing into you. your lips part opening up more as he sucked on your bottom lip. his large hands held you thighs as the burning slowly went away, as guts groaned started to rock move his waist as yours.

You gasped in astonishment pawing at guts back. guts drive into you, your left perfect around him. your pussy hugged him tighter than ever, begging - pleading for more of him.

his was in a complete trance by y/n, your moans were music to his ears “ oh guts!” only pressed him to want more of you.

you had mixed emotions, you told yourself that you would never marry off to keep your family name. So expected to never have this intimate moment with anyone, to never experience this moment . but now that you are it felt so right and you never wanted to stop.

“ holy shit your tight..” lips roughly pressed at your skin, you were in heaven. your body felt so good, placing your hands on his sides you dug your nails in pleading for him to go faster.

“ ugh! “ your legs wrapped around his body pulling him deeper inside of you awakening a bundle of ecstasy. guts saw you were a messy, words left your mouth in pants as you body shaked. flickering down to his cock he saw you milking him, you were experiencing your first orgasm and it was all from him.

lips falling on your neck, he drove deeper insane you wanting more as your hands gripped his hair. “ oh god!” you were in a frenzy, a guts frenzy.

pulling back guts watch you release for him, his hands clenched the sheet to hold his in. the site of you, was just enough for him.

as soon as you notice guts stop his movements you hips rode against earning a deep sigh from him. “ more!” you cried, guts gocked letting his head fall, as you pushed him deeper. You were so desperate for him, you were intoxicated by him. kissing him more your felt a spark, tingle your lips as guts pulled away groaning.

“ahh y/n fuck!” guts cried releasing inside you as he buried his inside you making you whimper in his ear, hold his head in your arms. guts screwed up his face, thrust more inside you. his cum all going deeper in you, as your pushed his hair out of his face.

kissing you deeper, you both felt enchanted by each other by each other, panting into each other guts gazed at you telling you that your amazing making you feel all warm inside.

laying his head on your bare chest he fell into a deep well needed sleep. your fingers ran through his hair as you replayed the recently events.

as the morning came you routine begun, guts still sound asleep- well not sound you could hear his snores even as you tended to your crop. you took it upon yourself to pack him fruits and berries in around cloth that smelt just like you.

fixing yourself, you changed into a dress passing your ankles. your corset tight, as you heard a stir. looking up upon your loft guts body was cleaved, his abs laided tight on his chest as he rubbed his eyes sleepily. looking down on your he almost gasped, you were breath taking as you smiled at him.

you were glowing, slowly climbing up the ladder Sitting on your knees in front of him. “good morning sleeping beauty..” chuckling he connected your lips, as your hand placed on his shoulder pulling of with a smile.

guts fingers found your hair twirling around his fingers, “ when do you plan on heading off?” guts smirked placing his hand behind your neck using his thumb to rub your temple. his lips take hold of you again while you threw you on top of him.

your lips dancing together as you playful caressed his body. guts hips pushed against you making you pulling back to lean up. “ what are you doing?” his snaked up to your hips as he slowly brushed his cock against you. eyes fluttering as you whimpered. guts smiled, flipping you over so he was on top. placing your hands on his chest, your face turned to the side.

did I do something wrong, guts eyebrow quirked as he turned down. “ we can’t do this right now, we gotta get you all packed..” as you continued to rumble you tried to ignore how guts kissed trail lower and lower down your body- his hands push your dress up as he placed a kiss on your heat. “so much to d - ah guts !”

after loud screams and heavy rocking for half of the day guts smiled at you, lips parted and eyes closed. brushing your cheeks he was enchanted by you.

guts had to get back, it’s been weeks since he’s been home. come to think of it, he’s never seen this place. a clear meadow and even this cottage, he always takes this way home. plus why didn’t anything attack this place last night? that was the first quiet night guts. you eyes opened, smile beaming at him.

“ let’s get you going before sunset..” nodding slowly while she peck his lips and stood up to fix herself. guts found his items neatly cleans and organized, while he dressed himself you handed him a bag with food.

he sighed grabbing his things walking with him in silence until you reach the middle of your meadow. turning to you guys frown a bit. hand on his cheek you smiled towards him, “ don’t forget about me..” shaking his head no, never. you nodded in response.

“ thank you, I owe you one..”

“you owe me a lot...” guts smirked played along his rough face, “ I’m in debt eternally...” the wind swayed the grass along both of your feet’s. it was finally quiet for once. guts two fingers hooked under your chin pulling your closer.

his face studied yours, he found you almost angelic. guts couldn’t believe he just had stumbled upon something so mesmerizing. pressing his lips against yours one last time, pulling away leaving you purely enchanted.

guts swore he’d come back to you but when he came back he couldn’t find you. guts found the clearing, but there was no cottage not crops no trace of nothing like it was never there- like she was never there.

author notes:

I just started berserk and I’m falling deeply in love with the it.

* proofing reading in progress *

#berserk #gutsxreader #berserk smut #berserk imagine #berserk icons #gutssmut

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[butterfliesinmyguts]

“can I have you?”

summary: armin wants you and you want armin, but of course feelings get in the middle of that.

* proofreading in process *

warnings: +18, holy smut, dom armin??, praising

your eyes shot open staring at the wooden celling, you turned you body to the side gulping trying to clear you mind your dream.

a dream where armin was between your thighs, hips pushing against yours. “ look at you taking me so good..”

sitting up a little your noticed the aching between your thighs. turning your head to your roommate,mikasa, who was sound asleep you whined softly in embarrassed. you pray she didn’t hear you moaning, shivering you set completely up, bare feet touching the dusty wooden floor. you had to do something... you couldn’t get him out of your head.

it was like you couldn’t focus on anything but him, armin was nothing but hope in a body. he had this everlasting light to him. while he spoke you were in a trance, when he near you- you couldn’t help but to feel your cheeks warm. armin and you had a very intimate moment a couple of weeks ago, while alone together he was rambling about up coming plans.

“ and that’s not even the half of it the preparation is just...” while sitting next to armin listening to him vent you tried so hard to think straight but your thighs were firm against each other’s. Armin’s lips were puffy and pink as they played against each other like two bouncy balls. as he countined to spill, armin’s eyes darted to yours watching you watch his lips.

your lips were parted and eyes were low as you were imagining yourself fucking him. Armin pants tightened at the thought of you even wanting to fuck him. stopping his talking, your eyes flicked up as armin leaned forward kissing you. your eyes closed in relief and pure bliss, as your stomach has butterflies going wild. His large hands find your back pulling your closer, as your palm landed on his cheek, the moment was a release of heavy tension between the two of you. pulling back your realized what had happened, as sorry’s and please for give me left you lips you quickly got off of him and ran out the door.

you felt so dumb, a day after your incident armin came up to you try apologizing but you nodded and walked away. you couldn’t face him, you were scared of rejection- of looking weak. 

both of your thoughts of each other was nothing but love and care. armin was in love with you, everyone knew that but you. you couldn’t see that, but to armin you were his muse, the thing that kept him up and going. when he felt like he couldn’t do it you were there to knock so sense in him, when you talked he took in every word, - he loved being near you-his heart flutters around you.

which hurt him more now that you were fleeting everytime he got close. you just couldn’t take him, regretting what happened or him not wanting together with you- so for now you were stuck replaying those moments in your head, but oh how you wanted armin.

you wanted him to wake up next him, kiss his button nose and watch as he snores. you wanted to laugh together after stealing the moonshine from hange personal stash. you want his arms to hold you tight and close.

pushing yourself of your bed, you sneaked out of your shared room praying you didn’t awake mikasa. pushing down the hall, you got to armin’s room. the glowing light the came from under his door filled you with hope, “ he’s awake..” you panted, softly knocking you heard him shuffle to the door.

Armin eyes widen when he saw you in front of him, you were wearing your night gown that you fall on your upper thigh. you looked distressed, “ y/n?” all you could do was nodded as your eyes fell to his bare chest. “hm- sorry please come in you caught me off guard is all..” walking by him you felt dizzy, his presence always made you feel so silly.

“ did I caught you at a bad time?” running his fingers threw his hair shaking quickly as palm found his fore arm, you scanned his room that was littered with sketch’s and books along the floor“ never..” turning to him, armin’s head was down. setting down on his bed, your middle ached, your hands planted on your knees squeezing them as you looked down. “I’ve missed you y/n”

looking up at armin, a pink tint played along his cheek, “ we don’t have to talk about it, I’m just happy your here” the smiled he beamed at you, slowly walking towards his bed. his bed, the same place you walked out on him on. you haven’t talked to him in two weeks and he is happy to be around you.

you felt pathetic, “I miss you armin..” armin let out a sigh, “what are you doing up? are you okay you look ..”

“Stressed?” Shaking his head “ no more tense..” finally looking up at him, you couldn’t tell he was starting to put two and two together. you watched his eyes slowly fall down your body. “ I- I need you...” your thighs rubbed together as you tried to sit straight. armin eyes widen, when he realized turned on you were- your hips slowly rocked against his bed, your skin had a lite sheet of sweat, and bottom lip bruised but your teeth. armin stomach grew butterflies, as he watched you wait for his response. he would do anything to help you, no matter what it was.

“ do you need my help.. getting off?” nodding desperately, he was the only one you felt comfortable with. and he knew that you guys would discuss get off and stuff but after you guys kissed armin was confused . “I’ve been trying to do it myself but I need something harder...” but he couldn’t resist he wanted to take care of you.

looking down at his thighs your chest grew tight, his eyes watched your body in a fit and your eyes blown in lust. stitching together your point, his fingers found the under of your thigh setting you down on top his thigh, you couldn’t help but to move immediately. breathe hitched, as you looked watching his thin layer of pants was soaked for you. armin cocked twitch looking up at you and then the wet patch, he watch your lips ajar and eyes closed in pleasure as your picked up the pace. did he do that? “your soaking...” he mumbled.

you shoved his shoulder playfully, ” shut up..” you huffed. armin eyes watched you a smirk on his lips. you were fucking yourself on his thigh, hard and slowly your clit buzzed against his thigh making your head fall back while moans escaped your mouth. it’s felt so good- he felt so good

armin couldn’t help to take a mental picture, his body felt so warm and his pants tightened. it was an honor to even have you this close to him, but he wanted more of you.placing you head on his shoulders, your hips drive faster. “ I’m- ah fuck..” you panted in his ear, your body rolled against his. “ i’m sorry- a-armin..” his thighs flexed even more at your sounds. his soft hands on your hips pushed you down on him more gripping his shoulders. “ fuck!”

“ ah don’t worry..” it was no worry at all to him -he had the best view ever. your sweet whimpers played in his ears with your hands planted against armin’s chest, while his hands cherished your body. you were so soft under his touched, he imagined how good it’ll feel to have your naked chest against his as he pushed inside of you. a soft moan fall from his lips while he imagined what being inside you felt like- something he dreamt of.

your eyes shot open, to his flushed face. just staring at you, he had a smirked on his lips as his bucked up his legs making you shutter. “do I make you feel this good?” you couldn’t help but to nod wanting more and more of him“ do you want more?” nodding again his hands moved you over to his hips. you were met with a hard cock under you, your begin to move again. pulling your panties to the side, you shifted his cock under you. your wetness coating him- Armin’s hands gripped your hips tight as a low moan came from your lips.

armin’s head fell back exposing his neck to you. you wanted so bad to dive in and mark his neck. he would look so pretty with your marks on his neck, as pretty as his were on yours. “ y/n..” he moaned, his sweet moans. Armin tilted his head up placing his hand on your neck, pulling you closer so your lips were inches apart. you could feel urge to clash your lips against his.

“ can I kiss you?” pausing your movements. speak of the devil- slowly looking him deep in the eyes you nodded, “ but I don’t want this to be ...” armin blue eyes searched yours for doubt. your heart banged against your chest, “ I don’t want this to just be a sexual relationship y/n” his thumb caressed your cheeks, you couldn’t help but to rest into it. “ I want you...” you finally felt the pressure of armin not wanting you off your shoulders. you could leap with joy, at those words. armin wants to be with me, he wants me!

since it was confessing time you decided to finally explain yourself. “ I just..” armin’s nodding asking you to go on, “ I was scared you wouldn’t want me..” his face twisted in shock honesty, how could you think that he wouldn’t wanted you. armin craved you.. shaking his head shushing me “ no no no I’ve always will want you” you looked down, “ or find weak..”

armin yelped “ what! how could I ever find you weak?” your shrugged in his lap. “ y/n the strongest person I know, your no where near weak!” you felt warm, armin began to spill about everything. his thumbs rub your sides as he told you that he always looked up to you. how your kindness and guidance on and off the field took hold of him- how you always looked out for everyone,“- how could I ever, find someone as bold, kind, and beautiful as you weak?”

you couldn’t take it anymore pulling him closer, you took ahold of his lips. it felt like an explosion of him. his arms embraced you, pulling you closer to him. your kisses were slowly, and passionate. as your hands explored each other body. rocking your hips slowly armin inhaled pulled back, you took this opportunity to pull your grown off as blue eyes beamed at your chest. armin quickly flipped you on your back placing him in the middle of you.

his lips crashed against yours again, at least for bit until he pulled back to peck your whole face making you giggle. grabbing his sides you tingled him “hey!” he stopped pulling back getting a good look of you, your eyes closed but this daze look on your face with the biggest smile.

“ can I show you...” you opened you eyes to him. god he was beautiful. his hand on each side of your face as his eyes- those big blue eyes- stared into yours. oh how he wanted, he wanted you to his forever.

armin pecked your lips, as he rolled his hips against yours, you feel him throb again you. your naked bodies were pressed against each other, trying not to moan, you bite your bottom lips looking for a inch of doubt in his eyes. but there wasn’t anything, his eyes were filled with nothing but love.

“ can I show you how much I want you y/n?” you nodded, “yes please..” lining himself up, his tip slowly pushed inside you. you both watched in awe as his cock drove into you.

armin’s found you angelic. the curve of your chin , the puffiness of your cheeks, and smile you had. palms clenching your boob, he pulled you in closer to his chest. cheek flushed and a dovey look in his eyes, you couldn’t help to watch each other. both taking in this moment together like it was your last.

armin slowly made love to you, kissing your body all around showing appreciation to every inch of you. your shoulders rolled back with every movement, as you watch him take over you. You felt so loved, armin lips played against your soft with whispers of “ your so perfect” and “please be mine” groaning all that came for you was a nodded.

setting up armin pulled out of you earning a whine, “ come back to me..” armin eye widen at your words. they made his stomach flip, his lips kissing all the way down to your stomachs and the your heat. Following him with your eyes, you set up to watch him on your elbows. “ wh-at are you doing?” panting as his lips found your clit and armin’s fingers enter you. head rolling back “ holy fuck...” his lips lifted up watching his fingers fuck you. hugging him with every motion.

pulling out his slender fingers found there way to armin mouth- you could see yourself coating his fingers. “ so wet for me, you’ve got such a pretty pussy “ you could cum from his words, watching his face lean down in front your cunt, playing with your clit. your body jerked up while you groaned. bringing to fingers to his lips he sucked them dry and coated them again just to push his fingers inside you. “ armin!” your eyes caught his while curled his fingers moving in and out of you. “ oh ar-min” everything felt to good, cause of him. your head fell back in a fit as your mouth spilled out moans.

against your thigh armin was rock solid while slender fingers twisted in and out of you as you both watch in awe, lifting your head to look at him. armin’s eye were already on you, watching take his fingers. begging you to come for him, but you denied it, “ I want you, armin..” you hands tug at skin at his shoulder as he give you one last lick that sent a shiver down your spine until he rised up.

he watch your body, you were spread out open waiting for him to push his cock in you.armin licked his lips as his eyes trailed up your beautiful body he couldn’t help to you use his hands. continuing up his eyes were met by an angel- armin heart skipped a beat, your face was glowing while you had you bottom lip in your mouth, begging for him. 

pushing in, he could feel how close you were to releasing around him. your walls were gripping him, “ y/n..” he moaned slowly pulled back, watching his cock be milked by you. you couldn’t help yourself, you wanted him deep inside you again- pushing your hips against him earning a deep moan from armin. his eyes fluttered closed at your movements, “ y/n ho..ld on.. “ he whimpered planted his hands on your hips trying to slow you hips down.

“ wait.” armin hands pushed your hips down to the bed- giving you a stren look. “ didn’t you hear me?” stopping you he took hold of your face. you felt your stomach flip in excitement as he pulled back into you completely- your eyes rolled back as armin pounded into you. nothing but your wetness and you and armin’s moans filled your ears- as he rammed into you. you were about to come , your walls squeezed him tight watch his eye in a pure daze at your cunt

“ cant fucking wait huh?” armin hips put your pelvic bone sinking deep inside you. your legs shaked around his waist as you slapped his bicep gripping it for dear life. “ oh god armin!”

he finally found your spot, smiling he rested there- his elbows pushed into his bed by your ears while his lips planted kissing onto your neck. “ you make me so good..” you yelped. your cunt pulsed as you finally let go. eyes rolling in the back of your head but armin kept on. trying to recover your body rolled against armin. while rolled against you, your clit tingling from the pressure as your cried in his ear.

armin cock twitch making him slow down, breathing he inhaled your sweet scent making his blush. “ fuck..” you hugged him closer as he give out his last few thrust until fall on top of you. both of your breathing finally settled and the room felt last hot armin slowly pulled out.

whimper your nails dragged along his back, as his fell back on top of you -letting the both of you rest for a moment. Armin’s head popped up from your chest with a dizzy smile. “ hi..”

after a bit of cleaning up, you both feel back into the bed again. catching up with each other- you told him about how you finally had a talk with hange about you taking a leadership role, which apparently he already knew about. and he told me about how he finally figure out what he was doing wrong while mapping. then you expressed you feelings towards him and he responded with his feelings towards you. you laid in each other’s arms all night.

“can I have you?” he asked. you couldn’t help but to smile. a question you’ve been waiting for since you and armin started getting close. your naked bodies laid against each other as both hands couldn’t help but to rub along each other body. “ can I have you?” replying armin’s chuckle. “you can’t answer my question with other questions.” rolling your eyes, you nodded fair point. “ let’s answer together then..” both nodding count to three.

“ yes.”

authors notes:

thank you so much for reading, I’m so sad that attack on titan is coming to a end soon!but please give me feedback and my request our open!

#armin aot #armin x y/n #armin smut #armin arlet smut #attack on titan x reader #armin snk #snk armin #smut #attack on titan #aot x y/n #snk x reader #armin arlert #armin arlet fluff

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A helping hand

read part one here!

summary: y/n is confused on rather levi has feeling for her or not

warning: angst and kinda short :/

the rough pads of his thumbs soothe your cheeks, just by a touch your in a completely daze. falling like dough into his hand you closing your eyes and hummed “tch, silly girl..” 

“y/n!” blinking you saw sasha above you, “ we’re going to late for training!” shooting up , I started to put on my gear “ said five minutes not an hour, you missed breakfast I had to cover for you.” rolling my eyes, grabbing a cloth to wash my face, I’m sure she enjoyed it too.

was yesterday real? was I just in a deep daydream? rubbing the back of my head I felt the bump on my head from Levi’s book case. Sighing, all the memories flash back. Levi asked me to kiss him, then just said it was a helping hand.

turning to sasha, she patted her belly as I giggling at her. “ lucky you..” we laughed together advancing to the fields. I quickly found out we were sparring today, with our heavy gear on. miskasa turned to me, nodding at me giving me the “ you have nothing to worry about” stare. smiling back I quickly nodding as Levi explained that losers would run until they he felt tried. no one wanted to be running, seeing that Levi never gets tired. I avoid his eyes as much as I could, don’t think about him y/n- it was just you helping out your captain.

convening yourself that hurt, wanting to think that Levi had feelings for you and felt the same way. maybe he just wanted to relieve some pressure, levi was probably stressed. or maybe he was just tired.

ducking his punch, I felt the force of it breeze through the top of my head. if one of those lands, I’d be out before this even starts.

I tried my best to play defense, but my body was getting tired if the constant motion. floch watched me, he knew what he was doing. thinking quick, after his thirteenth punch missed- my knee connected with his chest knocking the wind out of him.

charging towards me and aiming to punch him hard- but floch shove me to my feet. trying to get him off me, we wrestling on that ground for a good thirty seconds.

until floch elbow dug into my neck, “ ahh!” shouting out in pain, I lost my balance falling. watching him from the corner of eyes, a smirk was written all over his face. I couldn’t go down like this, I can’t be putty. floch knee kicked my side- a yell left my mouth. I can’t let myself fall for this, i had to help myself.

relaxing under him, waiting for him to soft his weight- just like miskasa taught me i quickly crossed my legs and threw him with all my weight over my back to the ground. slapping the ground floch let out a huff, before he could get up, I pull his arm toward me exposing his shoulder and repeated his action. “fuck stop!” he scearmed, everyone watched enjoyment. floch wasn’t really everyone favorite- he played dirty and got even in cowardly ways.

“ doesn’t feel good huh?” fighting floch found my thigh digging his nails trying to hurt me back I kicked him off and pushing my boot into his hand digging it into the ground.

I didn't care if I actually hurt him, I have a burise on my neck and he kicked me while I was down,“ stop.” i quickly lifted up getting off of floch, looking up towards to see levi. It was like he was looking right threw me, dead like I was nothing. “ how weak of you..”his words echoed through my head, as my heart fall. 

 I felt disgusted in myself, he was right-why would I go that far? i helped floch up and he shoved me off looking at me “ you're such a stupid bitch.” 

i  turning away in guilt my arms in wrapped around my body trying to accept his words. i so disappointed in myself, as i had turned away, a harsh crack sound was made whip back i watch everyone stunned- as floch had the brightest hand print stinging red on his cheek and levi hand raised in the air. did he just back hand him. “ get up and run until i tell you to stop” floch stumbled towards the field.

while levi wiped of the back of his hand he started, “this is training not a death match, we need you dying out on the field not here...” everyone was slient,  “ finish up training and get a head start of your duties” pushing on  i went towards sasha, levi cleared his throat and spoke more“ sasha , mikasa, and y/n cover his stable duty tonight.” 

nodding not looking up towards the man, i felt so shameful. i knew i was going to hear it later on from everyone at dinner, i knew floch was never going to respect me and now in levi terms im classified as weak. “ y/n a word in my office”

cleaning myself up i headed towards levi office, knocking “ come in” stepping in his office levi eyes didn’t even look up. taking a deep inhale he rolled his eyes at me. “ what you did today was stupid..”

“ don't ever go as low as he did, i understand you were defending yourself but your character was tested in that moment and you failed horribly..”

i nodded, “ im so sorry, i promise i won't fail you again..” his eyes darted back down, acting as you weren’t even there. What did I do, yesterday had me on cloud nine because of him and now it’s like nothing ever happened.

setting down the tea cups, i watched his eye brows raise towards me. his hand reached for one and i moved it out of his reach. rolling his eyes he finally looked up at me. “ what's your problem?”

“you hurt my feelings today..” cutting me off “tch, and?”

a tear fall from my eye, “and?” i mocked him. my head felt like it was going to explode, how could he- how could he make me feel like he cared so much just to act like this? watching him continue to focus on his papers- he didn’t even flinch.

“ I’m not going to deal with your annoying hissy fit y/n, leave.” I trembled, my face covered in tears. uncertain what I should do I lifted my chin up and faced him.

“ levi I have feelings for you..” his eyes angled up towards me, finally something. “ I adore you levi, everything about you- every moment in this room together we’ve had I always replay them in my head because you make me the happiest “ Levi searched for doubt in my eyes, and he found no one bit of it, his head ached as he reflected on how much he pulled you away. the stares, not talking, and even removing his hand from his. slowly I paced back turning away to the door. “ I understand if you don’t feel that way, but at least respect me..” and with that I left.

after finishing training for the rest of day I started my part of duty Sasha and mikasa asked if they could help me, they talked about eren and even sasha crush on the cook. “ you can leave, i just need to clear my head” both nodding towards me sasha squeezed my shoulder before heading towards the shower. 

dumping my bucket, I planted my ass on the fence. sighing I hung my head between my shoulders shutting my brain off. but my head buzzed with actions of today. almost broke floch arm and I got embarrassing rejection from levi. I wonder if we’re still going to have our tea time, or even get over this.

“ where are your comrades?” my eyes darted up to levi, standing there looking down on me. the sun made his body glow and his eyes were plain. he kneed down so he could face me.

“ levi sasha and mikasa lef-“ levi pushed his lips against mine as my thighs squeeze against the wood I was sitting on- it was a slow and careful, his mint and fresh scent fulled my nostrils while his thumb softly pinched my chin.

“ I’m quite fond of you too y/n”

author notes:

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#attack on titan x reader #aot x y/n #levi aot #snk x reader #snk levi #levi akerman #levi x reader #levi attack on titan #attack on titan

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new post coming soon! I pinky promise!

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My Top 15 Anime of the Decade

So I’ve seen a few people do their top animes of the decade, so I figured I’d make one too. My list will include both anime series, OVAs, and films as I haven’t seen enough in all three catergories to make top 10-15 lists for each one. Also keep in mind these are series I have seen, so chances are there’s series or film you’ve seen and liked will not be on this list. There will be spoilers for these anime, so look away if you don’t want any for the series in the tags below.

Rules:

1. The series, OVA, or film must have be created between 2010-2019 and can’t be a continuation of a series made in previous decades (so sadly BLEACH and FMA: Brotherhood can’t make this list :( )

2. Remakes of series or direct sequels to series from previous decades can be included, just so long as they were made btween 2010-2019.

3. It has to be a series I saw all the way through the decade, with seasons  (not necessarily the story itself) being completed by the end of 2019 (so sadly I won’t be including Made in Abyss, Psycho Pass or Kimetsu no Yaiba as I haven’t finished watching any of them)

Honourable mentions: Erased (2015), Sweetness and Lightning (2016), March Comes in Like a Lion (2016-2018), One Punch Man (2015), Arrietty (2010), Yuri!!! On Ice (2017), Tiger & Bunny, Parasyte: The Maxim (2014), 91 Days (2016), The Anicent Magus Bride (2017), The Promised Neverland (2019), The Boy & the Beast (2015), Mirai (2018), Black Lagoon: Roberta’s Blood Trail (2010-2011), Zankyou no Terror (2014), and Cells at Work! (2018).

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15. Deadman Wonderland (2011)

Deadman Wonderland was one of the first anime series I saw in the decade. Because of it’s weak ’go read the manga’ ending, I almost didn’t put it on the list. However, after rewatching it, I remembered exactly what I liked about it: the great bromance between Ganta and Senji, the crazy twist and turns in the story and fights, and it’s memorable opening.

14. Violet Evergarden (2018)

Some have said this show was one of KyoAni’s greatest accomplishments in terms of animation and style, and I whole-heartedly agree. Aside from the goregous animation and colours, the show has beautiful music, an intriguing main character in Violet, and a few well crafted stand alone episodes (my favourite being episode 10).

13. Berserk: The Golden Age Arc (2012-2013)

The film trilogy that got me into one of the best manga ever created. Some of the CGI is a bit shoddy in the beginning, but gets better by the last film (and is heck of a lot better then 2016 series). Although it doesn’t capture the full spectrum of emotion, grit, and bad-assery of the manga, these films still do a good job at telling the essential story of the Golden Age arc. Of course, the infamous Eclipse scene is brought to life in all it’s horrifying glory, and the final scene in the last film - where Guts has that darn hopeful smile when he sees Casca after all the crap they’ve been through - makes me cry every single time.

12. Kids on the Slope (2012)

I didn’t expect to like this show as much as I did. I expected a standard coming of age story, and what I got in the end was a great slice of life anime with some catchy music. I remember being in awe of the animation for the drum and piano playing sequences and how well they matched up with what was recorded. It also made me really interested in what Japan was like during the 1960s, and I even went on to do a bit of reading about it.

11. Your Name (2016)

It’s hard to believe this film only came out three years ago. This film is still a marvel to behold. The animation and style is still breath-taking (just look at the backgrounds!), the story is engrossing, and it’s probably my favourite film from Makoto Shinkai.

10. Death Parade (2015)

I can’t believe it’s taken me this long watch this one. Death Parade has always interested me, but it wasn’t until the middle of this year that I finally sat down to watch it. I ended up binging the whole show over the course of two days. It��s strong in it’s visuals and concepts, and I consider Decim one of my favourite anime male characters. Oh, and of course, that opening is gosh darn catchy as hell (and an ending that’s just as good on my opinion)!

9. Shingeki no Kyojin (2013-ongoing)

There’s no doubting the massive impact this series had on the anime community and beyond when the first season started airing. Everytime the studio has brought their A-game for the animation; even to this day, I still watch the vertical maneuvering gear sequences from all the way back in season 1 in complete awe. Every opening just gets me pumped up before the episode has begun and a few other pieces of music are memorable. The characters have gotten better with each season and the story is unfolded damn near masterfully.

8. Boku no Hero Academia (2016-ongoing)

The classic shounen that builds on the conventional tropes of the genre. It’s given the community some of the most memorable fight scenes in recent anime history - like the fight between All Might and All for One O_O. This has been a series that’s gotten better as it goes along, building up a likeable cast of heroes, a complex villian in Shigaraki, and an interesting world. In particular, I’ve come to really like the conflict within the Todoroki family (including whether or not Dabi is a Todoroki) and the dynamics between the students in class 1 A.

7. Fruits Basket (2019- ongoing)

It’s good to be watching this series again! It’s even better to see previously excluded scenes finally get animated. What can I say that hasn’t already been said? The characters are quirky, relateable, and so full of life,  the animation and visuals are stunning, and once again, Tohru is my favourite anime character of all time.

6. Anohana (2011)

I first saw Anohana before it boomed into popularity. I knew after finishing it that it wouldn’t take long before it gained a large following. The characters are believeable and relateable, and the story is compelling from start to finish. To this day, the final episode and the ending theme song bring a tear to my eye.

5. A Silent Voice (2016)

I have to admit, I was surprised when I heard A Silent Voice was going to be a movie. I didn’t think they’d be able to fit in everything essential to the story into a film; I was thankfully proven wrong. With KyoAni’s signature stunning visuals and animation, the story and it’s characters is just as poignant as they were in the manga. Shoko and Shoya are fantastic characters, and their complex relationship tugs at the heart-strings. I also just love seeing sign lanuage animated and being used in anime.

4. Wolf Children (2012)

Oh this film ;w; I went to see this with a few friends and had no idea what I was in for. Hana is an inspiring character, her relationship with the Wolf Man is the emotional equivalent of the first ten minutes of Up, and Ame and Yuki are such cute kids. The dynamic between Hana and her children made them feel like genuine family. It also has my favourite anime soundtrack of the decade, and I’ve pop in the CD at least twice a year since I’ve seen it.

3. Devilman: Crybaby (2018)

Oh wow this show! The emotions were high, the action packed a punch, and the visuals were the best combination of wacky and horrifying. I barely knew anything about the original Devilman, so a lot of what happened in this show came as a shock to me - a pleasent one at that. Akira sent me on an emotional rollercoaster from start to finish, as did his relationship with Miki. Despite the awful things Ryo did and how much I came to hate him, I couldn’t help but feel sorry for him in the final scene (where he finally learned that emotons, the one thing he denounced, weren’t a weakness…a lesson that comes too little too late).  I don’t think I’ll ever forget the last two episodes for as long as I live ;_;

2. Ore Monogatari!! (2015)

This show came at a time in my life when I needed just pure fluff and sweetness, and it delivered that in spades. It’s a breath of fresh air in the shoujo genre, with so many tropes being flipped on their head . I adore everyhting about this show, from it’s characters to it’s comedy. Takeo and Sunakawa have the greatest bromance in all of anime, Yamato and Takeo are so friggin’ sweet together, and the whole cast is just so likeable. It’s an anime I always come back to when I need something light and fluffy to watch, and is one of the first shows I recommend people who want to get into anime.

1. Mob Psycho 100 (2015-ongoing)

I knew from the scene in the gif that I would stick with this series, and I was most certainly not disappointed. Mob Psycho is a gem of an anime that I think everyone at least has to give a try. The animation and visual style are unique, using One’s simplistic character designs and switching between 2d, glass painting animation, and shots like one in the gif above. I love the message the series promotes, as seen in the main character who strives to better himself personally rather then rely on his powers. Mob is one of my favourite character of all time, and Reigen is one of the funniest, most dynamic characters I’ve seen in a while; I love seeing these two help each other develop and grow, and how their relationship of mentor-apprentice flips back and forth between them (in one episode Mob has something to learn from Reigen, but a few episodes later, it’s actually Reigen who learned something from Mob). Finally, there’s the awesome battles and fight scenes, which made my jaw drop to the floor one minute, and had me an emotional wreck the next. If you haven’t already, go watch this anime!

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Pairings: Yelena x Fem!Reader

Warnings: Homophobia, Slight NSFW

Genre: Slight NSFW

Synopsis: Yelena thinks that two people of the same gender are not allowed to love each other, but you made her eat her own words.

PLEASE READ: as usual, please tell me if my post is offending, and i'll delete it. I don't want to hurt anyone by my fanfictions. Yelena is OOC on this one as well. NOT PROOFREAD

"Do you like girls?"

      You asked the tall woman in front of you. Your hands cradled your cheeks, elbows propped up on the table as you watched Yelena do her paperworks.

       "They're...human." yelena answered, not even bothering to understand your question not answering decently. "That's not what i meant, 'Lena." You pouted, leaning in further towards the blonde. 

       "Then I'm gonna need you to specify your question." Yelena finally looked up at you with unamused look, waiting for you to revise your question

      "What i mean is, do you like fucking girls more than guys or are you straight?" Yelena was taken aback by your straight forward revision of your previous question. The taller woman furrowed her eyebrows in confusion.

       "No. Why would you think that?" Yelena answered, but the apathetic woman was actually thinking of possibilities of her dating another girl, and all these possibilities were with you. "Besides, a woman cannot love another woman, it's just not normal." She answered going back to her papers, but she can't help but feel bitter towards  her own statement.

      "That's an extremely homophobic statement coming from someone who looks at me in the most sexual way possible." You teased. Yelena choked on nothing at her teasing, was she actually unconsciously checking you out? Or was she being played by you?

       "That's a lie." The blonde said, continuing scribbling at the papers, ignoring the thoughts unrelated from her work that passes through her mind.

      "Maybe, maybe not." You said, dropping the subject as you continue to watch the girl sign the papers. Well at least for a while, "How about you kiss me and see if you like kissing girls?" You proposed, already standing up from your seat and walking beside Yelena.

      You were looking down at her as she was still sitting while you stood next to her, leaning on her desk. She thought to herself a bit. I mean, there's no harm done in trying right? I mean, it's not like it's going to change her views on the subject...right?

       She looked up at you and cleared her throat, pushing her chair back a little and patted her lap.

       "Alright, at least sit on my lap." She said and you did so with a chuckle. "Very brave of you to make me sit here after telling me a girl can't like another girl." You teased again and she just stared at you with her cold glare. She was taller than you now, even when you're sitting in her lap, you've wondered what her parents made her eat when she was a kid.

      "If I don't like it, you're keeping your mouth shut, or I'll make you." She threatened and you shivered in delight at her threat. You leaned up further into her, both of your chest against each other, lips centimeters part. Her hand rested on your hips as she waited for you to close the gap.

      Her heart is pounding from nervousness, but she can't deny the fact that she's enjoying the moment. It was unusual for her to show attraction to another woman, or to anyone really. The only person she deemed decent enough to date was Zeke but she didn't see Zeke like that. 

      But you? Oh how she wished you would put your lips together now, how she wished to wake up next to you, to see you glowing in the morning light after an explicit night together.

       "Do you really want this, Yelena?" You asked, needing her consent before proceeding. "Or do you just feel obligated to do this because I said so?" She didn't reply, but she forcefully grabbed the back of your head and smashed your lips together. You moaned in surprised, eyes widening from her actions. She was impatient and tired of your teasing.

       Yelena did not expect how soft your lips are, the hand on your hips had found their place behind your back and pulling you closer as she ravished your mouth with hers.

       Moaning from her aggressiveness, your hands that were resting on her shoulders had left there. Your arms snaking their way on the taller one's neck as you both deepened the kiss. 

You pulled away slightly after a while of kissing her, needing to breathe a little but she pulled you back in but you didn't complain, how could you when she knows perfectly how to use her mouth to good use.

       Her hand had found their way inside your shirt, resting on your waist. The cold temperature of her hand made you shiver and moaned. She took this chance to put her tongue inside your mouth, intertwining with yours. 

       You felt like you were floating from the sensation of being unable to breathe properly, but also from how she moved her lips with yours. 

       Suddenly, Yelena pulled away. Both of your eyes still closed from the earlier events. Panting heavily, Yelena opened her eyes to see you still catching your breath, spit connecting both of your lips and breaking when she licked her swollen one.

     She liked it.

      Obviously, by the way she still wanted to continue and pull you in for another session. She saw you open your eyes, and she let herself admire you, consciously.

      Eyes half lidded from lust after a very sensual kissing session, a very prominent blush from the embarrassment that slowly creeped unto you after the realization of what you both did, and your heavy breathing trying to make up for the lost of oxygen.

      "So?" You spoke for the first time after some time, still panting but not so much. You then looked up at Yelena who was now leaning back, checking you out.

      "So what?" She asked, asking you to clarify your question once again, but this time, it was more of a teasing tone than a curious one. A smirk playing on her face but she was panicking on the inside.

She just kissed someone of her same gender, and she liked it. Even after she had said that it was impossible because of what society had painted these types of relationships. 

      "Did you like the kiss or not?" Smirking back at the taller woman clad in black suit.     "I don't know," Yelena answered, you sighed in annoyance but she continued her statement.

    "Maybe we should do it again, just to be sure."

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us against the world

* proofreading in process*

summary: after living outside the walls for a more peaceful life, eren comes visits you every once in a while. but after months of nothing, you begun to fear the worst

warning: angst, 18+ smut, and it’s just kinda sad.

“ he turned y/n..” I sighed letting out a relief, he isn’t dead but “ what do you mean turned?” mikasa looked away. Mikasa is absolutely stunning, from the way she hold self to her soft face. I miss seeing her everyday, mikasa and I were the best of friends- we still are she comes and visit for every now and then to clear her mind. It’s calm by the sea now and days, miskasa sipped the tea and continued. “ he has this idea.. that it’s him against the world..”

“ yeah but his always been like that..” I fought for him, “ it’s different, Sasha...” miskasa clenched her first in pain, “ she's dead and he laughed y/n... laughed in our faces.” my heart fell as tears poured from my eyes, she couldn’t- why would he let that happened.

a long time ago eren told me something as we lied in bed together- it was after they caught marylans. “ come back..” he begged me. explaining to me he wanted to see you more, “ you can come see me whenever, and I can protect myself you’ll never see the end of me..”

I expected a giggled from him but he turned away, worried I pushed against his naked chest and grabbed Erens face making him look at me. the look in his eyes, they didn’t glow anymore, “ I've seen things... horrible things, so please come back y/n please”

after a long night, mikasa explained to me that she’d be in touch soon, and that I may need to prepare to fight again soon. those words scared me, miskasa made me promise that if she came back with bad news that I would come with her no questions. I agreed hugging her ever so tightly, I couldn’t help the tears that spilled as I watched her horse disappeared.

the next day, I used my old ODM gear to practice- putting it on was it work out in itself but it felt like home. my muscles screamed at me, as a ran all the way back home- just to tend to my garden. I picked this amazing sweet fruit I found a while ago, it was bright red and had a green topping to it. I wouldn’t eat the green part by the rest was so good. noticing my bucket was full I stood up.

“ y/n..” my heart dropped, whipping myself around my eyes widen to “ Eren!” he smiled towards me, whist leaping into his arms. Nuzzling my face into his shoulder, I inhale his scent. his musks was missed, his shirt could only stay unwashed for long... it’s been too long. “ oh how I’ve missed you!” I cried, as I heard him exhale as in relief. “ I couldn’t get you out of my mind..” pulling away to look at him, my palm on his cheek.

I saw scars under his eyes, he used his titan form? why. rubbing his cheek, I felt wet..pulling away bleed covered my hand, as I remember what miskasa told me. the warmth and happiness feeling quickly leaving.

“ let’s .. get you clean..” my hand grabbing the bucket while the other guided him into my cottage. “ you know I remember how to get there..” Eren joked, I felt his thumb soothe the top of my hand.

letting inside him, Eren’s eyes never left me as he set down at my table. placing the bucket full of berries on the counter and full another bucket in the sink to collect warm water. staying busy kept my thoughts still- trying to avoid the heavy tension in the room. my eyes look towards him, his built body leaned back with legs parted as his legs bounced against the wood, turning away trying to swallow the lump in my throat.

Eren is impatient, in fact, he is extremely impatient. by now I’d be pushed against the table or if he was being really needy we wouldn't even make it inside my cottage and id end up being fucked into the dirt. but it's been so long, he looks so different.

turning his cheek I saw a gush slowly heal, but bleed still covered his ear. dipping the towel and the warm bucket I began to clean him off.

I felt his eyes watch me, as I got rid of the blood. he pulled closer to me- my skin got tense under his touch, trying to push my thoughts aside, I continued to tend to his wounds. Eren's lips tickled your neck making you freeze. “ why are you so stiff?” I shrugged, I don’t even know why I’m acting like this. maybe it’s because he knew Sasha was going to die and I didn’t do anything about it or maybe because you know that if it came down to you or his goal -you’d quickly be added to the pile of bodies. my stomach turned in knots as his large hands massage my back, his lips moved against my skin. “oh eren..” I whined pushing our foreheads together.

Eren is the only guy that can make me feel numb but just one touch. When we kiss I feel so dizzy, and when we make love I feel in a pure daze. I remember when we first joined the survey troops, how we had an agreement to come to each other vent about our days. eren days were way more stressful than mine with hange poking at him and levi on his neck but those moments made me fell for him, he wanted to save everyone, his selflessness. I’m in love with him, but I can’t shake off the pure horror I feel around him. I quickly push-off, almost tripping of the bucket of water, and leaned against the sink. while washing my hands off I notice that I was painfully shaking, looking up in the mirror eren watched my hands in confusion. Eren knew you had panic attacks, but that was after fighting titans or close calls. private moments like this are something that you've always said relaxed your nerves.

as eren reached for them I push him off. “ what the hell y/n” walking back my hands shook more, “ why are you being like this? “ he yelled in confusion.

you couldn't even look in his eyes, it hurt so bad. it hurt so bad that know that you may have to fight someone you loved, someone you imagined a future with. walking outside your cottage, watching Eren tend to the garden. he’d run to you kissing your lips while rubbing your stomach- you guys would fight over baby names. this wasn't your future anymore, it was never going to happen.

“ because I’m scared of you eren..” the atmosphere changed, his hardened face turned soft and for a second I swear I saw the bright blue that used to cover his eyes. my chest caved in, and I began to cry. my skin burning from the hot tears pour down my cheeks as I fought to breathe, Eren watched me shaken.

“oh baby please..” leaning in kissing my cheeks, “ no!” my voice cracked, my hand pushed again Eren's chest as his heartbeat against my palm“ please just let me hold you” as his arms started to warp around me my whole body trembled. “ I know what you did!”

silence tore the air, as we glared into each other. his fist tightens and eren eyes fell down staring at the wooden floor, “ I didn’t know it then, but now I understand- you know what going to happen next.. huh?”

nothing “- and you don’t care about us you don’t care about nothing but your goal of killing everyone..” waiting for pleading for him to fight my words. be he didn’t even look up, my sadness and pain quickly were replaced with distraught. how could he? I grabbed his face, making him look at me.

our eyes bore into each other, the man I love, the man I give myself to complete, wasn't in front of me anymore.

“ I hope you know, when you try to kill me- I will look at you like your nothing but a piece of trash..” my hand slapped against his cheek, as his eyes give me nothing but tiredness. “I hate you eren..” my heels turned, walking towards the shower leaving him there with his thoughts.

closing the bathroom door, I sighed letting the tears fall. I didn't wanna fight him, I couldn't. I didn’t mean those words, I could never hate him.

discarding my sweaty clothes off and started the water. stepping in the shower my worried washed away, the bar of soap cleanses the dirt and sweat from my body.

I knew when the moment came down to it, and my blade was to his neck I wouldn’t be able to do it.

my arms went to my chest as the bathroom door opened, it was eren turning to pull my eyes away my hand scrubbed my skin but I couldn’t help but to watched his figure pull off his clothes and step in then shower.

“Why are you in my shower..” eren frowned, “ a word please?” I looked him up and down trying to not squeeze my legs together. facing him, he looking me up and down, and his member leap led with joy-of course.

rolling my eyes and turning away I continued to wash my body, erens a hand came up to my shoulder. before I could push him off, his finger kneed into my skin, my nerves relaxed under his sudden touch, it's been so long since I felt Eren's touch, “ oh..” I moaned as he continues to loosen all those muscles.

I watched the wet ground as feet became into eren feet came into my view, unkept. “ you could clean your feet” turning to face him, closing his eyes he chuckled“ when was the last time you di-“

cutting me off his thumb trailing my lips, he only did that when he wanted to kiss me. “ since I was last here with you.” pausing I remember when he was here, we took a bathe in the sweet-smelling soap eren brought back for me, we got drunk until we couldn’t stand, and we held each other like it was the last time.

I can’t lose him, I don’t want to fight him. I love him, there has to be a way, a way to keep him here with me. deep in my thoughts eren studied me, “ it doesn’t have to be this way...” my thoughts left my mouth.

“ look this is going to happen... I can’t stop it-“ eren nodded, as if he was trying to convince himself. his body rocked against mine, “ yes you ca-“ I began my hand starting toward his face. “ no!” his voiced rumbled. “ this has to happen, but please y/n I can’t think of this right now..”

his hand begun to massage my neck making my eyes flutter. “ I haven’t seen you in-“

“5 months” we both unison, I longed for eren. no matter what he did, what he said, nor what he thought. Eren was on my mind all the time.

“ So can we please..” his lips pecked mine, hold my face close to him with one hand on my neck and the other roaming my body. “let’s just be here together and forget everything else..”

nodding, he took me in with his lips. Oh, how I missed his lips, my stomach had butterflies in them- I was utterly mesmerized by him, even if I wanted to punch him, kick, and scream why! why are you doing this eren, what about our future together? my lips melt against his, as our kiss deepen

coming to terms with what was going to happen wasn’t going to be easy. fight the man you loved, I could only imagine how Armin and mikasa felt. “ stop thinking..” eren awakened me, his digits slipped inside me.

throbbing around him, I lifted my head up and ride his fingers. “ I’ve missed you so much y/n...” gasping I looked down watching curl and twist his finger in and out of me. oh god, my fingers were nothing compared to him.

“ how long has it been since you came...” my eyes low turning my neck to his face. eren started at me, waiting for an answer. thumb pressing against my clit, shallow I stared at his lips. I wanted them all over me- I wanted him all over me.

“ ah - a month ago..” eren moved his thumb drawing circles again me, I remember fucking myself imagining they were eren- wishing and waiting for him to walk in and finish for me. I missed him so, pushing our lips together eren hand gripped my breast, it was sloppy. eren tongue was tangled in my throat as he fucked me with his hand. pulling away to breathe, i groaned using his forearm to hold myself up.

“ it could never compare..” pulling his fingers out of me, my knee dropped and eren arms held me up. his fingers in my face covered in my wetness, he licked them. “ this hand..” eren hips push against my ass feeling his cock throb as he grinned against me. I felt myself pulsing, aching for him“ my body” I shivered, I need him now.

his lips found my ear lobe, “ you don't know how bad I need you y/n” my eyes fluttered in pleasure, his word took hold of me, I'm drowning. eren fingers started again drawing circles on my clit, “ ahhh er-en” 

“ nothing compares to you” 

“ my hand doesn't even come close to your pussy...” pushing deep into me. I was speechless, “ my pussy...” letting out I sigh I leaned against him as his cock slowly pushed in and out of me. eren hands gripped my chin, making me look into him. those deep green eyes watching my face twist and turn all because of him, what he was doing to me. he loved it, smiling at me. “ tell me it's mine” 

my hands clenched against his forearms, I wanted to watch him fuck me- trying to look down is three fingers tighten around my chin giving me a stern look.” tell me its mine y/n” I didn't want to give in, it was his. my pussy belonged to him, pushing are lips together I let our tongues fight against each other as he stopped to focus on our lips. I soften a bit letting the lips slow down against his,  I let my right hand let go of his arm so I can run my fingers through his hair. 

it's so long, so thick. his lips were so rough, I took it upon myself to lick them and pull away to look at him. he held me tight against him, he was truly beautiful. eren pushed his lips together, trying to savor the feeling of buzzing.

“ eren ill always be yours...” his cheeks redden as his cock twitched inside of me,  “y/n it's always be yours” 

we decide to wash off leading to an intimate moment of us taking care of each other. Eren's soapy hands bathe my body as I took care of his after we moved to my bedroom . I pushed him against the door giggling against his lips. “ my silly girl” he mumbled as my lips started to trail down to against his neck then chest. 

his hand let go of the towel around his waist giving me the best view ever, his cock bumped again me as I dropped to my knees in mercy. looking up at him, his body tense, his face flushed.

my hand moved to his cock, and he dam near jumped. looking back up at him, his lips were about to bite off his upper lip. moving slowly I created a rhythm, my hand fucking his shaft as my lips kissed his tip, panting eren abs clenched. “ y/n ... your..” he moaned deeply “ fuck ah” I open my mouth taking him in. 

gripping his thighs, I widen my mouth pushing him deeper down my throat. eren whimpered, grabbing my hair pulling me off, his cock bounced and begged for release. looking up at him, he pulled me up. “it's been too long...’ rolling my eyes I nodded, as he back me up to fall against my bed.

eren crawled on top of me as I watched him. his abs were tight and the smirk on him was present. eren was beautiful, my fingers played against his skin. So warm he is so warm, “you breathe taking y/n” my eyes flickered to met his deep green ones. our lips hovered on top of each other, as my legs parted wider for him as my hips started against him.

“ uhh”eren groan, his breath blew on my lips. guiding himself Eren starting pushing inside me, my eye rolled back and I saw black spots.

eyes watched my body, his eye watching my face twist and turn in pleasure. “ let it out y/n” a loud moan leaving your mouth. It’s been too long, his cock stretched you out, you remember when you were molded perfectly for him back when you are in the survey troops.

due to the extended stay away, you were all tight again. Eren grunted, “ so tight, let’s get you back again okay baby..” whimpering you nodded, hating how easy he had control over you.

pulling his hips away he smashed into me, “I need you” he groaned as I wept into his neck, inhale him, even panted in my ear his hands caressing all around my body. “ eren- aw..h please!”

“ tell me you need me..” my eye rolled into the back of my head, I did. I needed around me, I need him by me. with me, grabbing his face I met his hips with mine eren moaned, “ eren need you..” my legs shaked, as we rocked together.

“I love you y/n” my mouth ajar, I felt everything. eren meant it, his hand hugged my skin. pulling me completely into him. “I love you I love you I love you” he chanted, my walls hugged eren as tight as they could, his name slipped through my lips, and then I soft “ never let me go eren” as I came around him.

my skin buzzed and my chest met his, my nails dug into his back as I whined. “ fuck yes y/n” my body calmed against him as he continued to dive into me.

the slick sound of him pulling in and out of me, make me twitch. I turned to the side, as I was met with his hand- the hand he bites was deeply scarred. I knew it hurt, so kissed his hand. kissing it all away, the pain. “ oh ah..” eren body came closer to me as moaned against me, his lips rolling against mine.

“I wanna make it go away eren..” his moan grew louder as I held him tighter. “ let it go please..” with one final thrust he finished in me, his howls played in my ears as my finger pushed his wet hairs from his face. “ I love you eren..”

after falling into each other, you laid there with each other. catching up about everything, even the things you didn’t want to hear- he told you about his dream and you listened to the same way he did to yours. you both promise that in the next life you find each other- “ us against the world..” you mumbled as eren widen eyed, “ always no matter what that what it’ll be..”

that night you fell asleep peacefully as eren held you tight in his arms. the night fell until dawn, as the sunlight slowly beamed into your room. eren hadn’t slept, how could he with you by his side. this is the calmest he has felt in a while. a snore left your lips, as drool spilled out on his chest- eren blushed pushing your hair out of your face, eren sighed. he knew what had to come.

he knew what he had to do, he knew that meant going against you. there was no other way. It always ended this way “ I’m sorry..”

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The beams of sunlight were blinding as you held your salute under the harsh rays. No matter how incredibly annoying it was to stand in the hot sun, you felt a sense of pride being beside your comrades. Finally, after years of training to become a member of the scout regiment, you earned the privilege of wearing the badge. Having only been a member for 6 months, you climbed the ladder of ranks at an exponential level. Your intense combat style, quick thinking, and intricate use of the ODM gear landed you the title of lieutenant of the squad. That’s why it was no surprise that you were hand picked by Commander Erwin to accompany Levi’s team on the newest mission.

“There have been numerous reports of ‘large groups of titans’ spotted near the upper east side of Wall Sina.” Commander Erwin explained in front of your saluted figures. “Although Eren fixed the hole, we cannot ignore the possibility of another breach in Wall Rose. For that reason being, I need a small group of elite to investigate the area and report back any findings.” Commander Erwin stopped talking for a moment and looked over to his second in command.

Levi’s eyes scanned across the line of soldiers, their readied faces sickened him to the core. Once again, Erwin wasn’t telling them the whole truth. There have been dozens of reports of a large beast-looking titan spotted outside of Wall Sina as well. Levi knows the beast titan can somehow control other titans. This was most likely just a lure to get soldiers outside of the wall.

“Levi’s squad will be following up on these reports with the exception of Oluo who is still in the infirmary. I will need Lieutenant Y/N to take his place. Be ready in one hour. You are all dismissed.”

The hour passed by quickly, next thing you knew it was time to go. While checking your emergency bag before loading it onto the horse, you noticed something was missing. There were four things you always brought with you during missions in case anything went wrong; an extra knife, matches, a first aid kit, and a flashlight. Your matches were gone. Although you could’ve sworn you put them in your bag. “Looking for something?” A voice suddenly asked behind you. The voice belonged to one of your closest friends.

“Eren, you almost scared the shit out of me!” You yelled playfully punching the man.

“I heard you were going on a mission and I wanted to come remind you to be careful.” You brush off his comment and grab the box of matches in his hand. Closing the now ready bag, you load it onto your horse. “Don’t worry Eren, I can handle myself.”

“It’s just that…I’ve been having some strange visions lately. I think there’s something out there, something worse than anything we’ve seen before.” Eren stopped speaking and stared off into the distance. A cold breeze brushed over you and it made you shiver. You instantly decided to zip up your thin jacket. There was a daunting feeling in the air. Deep inside you felt like there something was off, like the feeling right before a storm comes. But it was too late to back down now.

“We’ll be fine, Eren. See ya in a few hours.”

While mounting your horse, you look to Levi for direction. Making eye contact with him, you felt familiar butterflies in your stomach. Since the first day you met him, Levi had this effect on you. You fingers often wondered at night just thinking about him. But even though you could cum just by thinking of the man, it felt impossible to say two words to him. Every time you made up your mind to do so, your nerves got the best of you.

Although he was only a few feet away, it felt like he was worlds apart from you. His demeanor is always cold and off putting and yet, that’s what attracts you to him the most. His mystery and his silence. But what was he really like? Did he have a gentle side? You wanted to know everything about him, but every time you got around him you froze. Unable to squeak out a single word.

“We will be traveling in a diamond formation. Petra will be on the left, Gunther will be behind, Eld is on the right. And y/n will be in the middle.” Levi said getting on his horse. “Remember this is a stealth mission. There will be no use of flares and no backup coming. We go in, look around, then get out. Simple enough.”

“Yes Captain!”

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