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budi-sebican · 1 month

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Daddy's feeding y'all tonight! Bad choice of words, but i forgot i had these thinspos that girl is stunnnnnnning. I want people to think i look ghastly when they look at me, with feelings of envy and concern hihi like they could break me if they breath too hard in my direction

#guy thinspi #male ed #male thinspi #ana male #tw ana diary #malespii #malespø #ana trigger #i wanna lose weight #i will reach my ugw #ed inspo #i will be a skeleton #i want to be slim #i wanna be weightless #i wanna be skinnier #i wish i was skinnier #i want to be small

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budi-sebican · 1 month

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Im also talking to this guy we havent really exchanged pics much. So he doesnt know how fat i am and my plan was to lose weight enough by the end kf summer (thats when were supposed to meet) and i want to be perfect for him but forget ittttt im just cutting things kff with him i dont want to disappoint him. Im imagining taking my clothes off for him and his expression changing from excited to disgusted because of my scars. I just know i cannot be what he wants or deserves ever, there will be enough other people who look way better than me. And it sucks cause i genuinly was falling for this guy, the first sort off reciprocated connection ive ever had. Ive wanted this since inwas 12 gay in school never experiencing love, now thats its within arms reach i dont want it anymore. 10 years have changed me so much and not in the way i expected to change

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budi-sebican · 1 month

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U know whats the worst thing about losing weight and actually trying hard now. When i started my weightloss journey i was like 15 and literally a twink. Perfect skin no scars from selfharm or stretchmarks or chafing. And now that im actually overweight and disgusting i have all those scars and trying so hard to get back to that skinny but it doesnt even matter cause of all these scars. Nobody will love me, i still wont ever be able to take my clothes off without feeling absolutely disgusting. I know nobody said life was gonna be fair but aint this some shit forreal :) how fucking sick and twisted this joke of a life i live :))) for the first time in years i feel like cutting again jts crazy how in the span of an hour i can feel 16 again im usually good at keeping this all tucked away in a box focusing on losing weight but today is just hard

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budi-sebican · 2 months

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I just ate a lil bit of chips with sauce. First thing i ate today. Guess that'll be all the eating for today lol. Do wanna drink some wine tonight, it'll make me so bloated tomorrow but whatever

#guy thinspi #male ed #male thinspi #ana male #tw ana diary #malespii #malespø #ana trigger #i wanna lose weight #i will reach my ugw

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budi-sebican · 2 months

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This literally just prevented me from binging omlll thanks

Reasons to not give up on your diet pt.2 <3!

𝟚𝟚. 𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕖𝕒𝕥 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕧𝕒𝕥𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕚𝕟 𝕡𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕚𝕔!

𝟚𝟛. 𝕐𝕠𝕦'𝕣𝕖 𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕕 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖 𝕔𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕖𝕣, 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕠 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕪 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕞𝕒𝕟𝕪 𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕠𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕤 𝕕𝕠 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕟𝕖𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕦𝕣𝕟 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕕𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕞 𝕓𝕠𝕕𝕪~

𝟚𝟜. ℕ𝕠𝕓𝕠𝕕𝕪 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖 𝕒𝕤𝕙𝕒𝕞𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦'𝕣𝕖 𝕗𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕚𝕔 𝕓𝕔 𝕠𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤!!

𝟚𝟝. 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕗𝕚𝕟𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕓𝕖 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕚𝕔𝕖𝕕.

𝟚𝟞. 𝕋𝕣𝕪 𝕥𝕠 𝕚𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕖 𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕔𝕦𝕥𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕒𝕕𝕠𝕣𝕒𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕓𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕓𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕤 𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕦𝕡<𝟛

𝟚𝟟. ℙ𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖 𝕤𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕦𝕣𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦, 𝕓𝕔 𝕠𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕗𝕣𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕪

𝟚𝟠. 𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝 𝕨𝕙𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝕗𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕤 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕓𝕖 𝕤𝕠 𝕒𝕞𝕒𝕫𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕟𝕔𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕦𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕚𝕥.

𝟚𝟡. 𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕚𝕥'𝕤 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕡𝕒𝕪 𝕠𝕗𝕗!!

𝟛𝟘. 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕗𝕖𝕔𝕥 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕖𝕖𝕟!

𝟛𝟙.𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕣𝕖𝕞𝕖𝕞𝕓𝕖𝕣 𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕘𝕠𝕠𝕕 𝕪𝕠𝕦'𝕣𝕖 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖𝕤!

𝟛𝟚. 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖 𝕒𝕕𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕕.

𝟛𝟛. 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕘𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕦𝕡, 𝕒𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕞𝕒𝕕𝕖 𝕤𝕠 𝕞𝕦𝕔𝕙 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕘𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕤𝕒𝕔𝕣𝕚𝕗𝕚𝕖𝕕 𝕤𝕠 𝕞𝕦𝕔𝕙 𝕕𝕠 𝕪𝕠𝕦?

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𝕊𝕥𝕒𝕪 𝕤𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕟𝕪, 𝕓𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕪 𝕤𝕨𝕖𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕤~<𝟛

A/N: Would you like me to post some inspos?? (Meanspo, sweetspo etc.)

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budi-sebican · 2 months

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Reasons to don't give up on your diet!

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𝟙. 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝 𝕝𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕕𝕚𝕤𝕘𝕦𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘!

𝟚. ℙ𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕨𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕕𝕚𝕤𝕘𝕦𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘!

𝟛. 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕗𝕚𝕥 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕠 𝕤/𝕩𝕤/𝕩𝕩𝕤 𝕔𝕝𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘!

𝟜. 𝕐𝕠𝕦'𝕝𝕝 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕙𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕟𝕖𝕣!

𝟝. ℙ𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕓𝕖 𝕤𝕠 𝕛𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕠𝕦𝕤 𝕠𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦~!

𝟞. 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕪 𝕚𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕤 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕣𝕪 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕤𝕚𝕫𝕖!

𝟟. ℕ𝕠 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕖𝕒𝕣 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕘𝕠𝕠𝕕.

𝟠.𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕖 𝕒𝕤𝕙𝕒𝕞𝕖𝕕 𝕠𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕤𝕖𝕝𝕗!

𝟡. 𝕐𝕠𝕦'𝕝𝕝 𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕪 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕝𝕖𝕘𝕖<𝟛

𝟙𝟘. 𝕐𝕠𝕦'𝕝𝕝 𝕥𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕦𝕡 𝕝𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕤𝕡𝕒𝕔𝕖!

𝟙𝟙. ℙ𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕨𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕞 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕦𝕡!

𝟙𝟚. 𝕐𝕠𝕦'𝕝𝕝 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝 𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕗𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕟𝕥!

𝟙𝟛. ℕ𝕠 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦'𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕠 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕧𝕪.

𝟙𝟜. ℙ𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖

𝟙𝟝. 𝕐𝕠𝕦'𝕝𝕝 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕝𝕠𝕥𝕤 𝕠𝕗 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕡𝕝𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕤~<𝟛!!!

𝟙𝟞. 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕪 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦'𝕣𝕖 𝕙𝕦𝕘𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕡𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦'𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕠 𝕗𝕒𝕥!

𝟙𝟟. 𝕐𝕠𝕦'𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕚𝕖𝕣.

𝟙𝟠. 𝔼𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕖𝕒𝕥 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕝𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦'𝕝𝕝 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝 𝕗𝕦𝕝𝕝.

𝟙𝟡. 𝕐𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕠𝕦𝕥𝕗𝕚𝕥𝕤 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕓𝕖 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟 𝕓𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕓𝕖𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖.

𝟚𝟘. 𝕐𝕠𝕦'𝕝𝕝 𝕗𝕚𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕓𝕖𝕒𝕦𝕥𝕪 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕒𝕣𝕕𝕤 𝕚𝕟 𝕤𝕠 𝕞𝕒𝕟𝕪 𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕤.

𝟚𝟙. ℙ𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕥𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕤𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕟𝕪 𝕡𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖

𝔸𝕟𝕪𝕨𝕒𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥'𝕤 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕠𝕗 𝕞𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕜𝕖𝕖𝕡 𝕞𝕖 𝕗𝕚𝕥, 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕚'𝕝𝕝 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕡𝕒𝕓𝕝𝕪 𝕕𝕠 𝕒 𝕤𝕖𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕕 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕥~!<𝟛

Good luck on your weight loss journey babes!

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budi-sebican · 2 months

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Ive made a lil table in my notes app that shows what weight i expect to be every week. I made it easy by only saying i would lose 1 kilo a week. So when i lose 2 or more it feels even BETTER highly recommend.

I've also added some important milestones like when summer begins or school or when my birthday is. Cause i find it hard to really understand how little time i have left to get pretty lol. It also helps to work harder because i realise if i keep going slow i wouldnt be near my UGW by the time school begins so i try even harder

#guy thinspi #male ed #male thinspi #ana male #tw ana diary #malespii #malespø #ana trigger #i wanna lose weight #i will reach my ugw #i want to be bones #i wanna be skinnier #i wanna be small #i want to be tiny #i want to be skinnier #i will be thinner #i wish i was skinnier #i want to be small #small waist

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budi-sebican · 2 months

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I think ive already posted these before but whatever. Girl the weight is shedding of me like NOTHING! Cal deficit and working out everyday (including weights) REALLY works wonders. Sounds so silly cause ofcourse it works, but i never believed in myself that much, so now that i see that even I can make it work, that even i can have discipline, it's crazy. Thats really what its ab too discipline cause this is the only way to lose weight there are no loopholes u can take

#guy thinspi #male ed #male thinspi #ana male #tw ana diary #malespii #malespø #ana trigger #i wanna lose weight #ed not ed sheeran #i want to be bones #ed inspo #i will reach my ugw #i will be a skeleton #i want to be slim #i wanna be weightless #i wanna be skinnier #i wish i was skinnier #i want to be small

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budi-sebican · 2 months

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I love watching skinny good looking people eat. Cause they never eat much and it's such an after thought for them they eat so carelessly and effortlessly without food having power over them. Can't wait to be skinny this summer, it'll be the first summer in my life i'll get to live and embrace my body comfortable <33

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budi-sebican · 2 months

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Girl IMAGINE being that skinny. Losing that much weight. I have to have that, that is the most important thing

#guy thinspi #male ed #male thinspi #ana male #tw ana diary #malespii #malespø #ana trigger #i wanna lose weight #ed not ed sheeran #notprojustusingthetags

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budi-sebican · 4 months

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Guess who gained all his weight back and then some 😍😍 losing weight is so freaking hard even when trying to do it in a healthy way. I'm gonna go back to starving myself and more u healthy habits to be perfectly honest with y'all

#guy thinspi #male ed #male thinspi #ana male #tw ana diary #malespii #malespø #ana trigger #i wanna lose weight

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budi-sebican · 6 months

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