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bts-trash-s · 6 years
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Walking Love (2)
Summary: You and Namjoon are walking and chatting. He has to go in the opposite direction but keeps walking with you.
Genre: fluff?
Authors note: so tho is the second part. I had to post it on parts.. but yeah.. this was my first scenario and I wanted to post it on Namjoon's birthday...but got ahead of myself and finished it and wanted to post it.. I hope you enjoyed it and if you have any ideas I am open to them.. I have other two scenarios with Yoongi and Hoseok, also based on some dream I had. But yeah. Hope you liked it.
"Why would you ask me that?"
"I don't know. I just thought I might ask. So is it?"
He was silent. A little bit too silent. It worried me. Actually no,it didn't. But was it really a love song? I do love Namjoon, maybe even more than I think I do.. maybe more than a friend. But I never thought he would do the same.
"Namjoon?" I ask again in hope for a response. We were still walking on the city streets ,but as he comes to a conclusion he stops his pace and looks at me.
"Y/N... It is indeed a love song." He looks me in the eyes and closes the distance between us. I look at him surprised by what he just said. "And I thought that I don't understand my feelings and that's why I have troubles with it. Now that I think of it, I understand them and they tell me that I do I deed love you, more than just a friend." He pauses for a little but before I can say anything he continues. " My only trouble is.. that I know you feel the same  but neither of us would confess, either because we are scared of rejection or because we didn't understand the feeling."
He looks at me with a smile and puts both his hands on my shoulders. He stays like that for a while and then suddenly hugs me. I hug him back.
"Y/N.. I really, really do love you.. and now I'll be able to finish the song.. and you'll be my girlfriend and I would not take a "No" for an answer. Cause you love me , and I love you."
"I.. love you too ,Namjoon." I mumble in his jacket while we hug. A little tear in the corner of my eye.
He lets me go and looks at me again. Now kind of hessitant.
"If you wanna kiss me , you can." I whisper softly and smile.
He looks surprised at my rather bold statement but after a second he places a fast sloppy kiss on my lips.
He backs of with a satisfied smile , takes my hand and says:
"Should we go home and cuddle?"
I nod and as we start walking I say
"You know... I am quite happy I didn't mention the boys. I mean I did expect to get a boyfriend at the end of the day.. but I ain't complaining." I look in the distance but quite happy with the "achievement". Namjoon squeezes my hand tighter.
"Well.. I didn't expect to get today enough inspiration to finish the lyrics of a song I started 7 years ago." He looks quite happy with himself too.
"Wait a minute... Didn't we meet a little over 7 years ago?"
"Maybe.. maybe not."
"And that time I asked you what you were working on and didn't want to show it to me.. was it also this song?"
"Could be.. but I doubt it.  You didn't seem to be as curious about it as you were today." Namjoon laughs at my now exasperated expression. "Oh come on.. how can I remember what I was working on 7 years ago."
I was silent for a moment." Well you remember at least one song, because you have  been working on it since then, as it seems."  I answered then.
"Well , good thing I didn't gave up on it, huh." Now he was looking at me, I could see if from the corner of my eye.
He suddenly kissed me on the cheek and said:
"Let's hurry up.. I wanna go home and finish the lyrics!"
"I thought we are going to cuddle!" I protest.
"Well of we cuddle and I work on the song you'll be able to see it before I finish it... And I have a boost of inspiration now and can't just ignore it." He says seemingly unaffected by my little protest.
"But you confessed to me! It shouldn't be a problem to sow it to me!"
"Nope~. I said I want to show you only the best. And so I will"
"But Namjoon!"
"What?" He coups my face in his hands and looks me straight in the eyes.
"If you think you can intimidate me now, just because we are a couple.. you are wrong boy." He continues to look at me. "Okay.. not completely wrong." I say while blushing a little.
"I still want to cuddle tho." I say now more confidently.
"How about I work on the song and then we cuddle?"
"How about we cuddle and the you fall asleep. I told you , you need to rest! That's the reason we actually got up from that bench.  So you could go and sleep!"
" I am not the only one that needs to rest.. the boys should rest too!"
"If the boys bother you that much, right now.. we can all cuddle and sleep together!"I say smirking a little.
"Noo.. we can't do that! I can't let my girlfriend sleep with other men!" He protest at my idea.
" You realise they are out for the night."
"Oh.. Y/N! You can't tease me! I should tease you.."he says on a calm tone
"Yeah, yeah.. now let's go cuddle." I say in a slightly indiferent Voice.
"After I work on the song."
"You work too much. We will cuddle. And tomorrow I bet you will have a lot more inspiration. Nothing beats a good night rest."
" And you have any idea how to inspire me more?"  I look at him just to see him making a derpy smiley face.
"Slow your horses young man.. I just want to come and cuddle and you expect more than that? I haven't been your girlfriend more than 10 minutes." I say jokingly scolding him for the perverse joke.
"I'm sorry , I'm sorry... But you were the inspiration of a lot of songs.. so I thought maybe you could help me again.."
"Wait... A lot of songs? What other song?"
"I don't know, you figure it out ..."
"Namjoon~" it was an exasperated sigh.. he saw me it and stared walking faster , dragging me.. "oh.. slow down!" I shout.
" No way! I will go and cuddle!"
"Cuddle?" I say surprised looking at him.
"Maybe~"
"Eh.. why you do this?!"
This goofball.. how could I not tell him sooner how I feel.. on a walk in the park..
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bts-trash-s · 6 years
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Walking Love (1)
Summary: You and Namjoon are walking and chatting. He has to go in the opposite direction but keeps walking with you.
Genre: fluff?
Authors note: This is actually based on a dream I had. My first scenario.. so it might not be that great.
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Namjoon's POV
I've been walking with her for a while now. I don't know if she knows but I should have turned back and walked the other direction an hour ago. As cheesy as it might sound, I couldn't bring myself to leave her side.
We are just friends. But deep inside there is a glittering spark that I know of and it's awaiting to turn into radiant flames full of love. I am sure that Y/N feels it too, it's just that she isn't aware of it. Maybe she is aware and tries to hide it. Usually I am able to read her like an open book, but regarding these feelings, that I can't even understand myself,  it's like she is a diary full of puzzles I have to  solve before being able to read.
"Namjoon?" I hear her voice asking softly. "Hey, everything okay? You seem to doze off."
"Uh.. yeah. It's just that I was really deep in thought. Nothing to worry." I try to assure her.
"Really? You look very tired. Are you getting enough sleep?" Worry was clear in her voice.
"Yes, Y/N. I am just thinking about the lyrics of a song I am working on." Truth be told I have been writing a song about my feelings towards Y/N. It's not easy composing based on something as complicated. And me trying to figure it out , it's part of my composing process.
"Oh.. I didn't know you're still working on something. I thought you were taking a break... You have been working really hard!"
"I am working on it for a while now. I just can't find the right words or right feeling. To put it simply." I chuckle thinking what the song really is about.
"Hmm...Would you mind showing it to me?" She asks , curiosity written on her face.
I pause a little , wondering if that would be a good idea. Y/N has often helped me with songs when I was in a pit, as well as being an inspiration for others. This one was different though. It's a piece I put my every though and feelings towards her, letting her read it might make her realise it's about her. True, that wouldn't be as bad, but I wish to tell her all of that myself and not let her read some words on a piece of paper.
"I don't know , Y/N... I'd rather show it to you when it's finished. I have a really good feeling about the end result! I want to show you my best work completed." I smile , flashing my dimples, knowing she won't press me further if I do so.
"Are you sure? You never mentioned it before... If it's something you began a while now, I might be able to help! I know you for quite some time!" Surprisingly.. she seems really interested in this song.
I met Y/N before I debuted as an idol. I don't remember the time and place. I just remember seeing her happy figure actually enjoying some of my older pieces. We connected through music. Through my music, that is.
Even so, I can't show it just yet. So I did what any other person would do. Change and avoid the subject.
"Hey, Y/N! Let's go sit over there and enjoy the scenery!" I say pointing towards a bench.  And before she could answer I walk ahead to the sitting space.
I turn around right before getting there , to see her looking somehow dumbfounded and still on the spot I left her. Chuckling, I turn back ,take her hand and drag her to the bench. She groans but still follows me, a soft smile on her face.
We sit simultaneously and look around. A comfortable silence falls upon us and I study the surroundings.
Author's POV
It was a cold autumn evening. The trees have changed to tones of browns and yellows instead of green. There were just a few people around and all dressed appropriately for the cool weather.
The sun was going down painting the sky in warm accents of purple and orange. The clouds bordering the bright red sun as it slowly fades in the horizon.
Y/N and Namjoon were sitting on an old wooden bench enjoying the peaceful atmosphere, close to eachother in order to dodge as much cool air as possible.
"Say.. why are you still here?" Y/N breaks the silence.
"What do you mean?" A confused Namjoon's turns his head to face her. He was terribly close to her face, but because of their close friendship it didn't seem to be awkward in any way.
"I mean... Shouldn't you be somewhere , like right about now? I thought you were going out with the boys."
"You knew about that?"
"Of course I knew, silly. Jin called me this morning to remind you."
"Why didn't you say anything then?"
"Because... I enjoy walking in the park and spending time with you. Why would I say anything... Especially knowing you didn't forget either." A radiant smile appears on Y/N's face while saying this.
"How did you know I didn't forget?"
"I didn't. But I know now." she smirks as if she won something.
Namjoon was now dumbfounded. He wanted to say something, but before he could even start a sentence a small figure appears in front of them.
It was a young girl, wearing a long pastel pink coat. She seemed very eager to talk to the man on the bench.
"I am really sorry to interrupt you like this... But you are Namjoon from BTS, right? And you must be Y/N, one of his closest friends!" The girl was rather shy and quiet and tried to be polite.
"Ah.. yes. You are right. About the both of us." Says Namjoon calmly , while smiling to the girl in front of him.
Y/N is trying to act as natural as possible. She is used to the attention her friend gets, but she can't help but feel awkward.
As the fan and Namjoon engage in conversation, seemingly more people start to approach them as they recognise the idol. Soon enough a crowd of people hogged the bench from the rest of the park.
It surprised both Namjoon and Y/N how so many people appeared, considering that there was barely a sign of any person before.
The sun was completely out of the view and thus the last of BTS's fans as well. All the  colours disapeared into the ink like night. Twinkling stars were covering the sky.
The only people around, too worn out to get up from their bench, look up at the sky.
Y/N's POV
I was looking for the moon and suddenly felt something fall on my shoulder. It was Namjoon's head. He must have been tired and all those fans didn't help either. Even I am tired.
I look at Namjoon's sleeping face. He looks like he need a good rest. I can't wake him up. I quite enjoy this to be honest.
He works really hard. I know this damn well. I have been there for quite a while. And I don't think he got enough sleep the past couple of years.
He's my friend and I want to help him as much as I can. Even if it's just cooking him food, letting him nap on me in the park or helping him with a song.. which reminds me.
"I wish you'd let me help with that song, Namjoon~. What even is it about?" I ask the unconscious person leaning on my shoulder, whispering to not wake him up from the slumber.
But as if he heard me , he starts shuffling and blabbering something hard to understand.
"Song.. Y/N..." Is all I could get. Could it be he is writing a song about me.. nah that can't be. He already wrote  songs about friendships, why would he wrote another one. Maybe it's a love song?
No no no.. we are just friends!
We have a close relationship and maybe there is or not something more.. but no one ever had the courage to say anything, so it can't be a romance piece about or for me. He also said he is working on it for a while now.
While I was deep in thought about what he is working on, I didn't realise that because of the weight on my shoulder I started leaning forward.
Soon enough both I and Namjoon woke up. I from my thoughts and he from his sleep.
"Should we go now? You seem to be very tired! You have to sleep Namjoon!" I say as if I was scolding him.
"I'm sorry.. but the fans were really tiring and I couldn't help myself.. you were so warm too.." he tried to defend himself.
"1. Don't blame your lack of sleep on your fans. You know that they wouldn't mind if you take a break. 2. Your excuse doesn't even relate to what I was scolding you about and 3. We should go now so that you won't lose any more needed sleep." I say as I got up. And now I was the one dragging him.
We were both lost in our thoughts on the way back and before we realized it..
"Wait, Y/N... I think we took a wrong turn."
"No, we didn't!" I say while looking around. "Okay... We did."
"I should have paid more attention. I saw that you were bothered by something and it bothered me so I didn't pay any attention to were we were going." Good ol' Namjoon reading me like a book. How can he be angry at himself, how could I be angry at him.
"It's fine~. This way we spend more time together. No way to blame yourself for such stupid thing. We just turn back or find another way!" I say smiling and him.. he seemed to cheer up. And thus we continue our adventure to his dorm.
After a while the curiosity got the best of me.
"So... What was bothering me was the song you mentioned earlier this day. The one you were having an "art block" on." I ask looking at him for a reaction. He tried to hide it, but he got a little nervous. " While you dozed off in the park.. I whispered asked you what the song was about. And you blabbered something but I got the words "Y/N" and "song" out of the blabbering." I was still watching him. He gave me no response whatsoever so I continued." So I was wondering... I'd that song you are working on about me? Is that why you don't want to show it to me?" I was now waiting for an answer.
"Maybe..." He answered a little while after , his voice a little over a whisper.
"Then why not show me? Too embarrassed to show your friend what you think of them?" I asked in a teasing manner and pocked his cheek.
"Y/N... It's not like I don't want to show you the song. I want too. But now it isn't the right time. I told you I want to show you my best work." He smiled softly while looking down at me.
We were silent for a while. Looking around the scenery change. Little to no trees , a lot of tall buildings , loud music and bright colourful lights.
The fact that a park as beautiful as that one was so close to such an urban area always surprised me .  But that was not the problem now.
I wanted to know more about the song. I knew Namjoon liked his privacy and this seemed quite a private thing for him. But I wanted some more information.
"Is the song a love song?"I asked innocently. Namjoon nearly choked on air.
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Another authors note: so I have to make it in 2 parts because for whatever reason I can't post stuff that are too long.. I am new to this thing okay.. so yea.. I write it on Wattpad and then post it here.. so idk man.. idk.. hope you enjoy it tho.
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