bpdshan

[bpdshan]

sometimes im like "wow holy shit im being really fucking annoying. i should stop talking" and then i pull out my magic 8 ball and it says "youve always been annoying and your friends chose to talk you anyways. youll be fine" and im like wow thanks magic 8 ball. and then the ogre attacks me

[bpdshan]

it’s kinda funny that the doctors get a little warning about me on their computers

#actuallyborderline #bpd

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it’s weird how if the stuff my chronic illnesses causes happened to an abled person, they’d call an ambulance but i’m just expected to get up and carry on with my day

[bpdshan]

[bpdshan]

me: I'm done grieving, I already accepted my illness and all it brings with it, it's totally ok

also me on a random tuesday: my life is never going back to what it was, I'm never going to be able to do the things I loved the most the same, it's over and I gotta learn to live with that but it's kinda impossible because I'm so young and I had so many dreams and so many things I wanted to do that I can't anymore, at least not without all this pain and suffering

[bpdshan]

hey just wanted to say im rooting for you and i always like seeing u on my dash (esp when things are going well ofc but i just like seeing how ur doing)! i dont think we’re mutuals or anything just seems like u could use some positivity🤍

!! thank u friend :3

#ask #anon

[bpdshan]

energy companies are evil

#and mine is trying to kill me

[bpdshan]

i'm like a stray dog in a lot of ways but i will not elaborate on that

[bpdshan]

[bpdshan]

worst part about getting angry is how much it makes you want to be mean

[bpdshan]

if i won the lottery id possess so many useful disability aids

#chronic illness #disability

[bpdshan]

i don't know man, i just wish that we could [suddenly realising i'm coming dangerously close to expressing a real and earnest thought instead of filtering everything through several layers of intangible running bits] blow up the entire world. or something.

[bpdshan]

current goal: make it through the week

long term goal: make it through all the weeks

[bpdshan]

i need to remember that if i get a very sudden flash of nausea, it probably means that im going to faint, not be sick, and that i should lay down immediately.

last night i rushed to the bathroom because of it but ended up collapsing onto the dirty floor. i should’ve just stayed in bed, but it really felt like i was gonna throw up in the next 10 secs. why is my body such a trickster

#emeto tw #fainting

[bpdshan]

If you break pinkie promises you’re a weirdo and I hate you

[bpdshan]

you cant flatten yourself anymore. because of the woke

there are 100 million glow sticks living in my back and they must all be snappe,d

[bpdshan]

wish they could roll my spine out with a gigantic steam roller like in the good old days

there are 100 million glow sticks living in my back and they must all be snappe,d