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wish sam winchester would tuck a flower behind my ear and look me in the eyes and say "finish your fucking essays so your semester can be over with".

#supernatural #sam winchester #sam #spn #SJFHDJFHJK #just a little wish of mine

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Sam Winchester Appreciation Week 2024: Day Four - neurodivergent sam / autistic sam

I don't feel free. What we've done, what we've lost, right now, that is what I'm feeling, and sometimes it's like I can't even breathe. 

#sam winchester #loml <3 #my beloved sam (✿◡‿◡)

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Supernatural S2E02 Everybody Loves a Clown

#sam winchester #it's hard to not want him

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does he, y'know... give his best friend invaluable armor to protect him before a battle?

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Sam Winchester Appreciation Week 2024: Day Three - sam & family

Maybe I’m not worth all this. Your mom thought you were. So did Cas. So do I.

#sam and jack #<33333333

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life is never that serious. life is never that serious. life is never that serious. life is never that serious. life is never that serious. life is never that serious. it will all be okay. it will all be okay. it will all be okay.

#dear diary #my diary #i will finish this semester

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the intro of 'bewitched' by laufey makes me feel like i am in a royal disney movie PLEASE

#dear diary #my diary #i am getting more into laufey #her songs are so good help me #this song reminds me of another song but i can't remember which

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Have you ever broken the law and what is the story behind it? Bonus points for multiple stories

#this made me cackle

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for you sastiel shippers <3

#love love love

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they were in love here. for just a moment

#they could have understood each other better than anyone else #but alas

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if you could bring one extra guest to the world's most awkward family dinner who would it be

#adam but with michael still possessing him 😭😭

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Sam + catching the keys 🔑

#sam winchester #they even catch keys beautifully #something only sam fucking winchester can do #loml <3

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im noticing that for a lot of americans “free palestine” has been an ideological motto and symbol rather than them actually believing in their heart that freedom is attainable and necessary

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side face❤️

#wish i could be as pretty as him

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yall think that sam deep down knows that no one cares for him as much as they care for dean?

if he knows, was a slow realization, or did it hit him at once? maybe at one evening, as bobby smiled softly at dean, and sam was surprised to see that type of gesture in bobby, but dean wasn't. so maybe it was strange and unfamiliar to him and him alone.

did he accept it? or did he try to grow closer to those around him? never quite managing it. he is too strange, too earnest.

in those days when the world is a bit more red, and the weather feels colder than natural, he would reason to himself that it's in his blood. that he's not made to fit in with the world around him, with the people on it. he is not clean, in the biblical and literal sense of the world.

but the cruelest reason, comes from the fact that it just might be him. not the blood, or destiny, or his actions.

he is just not that loveable.

anyways, what do yall think?

#i think about this all the time #especially because sam is always leaving dean alone with another character #like he knows that no one wants him there #they only want to talk to dean