bloodsoakedthoughts

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You couldn’t realize how fucked up your relationship was until its over

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First time this month.

It’s been a struggle for me since I acted like a fool. Since I dropped the ball and stopped st your address. Ive has thoughts about you about the lies from both side, the loneliness I feel now going through the motions and repercussions of my actions. And today is the first time I’ve thought about the end since that day, thoughts of taking my last breath to not have to deal with the stress of needing more air.

Thank you

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My side

March2017,

The party ended I was getting ready for bed when your text landed and sent my heart racing. “I’m coming downstairs” simply put you came down both of us nervous you were in a skin tone bra and violet panties I’ll never forget that sight me in your basement you at the top of the stairs looking sexy as hell. That’s how it started.

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