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WHY?!?!?!?!?!?

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHY THE HELL TIME GOES BY SO FUCKING FAST? I was literally listening to music, while I was reading a book and I hear a song that I have not heard of in years and I decide to looked up when the song came out and I was fucking shocked. It was MADE IN 2015, that was 3 YEARS AGO. Like I remember sitting on my bed listening to this Shawn Mendes song, and talking about to my friends. IT LITERALLY FEELS LIKE THIS WAS YESTERDAY. WHY DOES TIME GO SO FAST. 

#timepleaseslowdown #why #shawn mendes

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I Wish

I wish I didn’t hear the yelling,

I wish I didn’t hear the cries,

I wish they would fight somewhere else,

I wish there wasn’t so much pain,

I wish they could get away from each other,

I wish I could do something,

But what could I do, I’m only a child.

#parents #poem? idk #my fault #i wish

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Lonely or Alone

Alright, this is going to be a rant on the difference of being Lonely and Alone. Alone -  Having no one else present. Alone does NOT mean I’m lonely it simply means HAVING NO ELSE AROUND. I recently was bullied because I’m always alone, that I never hang out with friends, or make an effort to make plans, or go to functions. The reason I don’t do any of that is because I like be alone, it gives me comfort, it lets me think, and it helps me with my emotions and anxiety. It does NOT mean I’m lonely. Lonely means -  someone is sad because one has no friends or company. I may have no company around but I’m not lonely, I’m the opposite of that I’m happy because being alone gives me the ability to think of the impossible. 

#comfort #bullied #alone #lonely #personal rant #sorry for the rant

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Dad's have TOO much time.

Dad: EWWW, WHY THE FUCK IS THERE BUTTER IN THE FRIDGE

Mom: We bought the butter before going Vegan.

Dad: Well I'm not having this cancer filled shit in my house. *Throws the butter in the trash*

Me: Um...Why did you throw that away? I eat that, its terrible to the throw away things.

Dad: Well there is more in the fridge. I hope your don't die young with this shit.

Ok,now I have nothing against being Vegan its just I have to make small steps into becoming fully vegan. This conversation was in the first two weeks of becoming a Vegan.

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Hope you enjoy my crazy life, know my hopes and dreams, feel and know my emotions, and know my stories.