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i didn't properly respond to any of them just keyboard smashed cus I really don't know how to be a person sometimes just know I luv and appreciate yall

something funny

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something funny

#Someone will probably dm me about this with questions and I'll die but. Eh. Ykno

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did you know i still live

bein a furry’s goin well still

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So give me a taste of sovereignty

An echo in the night

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Oh hi hello

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drew a lil jevil for @psychicresearcher 

#jeviljeviljeviljeviljeviljeviljevil #i dont post here anymore but look at my friends art now

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i should also say wanna know the funniest thing about this i dont identify as a man lmfao

I have no idea why I drew this other than some sort off venting, people are wild. Tho thankfully I took an oath to just block if they try having a piss contest again 

#nonbiney btw! theythem

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I have no idea why I drew this other than some sort off venting, people are wild. Tho thankfully I took an oath to just block if they try having a piss contest again 

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#heathers #heathers the musical

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Spoiler alert! Im sad

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On one hand its sad they'll never learn but hey I can post on my own damn blog again without fear of them creeping out on me heehoo

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hannaeeeeeeeeeeeeee i miss her!!!! she was a good character 

mitchelle was also good!!! 

god and a magical girl!!! they were good i should make a proper story with them

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“dont know why you wanna keep fighting me” yeah ok lil miss “gonna accuse you of something using word that i dont know the definition of” 

youre literally never gonna learn

#drama over im literally blocking any way she can contact me #cus she flip flops between begging for my pity and shifting the blame onto me like 800 miles per hour #like if youre gonna reply one way stick to it dont chicken shit it

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sorry to unrelated peeps for the drama, its just this situation has honestly been causing me alot of grief for years

directed drama under a readmore

at you know who! you honestly cannot say  “you only blame yourself” for what happened and then go right on around to say “i only hated you because youre mentally ill”

no i hate you for the years of emotional manipulation. 

you say “we were just kids, what were you supposed to do?” how am i supposed to FEEL.

you have forced me to feel and not feel a certain way for YEARS. because IF ANY OF MY FEELINGS WERENT WHAT YOU WANTED, YOU WOULD HAVE A MELTDOWN and itd be MY FAULT.

god “hating you for being mentally ill” god get the fuck over yourself and accept that there are consequences to your actions. 

also did all of your online friends “abandon you” once i left or did you just...not bother trying to keep in contact with them in a healthy manner? or are those two one in the same?  DONT TELL ME cus i dont care! 

lmfao and who tf says “i wish you had blocked me before i got attatched to you”  right! so its ***my*** fault for this getting as bad as it was cus i didnt block you. right. sure. cool.

look. i do feel bad for you, and hope you get better.

but i dont feel bad for how i feel about you and how much i hate you. i will never feel bad for feeling my own damn emotions. dont even try to guilt trip me into forgiving you for what you did.

also wow thnaks i didnt even name you or @ you in my post but thanks for referring to me by my IRL name when i dont put that online anywhere at all that was very cool of you.

and all that shit happening to you doesnt like. make it so i cant hate you lmao. i can still hate you for what you did this aint some anime where you get redeemed for your tragic ass backstory. be better than this.

i dont care if you reply to this im ignoring it, i got what i wanted to say, said.

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heres a lil update like 2 years later!

if youknowwho is reading this, good lord do i hate you! it was hell! trying to rip you from the miasma you cocooned yourself into! trying to drag you out of that everyday!! also hey! dont tell someone youd kill yourself without them! if things get too much for them to emotionally handle it will tear them apart inside! it took me years to get over the guilt, so now all thats left for you is bittersweet hatred!  it took literally MONTHS tofinally build the courage to so much as HINT i didnt want a relationship with you cus i was terrified of what youd do to yourself! i did want to be friends but taking my confused emotions and asking me “was it always a **lie** and was it always?” you dont fucking a s k someone that and guess fucking what my love WAS real but started hurting so fucking much i couldnt possibly believe that “love” could bring me that much emotional pain! i was a staticked mess because of you, my emotions cauterized over and took literally years to fucking heal! 

where i am right now

#a n g e r y 3am postings

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still alive by all legal definitions

#tactis #static sona #staticsona