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i feel sick and disgusting. i just want to get smaller, be better. instead im stuck being in this fucking body with this stupid mind.

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its me and my laxatives against the world

(not using them to purge i just cant shit)

#4n4t1ps #4narex1a #4nor3xia #4n0r3xia #4n4rexia #4norexi4 #4n4blr #tw 3d shit #3dblrr #skin&b0nes #skin&🩻 #bonesp0 #th1n$pø #th1nspi #3d f4st #light as a feather #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #anor3c1a #tw 3d vent

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guys ive been angry and pissy because i try to only weigh myself once a week, every monday.

but like the days leading up to monday i feel EVIL because i just want to do it so bad.

anyways i weighed myself today and seeing that weeks worth of loss??? YEAHHHH I FEEL FUCKIN GREAT

wishing you all well on your wl

#anamia #c🌧️ #3d f4st #light as a feather #tw ed but not sheeran #4nor3xia #tw ed sheeran #anor3c1a #th1n$pø #skin&b0nes #skin&🩻 #an4r3xia #4n4t1ps #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #tw ana rant

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im on that fucking celcius GRIND

let me know what your guys’ favorite energy drinks are/what flavors!! ive been loving the celcius strawberry guava

#anamia #c🌧️ #3d f4st #light as a feather #tw ed but not sheeran #4nor3xia #tw ed sheeran #anor3c1a #th1n$pø #4n0r3xia #f4st1ng #4norexi4 #4n4t1ps #tw 3d shit #3d not sheeran #tw 3d vent

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okay so an update on the past week, ive been focusing on like eating a lot of protein and stuff and less on counting calories (but i still do)

and i lost this week!! not as much or as fast as id hoped but yay!!

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inside you there are wolves who fucking hate each other

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i want ozempic <\3

#anamia #3d f4st #light as a feather #c🌧️ #tw ed but not sheeran #4nor3xia #tw ed sheeran #anor3c1a #th1n$pø #skin&b0nes #skin&🩻 #tw 3d shit #ed vent

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doing some high res and letting myself try to focus more on my macros rather than calories because i keep feeling fucking crazy about food

i am also only weighing myself once a week so i guess i will let yall know next week if its bunk and im just gna start starving again

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told my coworker it was unhealthy that she weighed herself everyday because weight fluctuations are so real and it creates an unhealthy relationship with your body

as if i dont literally have an eating disorder and do the same shit bruh

#4narex1a #4n4t1ps #skin&🩻 #skin&b0nes #3d f4st #light as a feather #tw ed but not sheeran #4nor3xia #tw ed sheeran #anor3c1a #th1n$pø #th1nspi #th1nsp1ration

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✨Academia thinspo ✨

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bruh either that yogi detox tea really works or its a placebo. either way. just had a bm for the first time in like a week.

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Low Calories recipes🦋

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my hunger is a skill issue and mama didnt raise no fucking loser so. IMA LOCK IN.

#anamia #disordered eating #3d f4st #light as a feather #tw ed but not sheeran #4nor3xia #tw ed sheeran #anor3c1a #th1n$pø #skin&bones #sk1nn1 #th1nspi #4n4t1ps #4n4rexia

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how do i not binge coming out of a fast. quickest route no freeways.

no but seriously, help.

#anamia #disordered eating #3d f4st #light as a feather #tw ed but not sheeran #4nor3xia #tw ed sheeran #anor3c1a #th1n$pø #ana thoughts #th1nspi #thinsp0 #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #4n4blr #4n4rexia #4n4t1ps

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trying omad today? im terrible with snacking so i hope it helps but i also dont want to just have a meal and then also snack later.

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eek i overrate again. i do so well until im hanging out with friends and then i go berserk.

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just took some before photos. THERE WILL BE A FUCKING AFTER.

i dont care whether it takes me days, weeks, or months. I WILL REACH MY UGW.

#anamia #disordered eating #3d f4st #light as a feather #tw ed but not sheeran #4nor3xia #tw ed sheeran #anor3c1a #th1n$pø #3dblrr #tw 3d vent #tw 3d shit #4n0r3xia #4n4blr #4norexi4