every time i start to feel cringe for being too deep in the hyperfixation i remember the intense depression i have waded through and have to remind myself that enjoyment is fleeting (so grab it with both hands), and life is for loving (so hold that love close), and if anyone thinks i’m cringe they must not be having a very good time (and i hope they can find a good time soon).
james t. kirk is a better captain to a 400 people ship than some people are parents to one single child and i think about that a lot
every time there's a scene where kirk gets a little harsh and then immediately steps back, apologizes and explains why he's in a bad mood i have to take a step back and remind myself that i am an adult and i do not need this fictional man to adopt me