aveatomicus

[aveatomicus]

.non-obvious symbolism and forced existence (2021)

//Created from receipts and a court order on debts that another person has been accumulating in my name for more than 1.5 years.

#dark art #protest art #dark surreal art #russian artist #draw with own blood #blood art

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"Passport of a citizen of Nothing." What I did with my Russian Federation passport. Back in the year 2020. When, by some miracle and the efforts of a group of people, I was released from forced treatment from the mental hospital, where for the first six months of 1.5 years I was continuously tortured with an intolerant drug (and received PTSD, which I have been dealing with myself all this time). But even when I was free, my ability to study where I wanted, to work and simply to live was curtailed. Partly by the continuation of the cruelest control at the outpatient level, partly by pressure from the "family" and blackmail on the background of poverty and the need to survive on a pension equal to the minimum subsistence level.

Someone said: the symbolism is questionable. Haha, are you serious?

#passport #repression #mental asylum #mental disease #репрессии_в_россии #пытки #torture #draw with own blood #protest art #dark art

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.holiness / reincarnation

The splitting of the past path . ...and a new stage of existence.

P.S.:

If you wish, this work is available in NFT format on Opensea. Also, since I am currently in a difficult life situation and actually have nowhere to live in emigration, while waiting for an answer from the embassy regarding refugee status, you can help me by making a donation in bitcoin/ethereum. btc: bc1qvt027hqjljzk5d2ur8vsn7k2l7w5lnu3ayzk6v eth: 0xF219497544BBcbe8e290b0ddC1176cD7E99D7ECd Any, even the smallest amount makes a difference. And yes. I'm willing to take commissions for crypto (as long as I'm not living on the street at the time of the order without access to a PC and the means to scan the work).

#dark art #surreal #geometrical #schizophrenic spectrum #ballpointpen #mental disease #commission #art commisions #nft crypto #nft art

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.decompile

This is the first art I've completed and published in over six months. This time was difficult (sometimes seemed irresistible), but I am able to do something again.

#ballpointpen #abstract #mental disease #dark art #artists on tumblr #new art dropped #new artist #geometrical #dark surreal art #schizophrenic art

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Untitled toad sketch.

Something that I drew a long time ago, being in a psychiatric hospital.

#toad art #frog art #ballpointpen #psychonauts #psychedelyc art #mental asylum #tw drugs #tattoodesign

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There is almost nothing left of the mask - it crumbles. And here..

is the true face.

#abstract art #geometrical #ballpointpen #blood #symbolism #psychopatic #traditional drawing #personality #schizofrenia #painful

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My disorder.

#mental disease #schizophrenia #psychosis #black and white #surreal #traditional drawing

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ManischAggressiv.

#ballpointpen #blood #geometrical #surreal #artists on tumblr #mental disease #schizophrenic spectrum #abstract #agressive #maniacal #extatic

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Revelation.

#ballpointpen #blood #surreal #dark art #mental disease #spiritual knowledge #schizophrenic spectrum #extatic #artists on tumblr #abstract #geometrical #symbolism

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Chains of repression.

#pencil #blood #dark art #pain and suffering #repression #mental disease #schizophrenic spectrum #artists on tumblr #abstract

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some of my digital things // the most(¿)

#digital art #black and white #abstract #mouse art #mental disease #schizophrenic spectrum #dark art #artists on tumblr

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"Therapy".

#mental disease #ballpointpen #blood #schizophrenic spectrum #psychosis #abstract #geometrical #artists on tumblr #pain and suffering #self control

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Spiritual growth.

#ballpointpen #blood #mental disease #schizophrenic spectrum #artists on tumblr #abstract #geometrical #spiritual knowledge #notsoold #dark art

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Id/es.

#ballpointpen #blood #mental disease #id #schizophrenic spectrum #artists on tumblr #abstract #geometrical

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+ / ąlso

#ballpointpen #surreal #mental disease #schizophrenic spectrum #artists on tumblr #abstract #geometrical #blood

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some oldest | 2015.

#ballpointpen #surreal #mental disease #schizophrenic spectrum #artists on tumblr #abstract #geometrical