ashleyhiraeth

[ashleyhiraeth]

Thinking of trying out being a png / v tuber, it would definitely be a lot easier for me mentally

#Idk I want to stream but it feels so exhausting showing my face #Bc I have to get ready and all that garbo

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my brain wants me to do literally everything at once, therefore, I do nothing

#adhd #im so overwhelmed lol #I want to do so many things that I don’t even think it’s possible #And I want to be good at them all immediately

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fuck making friends I’m just going to become that old hermit that hates everyone except for their dogs

#I’m sick of everyone around me irl pretending like I don’t exist #it hurts so much to try and try and invite everyone else but never get invited or included ever #rant

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#took moopy for a walk and this was the only good pic I got lol #noodlin doodlin #Noodle #dachshund #weinerdog

[ashleyhiraeth]

my brain has been going non stop lately with hyperfixations. Like, it is a new one literally every day. It got so bad today that while I was thinking of what to do next, it felt like something flipped in my brain. Suddenly I don’t want to do ANY of the things I previously did. It’s like my brain finally got sick of my ADHD and said

#I’m so exhausted from my own thoughts lol

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update: said person is now harassing me on here bc I blocked them

DeviantArt rant: Comment history is a thing, if I see you’ve been rude to other people in the past regarding FREE requests I will not do one for you. 🙃

#deviant art is a scary place #honestly not sure if I want to be on there now if ppl are this insane

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DeviantArt rant: Comment history is a thing, if I see you’ve been rude to other people in the past regarding FREE requests I will not do one for you. 🙃

#I’m personally fine with free requests bc I need the practice #But don’t be an ass about it #Respect people’s time especially if they’re doing it for free #deviantart #rant

[ashleyhiraeth]

I can’t draw stars

#neopets #neopet #gelert #starry #stars #starry neopet #digital aritst #digital art #blue #yellow #Dog #gold #neoart #neopets art

[ashleyhiraeth]

taking adhd medication is that one video where all of cr1tikal's videos play at once but sync up at the very end when he says 'see ya'.

#adhd #adhd feels #living with adhd #my adhd #adhd post #neurodivergence #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #executive dysfunction #medication tw #medication #medicine

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Bleached and dyed my hair for the first time! I was hard on myself at first but I honestly love how it turned out! https://www.instagram.com/p/CpfzOM3OWMS/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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My newest tattoo, a glitter electric paint brush from Neopets!

#neopets #neopet #paint brush #neopets tattoo #tattoos #tattoo #my tattoos

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finally getting back into streaming. :) I’ll be live again at 7:30 pm CST tonight! I’ll either be playing ESO or Skyrim

#selfie #tw scopophobia #twitch streamer #streamer #streaming

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ghost is going on tour again but the cheapest tickets are $200 and I just can’t do that man

#either that or pay $60 for standing tickets #but i don’t think I’d like that at all

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gonna try drawing again and I’m gonna do nothing but draw neopets

#it’s what I drew growing up so it’s a comfort for me lol #neopets #drawing

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so we ended up sending back the pc my bf bought for me bc it wouldn’t start. BUT I found an even better one and got it yesterday and GUESS WHAT- I CAN FINALLY STREAM ESO AND WHATEVER GAME I WANT BC IT CAN HANDLE IT

#IM SO HAPPY #streaming

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I’ve started working out and I’ve done two days in a row so far :)

#proud of myself #i am very sore and it’s very hard #but I found a cool workout class to follow that makes it fun #she makes like geeky and nerdy themed workouts #idk whatever it takes to make me actually workout lol

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I had a dream last night that I was playing the first sims and my sim died and that really freaky stinger played and his icon was all fucked up and creepy and I swear I woke up in a cold sweat

#the one that plays when a fire starts but it was like #Pitched up for some reason and somehow even scarier #scared the FUCK out of me #the sims