Aegosexual culture is wanting to see someone (likely a fictional character) get fucked VERY MUCH but absolutely NOT wanting to be involved in that whatsoever.
It’s certainly something I’d think about trying lol
Being broke and buying clothes gives you such a weird sense of self. Hold on let me explain
I have staff t-shirts for multiple events I’ve never been to. I have shirts for video games I’ve never played because they happened to be on clearance. I have shirts with weird designs and people ask “what’s that from?” And I’m just like “I don’t know, but it was $5 and I thought it looked neat”. My wardrobe is 99% graphic tees and many of them don’t necessarily represent me. Love your Street Fighter shirt! Thanks I’ve never played Street Fighter in my life
Being ADHD I have a weird relationship with object permanence. Which includes people.
Even if you’re my best friend I may forget to interact with you from time to time, and I might go days or weeks without thinking about you, and even if I do remember you exist I might not remember to say something. And this pains me because I want you to be part of my life forever.
But
Remembering you are there after forgetting for so long is such a rush. It’s me pawing through my cabinet desperate for a snack and suddenly realizing I have a delicious dark chocolate truffle bar in the freezer I haven’t finished yet. When I pull out that truffle bar, I am dancing with glee and jumping around and I am going to savor it so hard, and next time I’m at the store I’ll have to remember to get more truffle bar so I’m never without one. You are the truffle bar I forgot about. I am furiously digging you out of my freezer because I need to show you a meme.
I want chocolate now, can we go get chocolate together?
With no living receptacle for my love, I send another message in a Jarritos bottle down the river. A tear slides down my face as I murmur your name: “shinypocketknives_deactivated20”
my anons are on for a reason. go confess your undying love for me.
Hey btw you’re allowed to be horny if you’re ace. You’re allowed to do sex if you’re ace. You’re allowed to want sex if you’re ace. Ace is a spectrum and all those things don’t make you less ace.