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I still love you and I surely do.

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Some things I really cant take any more :(

#saturday #sunday #3am thoughts

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My first massage experience today. HAHAHA self, how does it feel to be touced? 😂

#dear self #massage #first time #thai massage #worth it #first experience

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The fact that I’m not that good with my responsibilities, makes me wanna work more. I admit I am inefficient most of the time, that’s why I really need to learn automation. That’s the term.

#Automation #Learning #DearSelf #StudentLearner

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Saturday seems like any other ordinary working day. I feel like I need to talk with myself and work things out. I need to have time with me, my self, my life.

#saturday #randomthoughts #deardiary #self #MEtime #metime #myself

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This is my very first time crying out of insecurity and envy. Friends have been in relationships, engaged, married, settled with kids ... and here I am alone and lost and bored about everything, no interest thus no accomplishments, no excitement ... I felt like some young adult with no mission and purpose. I once was someone who has that burning passion ... and I think I had lost it all.

#Adulting #young adult #i'm bored #feel me #insecurity #jealousy #midlife crisis

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Oh how I wish to write again. Not to please you but to please the bulb of my soul.

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There's that trap of wanting to be found by someone. But never wishing to be found by thy self.

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Some things just don't fall into place.

#BadDay

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The Dark Side

You may see someone who smiles all the time and does silly things but you have no idea what he is going through or what burden he carries within. People are so judgmental and you have to deal with them every single day; you must pretend that everything is fine, otherwise they are going to “delve into” info in order to learn what is going on by simply asking questions (not that they are interested in how you feel but because they want to gossip about it).

Indeed, it is really annoying, due to the fact that people do not give a f*** about you. This is just how human nature works. Personally, I do not want to give explanations to nosy people or to those with whom I work – It does not mean that we are friends because we happen to work at the same place– I know how to deal with my own problems and “demons”. As a person, I have a different perspective and angle for life; I am different from the others and so I see things with my own “theories”. I like to stay at home, watching the stars above and talking to myself without hearing any annoying voices or sounds. This is really nice, because you can handle “situations” that you are going through and work them over in your mind. Let’s say it is just like doing “self-therapy”, which I find really effective. You should give it a shot! You learn to ignore the negative vibes and focus on your problems. You may not find the solution right away, but you will feel much better.

Talking to yourself, it is not madness because it is the way we talk to God. He knows why you have to deal with this problem but you have to be patient. Everything has something to teach us and with His help you will find the way out. Think positive and be yourself no matter what. Do not forget that you are unique and you have to stay strong, move on and focus on your target.

TIP: When nosy people try to learn something about you by persistently asking questions, do not pretend that everything is fine just breathe and let it go. Do not give them the pleasure to find out the truth, just smile at them and let them imagine whatever they want. (At the end of the day, they are going to gossip about you, anyway!)

© Paolo Coehlo

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(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QMM-Vl6Ai3g)

#NotUsualMe #DoingSomethingDifferent MyForever

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Yeah. :(

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We tend to forget what’s already in front of us because we are busy minding what’s ahead of us.

Momocarpediem

#live #love #life #contentment

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(c) Twitter #dontgiveup #hope #live #love #life

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WRITE. When you are about to cry.

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Why do I still love you even if you're long gone? I just hate myself for that.

#love

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Don't give up on love. Remember, it's always the last key on the key ring that opens the door.

Paolo Coehlo