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[anpanman95]

Uploading my silly mood board for a silly fanfic – more on that later <3

[anpanman95]

you don’t say, asshole.

I lost hope in phee. I hope he ends up alone.

At this point everyone but New and White deserve to die.

Except Tee. He deserves to live alone sad and miserable and burdened cause “my uncle fooled me too” pfffhfh PLEASE YOU KNEW WHAT KIND OF MAN HE WAS OF COURSE YOU KNEW WHAT HE WAS GOING TO DO TO NON

jhdjfjdn And Jin? Jin deserves de worst fate. Please do NOT GIVE HIM A HAPPY ENDING I WON’T STAND FOR IT UGH I HATE HIM I HATE HIM SO MUCH HES A BITCH!!

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[anpanman95]

If there’s a song that fits these two is this and only this.

#jinx manhwa #joo jaekyung #kim dan #Spotify

[anpanman95]

I’m telling you right now Jin better NOT have his happy ending cause I’ll be pissed.

#thailand #thai bl #bl series #thai bl drama #thai drama #thai series #thai bl series #thaibl #dead friend forever the series #dead friend forever

[anpanman95]

i need TWO THINGS

1- This bitch needs to SUFFER

and 2- SOMEONE PLEASE TAKE HIM OUT OF THERE

#thailand #thai bl #bl series #thai bl drama #thai drama #thai series #thai bl series #thaibl #dead friend forever #dead friend forever the series

[anpanman95]

I don't care what people say, he is the WORST of them ALL

He's a bitch and here's why:

Recorded and LEAKED Non having sex all because he was angry Non didn't like him back?? He did out of spite!! Is that what he does to people he loves??? NEWSFLASH THAT'S NOT CALLED BEING IN LOVE THAT'S CALLED BEING AN ENTITLED ASSHOLE

He's even worse than Fluke, cause that one is at least truthful with his intentions; yes, Fluke SUCKS, but at least he isn't deceiving about it, he knows he is an asshole. Jin plays the "good guy" part, who not only feels entitled to Non's feelings, but also keeps on letting Non inside their toxic AF group, knowing his friends don't like him and enjoy bullying the f out of him; he still insists in Non being there, suffering, just because he wants him to be near, and THEN PROCEEDS TO NOT DO A FUCKING THING WHEN THE OTHERS ARE MEAN TO HIM. HE JUST STANDS THERE AND WATCHES, AND HE'S SUPPOSED TO BE IN LOVE WITH HIM? FUCK THAT

He's just awful. I don't understand why people like him, and want him to be with Phee. It doesn't make any fucking sense to me. "I'm the one who is the most sorry!" he had said to Non. UGH I HATE HIM, I HATE HIM SO MUCH HE'S A COWARD AND DOESN'T DESERVE TO BE LIKED BY ANYONE UGHGHGUWDHFD

okay, I'm done, will probably delete this later, but there's so much more things I hate about this character. I sincerely hope they don't make him to be "the good guy" in the end. He's a flawed character and it won't make sense for them to make him as if he's perfect. Also, I'll always hate him for what he did to Non. He doesn't deserve to die, he deserves to live with the burden of Non's suffering in his shoulders.

okay now I'm done

bye

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[anpanman95]

eye donation or no eye donation, he is still an asshole.

Don’t you guys realize how weird it is to say that everything that happened in Day’s life while he was blind was pointless?

Would you tell a paraplegic person who relearned how to walk that everything they lived while they couldn’t walk didn’t matter?

Would you have preferred Day to be years locked in his room waiting for a donation?

Since the very beginning of the series, the eye donation was something really important to him, and it was always going to happen. And it came at the perfect time: he was already happy. He was content with his life. His life didn’t revolve around “when I get the donation” anymore.

The donation was just the cherry on top, a little extra thing.

Day completely changed. If you look at the flashbacks, he was a very cocky person, his relationship with his brother was somewhat weird, and to be honest, I don’t think he was 100% happy.

Then everything went blurry. His life turned upside down. He got angry, upset. He wanted to stay locked in his room.

But he also met people he wouldn’t any other way (Aon, Mhok). He went back to his hometown. He reconnected with his father. He fell in love. He learned how to live with a disability. He succeeded in a new career.

He was living his life at the fullest. Then received something he was waiting for years.

Saying his development didn’t matter because he managed to get a new donation feels very off to me. He wanted that a lot, talked about it endless times. The fact that he had accepted it and was living happily didn’t change the way he wanted to see again and had the chance to.

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This became way longer than what I had in mind, but I wanted to write about how I feel. Sorry if there are any mistakes, english isn’t my first language.

#last twilight

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oh God now I’m even ANGRIER. someone please save Mhok from that miserable excuse of a lover.

Mhok really loved unconditionallly like a dog, got thrown out like a dog and then came back with his tail wiggling despite being kicked, just like a dog.

I'm speechless.

#last twilight

[anpanman95]

God DO I have things to say about this one here…

CONTROVERSIAL REVIEW AHEAD

Last Twilight: why Day’s character is a major RED FLAG 🚩🚩🚩

DISCLAIMER: I do not have anything against him as an actor. He’s a beautiful sweet talented cutie pie that is doing such an amazing job it causes me to hate the motherfluffing guts of this character.

To make this easier I’ve broken down this to five points.

Day’s personality sucks: first of all, he is a rich, spoiled child (I hope all of us agree on this one) who’s clearly full of himself, and only cares about himself. This is demonstrated in several ways, but the most blatant one is in how he believes that his tragedy is the worst possible scenario anyone could be in, and fails to have a single ounce of empathy for anyone around him unless, of course, it has to do something with him. Yes. What happened to him was horrific, and traumatizing, but he is not the only human being in the world who has problems. Which brings me to my next point.

Having a disability does not give you the right to be an asshole. “Oh but every person deals with their own stuff differently” Honey, no. The whole point is that having a disability does not make you any less than any other human being. Question: Doesn���t Day want for people to stop feeling pity for him? to not treat him differently?. Well guess what darling: that implies you also still have to be and function like a decent person. Yes, again, I’m very sorry about what he has to go through, which is a horrible and unexpected experience, and I could never imagine what that’s like, but literally no one in his life wished this upon him. He acts as if everyone around him is to be blamed for what happened.

Spoiled part 2: He has a roof over his head. A fancy one might I add. He lives comfortably. He has healthy, unlimited food, done by a professional chef, might I add AGAIN, and he does not appreciate his family and what they do for him, not even once. Does he not understand that his life could be much, much worse? I’m not saying he can’t be angry or depressed or deal with his trauma however he needs to be able to heal, but there’s a difference that he doesn’t seem to understand: being angry at a situation that is out of anyone’s control, and being angry or directing that anger to people who just want to help. Which brings me to my last two points:

Day’s crappy behavior towards his family: Lets start with the mother. She is, of course somewhat at fault for what Day has to go through. But only because she is being unreasonably overprotective, something that could have been solved anyway without Day being an absolute prick about it. (Also pick one of your children to give all your love and attention to and abandon the other? what is wrong with you). Now to his brother Night. Oh God. I don’t think you understand how angry I was when Day said “I forgive you for everything”. Bitch what the f? Forgive Night? for treating him like absolute garbage, as if he had never been your own brother? Like he planned the whole fiasco? He gets mad after the accident because his brother TRIES TO CHANGE for the BETTER. And accuses him from TRYING TO STEAL THE GOOD SON TITLE FROM HIM??! Be for real bitch. This circles back to point one: He only cares about himself. Night has been traumatized almost as much as Day because of the accident. It is obvious he blames himself and probably will never forgive himself fully for what happened. On top of that he gets an awful mother and brother? Nah. Count me out. I would have resigned from that family and go live with beautiful sweet Porjai to a small village and never be contacted by those people again.

Mhok: Oh dear. Oh dear. He is literally the greenest of green flags out there. Sure. He’s a little volatile. Sure, he has done violent things. But he would have NEVER hurt Day or any of their friends/family. My boy was just trying to do his job, cause, mind you, HE HAS NO MONEY OR FAMILY TO SUPPORT HIM LIKE YOU DO, DAY. The money and family you disrespect every single day. And what the f with telling him what to do with his life? Who the f do you think you are? Mr. Righteous? Mr. Perfect? More like Mr. Red Flag 101. Day basically broke Mhok’s heart because Mhok didn’t want to be away from him. So, first of all, I don’t believe for a second Mhok’s intentions were out of pity. Maybe they came from a place of WORRY and a little bit out of infatuation because he liked him so much and didn’t want to be away from him. But never pity. EVEN SO. IF Mhok felt “pity” for Day, the correct thing to do, as two fluffing functioning adults, is to TALK. Why did you have to go and tell him all this horrible things just so he’d leave? Why not tell him you’re proud of him, and ENCOURAGE HIM to take the job, ENSURE that it’ll work out between you? But nooooo, Mr. Red Flag had to go and break his heart cause he lacks basic decency and human empathy, only for Mhok, bless his heart, to come back after three years AND FOR SOME REASON, still manage to be in love with this awful person. And he tells him no? Break his heart all over again only for Mhok to have enough emotional intelligence for the both of them to actually come back after YOU GAVE UP ON SEARCHING FOR HIM AT THE AIRPORT LIKE A WEAK MEDIOCRE BI— ugh. If I were Mhok I’d gone and kicked his sorry ass and married a handsome Hawaiian.

Okay.

Also Day only coming to his senses after his mother tells him THE MOST OBVIOUS THING THERE IS.

“Oh Mother what was that? Loving means taking risks? It’s all about trust? and communication? Oh my, that would have never crossed my mind because I am such an idiot. Thank you mom I’ll go look for the love of my life now because you told me so”

like seriously what is up with these boys and their mommy issues? I swear the exact same thing happened in Hidden Agenda. Bro.

I love P’Aof, and his work. Loved Bad Buddy, loved Moonlight Chicken. I had super high expectations of this and, overall, the show is good. But I simply did not enjoy it as much as I thought I would, and it’s all because I couldn’t sympathize with one of the main characters.

In conclusion:

Fluff you Day, you do not deserve Mhok. sorry p’Aof I love you and will continue to support you until the very end.

oof. I needed to rant this out. don’t yell at me please I cry easily.

peace out!

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[anpanman95]

「𝐅𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐃𝐞𝐯𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧」 by BerryKookmin on ao3

•vampire Jm/servant Jk

•angst, strangers to lovers, happy ending

•complete (6/6)

•🔗LINK

People are scared of vampires. Which, perhaps, they should be. However, Jungkook couldn’t find it in him to fear them. He never perceived them as a threat. To him, they were just the elite of society, while he was the shameful part of it. Poor, dirty, starving and homeless.

So, when he finds a paper on the village’s news board from the Park Manor, stating they are seeking servants, he doesn’t think twice.

Deep within the forest that separates the humans from the vampires, Jungkook learns what it is to be loyal. Care and protection strip him of illusions and dreams as the nectar of a fearless devotion becomes his unimaginable reality.

[anpanman95]

listen I know Ray is kind of a toxic mf but he is also beautiful

also I love Cheum please staph making her cry

also this would be my photo dump

#thailand #thai bl #thai bl drama #my art #thai drama #thai series #thai bl series #thaibl #my artwork #only friends the series #only friends mew #only friends ray #only friends cheum

[anpanman95]

No Joke how DARE YOU BE THIS ADORABLE

#hidden agenda #hidden agenda the series #thaibl #thai drama #thai series #thailand #thai bl series #thai bl drama #zo x joke #hidden agenda series

[anpanman95]

no cause sailom is gonna get his precious heart broken and I’m not ready

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[anpanman95]

my boy is so done

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[anpanman95]

LOVE IN THE AIR METAPOST

TW: Sexual Assault mentions.

Okay. Yeah Okay.

I really want to talk about this. We established some important things here, right? we all die for these four absolute angels? yeah? Okay. Moving on.

IT WAS FIVE PEOPLE GUYS.

FIVE. MEN. SEXUALLY ASSAULTED SKY. Am I the only one who is not AT ALL satisfied with how they handled the situation? Police should have been involved. Gun should be IN JAIL, as well as the others. Yes I KNOW ITS JUST A SHOW. But you can’t just throw this extreme traumatic situations and not give the audience the proper resolution as to how these things should be dealt with.

Do you even realize it? It was five men taking their turn on Sky. And now they try to do it again and????? what the actual fuck?

If I were Pai I would be hunting each one of them down and break their freaking bones one by one. Regardless of how in love I am or how much I love my boyfriend.

I have many thoughts on how this could have been done. And it wouldn’t have cost anything to the plot.

I am incredibly unsatisfied with this ending. Gun+friends should be facing the law, and Sky should be taking his very gorgeous ass to therapy at least once a week instead of relying in his favorite idols to cope with the pain.

Sorry if I burst a bubble here, but I am disappointed.

I do love the show, and I will definitely re-watch Payu and Rain’s story. (that giant dude should be also in jail, but this one didn’t hit me as hard. Again. Sky was fucking raped).

[anpanman95]

FUCK I SPOKE TOO SOON JDJFKSMFMANS

NOT THE KIDNAPPING TROPE YOU MONSTERRRNFMCFM

#love in the air the series #love in the air #payurain #rainpayu #bl series #thai bl drama #thaibl #thailand #thai drama #thai series #thai bl series #bad buddy

[anpanman95]

me on episode 6 of Love In The Air be like

Also Rain and Payu

#love in the air the series #payurain #rainpayu #bl series #thai bl drama #thaibl #bl drama #boys love #thailand #bad buddy