anawillbethedeathofme

[anawillbethedeathofme]

te amo como los osos en primavera

[anawillbethedeathofme]

this is exhausting

[anawillbethedeathofme]

id appreciate it if u were less honest with me cause i need to get to my ugw before dy1ng but thats ok

#ana male #ed ftm #ftm ed #anablr #male thinpo #male thinspi #nb ana #trans ana #anarekia #nb ed

[anawillbethedeathofme]

when someone's triggering my ed irl im like you shouldn't do this to anyone else but please keep going i needed the meanspo

#ana male #ed ftm #ftm ed #anablr #male thinpo #male thinspi #nb ana #trans ana #anarekia #nb ed

[anawillbethedeathofme]

may my body be left unseen for good and my bones be hidden away from the eyes of those who ever met me

#ana male #ed ftm #ftm ed #anablr #male thinpo #male thinspi #nb ana #trans ana #anarekia #nb ed

[anawillbethedeathofme]

how to deal with trauma wikihow

#ana male #ed ftm #ftm ed #anablr #male thinpo #male thinspi #nb ana #trans ana #anarekia #nb ed

[anawillbethedeathofme]

i was about to complain about the triggering comments but actually i wont, please keep on making them i need them for The Big Relapse

#ana male #ed ftm #ftm ed #anablr #male thinpo #male thinspi #nb ana #trans ana #anarekia #nb ed

[anawillbethedeathofme]

I don't think most people understand the urge to kill yourself every time you do something wrong

[anawillbethedeathofme]

why is everything so damn violent i cant even romanticise it anymore

#ana male #ed ftm #ftm ed #anablr #male thinpo #male thinspi #nb ana #trans ana #anarekia #nb ed

[anawillbethedeathofme]

yes ofc i wanna build a little muscle to look more masculine! but yeah ofc i wanna kill myself when i get it!

#ana male #ed ftm #ftm ed #male thinpo #male thinspi #nb ana #trans ana #nb ed

[anawillbethedeathofme]

what the fuck am i supposed to do anymore

[anawillbethedeathofme]

abdomen marcado?? honey las únicas marcas que tengo son cortes

[anawillbethedeathofme]

sometimes im looking for outfit inspiration and im like hmmm this is giving relapse vibes i should go for it

#ana male #anablr #ed ftm #ftm ed #male thinpo #male thinspi #nb ana #anarekia #trans ana #nb ed #ana ed #trans ed #male ana #ana boy #ana mia #anamia

[anawillbethedeathofme]

my brain after binging be like you know what would feel great?? more calories hun

#ana male #anablr #ed ftm #ftm ed #ana boy #ftm ana #male ana #male thinpo #male thinspi #nb ana #ana ed #anarekia #trans ana #tw ed related #nb ed #trans ed #tw ana stuff

[anawillbethedeathofme]

i cant stand seeing past pictures of myself it makes me wanna die

#ana male #anablr #ed ftm #ftm ed #ana boy #ftm ana #male ana #male thinpo #male thinspi #nb ana #anarekia #trans ana #ana ed

[anawillbethedeathofme]

im looking at my gf and shes so pretty and im just a piece of trash trying so hard to lose weight but never getting prettier

#ana male #anablr #ed ftm #ftm ed #ana boy #ftm ana #male ana #male thinpo #male thinspi #nb ana #tw ed related #nb ed

[anawillbethedeathofme]

is it covid, depression or the fact that i haven't eaten anything in four days?

#ana male #anablr #ed ftm #ftm ed #ana boy #ftm ana #male ana #male thinpo #male thinspi #nb ana #anarekia #trans ana #tw ed thoughts #tw ed related #nb ed #trans ed