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Writing Tip June 4th

A list of body language phrases.

I’ve included a very comprehensive list, organized by the type of body movement, hand and arm movements, facial expressions etc. In some cases, a phrase fits more than one heading, so it may appear twice. Possible emotions are given after each BL phrase unless the emotion is indicated within the phrase. (They are underlined for emphasis, not due to a hyperlink.)

Note: I’ve included a few body postures and body conditions as they are non-verbal testimony to the character’s physical condition.

Have fun and generate your own ideas.:-)

Eyes, Brows and Forehead

arched a sly brow:  sly, haughty

blinked owlishly:  just waking, focusing, needs glasses

brows bumped together in a scowl:  worried, disapproving, irritated

brows knitted in a frown: worried, disapproval, thoughtful

bug-eyed:  surprised, fear, horror

cocky wink and confident smile:  over confidence, arrogant, good humor, sexy humor

eyes burned with hatred: besides hatred this might suggest maniacal feelings

eyes flashed: fury, defiance, lust, promise, seduction

eyes rolled skyward: disbelief, distrust, humor

forehead puckered:  thoughtful, worried, irritation

frustration crinkled her eyes

gaze dipped to her décolletage: sexual interest, attraction, lust

gimlet-eyed/narrowed eyes: irritation, thoughtful, mean, angry

gleam of deviltry:  humor, conniving, cunning

kept eye contact but her gaze became glazed: pretending interest where there is none/bordom

narrowed to crinkled slits:  angry, distrust

nystagmic eyes missed nothing (constantly shifting eyes):  Shifty

pupils dilated:  interested, attraction to opposite sex, fear

raked her with freezing contempt

slammed his eyes shut:  stunned, furious, pain

squinted in a furtive manner:  fearful, sneaky

stared with cow eyes:  surprised, disbelief, hopeful, lovestruck

subtle wink:  sexy, humor/sharing a joke, sarcasm

unrelenting stare: distrust, demanding, high interest, unyielding

Place To Place, Stationary Or Posture

ambled away:  relaxed, lazy

barged ahead:  rude, hurried

battled his way through the melee:  desperate, anger, alarm

cruised into the diner:  easy-going, feeling dapper, confident

dawdled alongside the road:  lazy, deliberate delay for motives, unhurried, relaxed

dragged his blanket in the dirt:   sadness/depressed, weary

edged closer to him:  sneaky, seeking comfort, seeking protection, seeking an audience

he stood straighter and straightened his tie:  sudden interest, sexual attraction

held his crotch and danced a frantic jig: demonstrates physical condition – he has to pee

hips rolled and undulated:  sexy walk, exaggerating for sex appeal

hovered over them with malice/like a threatening storm: here it’s malice, but one may hover for many reasons.

hunched over to look shorter:  appear inconspicuous, ashamed of actions, ashamed of height

leaped into action feet hammering the marbled floor:  eager, fear, joyous

long-legged strides:  hurried, impatient

lumbered across:  heavy steps of a big man in a hurry

minced her way up to him: timid, sneaky, insecure, dainty or pretense at dainty

paced/prowled the halls:  worried, worried impatience, impatient, diligently seeking pivoted on his heel and took off:  mistaken and changes direction, following orders, hurried, abrupt change of mind, angry retreat

plodded down the road:  unhurried, burdened, reluctant

practiced sensual stroll:  sexy, showing off

rammed her bare foot into her jeans: angry, rushed

rocked back and forth on his heels: thoughtful, impatiently waiting

sagged against the wall:  exhausted, disappointment

sallied forth:  confident, determined

sashayed her cute little fanny:  confident, determined, angered and determined

shrank into the angry crowd:  fear, insecure, seeking to elude

sketched a brief bow and assumed a regal pose: confident, mocking, snooty, arrogant skidded to an abrupt halt: change of heart, fear, surprise, shock

skulked on the edges of the crowd: sneaky, ashamed, timid

slithered through the door:  sneaky, evil, bad intentions

stormed toward her, pulling up short when: anger with a sudden surprise

swaggered into the class room:  over confident, proud, arrogant, conceited

tall erect posture:  confidence, military bearing

toe tapped a staccato rhythm:  impatience, irritation

tottered/staggered unsteadily then keeled over:  drunk, drugged, aged, ill

waltzed across the floor:  happy, blissful, exuberant, conceited, arrogant

Head Movement

cocked his head:  curiosity, smart-alecky, wondering, thoughtful

cocked his head left and rolled his eyes to right corner of the ceiling:  introspection

droop of his head: depressed, downcast, hiding true feelings

nodded vigorously: eager

tilted her head to one side while listening:  extreme interest, possibly sexual interest

Mouth And Jaw

a lackluster smile:  feigning cheerfulness

cigarette hung immobile in mouth: shock, lazy, uncaring, relaxed casualness

clinched his jaw at the sight:  angered, worried, surprised

curled her lips with icy contempt

expelled her breath in a whose:  relief, disappointment

gagged at the smell: disgust, distaste

gapped mouth stare:  surprised, shock, disbelief

gritted his teeth:  anger, irritation, holding back opinion

inhaled a sharp breath:  surprise, shock, fear, horror

licked her lips:  nervous, sexual attraction

lips primed: affronted, upset, insulted

lips pursed for a juicy kiss

lips pursed like she’d been chewing a lemon rind: dislike, angry, irritated, sarcasm

lips screwed into: irritation, anger, grimace, scorn

lips set in a grim line: sorrow, worried, fear of the worst

pursed her lips:  perturbed, waiting for a kiss

scarfed down the last biscuit:  physical hunger, greed

slack-mouthed:  total shock, disbelief

slow and sexy smile:  attraction, seductive, coy

smacked his lips: anticipation

smile congealed then melted into horror

smile dangled on the corner of his lips: cocky, sexy

smirked and tossed her hair over her shoulder:  conceit, sarcasm, over confident

sneered and flicked lint off his suit: sarcasm, conceit

spewed water and spit: shock

stuck out her tongue: humor, sarcasm, teasing, childish

toothy smile:  eagerness, hopeful

wary smile surfaced on her lips

Nose

nose wrinkled in distaste/at the aroma

nostrils flared:  anger, sexual attraction

nose in the air:  snooty, haughty

Face in General

crimson with fury

handed it over shame-faced

jutted his chin: confident, anger, forceful

managed a deadpan expression:  expressionless

muscles in her face tightened:  unsmiling, concealing emotions, anger, worried

rested his chin in his palm and looked thoughtful

rubbed a hand over his dark stubble:  thoughtful, ashamed of his appearance

screwed up her face:  anger, smiling, ready to cry, could almost be any emotion

sneered and flicked lint off his suit: conceit, derision, scorn

Arm and Hand

a vicious yank

arm curled around her waist, tugging her next to him:  possessive, pride, protective

bit her lip and glanced away:  shy, ashamed, insecure

brandished his fist:  anger, threatening, ready to fight, confident, show of pride

clamped his fingers into tender flesh:  anger, protective, wants to inflict pain

clenched his dirty little fists: stubborn, angry

clapped her hands on her hips, arms crooked like sugar bowel handles:  anger, demanding, disbelief

constantly twirled her hair and tucked it behind her ear:  attracted to the opposite sex, shy crossed his arms over his chest: waiting, impatient, putting a barrier

crushed the paper in his fist:  anger, surrender, discard

dived into the food: hunger, eager, greedy

doffed his hat:  polite gesture, mocking, teasing

doodled on the phone pad and tapped the air with her foot:  bored, inattention, introspection

drummed her fingers on the desk:  impatient, frustrated, bored

fanned her heated face with her hands: physically hot, embarrassed, indicating attraction

fiddled with his keys: nervous, bored

firm, palm to palm hand shake:  confident, honest

flipped him the bird: sarcastic discard

forked his fingers through his hair for the third time:  disquiet/consternation, worry, thoughtful

handed it over shame-faced:  guilt, shame

held his crotch and danced a frantic jig:  physical need to relieve himself

limp hand shake:  lack of confidence, lack of enthusiasm

propped his elbow on his knee: relaxed, thoughtful

punched her pillow:  restless, can’t sleep, angry

rested his chin in his palm:  thoughful, worried

scratched his hairy belly and yawned:  indolent, bored, lazy, relaxed, just waking

shoulders lifted in a shrug:  doubtful, careless discard

slapped his face in front of God and country:  enraged, affronted/insulted

snapped a sharp salute:  respect, sarcastic gesture meaning the opposite of respect

snapped his fingers, expecting service:  arrogant, lack of respect, self-centered

sneered and flicked lint off his suit

spread her arms wide: welcoming,  joy, love

stabbed at the food: anger, hunger, determined

stood straighter and smoothed his tie:  sudden interest, possible sexual interest

stuffed his hands in his pockets: self-conscious, throwing up a barrier

sweaty handshake:  nervous, fearful

touched his arm several times while explaining:  sign of attraction, flattery, possessive

wide sweep of his arms:  welcoming, all inclusive gesture, horror

Sitting or Rising

collapsed in a stupor:  exhausted, drunk, drugged, disbelief

enthroned himself at the desk:  conceit, pronouncing or taking ownership

exploded out of the chair:  shock, eager, anger, supreme joy

roosted on the porch rail like a cock on a hen house roof:  claiming ownership, conceit, content

sat, squaring an ankle over one knee:  relaxed and open

slouched/wilted in a chair and paid languid attention to:  drowsy, lazy, depressed, disinterest, sad, totally relaxed, disrespectful

squirmed in his chair: ill at ease, nervous, needs the bathroom

Recline

flung himself into the bed: sad, depressed, exhausted, happy

prostrated himself: surrender, desperate, miserable, powerless, obsequious, fawning, flattering

punched her pillow:  can’t sleep, anger, frustrated

threw himself on the floor kicking and screaming: tantrum

Entire body and General

body stiffened at the remark:  offended, anger, alerted

body swayed to music:  dreamy, fond memories, enjoys the music

bounced in the car seat, pointing:  excitement, fear, eager

cowered behind his brother:  fear, shyness, coward, desperate

curled into a ball:  sorrow, fear, sleepy, defensive

heart galloping:  anxiety, joy, eager

held his crotch and danced a frantic jig

humped over his cane, each step shaking and careful: pain, aged

inhaled a deep breath and blew out slowly: buying time to find words/thoughtful, reconciled

quick and jerky like rusty cogs on a wheel:  unsure of actions, self-conscious, tense, edgy

rocked back and forth on his heels:  impatient, cocky, gleeful

manhandled the woman into a corner:  bully, anger

slumped shoulders: defeat, depressed, sad, surrender

stiff-backed:  priggish, haughty, affronted

stood straighter and straightened his tie:  sexual interest, wants to make an impression

stooped and bent: aged, arthritic, in pain

stretched extravagantly and yawned:  tired, bored, unconcerned

sweating uncontrollably: nervous, fear, guilt

tall erect posture:  confidence, military bearing

was panting now at:  afraid, exhausted, out of breath, sexual excitement

-Sharla Rae

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Y’know, NaNoWriMo isn’t actually about getting 50,000 words in 30 days

Yeah, that’s the Goal – but it’s not what it’s about

NaNoWriMo is about sitting down, starting a project, and learning to manage that project and keep going even when it gets hard

it’s about building skills and forming habits and developing discipline and learning more about yourself as a creator so you can get a sense for what writing methods do/don’t work for you

its about trying things – about making discoveries and making mistakes, and about making progress without getting mired in the minutia so you end the month with more words than you had when you started

It’s framed like a contest ‘cause goals and prizes make things fun, but you’re only really playing against yourself

50,000 words is only a target to shoot for ‘cause without a target it’s pretty hard to practice your aim

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NOTE: this is a temporary ref I made using charat so it’s not permanent and Etsuko will have official art sometime

ETSUKO AMAMI

PARENTS: Rantaro Amami & Kokichi Ouma; Kokichi is a trans guy and she was born naturally from him CLASS: 103 TALENT: Oligarch TALENT DESCRIPTION: While not a literal Oligarch in the traditional sense, she has this title as she has near-complete control of the criminal underworld of Japan, alongside her sibling, Tsubasa. The only groups she has no real control over are the Kuzuryuu Clan, the Crazy Diamonds, and the Hellcats (Haruhi Oowada-Ishimaru’s gang).

GENDER: Trans woman, assigned male at birth SEXUALITY: Bisexual biromantic

HEIGHT: 4’11” WEIGHT: 110 lbs

AGE: 17 years BIRTHDAY: July 16 (Cancer)

LIKES: power, control, her sibling Tsubasa DISLIKES: being reprimanded, intense emotion, harm or distress coming to Tsubasa

PERSONALITY: Etsuko is most commonly and easily described as a “mean bitch”, and while she is both mean and a bitch, she is also incredibly intelligent, cunning, and sly. Etsuko is a pro at hiding her own emotions and getting a job done, even if that means going against what she really feels. She rarely makes her motives known on top of that, being a very secretive person by nature. She also relies very heavily on her sibling; it’s said that without Tsubasa, Etsuko is essentially nothing. Notably, she is only ever bold when Tsubasa is around, though she is almost never truly aggressive, with or without them nearby. APPEARANCE: Etsuko has mostly-straight, neatly-done black hair which curls at the tips, and is tinted purple. She is very small, almost dainty, with a thin bone structure and thin face. Her face is more similar to Kokichi’s than Rantaro’s or Tsubasa’s, and she has very little muscle. Her eyes are big and round, giving her a doe-eyed appearance, and are fully heterochromatic violet and green. Etsuko has expressed being upset with her heterochromia, because she feels as though it unfairly alienates her from her sibling and draws more attention to herself.

SIBLINGS: Tsubasa Amami - full sibling Aya Amami - full sister Sugako Amami - full sister Kohei Amami - full brother Keiko Amami - full sister, adopted Hibiki Amami - full sister, adopted Satomi Amami - full sister Kei Amami - full sister Mayuka Amami - full sister Shiro Amami - full brother Yukichi Momota-Amami - half-brother through Kokichi (Kokichi/Shuichi) Nanase Momota-Amami - half-sister through Kokichi (Kokichi/Kiibo) Ryoichi Amami - half-brother through Rantaro (Rantaro/Kiibo) Hakaru Amami - half-brother through Rantaro (Rantaro/Kiibo) Kotomi Amami - half-sister through Rantaro (Rantaro/Kiibo) Kihachiro Momota - half-brother through Kokichi (Kokichi/Kaito) Teruichi Momota - half-brother through Kokichi (Kokichi/Kaito) Shinobu Momota - half-sister through Kokichi (Kokichi/Kaito) Fuyumi Momota - half-sister through Kokichi (Kokichi/Kaito) Orion Momota-Amami - half-brother through Rantaro (Rantaro/Kaito) Hatsumi Momota-Amami - half-sister through Rantaro (Rantaro/Kaito) Nagisa Amami - half-sibling through Rantaro (Rantaro/Shuichi) Mikoto Amami - half-sister through Rantaro (Rantaro/Shuichi) Mayura Ouma - half-sister through Kokichi (Kokichi/Makoto, magic-born) Hisayo Ouma - half-sister through Kokichi (Kokichi/Makoto, magic-born) Kenshi Kuzuryuu - half-brother through Kokichi (Kokichi/Fuyuhiko, magic-born) Ayumu Kamukura - half-sister through Kokichi (Kokichi/Izuru, magic-born) Daiki Souda - half-brother through Kokichi (Kokichi/Kazuichi, magic-born) Kami Amami - half-sister through Rantaro (Rantaro/Korekiyo, magic-born) IMPORTANT RELATIONSHIPS: Tsubasa Amami (right-hand partner, sibling, best friend) Reiji Munakata (boyfriend) Haruhi Oowada-Ishimaru (enemy/rival) Kira Kuzuryuu (enemy/rival) Mihoko Saionji (friend) Takeya Hinata (friend) OTHER FAMILY: Himiko Yumeno - aunt (Kokichi’s twin sister) Tenko Chabashira - aunt (Rantaro’s older half-sister) Kaede Akamatsu - aunt (married to Himiko & Tenko) Maki Harukawa - aunt (married to Himiko, Tenko, & Kaede) Kaito Momota - other father Kiibo - other parent Shuichi Saihara - other father

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I wish all writers who haven’t been able to write in a long time bc of depression a very I love u and I promise u will write again

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okay so i get why leafpool and squirrelflight had to keep the secret for narrative’s sake but like…

the whole clan knew leafpool and crowfeather snuck off to be mates. all of windclan knew, too. it’s not like it’s impossible for kits to come from cats being mates? so like, while i know leafpool would have still gone through some Shit for being a pregnant medicine cat…it’s not like it happened after she came back to the clan???

like i feel like she very well could have been like ‘shit you remember when i fucked up with crowfeather? well i guess im pregnant’ and while lots of cats i’m sure would be upset i feel like at the very least leafpool’s parents and sister and the other queens would have backed her up

and she’s the only medicine cat? what are they going to do? kick her out??? literally she could have just told firestar and squirrelflight could have been like ‘me and brambleclaw can adopt them’ and bam, easy solution and everyone’s happy

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bisexual

suffers from a condition called Hirsutism

she/her pronouns

compares herself to a coat hanger—which is to say, she feels like she’s just there. Like she doesn’t really fit in anywhere

her name is Melissa Diaz, also called Mel or Melly (name subject to change)

army brat. Her father was in the Marines, so she was raised in several different states and even lived in Japan for a while.

Smol (5’3) but proud of it. Being short has its advantages

wants to write a fantasy novel one day

suffers from extreme carsickness.

Can’t cook (like, at all—she burns water)

is very quiet and prefers to be an observer than anything else

sings in the shower

wants desperately to make and keep friends, but struggles with being perceived

she believes that she has the communication skills of a potato

loves Kit Kat candy bars

yoga soothes her soul

has too many cats

sewed her own clothes in high school, eventually this caught on with other people, and it wasn’t long before people were commissioning Mel to sew items for them

worked as a lunch lady at the local university for three months before deciding that not only was it not for her, but that she never wanted to work in the food service again

can drive a manual vehicle

loves experimenting with fashion

loyal, trustworthy, forgetful

loves dinosaurs more than anything

just happy to be included

Genderfluid

#nice Oc!

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i made a he/him bi woman flag upon request from a friend so! it’s free to use, just credit me somewhere please!

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i’m thinking about a fictional character and i’m gonna make it everyone else’s problem

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ok so i’m gonna do the thing over here too but for my danganronpa fankids

send me a number between 1 and 149 and i’ll give you information on the danganronpa fankid who matches that number! note that it does include dra/sdra2 kids! but you don’t need to know anything about dra/sdra2 to enjoy the kids.

the information you get will just be a short little profile on them and their information, like their name, parents, talent, personality, etc. but you can always ask more questions about the kids if you want! i’ll also be cross-posting to profiles over to @ask-thefangankids where i post more content for the kiddos! or where i plan to at least.

feel free to like/reblog this to spread it around, if you want i can ask about your ocs in return! all the posts will be tagged with #fankid ask game!

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CLASS 101-A

Don’t know what magicverse is? Check out the primer! L/nk is in the source of this post.

This is the first class of this verse! There are six more to come. Feel free to send in asks about these kids! I’ll also be posting their profiles and such.

KEY

<3 = romantic relationship. If you see this beside more than one person with the same name, that means polyamory is happening! Not cheating.

no heart = magic baby

</3 = broken up

<3, intentional magic baby ITSUKO IKUSABA [she/her] [Ultimate Drill Sergeant] [lesbian] [Mukuro/Sayaka]

RUI SOUDA [she/her] [Ultimate Robotics Master] [lesbian] [Ryota + Kazuichi]

KAHORU SHINGUUJI [she/her, they/them] [Ultimate Historian] [panromantic asexual] [Byakuya + Korekiyo]

MAYURA OUMA [she/her] [Ultimate Aristocrat] [lesbian] [Makoto + Kokichi]

HISAYO OUMA [she/her] [Ultimate Lucky Student] [aromantic bisexual] [Makoto + Kokichi]

<3 born naturally TSURU TOGAMI-NAEGI [she/her, they/them] [Ultimate Waitress] [lesbian] [Makoto/Byakuya]

YASUFUMI KUZURYUU [he/him] [Ultimate Violinist] [gay] [Natsumi + Sayaka]

HARUKO MOMOTA [he/him] [Ultimate Mechanical Engineer] [gay] [Korekiyo + Kaito]

HATSUO NEVERMIND [he/him] [Ultimate Butler] [pansexual] [Sonia + Tsumugi]

HOTARU NEVERMIND [she/her] [Ultimate Graphic Designer] [aromantic asexual] [Sonia + Tsumugi]

KIYOHIDE GOKUHARA [he/him] [Ultimate Lepidopterist] [gay asexual] [Teruteru + Gonta]

<3 born naturally VICTORIA LUDENBERG [she/her] [Ultimate Ballerina] [lesbian] [Kyoko/Celestia]

SHIGEHISA AKAMATSU [he/him] [Ultimate Composer] [gay] [Ibuki + Kaede]

KEIJI MAIZONO [he/him, they/them] [Ultimate Karaoke Singer] [bisexual] [Sayaka + Sato]

MITSUTAKA KOIZUMI [he/him] [Ultimate Radiologist] [gay] [Mikan + Mahiru]

TAKEYUKI SAIONJI [he/him] [Ultimate Young Master] [gay] [Kirumi + Hiyoko]

<3 born naturally TAKUROU KIRIGIRI [he/him] [Ultimate Strategist] [gay demisexual] [Kyoko/Mukuro]

<3 born naturally YUZURU KIRIGIRI [he/him, they/them] [Ultimate Sharpshooter] [biromantic gray-asexual] [Kyoko/Mukuro]

SHUNTA ASAHINA [he/him, they/them] [Ultimate Track & Field Athlete] [gay] [Aoi + Kyoko]

Class of 101 total: 19 kids

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Looking For Active Writeblrs!

Here we go again. My dash is always dead and I’d love to make new friends in the writeblr community! So please rb this if you are active and I’ll give you a follow!

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please reblog if you’re a writeblr!

especially if you write fanfiction! i know we’re out there and i wanna find more writeblrs like me! be sure to check my pinned post!

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let’s talk about xenogenders

hi, i wrote a carrd discussing xenogenders! i talk about the coining of the word, what defines a xenogender, and some reasons why xenogenders are valid identities. i provide sources for my statements, and in general, i’m trying to make this the ultimate resource to defend xenogenders.

gonna ping some people i follow to ask for boosts for visibility: @neopronouns​ @lovemogai​ @hallowgender​ @mogai-monarchs​ @pluriqueer​

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nano updates?

so i’m working on novanati (my original novel about a world extinct animals go to after going extinct) this year for nanowrimo and i was wondering if anyone would like updates on that while i work on it and such?

if you would i’d gladly add you to a taglist!

#writeblr #writblr #nanowrimo #nano #nanowrimo 2020 #nano2020 #writing #writers on tumblr #amwriting

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tsumioda first date!!!!

She’s too cute, and Ibuki’s mouth is dry when she leans in to kiss her. Mikan pulls back suddenly, jerking back and looking up at Ibuki with fear and panic in her eyes.

“A-a-are you okay, your mouth is s-so dry, you m-must be so nervous -- did I -- did I do that?! I’m so sorry!”

Her big eyes well up with tears, and Ibuki gently puts a hand on her cheek and grins sideways. She’s not as smooth with the ladies as one might think.

“Please don’t cry! It wasn’t your fault, i-it was mine,” Ibuki finally stammers out. “It’s okay. I just need some water!”

She reaches for her glass and drinks it all in one gulp. Apparently she needs more than just “some” water.

“A-are you sure you’re not d-dehydrated?” Mikan whimpers. Ibuki turns back to her and leans in for another kiss, a muffled squeak leaving Mikan’s lips. This time, they stay connected long enough for a proper one, and when Ibuki pulls back, she smiles.

“Not anymore I’m not!”

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👀 your writing is so good tho

For the randomized characters: Azrael and Kate

Ohhh myyyyy goooood!!!! alskdjflakjdf now I wanna make this a real thing because Kate did end up offing herself and Azrael is an angel... and I’m 100% against the concept that suicide automatically sends you to hell (just saying)...

but anyway!! This is not officially canon or anything... but here is how Kate & Azrael would meet.

Warning: suicide mention (a few times) - not like horribly detailed about it but there is mention of some details.

Kate was gazing around the place she’d ended at... the last thing she remembered was blackness. Had she woken, because she was sure the cut was clean and that she should not be alive right now? Damn western medicine if she was! Why do they always have to meddle and-

She was staring at something that cut her thought short. Something that made it clear she was not alive. Sure, in life, she’d known vampires, hybrids, all kinds of things that would make a human believe they were in a fantasy novel... but this was... beyond all of that.

“Hello, there, young woman,” a woman’s voice said with a voice of silk and honey. She continued to stare before a hand touched her shoulder. She jumped and the person smiled apologetically. “Man, I love heaven simply because I can touch everyone here,” the being said happily as they continued to touch her. She stared at them, unable to take her eyes off.

“JD?” She asked, voice soft and pained. “You’re... you’re dead?”

“Sorry, I’m not JD. I take on the form of your... type, for lack of a better word,” the being said, sprouting wings as if to prove themselves honest. She looked vaguely disappointed but also relieved at the same time. “Your husband is alive... but sadly, I cannot say well,” the angel added, looking sad. Kate’s eyes looked sad at that. “Ex husband,” she said softly, hugging herself. The angel squeezed her shoulder.

“Well, if you ever had a chance to get him back, you definitely don’t now,” the light she’d been staring at said, making her eyes flick back to it and stare again. “I’m sorry, what are you?” She asked after a minute. The light flickered as a voice laughed and then next thing you knew, it dulled and a woman’s figure was visible. “My name’s Juma. That is Azrael. They’re... neither male nor female, yet both at the same time,” she mused softly. “Hmm, I suppose your kind call me the goddess. Except y’know... you assume I’m male. Or some of you do.” She sounded annoyed by this fact.

Azrael said nothing at first then quickly changed the topic. “Let’s get you settled in. I have a meeting with a friend on earth,” they said, pulling Kate in another direction. “I’ll find you later. You suicide cases are my special cases... gotta give you extra love,” the light woman said... Juma...

Kate stared at her again as she realized her skin was stitched together... was it actually skin? The way she glowed, what was she made of? Pure essence, energy, light? She shook the thought off before hurrying after Azrael, who’d already wandered off.