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Ellie (Happy Lesbian Visibility Week!)

TLOU ISRAELI THEMES PALESTINE DRC SUDAN ALL IN ONE THREAD

[alesbianperson]

happy lesbian visibility week

[alesbianperson]

football player!ellie williams x fem!reader

summary: At the football play you visited to support your best friend, something happens that you didn't expect.

warnings: smoking (weed); slightly implied loser Ellie at the end; swear words; girls kissing (what a surprise); my writing idk

authors note: so firstly I mean football as soccer and not american football, but its not important to the plot so it can be interpreted as either; secondly, sorry for being so inactive I actually needed fucking half a year just for this its actually embarressing, I'm really slow at writing I don't know why, but I'm trying to be more active. I also didnt proofread so sorry for grammar mistakes or something anyway I hope you enjoy this!!

ALSO BIG DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT SUPPORT NEIL DRUCKMANN AND THE FACT THAT HE SUPPORTS ISRAEL!! If you don't know whats going on in Palestine, please go educate yourself because its highly important.

Here are a few links, so nobody can say it's too complicated or annoying to search for information (besides its really fucking heartless, cruel and totally not human to say "I dont wanna put effort in researching" while people are literally suffering and dying because of a genocide):

General information/updates

Brands to boycott

How you can help Palestine

Palestine masterposts: 1 2

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This evening was the final football game of the season. Everyone was so excited, and your best friend played in the school team, so of course, you came to this game to support her. You already arrived a bit late because you took a nap and didn't hear the alarm, so you quickly searched for your friends who were already sat and luckily saved you a seat. When they saw you coming in, they waved you over to them.

"What took you so long? The game has already started!" One of them said before switching their attention back to the field. "Sorry, I overslept." You explained yourself sitting down on your seat. "You didn't miss much, just a foul from the other team. They're so annoying and clearly playing anything but fair." Another one of your friends said, rolling her eyes while offering you a bag of chips. You declined and began searching for your best friend between all the other players, running on the field. Not even five seconds later, you found her. With the ball in front of her, she ran towards the goal. You joined the cheers of everyone from your school, sure that this was going to be such a great goal until:

A girl from the other team came out of nowhere, running towards her, tackling her to the ground. You gasped. "That was another foul!" One of your friends exclaimed, standing up to better see what the referee would say. But instead of also looking at the referee, your gaze still hasn't left the girl, responsible for the foul.

She looked pleased with herself. What an asshole! You thought to yourself, but couldn't deny that the way her eyes sparkled in the light and her auburn hair moved in the wind was mesmerising. Too distracted by her features, you realised a bit late that she was eyeing you too. A smirk on her lips, she winked at you before walking off the field, your eyes still on her.

"Too bad that bitch just got a yellow card. She deserved more, right?" Your friends, already discussing the decision of the referee, were turning to you since you were the only one who didn't comment on it. Heat rushed into your cheeks as you realised you hadn't listened the whole time, busy gushing over that girl. "Yeah.. definitely more." Was all you said to not keep the attention on you.

"Guys," you added after a short pause, "I'm gonna go to the bathroom real quick. I'll be back."

"Sure."

"But hurry, they're already playing again."

You just slightly nodded before walking off to search for the bathrooms. To your luck, they weren't far away from your seats, so it didn't take too long to find them. As you closed the door behind you, a strong smell of weed filled your lungs. Holding a hand in front of your mouth, you coughed reflexively.

"Having trouble breathin', princess?"

You turned around to see the girl who fouled your best friend sitting on the sink, her legs slightly swinging forwards and back. She still wore her tricot but now had a grey, dirty, worn-out jacket over it. The half up half down bun she had was messed up, probably because of the constant running on the field, and between two of her fingers, she held an already half smoked joint.

Her smile rose as she noticed your gaze lingering on her again. "Y'want a photo? It'll last longer." She chuckled, finding this old ass joke very funny. You rolled your eyes at her words but couldn't help the smile, forming on your lips. "What are you doing here anyway, don't you have to play?" She blew out the smoke she held in her mouth before answering your question. "My coach replaced me. Said I needed a break before playing again." You just nodded because you didn't know how to keep the conversation going. For a few seconds, you both just looked at each other in silence. After taking another drag from the joint, she leaned forward, offering you to do the same.

"No, thanks. I don't smoke."

"Thought so." She chuckled. After a short pause, she added: "Not in a rude way, of course. Y'just don't look like you'd do drugs." Even though you knew it was childish and totally stupid, you now wanted to prove to her that you were indeed someone who could take drugs. So you took the joint out of her hand, carefully brought it to your lips, and inhaled.

You probably shouldn't have inhaled this deep because now you were coughing like someone poured tons of sand down your throat. It surely felt like it. When you calmed down a bit, you looked up again, handing the joint back to the girl on the sink, who was clearly amused. "What a brave girl." She said with a shit eating grin on her face. "Come here, I'll show you how it's done right."

She gestured between her spread legs. As you moved towards her, she leaned in, reducing the space between the two of you. "Open your mouth." She then proceeded to take a drag from the joint. As she moved closer, your breath hitched. Your eyes wandered from her gorgeous green ones down to her lips, and heat rose in your cheeks again. Without breaking eye contact, she blew the smoke she had in her mouth into yours. Reflexively, you closed it.

"Now hold it in."

And that's what you did. The smoke filled your lungs, this time a lot less painful than your first drag. After a few seconds, you exhaled slowly, a small smile of pride on your face.

Your faces were still very close, and silence fell upon the both of you again. The tension thickend. Her emerald green eyes stared directly into yours, abruptly blinking down to your lips. "Can I kiss you?" Your voice was nothing more than a whisper, fading into thin air. A smirk grew once again on her lips before nodding and then proceeding to lean in and closing the gap between the two of you.

Once her lips were on yours, she cupped your cheek, her fingertips brushing slightly over it. You felt like your heart was going to jump out of your chest. Her lips were so soft. You couldn't really describe the feeling, but it felt good. Like you were on cloud nine. You quickly synced with the rhythm she set, leaning forward so that her back met the wall behind her.

Your hands wandered behind her neck, beginning to tug on her hair slightly. A soft groan escaped her lips at the sudden impact, which sounded like music to your ears.

A smile formed on your lips once she broke the kiss to catch her breath. "What're you smiling at?" She looked at you irritated, which just caused you to chuckle.

"I don't know. You're.. pretty."

Silence followed after that.

"Pretty enough to get your number?"

Ellie wanted to bash her head against the wall at her cringe comment. She thought she'd definitely crossed the line now. But you just began laughing, quickly covering your mouth with your hand to muffle the sound.

"Sorry. Don't get me wrong I-", you interrupted yourself by holding up your finger to signal her to wait and began searching for your phone in your purse. Fuck. You thought as you realised you left it in your jacket with your friends and hurriedly searched around for something to write on. Ellie just watched you amused, catching on to your plan. She snatched a pepertowel out of the spender and offered it to you. You just gave her an awkward smile, fishing a half empty kajal out of your purse and scribbled your phone number on it.

As you handed it to her, she took it with the same smirk she had in the beginning. "As sad as it is, I think I have to go back on the field. My coach probably misses me by now." She added hesitantly while sliding off the sink and walking towards the door. "Cool meeting you, though." The click of the closing door was the last thing you heard before you were completely alone in the bathroom.

With the paper towel still in her hand, Ellie made her way over to the rest of her team, almost jumping with joy and thanking every mighty power for letting her survive the whole conversation without completely losing her mind or embarrassing herself. She'd definitely save your number as soon as she could. Actually contacting you was a whole other story.

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[alesbianperson]

DONT STOP TALKING ABOUT PALESTINE! DONT STOP TAKING ABOUT GAZA!

DONT LET THEM MAKE YOU FORGET!!

[alesbianperson]

ALL EYES ON RAFAH

THE BOMBING HAS STARTED ALREADY

FUCK THE OSCAR'S, FUCK ISRAEL, DON'T BE DISTRACTED

KEEP ALL EYES ON RAFAH!!!

[alesbianperson]

Do you have a porn addiction?

This is far from what I usually wrote but I’ve seen a few people talk about this and wanted to throw my opinion in here since I’ve been wanting to talk about it for a hot minute.

MDNI

Porn definition: sexually explicit videos, photographs, writings, or the like, produced to elicit sexual arousal-often found in magazines, books, television, or online sources.

I’ve noticed that majority of the fanfics for TLOU fandom have smut, and almost all of the popular ones do contain smut. Why is this and why is it so common? Because sex sells.

With the influx of new Ellie fans that came onto Tumblr there was a large sum of new fanfics being written. I remember when I first played as her in TLOU 2 and I was so excited to play as a well rounded female character who was generally respected by a male dominated market. Lately her character as just been reduced to her appearance, scenes with her in distress have been sexualized which I find particularly disturbing.

I feel like all depth of her character has been watered down and lost within the constant flow of smut fanfics dominating all of her tags. I find that even fluff and angst fanfics need to have smut in them to get any attention. I understand why people enjoy smut but in my eyes it’s porn and it doesn’t add anything to a story, booktok has actually aided in this. Beautiful literature has been judged on its ‘spice content’ which is why books like Haunting Adeline and Icebreaker are so popular despite the subpar writing and plot.

I hate to say it but porn addiction has become so normalized that people don’t even recognize when they have it anymore. If you only read smut and can’t sit through any other genre it’s likely you have a porn addiction. I really started to think about this when I saw so many people sharing Twitter links to hardcore video porn under the TLOU tags which I haven’t seen anyone bat an eye over.

It isn’t necessarily the smut itself, there have been fanfics I’ve read with genuinely beautiful writing that includes smut but when it is pure smut with no plot that is porn. No hate to you if you write smut, power to you. A long while ago I actually wrote smut when I was still active on Wattpad, writing it made me so uncomfortable and put me in a deep writing slump which I why I don’t write it now and I only wrote it then as readers were constantly asking for it.

This subject bothers me as complex characters (Ellie, Abby, Joel, etc.) have be simmered down to their appearance and sexual appeal, quit literally making them sex objects. I understand that they are just characters and can’t feel the effects of this. It just follows the “I’m no better than a man” mindset that aids in objectification and over sexualisation of women that is hard to get away from in recent days.

There is much more to say on this but I’ll leave it here as I don’t want to upset anyone. If you enjoy writing smut or consuming it, I’m not asking you to stop. I want everyone to be happy and to find joy in what they do, what is positive about smut is that it’s influenced more people to read and write and I always think the world could use more of that.

As always, thanks for reading and I am genuinely sorry if this upsets anyone, this is not an attempt to discredit any work.

[alesbianperson]

idk who needs to hear it, but as a trans person, I feel the need to remind EVERYONE that futa is not you writing a trans character, that is fetishization. (you freak)

you are fetishizing trans people, you are gross, your perpetuating disgusting porn practices.

if you enjoy that shit please block me and stay off my blog.

(stay away from me) (you're weird) (and not in a good way)

continuing with this, write less sex!! and make all your fics inclusive!! we're not all skinny white people!! (I am white but I'm not very skinny, and I know most people are writing for petite white people)

Also! not all of us are fem! Hyperfemmes are valid and I'm not saying anything against that but it feels like you guys are saying since these women are slightly more masculine than the average women they have to be with super fem ppl! They are women also!

atp it almost feels like you're trying to write them as men and tbh it's gross!!

I know I'm not the only one thinking this??

Also! significantly more important! I don't care if people are filling the tag with Palestine related things! it's really important! You are playing a zionist's game! and you're reading fanfiction about said game! I'm really sorry you can turn a blind eye to a genocide, but spreading information is more important than getting off on fictional characters!

Like!! you are reading fics about a game made by a zionist!! who is open about his Zionism!!

anyways this got longer than I want but stop being weird please I'm begging you

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i CANNOT stress this enough, but if you prioritize literal FICTIONAL CHARACTERS over a GENOCIDE—you need mental fucking help. The people saying they “can’t” post about palestine due to the most MINUSCULE reasons like “oh i’m a small page!” Or “it doesn’t match my account aesthetic” needs a fucking lobotomy. There is a GENOCIDE going on in the world right now, and the least you could do is spend one—maybe two at most seconds reblogging a post to help spread awareness. now is not the time to be boosting smut fics about characters who dont fucking exist.

And for the people getting pressed about their tags getting flooded with posts about the palestine—like i said, there is a WAR going on. just take a second to use your fucking brain.

[alesbianperson]

The Super Bowl and a girl(a child) with her legs bl**n off and her org*ns out

that happened in the same world..in the same month, and of course I don’t have to say which one caught the world's attention

[alesbianperson]

The thing I don't understand is when I say free Palestine, so many people think that means I hate the Israeli people. That I don't care if they die.

I care about the Israeli people.

I care about the Israeli hostages that were shot down by their own military.

I care about all Israeli hostages in general.

I care about the Israeli men being thrown in jail because they refuse to assist in the "war" around them.

I care about the Israeli people who don't support the genocide happening infront of their very eyes.

Even the Israeli people who do, I don't wish death upon them, or whatever hateful thing you think I do.

When I say free Palestine, I don't mean I hate the Israeli people.

When I say free Palestine, I mean Free Palestine

[alesbianperson]

Boycotting is not a trend. “Not everyone has to boycott!” I don’t think I’ve ever seen more lazier people than this generation. You are a genuine weak human being, you have no self control, self respect or basic human emotions.

Palestinian children who have to collect rain water to drink, Palestinian children who have to starve to death because they have no food, Palestinian children plead out to the world for help, Palestinian children, who put their life in your hands and let you be their voice. Palestinian children who are actively dying because you cannot go a day without drinking your Starbucks. You are an embarrassment to humans and you are a waste of good air.

You have the option to go to McDonalds and you have the option to drink Starbucks. You have the option to go outside and be with your friends, you have the option to spend time with your family, you have the option to eat, to sleep, to drink, to live. PALESTINIANS DONT.

“Still not boycotting, it has nothing to do with me” did you know that the planet-warming emissions generated during the first two months of the war in Gaza were greater than the annual carbon footprint of more than 20 of the world’s most climate-vulnerable nations…..

The Gaza-Isreal war has let out more carbon dioxide than Afghanistan, Bangladesh, Barbados, Bhutan, Costa Rica, Ethiopia, Ghana, Kenya, Kiribati, Madagascar, Maldives, Nepal, Philippines, Rwanda, Saint Lucia, Tanzania, Timor-Leste, Tuvalu, Vanuatu and Vietnam annually.

Are you reading this? Can you comprehend this?

Here you can see the carbon usage of Israel.

We’re not boycotting just for fun. We’re boycotting because:

1. We don’t stand for genocide

2. We don’t fund genocide

3. We love our planet

4. WE HAVE MORALS

[alesbianperson]

So I got a message a few days ago, and I'm not one to air out messages or anything, I feel like it starts unnecessary drama so I'm just gonna say that I thought I'd made it pretty clear that I'm not shaming anyone for liking TLOU. You can like the game all you want, hell, it's essentially become a special interest of mine. What I am saying is that continuing to buy things in relation to the game when Neil is very openly a zionist that has donated money to Israel is deplorable.

You can enjoy certain media and be critical of its themes/understand why you shouldn't further financially support the creators of said media. No one is telling you to trash your game that you already spent like $60, let's please use our brains for a minute.

Mind you, I'm referring to those that already purchased the games before the news of what is happening in Palestine became more widely known. Those that went and bought the remaster anyways with the knowledge of what that man supports/helps fund can go fuck themselves.

[alesbianperson]

for the people who are yet still uneducated or want to get more educated about the situation in palestine right now, im going to link and give usernames of people who talk about the situation there just so u can open ur eyes and acknowledge the situation innocent people of palestine arr currently in.

Tiktok:

@jamesgetspolitical

@devotedly.yours

@anat_international

@sincerelyawa

@deenwithlily

@mufastamo

all of these are usernames of people who talk about the situation in gaza, posting daily update and/or educational videos. if u don’t know where to start researching, as the internet is filled with false information on the news or just in general, defending israel and sugarcoating the ongoing genocide, watch the videos abot palestine that these creators post or have posted, trust me, that the least u can do, educating urself.

Twitter/X:

https://x.com/abdullah_om3r03?s=21&t=UW1fTgYyaD8YfwBqN2TI0w

https://x.com/_zoesstars_?s=21&t=UW1fTgYyaD8YfwBqN2TI0w

https://x.com/v4mpirui?s=21&t=UW1fTgYyaD8YfwBqN2TI0w

again, easy access to educate urself. there are many posts on these profiles that talk about the situation, also updates and names of companies to boycott.

now i want to share specific posts i think people should see:

https://x.com/_zoesstars_/status/1750014125827039678?s=46&t=UW1fTgYyaD8YfwBqN2TI0w

https://x.com/yourinsanelov/status/1749526838089507157?s=46&t=UW1fTgYyaD8YfwBqN2TI0w

[alesbianperson]

”There’s nothing I could do to help” WRONG

the least you could do is :

SPEAK UP about it, USE YOUR VOICE

REBLOGGING the postings (updates about palestine, links for donations, videos and pictures & many more)

SHARE LINKS such as for donations, ways to help, link to educate people for people who still have zero knowledge about it

TAKE PART IN GLOBAL STRIKE FOR PALESTINE that held in FEB 18 til FEB 25 that is like a few weeks til now and if you’re seeing this in global strike please participate even if you’re few days late, it still counts ! therefore if your beloved author haven’t publish or post fics for you to read, don’t be mad at them but be ashamed of yourself!

there’s a genocide going on and you think about reading smut (or other than that)???

is your fics WAY MORE IMPORTANT than palestine??? if you said yes, i wish you well (in hell ^_^)

NOT BUYING TLOU2 REMASTERED, idc how HOT both ellie and abby are in their skins but you do know that neil is a fucking zionist right? and not forget to mention he donated to israel MORE THAN ONCE. oh i wonder where he got his money from 💭? OH WAIT FROM THE MONEY THAT YOU USE TO PAY TLOU2 REMASTERED!!!!!

BOYCOTTING BRANDS, there are A LOT brands that support israel and donate to them for examples starbucks, mcdonalds, pizza hut and many more. my question is that some of you guys said that starbucks is expensice and the food is not full filling YET you still buy them???

here are some links that could help you guys !!

WAYS TO HELP PALESTINE

MORE INFORMATION ABOUT PALESTINE

WHY YOU SHOULDN’T BUY TLOU2 REMASTERED

DONATIONS

DONATION (if you don’t have a bank acc / still a student / cant afford donating)

SOME RESOURCES

MORE RESOURCES

WHAT TO BOYCOTT

i hope this helps even just a little but it still counts, and i wish you use your voice to speak up about this.

FROM THE RIVER TO THE SEA

PALESTINE WILL BE FREE 🇵🇸

[alesbianperson]

after the genocide in Palestine ends, people who survived will be traumatized for the rest of their lives, they won’t be able to live in their homes anymore because they no longer exist, they won’t be able to be comforted by the people they love because they have been burned alive, raped,shot, or starved to death.

the genocide will end one day, Palestine will be free one day

however,for the sake of your humanity, don’t stop sharing about Palestine, these people suffered for so long, the least we can do is making people know that they exist and that they have never been safe with Israel’s existence

and that you are NOT and never will be free if you aren’t enough to stop a literal genocide, you are just a number in the population register

[alesbianperson]

Boycotting is not a trend. “Not everyone has to boycott!” I don’t think I’ve ever seen more lazier people than this generation. You are a genuine weak human being, you have no self control, self respect or basic human emotions.

Palestinian children who have to collect rain water to drink, Palestinian children who have to starve to death because they have no food, Palestinian children plead out to the world for help, Palestinian children, who put their life in your hands and let you be their voice. Palestinian children who are actively dying because you cannot go a day without drinking your Starbucks. You are an embarrassment to humans and you are a waste of good air.

You have the option to go to McDonalds and you have the option to drink Starbucks. You have the option to go outside and be with your friends, you have the option to spend time with your family, you have the option to eat, to sleep, to drink, to live. PALESTINIANS DONT.

“Still not boycotting, it has nothing to do with me” did you know that the planet-warming emissions generated during the first two months of the war in Gaza were greater than the annual carbon footprint of more than 20 of the world’s most climate-vulnerable nations…..

The Gaza-Isreal war has let out more carbon dioxide than Afghanistan, Bangladesh, Barbados, Bhutan, Costa Rica, Ethiopia, Ghana, Kenya, Kiribati, Madagascar, Maldives, Nepal, Philippines, Rwanda, Saint Lucia, Tanzania, Timor-Leste, Tuvalu, Vanuatu and Vietnam annually.

Are you reading this? Can you comprehend this?

Here you can see the carbon usage of Israel.

We’re not boycotting just for fun. We’re boycotting because:

1. We don’t stand for genocide

2. We don’t fund genocide

3. We love our planet

4. WE HAVE MORALS

[alesbianperson]

I've said this many times before -if you call yourself a feminist and you're silent about ANY person being oppressed around the world by violent dictators/regimes/governments (among many injustices) you're not a feminist. If your feminism isn't intersectional, it's not feminism -it's white feminism. If you don't know about or aren't talking about Sudan and the rampant sexual violence against Sudanese women by a terrorist genocidal militia -then GET TO KNOW and start talking about it because this is horrifying. I'm so tired of seeing mostly white women come to the frontlines of issues when it only benefits or impacts them. I'm beyond embarrassed for you.