alasta1rsstud10

[alasta1rsstud10]

I FOUND IT ITS LGBTQIA.WIKI

!!!!!

ok i swear there used to be a wiki that was lgbta.wikia.com and i used to be extremely loyal to it and went on it like every day creating a massive xenogender hoard but now it’s gone and it keeps redirecting me to an entirely different wiki. it had the mogai symbol thingy as it’s site icon thing but i can’t rlly say anymore abt it bc i forgor soz it was like 2/3 years ago :/

[alasta1rsstud10]

giggling n kicking my feet rn i’m so in love ffs

[alasta1rsstud10]

yesterday i decided that in addition to spanish and japanese, i also wanted to learn russian, german, asl, and toki pona. then i would be so multilingual i don’t know the word for it.

also not languages, but codes, braille and morse code.

those were all impulse decisions.

the only ones have reasons for are spanish, toki pona, and asl

asl: accommodations

toki pona: fun and helps if i go semi verbal or smth

spanish: fun

idk what i’m gonna do with this knowledge in the future.

[alasta1rsstud10]

ok i swear there used to be a wiki that was lgbta.wikia.com and i used to be extremely loyal to it and went on it like every day creating a massive xenogender hoard but now it’s gone and it keeps redirecting me to an entirely different wiki. it had the mogai symbol thingy as it’s site icon thing but i can’t rlly say anymore abt it bc i forgor soz it was like 2/3 years ago :/

[alasta1rsstud10]

too many things to do.

school.

code.

crochet.

3d model.

draw.

watercolor.

socialize.

eat.

drink.

sleep.

minecraft(only bc of school)

relax.

actually entertain myself.

sort songs in spotify.

do chores.

learn languages.

do my silly little finance app lessons.

attempt to post youtube videos.

barely any time.

[alasta1rsstud10]

As a Bisexual of the Blade, I would like to declare war on the Longsword Lesbians and Gravity Knife Gays. I mean, they don't support m-spec identites or PNC vincians/sapphics so how about we make it a thing of ours to support PNC people too? Also non-binary vincians and sapphics! Basically I'm saying declare war on more bad people to support the good people.

#botb #gkg #bisexuals of the blade #gravity knife gays #warhammer gays #lsl #longsword lesbians #yeah we gay keep scrolling #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqia #lgbtqai #lgbtqiap #lgbtqaip #lgbt+ #lgbtq+ #lgbtqia+ #lgbtqai+ #lgbtqiap+ #lgbtqaip+

[alasta1rsstud10]

just a second blog what do you want from me? read my carrds

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Sometimes I feel like the community changes the poplular thing based on my specific hyperfixations but then I just realize 1. It’s the other way around and 2. I’m just on that part of the internet but even though I know that’s true I don’t like to think that because it makes me feel like I have more worth.  I’m not upset when my posts don’t get likes, people have interests and standards, and besides, the internet is a big place, the people who like my posts just didn’t find them yet. I’m more of a glass-half-full kinda person than I thought.

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Well, glad I didn’t do that. Yesterday morning I was trying to make a base for that funtime foxy head that  probably won’t finish and accidentally cut myself with the boxcutter. I was more focused at cleaning up the blood that was dripping from it than putting on something to stop the bleeding. a little while after i put the... that cleaning spray stuff on it I started going lightheaded so I panicked to get the band-aid on so i could lay down on the couch.  i just bit my finger because i do that sometimes and it made the scab hurt. last night it started bleeding again because i was putting a band-aid on so if it starts bleeding again it doesnt get in my bed and  squeezed it.

Last night I legitimately scared myself. I was doing the dishes and then accidentally grabbed a sharp knife from the blade thinking it was a butter knife. I then proceeded to put it closer and closer to my finger tip, constantly telling myself to stop. Eventually I did. I thought after that I didn’t want to do it for the pain, I just wanted to see the blood. It occurred to me how crazy that is and how maybe more was wrong with me than I initially thought.

#tw self harm #self harm tw #srb #tw blood #blood tw

[alasta1rsstud10]

Last night I legitimately scared myself. I was doing the dishes and then accidentally grabbed a sharp knife from the blade thinking it was a butter knife. I then proceeded to put it closer and closer to my finger tip, constantly telling myself to stop. Eventually I did. I thought after that I didn’t want to do it for the pain, I just wanted to see the blood. It occurred to me how crazy that is and how maybe more was wrong with me than I initially thought.

#tw self harm #self harm tw