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I don't know when a good time to post here is anymore

Anyway, laughing Arthur from Ep 41 is my favorite soundbite for the next seven years, goodbye

#this laugh healed me #peppers your art broke me again #malevolent podcast #malevolent #arthur lester #Owlexander #malevolent episode 41 #malevolent spoilers #malevolent fanart

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#married to a german #this is accurate

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And it's finally here.

It's been quite the journey! I think overall I spent about 5 months on this? I am quite satisfied with how everything turned out and I hope that it was worth the wait! This is my first time making anything like this so it's far from perfect, but im just proud that I managed to get it done at all.

Anyway, any shares or reblogs would be very appreciated! I'd hate for this to just get lost somewhere in the depths of the internet. Thank you!

#obsessed #malevolent podcast #fanart #malevolent #arthur lester #john doe malevolent #animatic #malevolent fanart #malevolent animatic

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like a murmuring brook

curving about you

#hi it's making me insane #Malevolent #malevolent podcast #malevolent fanart #private eyes #arthur lester #john doe malevolent

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things i’ll not call you a whore for:

sexual activity

how you dress

things i’ll call you a whore for:

stealing my food 

stealing my lemons

my cat likes you more than me

#hey hasn't it been ten seconds since we looked at the lemon tree video?

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I find it so ironic that there is a ton of ai art of the king in yellow while he'd fucking hate ai art.

like the arts are his whole thing he'd despise that shit

#the king in yellow #ai isn't art

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Made a little antagonist centered malevolent animatic!

Song: I've got a dream from Disney's "Tangled"

#ok you got me with this #fucking incredible #malevolent animatic #malevolent fanart #malevolent podcast #Malevolent

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john’s beef with oscar is hilarious because every thing that oscar does pisses off john, including the fact that he exists in arthur’s vicinity, whereas oscar has no idea that he’s competing with john for arthur’s attentions and affections and just thinks that he’s in a slow burn priest/atheist romance where he finally gets to understand what his faith is for and devote himself fully to one person and their goals, falling for the best and worst parts of the man that he’s utterly drawn in by (because he’s magnetic yes but also because he’s kinda fucking weird and talks oddly at times and doesn’t quite look at him and for sure might be a bit touched in the head but oscar likes him a lot so it’s fine)

meanwhile, john would put oscar through the wood chipper for looking at arthur too long if he could do it without arthur noticing

#John hates Oscar so much and it will never not be funny to me #john doe malevolent #oscar malevolent #arthur lester #angel eyes #holy fuck #malevolent podcast #malevolent thoughts

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John's conversation with Kayne:

I saw this one was recommended already but it deserves to be repeated

This one is pure poetry

This one is more remembering the Dark World hurt/comfort

Bonus: what if Scratch went after John's mind instead of Arthur's? (even though it's not Dark World, it's definitely good John angst hours)

I need some John in dark world fics.

#malevolent #malevolent podcast #malevolent fanfic #dark world #john doe malevolent

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band recommendations from a black punk !!

tl has been discussing poc in alternative scenes specifically punk scenes recently. punk has been a big spintrest for me for a while so id thought id share some bands with poc members that deserve love!!

im more into hxc punk so most of these bands will be hxc subgenres. i will be adding genre’s and country of orgin!! not adding any links for now, look out for any edits.

hong kong fuck you , grindviolence from tijuana, mexico. a project of christian hell, has latino and black members

zulu , powerviolence from los angeles, california, usa. originally a solo project of anaiah lei, all members are black

zyanose , noisy hardcore punk from osaka prefecture, japan. all members are japanese

g.i.s.m. , hardcore punk / heavy metal band from tokyo, japan. all members are japanese

limp wrist , queer hardcore punk from albany, new york, usa. martin sorrondeguy is latino (also apart of los crudos)

los crudos , hardcore punk band from chicago, illinois, usa. all members are latino

despise you , powerviolence band from californa, usa. some if not all members are latino

bad brains , hardcore punk band from washington, d.c, usa. all members are black (probably the most well known band on this list)

gorepot , stoner brutal / slam death metal / grindcore band from taiwan. solo project. their genre is complicated and they aren’t exactly punk but they deserve some love

sebum excess production , deathgrind band from from brazil. solo project (?)

c.a.r.ne , pornogrind band from mexico city, mexico. all members are latino

bodily stew , goregrind band from california, usa. ive heard that eddie and david are latino but i may be wrong

mxmxm , mincegore band from coachella, california, usa. might be a solo project but but ive heard they are latino

chulo , grindviolence band from bogatá, colombia. all members are latino

soul glo , hardcore punk band from philadelphia, pennsylvania, usa. 2 of the current members are black

taqbir , post-punk band. moroccan but based somewhere in europe. all members of the band are anonymous (?)

ill be adding onto this list as i go (im a little tired now) but please recommend bands for this list!!

#music #band recs

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God I just fucking. I am so blown away when I watch any older movie. When they filmed on real sets and built elaborate props because cgi wasn’t an option. “Ohhh but you can tell it’s an animatronic it doesn’t even look reeaaallll” shut the hell your mouth. That is an actual physical thing that the actors could actually see and interact with. It is a billion times more “real” than the endless greenscreen bullshit you love so much.

#preach

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#fanfic writers are a different breed #Ao3

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#this is it #malevolent podcast

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One of the funniest failures of US school system is the fact they are legally obligated to teach us all the states but they never actually show how big Alaska is like I have actually had teachers tell me that Texas is the biggest state. We have all just convinced ourselves that Alaska is that small shrunken down thing on most US maps and the people that know it's the largest state can almost never accurately describe how large it is.

For context here is a picture

#i love it here #alaskan life

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"Do you ever dream of land?" The whale asks the tuna.

"No." Says the tuna, "Do you?"

"I have never seen it." Says the whale, "but deep in my body, I remember it."

"Why do you care," says the tuna, "if you will never see it."

"There are bones in my body built to walk through the forests and the mountains." Says the whale.

"They will disappear." Says the tuna, "one day, your body will forget the forests and the mountains."

"Maybe I don't want to forget," Says the whale, "The forests were once my home."

"I have seen the forests." Whispers the salmon, almost to itself.

"Tell me what you have seen," says the whale.

"The forests spawned me." Says the salmon. "They sent me to the ocean to grow. When I am fat with the bounty of the ocean, I will bring it home."

"Why would the forests seek the bounty of the oceans?" Asks the whale. "They have bounty of their own."

"You forget," says the salmon, "That the oceans were once their home."

#poetry

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At some point in your life, you were taught that being slightly annoying is an unforgivable sin. Maybe it was by your parents or a teacher or a friend or a bully or an older sibling. But someone taught you that being slightly annoying is a crime punishable by death.

You must unlearn this.

You must accept that all people will be annoying at some point or another in their lives, maybe all of their lives, and that this is okay. It is okay for strangers on the bus, it is okay for children in the grocery store, it is okay for people on social media, and it is okay for you.

If you ever want to truly love your fellow humans, if you ever want to truly love yourself, you must have forgiveness for being annoying.

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#hey #fuck you for this