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“Nothing can dim the light which shines from within.”

— Maya Angelou

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show no effort and I’ll show no interest

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“One day you’re going to remember me and how much I loved you… then you’re gonna hate yourself for letting me go.”

Aubrey Drake Graham

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Mixed messages? You really think I'm giving you mixed messages? Maybe it's because you're still listening to yourself and thinking it's me talking.

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Dear Diary,

I’m just not worth the effort I guess.

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fatima aamer bilal, from being unwanted is a language.

[text id: the world is happening in a room that i can't enter, life is happening in a gathering i am not invited to. / being unwanted is a language i am fluent in.]

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“I had no idea what I wanted, only that I wanted something, which is the worst kind of wanting.”

— David Levithan

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Sometimes, I feel the past and the future pressing so hard on either side that there’s no room for the present at all.

Evelyn Waugh

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The Early Diary of Anaïs Nin, 1920–1923

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November 27, 2023

I was hoping to wait to post for another day this blog was created but that’s a bit unfortunate.

Today I felt hurt and not respected for who I am and what I want. With me going out of my way for her when she sleeps, staying home nearly all the time when she says it helps her sleep better knowing I’m home, in the house. Me asking one time to leave to have fun with a guy friend by watching football, I was told no. While she sleeps for work, while we don’t interact, I can’t have my social life if she isn’t involved or isn’t her days off. But when her days off do come, she wants to do things without me and leaves me at home, or tells me not to go where she’s going.

I’m exhausted and tired of being taken advantage of. I want it to end but I don’t want her to throw it in my face and destroy me. And I’ve fallen much too far in love with a love that isn’t right

#love #hurt #pain #writing #girl #boy #diary entry #lovesick

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A Day To Remember - End Of Me