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I wish I had a partner who would remind me not to eat cuz I’ll look prettier when I’m skinnier. Who’d remind me I’m already at my limit for the day, or that I’m fasting today so I should put down the food. They’d be mean when I needed it and remind me that it’s cause they want me to achieve my goals, that they want what’s best for me. They’d remind me that they deserve a skinny girlfriend and that I deserve to be that skinny girlfriend

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BC, just hoping that posting these will keep me motivated

Meanspo is very appreciated

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Oh my gosh these triggered me so hard I love it, especially the arms next to the leg?? Like plzz??

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My favorite thing about refilling my Med thingy is that every fucking pill bottle looks the same half the pills are small white circular tablets. I keep losing the adderall😩

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I just moved home and my parents scale is freaking brokennnnnn

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I don’t have seasonal depression I have seasonal eating disorder

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When you see it, REBLOG IT.

Depression Hotline: [phone]

Suicide Hotline: [phone]

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Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: [phone]

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current weight: “wouldn’t hurt if you didnt eat today”

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I haven’t been active cuz I’ve been in a really mentally bad place, but then I decided, would I rather be in a mentally shit place and fat or a mentally bad place and skinny? So I shows the 1.5 option cuz I can’t just make myself skinny, so I figured I’d rather be in a mentally shitty place and losing weight lol

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I do not understand my mother, she just completely missed everything and when I want to be mad she turns herself all pitiful and makes it seem like if I’m mad at her then it’s unjustified. Anything happens and she acts like the entire world is spiraling out of control, so when something is shitty she just ignores and gets mad and yells

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What do you do if you get successfully skinny without absolutely slaughtering ur frágil mental stability? Like, do you just, go on with life? Do you just love your self or something?

Cuz I know for fact I won’t know what to do when I hit my goal weight. DO I JUST HAVE TO LIKE MYSELF THEN?? LIKE???

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Body check is the professional way to ask for nudes

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I’m going to be so skinny and so pretty that no one can turn me down, not even myself

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I LOST 3 LBS FROM THURSDAY??? WE STAN THE FAST METABOLISM THAT COMES AFTER A HEAVY BINGE PHASE

Because it’s hella encouragement😌

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Yuh yuh it’s that time again

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I’m not going to eat until I feel the chill in my bones even when I’m in layers of clothes and every brush of fabric against my skin feels like it could rip right through

If I eat I stop after a few bites and remind myself why I’m not letting myself out of control and why I’m not going to eat more

I’m going to be able to run my fingers over my ribs and feel every bump of my spine while your hands slip the entire way around my waist and

When I’m laying down my hipbones will stick up and when I sit up my stomach doesn’t roll and thighs don’t touch

I am going to be skinny because it’s what I want, and I get what I want

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