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It was a virus :'D

We got worse and had to go to the hospital andkkwnwns

Ah yes, nothing more father and child bonding than waking up with allergies and blowing our nose at the same time (not planned)

#las night i barely slept cause i couldn't breathe #and it remined me of the time i got pneumonia in highschool :'D #thankfully the doctor said it didn't get to that point so #a bunch of meds later i am able to breathe better :'D #zey rants

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Why don't they make stained glass fish tanks? Give those fish Catholic guilt

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2023 Valentine's cards for Lancelot, Vane, Percival & Siegfried.

#gbf 4kishi #gbf #i love seeing the valentine cards!

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i think a lot of people would be happier if they viewed labels like homosexual and transgender as social technologies rather than identities

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Hey there! First, I want to thank you so much for uploading all of these Relink sprites -- I hadn't been able to find them anywhere else (and Id content is so scarce in general). You're a godsend! If it's not too much trouble, I'd like to request Rackam's portraits, please! I find them so charming. Thank you again!!

(Also, I see you're a Thancred enjoyer, so I'm manifesting substantial Thancred content in Dawntrail for us both.)

Hello! Thank you for the kind words <3 I hope we are blessed with the many and substantial Thancred moments as we have been STARVING

Here is our favorite helmsman!

#the one and only helsman! #rackam my beloved #gbf #gbf relink

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miku error

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It makes me happy when they listen

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Depressing vent under the cut 👐

I can't belive it's been a year since I lost the love of my life

I am serious when I say I have no recollection of what happened during 80% of the past 12 months

I don't know what I did, what I ate, who I talked to, what I achieved, what I promised, or if I did any of that

I do remember every time I cried because I missed you, and how can I not if this house is filled with you and the memories we shared together

Today was the first time I moved your ashes to a better place, my bed was becoming a rotten nest and you do not deserve to be in there

I don't think most people know how much you meant to me, I've had friends asking me to adopt a puppy because they think I have moved on, some others were nicer to me when my mom died than when you died, another grieving person asked me how I was a week later after you passed and I said "depressed" and they just laughed "what can you be dep1ressed about?" so I stayed quiet...

You are the only one of my deceased loved ones that I dream about knowing you are dead, not even in my dreams can I escape from the cruel reality that you're gone

People have said that I'm stronger than them but I'm not, I don't think I'm strong, I'm just masking and repressing my emotions because my trauma response is making myself small and imperceptible as to not bother others

I try taking on life day by day because the future scares me and the past makes me sad

I do have small moments of joy and I do my best to focus on those: I have made new friends, I have gotten closer with older friends, i have the best relationship I've ever had with my dad, and now more than ever am I confident in who I am

But I'm lonely, oh so lonely, Kokoro I'm so lonely without you

It also doesn't help that the time I spent 3 days at my brother's I came back home to my uncle saying "I didn't even notice you weren't here", well thanks, that helps a lot /s

I hope you are happy wherever you are, and I also hope you were happy here, too

Cause you did make me happy, I couldn't have survived those 11 years without you by my side

I have written so many poems about you, about my pain, but I haven't share them cause I'm not ready but I'll end this with a line of one of them

Maybe I set myself up for this when I named you Kokoro

#zey rants #cw death #cw death of a loved one #depression

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gummy lamas

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this is going viral on the tweeter currently so. for you also. miku is not ai!!

#i want to say that i hate people who use ai to make 'vocaloid' covers #WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU ARE USING AI INSTEAD OF VOCALOID OR SIMILAR PROGRAMS!?!??!?! #🤬🤬🤬 #they also use it for voice overs #and i alwaya gotta triple check to make sure its not ai (most of the time it is)

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Katsuyu-sama!~

Sigueme en Facebook <3

#preciosoooo

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My piece for the Vocalostalgia Zine!

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Perhaps we'll see someone else make another Project DIVA in another 25 years

#project diva my beloved #😭

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Local emo man wants nothing to do with me, so I show up at his house and give him shiny rocks until he loves me. ( Can't wait for 1.6 to come to the switch so I can see the new winter fits ❄️)

#i too gave him quartz till he fell in love with me #i was in the mines almost every day #stardew valley

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Galleon on that dress ✨️

#I'm blessed #gbf

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