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03/13/21

calories: 314

burned: 142

net: 172

ehhh today sucked overall but i didnt do terribly

#boy ed #male ana #male ed #trans ana #trans ed #ed #ana #eatingdisorder #eating disorder things #ed things

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my impatient ass realizing that weight loss takes time and i’m not going to wake up at my ugw tomorrow

#yea #yeaaah

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fuck bro my dad bought me dinner so ill have no option but to eat it otherwise he just wasted like 15 dollars and my guilt wont allow that ...its so high in calories,,,,i dont even wanna count it 😀😀😀 ill have to exercise after to burn it all

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i had a mini binge last night im so disappointed:/ it was around 380cals but im gonna work that off

#boy ed #male ana #male ed #trans ana #trans ed #binge #eating disorder things #eating disorder #im :/ #ed #ana

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03/12/21

calories: 690

calories burned: 98

net: 592

:/ worse than the ither days. today has been so bad the only thing im proud of is throughout my very stressful day i never fully binged. i might burn more calories when i get home if i can find the energy but i might just sleep instead

#boy ed #male ana #male ed #trans ana #trans ed #eating disorder things #ed #ana

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i finally got to weigh myself and im 10 pounds lighter than i thought i would 💆‍♂️ leeets goooo

#boy ed #male ana #male ed #trans ana #trans ed #ed #ana #eating disorder things

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ed stock photos SEND me-

LMFAOOOO

#PLEASEEE

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my dad goes back to work tomorrow so i’ll finally have access to the scale. im trying not to set high expectations but im just so nervous 

#ed #eating disorder things #male ed #trans ed #boy ed #ana #boy ana #trans ana

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03/11/21

calories: 380

burned: 484

net: -104

calorie goal tomorrow: <800

didnt drink as much water today but im proud! i completed a 26 hr fast and it didnt trigger a binge

#ed #boy ed #ftm ed #trans ed #trans ana #ana #eating disorder things #notprojusttagging #male ed #boy ana #male ana

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Restaurants Safe Foods Masterpost

Food from my master post, this is just so you don’t have to scroll through the whole thing if you didn’t want to on my masterpost

A&W

Applebees

Arbys

Bojangles

Burger King

Bj’s

Carrabas

Cheddars

Chick-Fil-A

Chilis

Chipotle

Chuck E Cheese

Cici’s

Cracker Barrel

Culivers

Dairy Queen/Orange Julius

Denny’s

Dominos

Dunkin Donuts

Fire House Subs

Five Guys

Fuddruckers

Golden Coral

Hard Rock

In and Out Burger

IHOP

Jasons Deli

KFC

Krispy Kreme

Little Caesers

Krystals

Logans Road House

Long Horn Steak House

McAlisters Deli

McDonalds

Movie Theaters

Olive Garden

Outback Steak House

Panda Express

Panera Bread Co.

Papa Johns

Papa Murphys

Pizza Hut

Popeyes

PF Changs

Red Robins (yuUUMMM)

Ruby Tuesday

Sonic

Steak and Shake

Subway

Taco Bell

Texas Road House

Tim Hortons

Waffle House

Wendy’s

White Castle

Zaxbys

#need

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some tricks i use

> chamomile tea helps with a bloated stomach (you can also use it as a steamer if you have a cold, just put it the in a bowl, put a towel over your head and inhale the steam for a few minutes)

> green tea boots your metabolism and keeps you awake 

> lavender tea is good for insomnia or anxiety

> instant soups can be helpful if you’re craving something savoury

> if you’re tired of drinking plain water, make it fancy with some lemon juice or mint leaves

> freeze lemon water or tea and suck on it if you’re craving something

edit: part 2 is out, also wtf thank you for all the support <3

#might buy some tea at work later

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Could ed blogs active in march 2021 like or/and reblog this? I got terminated again...

Used to be anamen-bitchpt2

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“You didn’t suffer all day long to binge at night. You don’t want this.”

— (via slept-alone)

I’ll never forget this quote.

(via tillytomandtinyana)

#GOD mega need #i needthis etched on my eyelids #ed

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03/10/21

calories today: 340 !! 

calories burned: 0 :/ lazy day

calorie goal tomorrow: <800 again

I feel a little bit better than i did yesterday, i dyed my hair nd gave myself a haircut ! i think i’m gonna try and step on the scale tomorrow bc i think my dad leaves at some point 

#ed #male ed #trans ed #trans ana #male ana #boy ed #boy ana #notprojusttagging #e4ting d1s0rder #ana

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i havent weighed myself so long and i cant rn bc my dad has the scale idk what to do bc not knowing my weight and how far i am from my gw is stressing me tf out

#ed #male ed #trans ed #ana #boy ed #male ana #trans ana #e4ting d1s0rder #notprojusttagging

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03/09/21

a week from my birthday (17) I hope I lose at least a couple pounds before then

calories today: 940 ew

calories burned: 150

calorie goal tomorrow: 800 

I feel gross but im drinking water right now and i got my new binder yesterday and i actually look flat in it but it just makes me look fatter around my stomach :// win some lose some 

#trans ed #trans ana #ana #ed #eating disorder #male ana #male ed #boy ed #calorie counting (unhealthy)

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l need a place to vent . im not pro at all if youre in recovery or looking for inspiration for an ed please dont look here. i just need to scream into a void with others going thru the same hell. 

call me ze

trans man (he/him)

minor (17)

cw: 160

gw1: 140

gw2: 120

ugw: 100

#ed #male ed #thinsp0 #male ana #trans ed #eating disorder #boy ed #boy ana #trans ana