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yunki4evr · 2 years

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nights with you — honesty

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you picked up the final pieces of your room as you shoved the last item of clothing hanging around in your closet, closing it and fanning yourself from sweating. you put your hair behind your ears as you heard the doorbell ring.

you jumped from the sudden sound, now in your head realizing jake was here.. at your house. you quickly checked if your room was spotless clean before running to the door. you quickly prayed for a second before opening it to see him.

jake smiled at you as you quickly admired him. he was wearing a dark blue sweater with some black sweatpants, his hair was down and he looked really pretty. “hey y/n!” “hey jake! come on in.” he walked in your apartment and observed it as he took his shoes off by the door.

you closed the door behind him, “are you thirsty or anything?” he shook his head. “im good! i have a bottle of water in my backpack anyways.” you understood as you guys awkwardly stood in the hallway for a second. “okay anyways let’s go to my room.”

he followed you to your room as you opened the door. your room wasn’t as big and it was simple but it was cute and comfortable, just the way you liked it. “her room matches her well.” jake thought in his head as he observed it, he looked over at your desk to see you had a pc.

“woah y/n you have a pc? do you play games on it?” he asked excitedly. you didn’t use your computer for games, you used it for your streams (which you saved all your money for) “no no i don’t play games on it! i use it just to.. use it.” you lied to him as he understood.

“well we should get started on it so we can finish this project right?” he asked as you nodded, opening up your school computer and getting to the google doc, you didn’t have many chairs in your house considering it was just you and your parents together. “you can sit on my chair jake! i’ll just sit on the edge of my bed.” you offered to him.

you two sat and worked on your project, plus made small talk in the process, “wait.. after this, me and jake will be done with this project..” the more you thought about it, the more feelings you were starting to feel about it. you truly wanted to be honest with jake and just open up to him, but you were too scared for that.

jake noticed you getting quiet and didn’t know if he should ask if you were okay or if you were just concentrated. “..are you okay yn?” he asked you in a concerned tone as you quickly looked up at him, “no no im fine! i was just concentrating on this.” you lied to him again.

he nodded, looking back at his work. you looked over at him. jake was such a beautiful person to look at, as corny as it sounded it was true. jake was truly a perfect person in your eyes. you felt your face get hot as you stopped looking at him, putting your attention back on your screen.

half an hour went by of just comfortable silence. you suddenly felt the need to use the bathroom and a well needed stretch break. you let out a small noise as you put your computer down beside you and stretched. jake looked at you in awe. “im going to use the bathroom really quick! i’ll be back but you can still work on your slide.” you told him.

he understood as you got up and went to use to the bathroom which was across the hall. jake put his computer down and got on his phone, scrolling through twitter and instagram. he put his head back on the chair, but he went too hard with it and pushed your chair back to hit your desk, which made your desktop turned on.

jake quickly turned around to see your desktop turn on. “she might’ve accidentally left it on.” he thought in his head as he turned himself completely around to turn off your computer for you. he tried to find the turn off button but he saw something that threw him off. “nights with lofi — stream.” in your tab.

jake wasn’t a nosy person, and he didn’t want to invade your privacy, but it just intrigued him, “it wouldn’t hurt to just.. take a look right?” he thought in his head, figuring out wether or not he should look. he put his hand on your mouse and pressed the tab, to see.. start stream now?

“wait a minute.. no this can’t be..” jake felt his heart start beating faster than ever, he looked all over the tab, from the lofi songs to night animations to the name.. nights with lofi. “is y/n.. is y/n the owner of nights with lofi?”

you turned off the bathroom light and walked back into your room to see.. jake looking through your desktop, and worse of all, the nights with lofi stream was on the screen. jake looked at you and got startled, jumping out of the chair. you didn’t know what to say, you felt your heart start beating faster than ever like you were gonna throw up.

“i fucking forgot to turn off my computer the whole way.” you thought in your head as it was dead silence in your room for a couple of minutes. “y/n.. are yo-“ “yeah.” you cut him off. you felt embarrassed, ashamed that you weren’t honest with him.

“i guess since you saw it i might as well tell you now, im the nights with lofi owner, everything that you listened to for these pass couple of months has all been me.” you got quiet, you wanted to just crawl into a ball and vanish. “why couldn’t i just be honest with him in the first place?” you thought in your head.

there was silence that filled your room, you looked down at the floor, being scared to look at jake. jake didn’t know what to say, though he was startled by the sudden confession, he was surprisingly not mad, how could he be mad? the girl he liked practically helped him with his sleeping issues for the last couple of months.

“y/n..” you didn’t look up at him. “y/n can you look at me atleast?” you sighed before looking at him, you thought there would be some type of expression that was negative in his face, but… there was nothing, it was the opposite of that.

“y/n that’s really cool.” what the hell.

“what?” “yeah! i think that’s really cool.” he happily responded to you. you thought he would’ve been mad or tell you why you lied to him. “i uh- your not mad?” you asked him. he smiled at you. “what? no y/n why would i be mad about that?” “i just thought you would’ve been upset because i wasn’t being honest with you, and i knew you listened to nights with lofi.”

you quietly said to him, “y/n.” he walked up to you. “i would never be mad or upset at you, it’s not like it was any of my business to know, that was your business and if you didn’t want me to know i would’ve been fine with that.” you felt your heart start going at a steady beat again.

“really?” you asked him. “yeah! i will never be mad at you for keeping some things a secret from me, plus i think it’s really cool! you practically helped me with my sleeping issues, that’s the best thing to ever happen to me.” he gave you a reassuring smile. you felt relief at that, it didn’t have to be a secret anymore.

“i do feel as though i should also apologize for going through your computer, i truly didn’t mean to! i was just.. in the moment.” he said as you shook your hands. “it’s okay! it was bound to happen..”

“are we good then?” “when have we not been good? of course we are good.” it was a bit of silence in your room before you thought of something, “just confess, it’s better to do it now then later.” you thought in your head as you sighed before speaking up.

“jake.. there’s something else i need to tell you.” he looked at you as you moved pass him, sitting on the edge of your bed and putting your computer behind you. you patted the side next to you as he moved to sit in that spot. “there’s something you have to tell me?”

you nodded, “i just felt like i’m not being completely honest with you, and this isn’t about the lofi channel, it’s something else.” you didn’t want to look at him for this part. jake looked at you, waiting for you to speak up.

“okay here it goes, i uh..” “i like you jake.” silence completely filled up your room. “i like you a lot, more than a friend type of like, and im sorry for not being honest with you about any of this, i just didn’t know how to approach the situation and i didn’t want you to think i was weird or anything.” you looked down at your fingers, forcing yourself not to look at jake.

“if you don’t feel the same way as i do then that’s completely fine! i won’t force you to have feelings for m-“ “y/n.” you felt yourself get embarrassed by each second. jake knew you wouldn’t look at him as he softly put his hands on your cheeks, bringing your face to look at his. you were shocked by the sudden gesture.

you looked at jake as his cheeks were pink. he took his hands off of your cheeks and put his hands with yours, “to be honest? i really like you too y/n.” what. “huh…” you were shocked by his answer to say the least. “you like me? like-“ “more than a friend? yes y/n, i like you too.” holy shit.

“i uh.. wow sorry this is a lot to take in.” jake laughed as his hands were still on yours. “how long have you liked me for?” he asked you. “since…. the beginning of the school year.” you mumbled but he could still hear you. “what? since the beginning of the school year? i could’ve known you ages ago then.” he said to you as you laughed.

“i was just.. scared to talk to you i guess? you were with your friends and nobody really knows me at school so i thought it would’ve been weird.” you shyly admitted to him. “atleast we know each other now right?” he asked as you nodded at him. you two looked at each other as the room got silenced, jake hesitated before putting his hands on your cheeks again.

“y/n can i..” you nodded at him as he leaned in, pressing his lips on yours. you didn’t know how to kiss, considering this was your first kiss, you just followed jake’s movements as his soft lips moved against yours. it was a quick but soft kiss as he let go, both of your faces were feeling hot in the process.

you were shocked as jake, your first and biggest crush, liked you back and was your first kiss. “woah.” you accidentally let out before covering your mouth, jake let out his contagious laugh as you two ended up laughing like two idiots.

being honest with him definitely was a success in your book.

notes — FINALLY!!! THEY CONFESSED!!! #ynandjakeparty 💪 take a shot everytime jake says “yn and cool” btw i’m so sorry for the kiss scene that was my first time writing one (it was funny to write)😕 one more chapter and then nights w you is officially finished </3

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#sob sob #i love jakeyn sm #cannot believe it’s almost over tbh #sad face af #they’re so cute

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yunki4evr · 2 years

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𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐃 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐆𝐔𝐄 35. catacombs outsold oregon

SUMMARY ▸ in which the minecraft youtubers decide to break into the paris catacombs at night only to realize the only way back is through hell.

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#please 😭#SUNGHOON.#so much is happening #i <3 the chaos sm 😭😭#but it’s always sunghoon

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yunki4evr · 2 years

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lie to me － yang jungwon.

synopsis: you’re well aware that you’re falling out of love with yang jungwon. your heart doesn’t beat as fast as it did before when you’re around him, and the little i-love-you’s that used to be truths turned into lies. it isn’t until jungwon coughs out the flowers that he gave you on your first date together that he realises that you don’t love him anymore, and he’s dying because of it. genre: angst, hanahaki au, lovers to strangers pairing: non- idol! jungwon x gn! reader word count: 2.1k warnings: mentions of death & blood authors note: yuns back w another hanahaki fic LMAOOO but this is my part of an angst collab i did w @venusmir !! i am sorry in advance if this one hurts </3 and i am also sorry if this one is bad because after writing lucky charm … all my angst writing skills kinda flew out the window T_T let me know what u think tho !!! enjoy <3 permanent taglist (send ask to be added) : @soobnny @c9tnoos @ja4hyvn @jaywon @shinsou-rii @sqnwo @seeuntonin @primorange @ryuflix @bearseulgs @baekhyunstruly @jalnandanz @yanqsfairy @yizhoutv @acciomylove @w3bqrl @yenart @woniedaze @missmadwoman @floverful @fairyofriki @annoyingbitch83 @itzxvaxella @wonjaems @oreoisa @soobzao @son9oi @ily-cuz-i @lumixen

There was a time where you loved Yang Jungwon.

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#i’m speechless #wow the fresh taste of angst before bed #channeling any last speck of inner peace i might have after reading the end of this

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N.RK. — RUIN OUR FRIENDSHIP.

pairing. nishimura riki x gn reader

genre. fluff, best friends to lovers au, highschool au, a bit of angst, dancer au

warnings. food, mutual pining, slight themes of jealousy

summary. in which you'd gladly ruin your friendship with niki in favor of being lovers instead, but can't decide if niki feels the same way.

length. oneshot

word count. 5.5k+

taglist. @starlostseungmin @luvhyun3 @ilynaevis @dnadoublefelixx (send ask if you'd like to be added or removed !!)

a/n. to minimize confusion, please just assume that everyone mentioned in this au is in their senior year of high school 😭 also.. hwangsify enhypen writer debut?!? 😰😓‼️ it's my first enha au so please please please feel free to give me feedback / your thoughts about this piece !!

It is during your seventeenth May that you learn 3 things about Nishimura Riki, certified dance prodigy, bungeoppang enthusiast, and also your best friend.

1) That he really has grown up, in more ways than one (and you can’t decide if you like it or not), 2) that longer hair suits him a little more than you’d like to admit (especially when he tackles you in a sweaty bearhug after practice just to annoy you and his damp bangs are falling artfully over his eyes in a very attractive way), and 3) you have utterly and absolutely fallen in love with him (and you’re not sure how to fall back out).

If you’re being honest, you still don’t quite know how #3 happened. After all, this is Niki you’re talking about, who you have known since the two of you were pudgy first graders. You’ve watched him sob over Toy Story 3 and rip the seam of his pants while attempting a split during dance practice and just about a thousand other wonderfully embarrassing things that you, as Niki’s childhood best friend, are privileged to watch and observe Niki do. (You also have your own fair share of embarrassing moments but that’s a conversation for another day).

The point is, it’s just a little alarming that Niki had to be the one you’d fall for. After spending so many years together, the two of you practically spend every waking moment together at each other’s throats.

(“You two bicker like an old-married couple,” Heeseung tells you one day, after you spend half an hour complaining to him about how tall Niki has been getting recently.

“I’m not even going to think about the implications of that statement,” you snap back, and pointedly ignore the complacent grin that makes its way across Heeseung’s face.)

If it were up to you, you’d probably choose to fall for someone like Jake, who’s something like boyfriend material personified and who also doesn’t make it his life mission to annoy you until you physically cannot stand him anymore. But instead, you had to go ahead and fall for Niki. And now there are stupid butterflies fluttering wildly in your stomach whenever you set your eyes on him and his insanely attractive bangs and your heart skips a beat whenever he touches you, even if only on accident.

It’s annoying, you decide. Being in love is very, very annoying.

It’s not like you can help it, though. You never could quite help yourself when it came to Nishimura Riki.

“Buy me bungeoppang after dance practice,” Niki prompts, sweeping his bangs back from his forehead as he goes through the dance sequence for the thousandth time.

He looks good today. You have trouble tearing your eyes off of him.

“Sorry, what? I wasn’t listening.”

“I said, buy me bungeoppang after dance practice,” he repeats, turning to glance at you.

You sigh. “Remind me again why we’re getting bungeoppang at the expense of my wallet and not yours?”

“I bought bungeoppang last time for both you and Sunghoon!”

If you’re being honest, you are very tired of the fish pastries at this point. Niki insists on buying them every time you get off from dance practice (because he’s just that obsessed) and while you enjoy them, you’d also much rather get something else to eat. Preferably something salty— you’ve been craving Sajo Corn Dogs recently.

But it gives you an opportunity to spend more time with Niki, and the smile that lights on his face every time he bites into the bungeoppang makes it all a thousand times worth it. So you choke down the pastries anyway and try your best to act as if you’re not exhausted from eating the same stuff every time you get off from dance practice.

“Fine,” you sigh. “I’ll buy you bungeoppang. But you’re buying next time.”

Niki hums in agreement, a small smile gracing his lips. The door sounds from behind you and you turn to see Sunghoon trotting inside, accompanied by a pouting Sunoo.

“What’s with the face?” you laugh.

Sunghoon grins. “He’s sulking because Jay insulted his aegyo.”

Niki audibly snorts from behind you, although he doesn’t look away from the mirror as he goes through the choreography. Sunoo rolls his eyes and clutches your arm imploringly. “At least you find me cute, right Y/N?”

For a moment, you’re tempted to tease Sunoo, just to see him pout some more. But you decide that he’s gone through enough today, especially considering the fact that Jay really does not hold back when it comes to bashing Sunoo’s aegyo. Grinning, you reach out a hand to ruffle Sunoo’s pink strands of hair. “Sure. You’re pretty cute.”

Sunoo beams smugly at Sunghoon. “I told you someone finds me cute.”

“Y/N doesn’t count!” Sunghoon protests. “You know they’ve always had a soft spot for you.”

Niki turns around from the mirror, grinning. “Besides, it’s only Y/N that finds you cute.”

Sunoo’s eyes narrow as he glares at Niki. “Yah, are you asking for a beating?”

You quickly grab Niki’s arm before the two of them can jump at each other, because after years of watching the two of them together, you’ve long since learned that Niki and Sunoo can only spend an allotted amount of time together before they start chasing each other around the room while screaming insults at each other.

“Actually, me and Niki were just about to go buy some bungeoppang. Do you two want any?”

Sunoo shakes his head. “Don’t you get tired of bungeoppang? I’ve eaten so much bungeoppang this past year that I feel like throwing up everytime I see one.”

“Have fun getting bungeoppang!” Sunghoon calls out. “Maybe find the guts to finally kiss each other in the process!”

You turn around to properly flip the smug motherfucker otherwise known as Park Sunghoon off, cheeks burning. Niki is equally as flushed from next to you, eyes narrowed as he glares at Sunghoon menacingly. Hastily, you pull Niki out of the door before Sunghoon can go ahead and blurt out anything more damaging.

“Are we going to the usual cart?”

Niki nods, reaching into his pocket to flip open his phone. You allow yourself a brief glance in his direction while he’s distracted, taking in his flushed cheeks and sweaty bangs. He really has grown up. It seemed like only yesterday that he stole your crayons from you in first grade, cheeks still round with baby fat, hair styled in that atrocious bowlcut of his that bore an uncanny resemblance to a coconut. It’s hard to believe that he’ll be off to college already by next year.

By the time you’ve reached the bungeoppang cart, the sky has already darkened. You watch as the man pours the dough into the molds and adds in the red bean filling before flipping the pan over to allow it all to cook. Niki watches on with mild interest, although he’s seen it happen a thousand times by now.

The fragrant smell of sizzling dough fills the air as the fish pastries cook.

You sigh.

You’ve really eaten too much bungeoppang these past few years.

When the pastries have fully cooked, the man slips them into a paper bag and you bow your thanks, reaching into your wallet to grab a few banknotes in payment. The man’s eyes flick between you and Niki, taking in your barely touching shoulders.

“By the way,” he says, grinning. “Are you two together? You seem close.”

You balk, cheeks burning as you purposely avoid Niki’s gaze. He gives a short laugh from next to you and shakes his head in denial. “Ah, no. We’re just friends.”

“Ah,” the man says. “I see.”

He hands you the paper bag of bungeoppang and you quickly pull Niki away before the man can say anything else. If Niki catches sight of your flushed cheeks, he doesn’t say anything. Instead, he grabs the bag from you and pulls out a bungeoppang, taking a bite of the pastry with a sigh of bliss.

Glancing at you, he holds out the pastry bag.

“Do you want any?”

You shake your head, smiling, although you can’t seem to keep your thoughts from straying back to the man’s words.

God, maybe the two of you were just friends but you wouldn’t mind being something more.

“Whoa, maybe I can choose..” you pause, squinting down at the screen of your laptop. “Bagpiping as my major.”

You grin. “Imagine how Sunoo would react if I actually decided to major in bagpiping.”

Niki sighs from next to you as he scrolls through his phone. “You’re really not going to take this seriously?”

“It’s a coping mechanism, okay?” you snap. “I’d rather think about taking bagpiping as a major than think about actually going to college next year. Besides, it’s easy for you. Your entire life was basically decided the moment you stepped into that dance studio for the very first time at the tender age of 3.”

“I mean, why not take dancing as your major? You’re good at it.”

You grimace.

“I just don’t know if I want to actually major in it or not. I mean, I like it a lot but not at the same level as you. You were practically born to dance.”

There’s a note of envy in your voice. What you wouldn’t give to have Niki’s confidence in his decision-making. If you’re being honest, the very idea of college has you quaking. Normally, you’re the type to postpone any significant life decisions to the last minute, just because you rather not risk accidentally making the wrong choice. But college has forced you to make a multitude of decisions, each and every single one of them being pivotal to your future.

To put it gently, you have come to possess an undying hatred for college applications. Even just the thought of the countless college pamphlets sprawled across your desk in your room makes your stomach hurt.

“I mean, you can always change your major if you don’t like it,” Niki reasons, glancing up from his phone to look at you. “It’s not like your life would be ruined forever if you accidentally chose the wrong major.”

“But I want to make the right decision from the start!” you protest. “I don’t want to go through all the trouble of starting a major just to realize I dislike it.”

Niki shrugs and looks back down on his phone. Leaning forward, you catch a glimpse of his screen and let out a huff of exasperation.

“Care to explain why you’re scrolling through the #softcats hashtag on TikTok instead of studying like you promised your mom you would?”

“I’m taking a break!” Niki protests, tilting the screen of his phone away from you. “I get migraines if I stare at my physics textbook for too long!”

“Bitch, the physics exam is tomorrow and you still haven’t finished studying the first chapter,” you sneer. “Hopefully your mom won’t beat your ass too badly when you come home with your 68 just like last time.”

“Yah, that was one time! Besides, this exam hardly even matters, especially since the finals are coming up in less than a month.”

You roll your eyes and wave your hand dismissively. “Whatever. It’s not like I care if you fail physics.”

He sighs but flips open his textbook anyways. Knowing him, he’ll probably give up on studying in a matter of a few hours in favor of scrolling through some more cat Tiktoks. Even so, you doubt that he won’t manage to pass the exam. Despite that one time that he got a 68 on a calculus test, he’s always been a talented student.

Your phone buzzes from next to you, vibrating with a notification from the groupchat.

[4:56 pm] heeseung: sunghoon just told me that he wants to major in bagpiping can someone please come over and talk some sense into him

You let out a short laugh. “Sunghoon wants to major in bagpiping too! It’s not just me!”

“Sunghoon probably gave up altogether at this point,” Niki snorts. “Besides, he’s got a whole career in ice skating ahead of him. He doesn’t need to worry about his college and major.”

That’s true. Sunghoon could probably get into the Olympics with his ice skating if he really tried.

[4:57 pm] ngl i’m kind of tempted to major in bagpiping too [4:57 pm] sunghoon: see !! it’s not just me !! y/n if u major in bagpiping we can be bagpiping buddies !!! [4:58 pm] assuming that we get into the same college, that is [4:58 pm] sunghoon: god why would u even MENTION college the very idea is gna make me sick

There are some times where you think it’s more than plausible that you and Sunghoon were soulmates in your past lives.

“Wow,” Jay remarks after Sunoo pauses to take a breath during his long speech about how disappointing The Eternals was as a Marvel movie. “I never thought you could speak so passionately about anything other than mint chocolate ice cream.”

In spite of the overwhelming amount of homework and college applications senior year throws your way, you still have to admit that there are benefits to being a senior. The most prominent of which being the fact that you’ve been able to spend a lot of time around the rest of your friends, especially Niki.

Maybe it’s the fact that you’ve worked your asses off for the past three years in highschool or maybe it’s just the fact that this year will be your final year together as a group, but all your parents seem to have made a mutual agreement to ease up a bit on the studying to allow for you to spend more time together as a group.

You suppose that’s why you find yourself sitting on the floor of Jungwon’s apartment, listening intently as Sunoo goes on and on about how mediocre The Eternals was. Jake had originally been the one to propose the idea of having everyone make a short speech regarding the things they learned during the time they spent together as a group to commemorate your friendship over the years as well as to celebrate your upcoming graduation. It wasn’t a bad idea, you admit, but ever since Jungwon came up and performed Tiktok dances as his speech, things kind of just went to shit.

Jake looks like he regrets ever even mentioning his idea in the first place as Sunoo rants about how Ikaris and Sersi had zero chemistry as the main couple, even going so far as to pull up some random GIF on his phone to emphasize his point. The majority of you haven’t even bothered watching The Eternals, and the ones that have really can’t bring themselves to care, but Sunoo seems to have waited his entire life for this opportunity so you don’t bother breaking it to him that Niki has fallen asleep about halfway through his speech and Heeseung has been subtly scrolling through Instagram for the past 5 minutes by now.

When Sunoo finally wraps up his speech, thoroughly winded from venting for 20 minutes straight (although he still finds the strength to smack a sleeping Niki hard on the shoulder and scold him for falling asleep), a silence settles throughout the apartment. For a moment, you all sit there until Jay abruptly clears his throat. “So… I guess this is our final year together, huh?”

“You just had to say it out loud,” Jungwon sighs.

“Someone had to say it!”

Niki shifts from next to you, stretching forward to rest his head in your lap. You freeze for a moment, tensing from underneath Niki, and desperately hope that no one notices.

Of course, they do, anyway. Heeseung catches your gaze and grins at you while raising his eyebrows suggestively, tipping his head towards the sleepy Niki lying in your lap. You mouth at him to fuck off, glaring at him menacingly. If the others notice, they say nothing, although they exchange glances between each other.

There’s another long pause where everyone just stares at you and Niki for a long moment before Jungwon finally speaks up.

“I can’t believe it’s all going to be over in like, 3 months.”

“It seems like yesterday that I first met you guys,” Jake shakes his head. “And now we’ll be in college next year.”

Apparently, even Jake finds the idea of college intimidating, which is comforting considering the fact that he’s probably one of the smartest people you know.

Jay groans and buries his face in his hands, evidently put off by the thought of college. You can’t blame him. Niki chuckles from your lap and you feel your stomach flip at the sound of his laughter. “Still scared of the thought of college?”

Jay glares at Niki, eyes narrowed. “Maybe. Just like you’re scared of confessing to Y/N just because—”

You hurriedly cut him off with a nervous laugh before he can deal anymore damage. Niki quickly sits up, raising his head from your lap to glower at Jay and Jungwon quickly steps in before the two of them start bickering.

You can’t say it doesn’t bother you. These little comments your friends randomly throw in about you and Niki, as if it were a universally accepted fact that the two of you belonged together. The little jabs Jungwon randomly throws your way about “growing the balls to finally kiss Niki instead of sighing over him all the fucking time” or the teasing grins Sunoo shoots you whenever you’re within a ten foot radius of Niki. It almost seems as if everyone knows of your massive crush on Niki except for Niki himself, which is a little more disconcerting than you’d like to admit.

After all, haven’t you been obvious enough? The iced americanos you leave by his desk at school whenever he falls asleep in class, the sweater you lent to him that one time he complained of being cold that you never bothered taking back. You wonder if it’s just because he’s impossibly slow when it comes to love, or if it’s because he really doesn’t care.

You desperately want it to be the former.

“By the way,” Niki says from next to you as the two of you stretch for dance practice. “Who are you partnering up with for the group project?”

You pause, turning to stare at Niki. “Partnering up? Isn’t it a solo project?”

“No, dumbass,” he sighs. “It’s a group project. We’re doing it in duos.”

Fuck.

“Oh my god,” you groan. “I’m so fucked. I didn’t know we were partnering up! Everyone’s probably got partners already.”

“Ah,” he says, reaching up a hand to touch his cheek, a nervous tic he’s developed over the years. “Well, then, partner up with m—”

Before he can finish the sentence, you feel someone tap you on the back. Turning around, you jump at the sight of Hwang Hyunjin standing before you.

Hyunjin’s handsome. Catlike eyes, godly physique, and a contagious laugh. If you didn’t already have the fattest crush on Niki, you’d most definitely have a crush on Hyunjin instead.

“Y/N, have you found a partner for the project yet?”

“Ah,” you say, slowly. You spare a sideways glance at Niki but find him looking down, eyes trained to the ground. “No, I haven’t.”

His eyes brighten as he smiles at you. “Well, do you want to partner up with me? I don’t think we’ve ever gotten the chance to work together yet.”

You pause.

You and Niki have been dance partners for as long as you can remember, but you’re not exactly against the idea of working with someone new for a change. Besides, maybe it would be beneficial for both of you if you took a small break from each other. Especially for you, you think. You really need to sort out your feelings over Niki.

So you smile and nod. “Sure, Hyunjin. That sounds great.”

Hyunjin grins back at you, eyes curved into crescent moons. You swallow down the sudden feeling of guilt that makes its way up your throat when Niki abruptly turns to walk away, head hung low.

“I mean,” Niki complains, taking another sip of his melon bubble tea with cheese foam. “What’s so great about Hyunjin anyway?”

“I don’t know,” Jungwon hums. “I think he seems like a pretty nice guy. Plus, he’s a great dancer.”

Niki turns to glare at him. “Can you please just agree with me for once instead of simping over Hyunjin? He’s not even that good of a dancer.”

(That was a lie, actually. Even Niki’s got to admit that Hyunjin’s a talented dancer.)

Jungwon sighs.

“Well, what do you want me to say? I don’t think he’s a bad dancer, and he seems like a nice guy to hang out with. He even helped me with one of my choreos when I was having a hard time.”

Niki scoffs and stirs his straw through his bubble tea moodily.

“If you’re mad that Y/N chose to partner up with Hyunjin instead of you, you can just say it, you know. I can already tell, anyway.”

“I’m not mad!” Niki protests unconvincingly. “I just don’t think Hyunjin’s an adequate dance partner for Y/N!”

Even so, he finds his thoughts constantly straying to the image of you and Hyunjin together. He can’t help but feel annoyed at the very idea; after all, you and him have been dance partners for forever.

“Whatever,” Niki mumbles. “It’s not like I care.”

“Jealousy is a disease,” Jungwon informs him.

Niki throws a dirty napkin in his direction.

“By the way,” Hyunjin says, smiling brightly at you. “I accidentally bought two tickets to the newest Doctor Strange movie instead of just one, and I’ve been wondering if you wanted to come with me. It’s this Friday.”

You flush. “This Friday?”

Hyunjin nods eagerly.

You had originally planned on going ice skating with Niki this Friday. You hesitate for a moment, unsure of how to respond, and Hyunjin’s face falls in disappointment.

“It’s fine if you don’t want to go,” he says. “I’m not trying to force you or anything, I just thought it would be nice to go see a movie together.”

“Ah, it’s not that,” you say hastily. “It’s just that.. I’ve already got plans this Friday with friends.”

“Oh, I see,” Hyunjin says.

You nod, almost awkwardly. For a moment, the two of you stand there in tense silence before your phone vibrates in your backpocket.

[6:42 pm] jake: u should come over to the dance studio. niki’s acting kind of off today

You grimace, before glancing back up at Hyunjin. “Do you mind if I cut our meeting short today? Something came up.”

Hyunjin nods. “Yeah, it’s fine. I’ll text you a good time to meet up again sometime.”

You nod your thanks and quickly exit the building, quickly making your way to the dance studio just a few blocks away. When you enter the building, you find Jake sitting by one of the tables, eyes glued to his physics book.

“Where’s Niki?” you ask, looking around.

“He’s in Dance Studio 3,” Jake says, without looking up from his book (because he for some reason enjoys torturing himself to an extent that he’d voluntarily study physics). “Sulking.”

“Why is he sulking?” you groan. “What did I do wrong now?”

Jake looks up to stare at you, studying you for a moment before shaking his head. “Do you really not know?”

“No, should I?”

Jake shakes his head again and tilts his head towards the dance studio. “Just go in and talk to him, I’m sure you’ll sort it out.

When you slip into the dance studio, you find Niki sitting on the ground, back pressed to the mirror as he scrawls on a piece of paper— most likely choreographing. He doesn’t look up when you approach.

“Niki.”

He pointedly ignores you, eyes trained to his lap.

“Niki.”

When he doesn’t look up for the second time, you squat down next to him, gazing at him quietly. “Hyunjin asked if I wanted to go see the newest Doctor Strange movie with him this Friday.”

Niki flinches as if you slapped him across the face and finally looks up, eyes hard and slightly glassy.

“Ah,” he says, slowly. “That sounds like fun. I hope you have a really fucking grand time with Hyunjin, your new dance partner, since apparently I’m not good enough for you.”

You wince. “I never said—”

“You don’t have to say it for me to know it,” he snaps. For a moment, his indifferent facade falls apart and you catch a glimpse of the hurt written across his face, although it quickly fades away into anger. Scoffing, he looks back down to the paper and picks up his pen, preparing to continue whatever choreography he was previously working on.

You quickly grab his hand before he can uncap the pen, gazing at him beseechingly. He freezes, staring down at the intertwined hands lying in his lap in surprise.

“Niki, please hear me out,” you beg. “Besides, I told Hyunjin I couldn’t go.”

That grabs his attention. He stares at you, eyes wide with shock. “Why?”

“We were going to go ice skating on Friday together, remember?”

He doesn’t reply, but his eyes soften a fraction of a degree.

“Just.. hear me out, okay?” you plead.

You take his silence as a yes.

Taking a deep breath, you think of the past few years you’ve spent falling in love with Niki. The countless days you have spent by his side in anguish, too afraid to confess in fear of ruining your friendship entirely. But you have come to learn that there are some things worth ruining and your friendship with Niki just happens to be one of them. Because there’s this aching in your chest whenever you set your eyes on him and the lightest dusting of freckles across his cheeks from going strawberry picking with you just a few weeks ago and every fiber of your being feels programmed to adore Nishimura Riki, with his stupidly attractive bangs and his strange obsession with bungeoppang. Because there’s this sensation that consumes you wholly whenever you’re around him, this weird feeling that yeah, this is it. I wouldn’t mind spending the rest of eternity by his side.

You clear your throat.

“Remember when we went hiking with the rest of the group a few months ago? On that mountain?”

Niki’s eyes flash with recognition, although he doesn’t say a word.

“Sunoo had black hair at the time, I think.”

“I clearly remember him having pink hair.”

“No, he had—” you clear your throat. “Whatever. That’s unimportant. What I’m trying to say is, we were all so tired and sweaty when we were hiking and everyone was so annoyed at Jungwon because he had forced us to go hiking in the first place. And just when we were about to turn back, we finally reached the summit of the mountain and everyone just fucking froze there for like, a good 30 seconds because the view was just that gorgeous. And then we all took off our coats and just stood there, all sweaty and exhausted, admiring the scenery before Jake started chasing Jay around and then we all just started laughing and—”

“Remind me why you’re telling me this again?”

“Shut up,” you snap. “I’m getting there. So anyways, we were all fooling around on top of this mountain in front of this gorgeous view and you had your camera with you so you were walking around snapping pictures of everyone. And Sunghoon kept on complaining because he thought your camera made him look way uglier than he actually was and everyone kept on bursting into laughter because Heeseung couldn’t stop laughing for the picture and he kept on doing that thing he does where he opens his mouth like a fucking frog to keep from laughing except it wasn’t working and we were holding hands—”

“I don’t ever recall us holding hands.”

“Well, I do, okay? Now, stop interrupting. So we were holding hands because I had complained that my hands were cold and I just remember thinking that like, even if college tears us apart and even if it’s all just downhill from here on out, at least I had this memory, you know? At least I had this memory of all of us gathered together on this mountain, all sweaty and shit, just feeling on top of the fucking world. And I also remember thinking that if I could freeze time and just die in this moment, I totally fucking would. Because, like, we were holding hands for fucks’s sake. And you were smiling at me all happy and— God, I just remember feeling like this must be my most beautiful moment in life. Up there on that mountain, holding hands with you, laughing my ass off just because Heeseung couldn’t stop cracking up to take a picture.”

Niki’s eyes have softened by the time you’ve finished. You’re all out of breath and anxious, gazing at him quietly. ”What I mean to say is, I’ve liked you for forever now, okay? And Hyunjin’s not going to get in the way of that.”

“You could have just said those last 2 sentences and been done with it. You didn’t have to go through that whole ass essay, you know?”

You roll your eyes. “I just poured out my fucking heart to you and that’s what you tell me?”

Niki ducks his head to hide the smile tugging on his lips.

“Hm, I don’t know,” he says, feigning indecision. “I normally would have accepted your confession but given the recent circumstances with Hyunjin…”

You sigh and decide to resort to Plan B. Which is, to say, just fuck it all and go for it.

Leaning forward, you cup Niki’s jaw and press your lips against his own. For a brief moment, you feel Niki tense from underneath you, all rigid muscle and smooth skin, but he relaxes into the kiss almost instantly, reaching out an arm to hook it around your waist, pulling you closer. You sigh into his lips and lean into his touch when he reaches up a hand to run a hand through your hair, impossibly warm as he tightens his arms around you.

You eventually pull back after a long moment, leaning back to sit on your heels, panting. “Do you believe me now?” you breathe, staring at Niki.

He laughs and nods as he leans forward, reaching for you. Just when you’re about to wrap your arms around him (and possibly kiss some more), the door bursts open and the rest of the group jostles in. You sigh as the air fills with cheers and catcalls. You should have known they’d do something like this.

Jake slaps Niki on the back so hard in congratulations that he falls forward and most likely would have face planted right into the wooden floorboards of the dance studio had Sunghoon not caught him by the waist just in time while Heeseung grins at you almost triumphantly, as if he was the one that single handedly brought you and Niki together.

Jungwon nudges Jay’s shoulder. “Yah, hyung, you owe me 20,000 won.”

Jay grumbles but reaches into his pocket anyways for his wallet to hand Jungwon a handful of banknotes.

The realization hits you a few moments later.

You narrow your eyes. “Were you two.. betting on whether or not me and Niki would end up together?”

Jungwon grins and holds up his handful of banknotes. “It was worth betting on!”

You decide to postpone beating the shit out of Yang Jungwon for another day, just because you don’t want to ruin this one. Especially since you just found the guts to finally confess to Nishimura Riki after years of pining.

You lean into Niki’s touch when he pulls you down to the floor next to him and presses a kiss to your cheekbone, lips curving into a smile against your skin. Sunghoon lets out a very loud (and very exaggerated) groan of disgust while Jay yanks out his phone to snap a picture of you and Niki together (most likely for blackmail) and you can’t help but laugh at it all because it’s been a very long time since things felt so right. An even longer time since you’ve felt this happy.

And yeah, you’ve still got a bunch of overdues to finish off tonight and you’re still terrified at the very thought of college but even so, with Niki pressed to your side like this as he snakes his arms around your waist, you can’t help but feel as if you’d gladly face whatever the future throws at you as long as he stays right here by your side.

#oh my god #this.#this was soooo good #killed #me #i love friends to lovers #sobbing into my shirtsleeves

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HIS HAIR IS SO SHORT HERE 😵

JAKE ♡ (EN-TER key) Mimicus OST Recording Sketch

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SUNGHOON IN THE COWAY X ENHA CONTENT IS SO FUNNY HOW CAN YOU GUYS HATE THIS MAN FR …. right you cant 😂😂

#i love him #my favorite #introvert #bias wrecker #srsly #park sunghoon

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just, wow

#thinking about him again #black hair #but pls

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JAKE ♡ INKIGAYO MINI FAN MEETING 220807

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enhypen as boys i’ve had a crush on

pairing: enha x gn!reader (except sunoos im sorry (implied x fem!reader))

genre: my sad-sad love life

warnings: implied alcohol consume in jakes, haven’t proofread, if u notice something pls let me know and i will add it!

a/n: this is not even half of my crushes i don’t think i’m doing very well 😭 thank god my life is so messy tho there’s always something to write about.

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heeseung

-> a close friend, who will never know about my true feelings

you and heeseung met when you switched schools and you two ended up attending the same class. you guys didn’t have much to do with each other, given both of you had your own people to hang out with, besides talking a few words, but you had your eyes on him since the very first day. weirdly enough, a year later your friendgroups merged and just like that you obviously befriended him too. this could’ve meant the beginning of your friends to lovers story, but you had to find out that heeseung was indeed taken already. it hurt you, of course it did, but you settled to just being his friend and wished that as the time goes by your feelings for him will fade away. even though you exactly know, that the more you hang out with him, the deeper you’re falling for him.

jay

-> the boy who fell in love with my best friend

jay and you got to know each other, when he was in the ninth and you were in the eight grade. he was a close friend of one of your friends from his grade. he was quite nice to you sometimes, but your relationship mostly consisted of him teasing you for whatever. you never understood as for why, but you somehow developed a crush on him, even though you swore that he was totally not your type. gathering all your might and braveness, one day you confessed your feelings for him. you didn’t have much hope, but his apologizing look and him telling you that he is in love with your best friend did devastate you.

jake

-> an old classmates friend i met at a birthday party

you both were a bit tipsy the time you met an old classmate of yours, who then proceeded to introduce you to the boy next to him: jake. it was one of your friends birthday party, so you obviously had a few drinks. he offered to make you another drink, promising you that he was a pro, to which you just had to agree to, because damn he is indeed veryyy pretty. you have seen pictures of him on instagram already so you knew he looked good, but he was just even more mesmerizing in real life. nothing much happened between the two of you other than a bit of flirting, but that’s totally okay.

sunghoon

-> the boy i ghosted because my best friend from back then fell in love with him

in fifth grade, you and sunghoon got a lot closer. he texted you every day after school, just about whatever was on his mind and the two of you ended up talking until late at night (your mom wasn’t very fond of this behaviour). he gave you chocholates sometimes saying that “he has way too much at home”, or downloaded all one direction songs, because he knew you loved them, and shared earphones with you, whenever you and him went home from school together. he stood up for you when you told him that some boys from your grade were mean to you. it was a blooming puppy love between two kids, which had to end, because your best friend at that time told you, that she’s head over heels in love with sunghoon. because you loved her so much, and didn’t want her to be sad, you decided to stop talking to sunghoon (you even blocked him lol) and promised her to help her with her crush on him. only for her to announce a week later, that she doesn’t like him anymore. you tried to make things good again, but sunghoon was just so mad, that he never heard you out. a few months later you moved to a different country, but wherever you are, you never fail to think back to the very first time you were truly in love.

sunoo

-> my first crush from kindergarden whose dad forbid us to be friends

you will never forget your first day in kindergarden. you were a shy kid, but were brave enough to go up to this on girl on the swings, who later became your best friend at the time. she introduced you to sunoo, and the three of you ended up being unseparable. you often thought of sunoo when you were at home, how cute he looked when he smiled all-so-brightly and how nice he was to you. it made you sad, whenever a day or week came to an end and you had to say goodbye to him. you weren’t sure what this feeling was, but you wanted to be around him all the time. one day though, everything changed. he didn’t come to play with you and y/f/n, sunoo straight up acted like he didn’t know who you two at all. you couldn’t understand as of why he is acting like that and tried to talk to him while apologizing in case you did or said something hurtful without noticing. nevermind your efforts, he ignored you and proceeded to find new friends. later, your friend told you that he stopped playing with you two, because his dad didn’t want him to be friends with girls.

jungwon

-> the boy i became friends with when i was at the hospital but never saw again

you were sent to the hospital when you were around seven years old and the thought of being there absolutely scared you. after your mom had to leave for a bit you totally lost it and just cried (turns out rather loudly) in your room. a little boy, who was in the room next to you, and his mom heard you and came over to ask you if everything is alright. they kept you company until your mom came back. the two started a conversation and got along very well, and so did you and the little boy aswell. you spent the remaining days playing together, and he never failed to make fun of you for crying so hard on that day. but also, he always gave you his favourite car toys and in exchange you let him think out a storyline for when he agreed to play dolls with you. years later, you just randomly remembered of him, and found out that you never even asked him what his name is. your mom came to rescue though, and told you that the boy is named jungwon. you hope that wherever jungwon is, he is doing just alright.

ni-ki

-> the boy from my dance course i always wished to get paired up with

your mom signed you up for a dance course when you were in the first grade. it didn’t take you long to notice ni-ki, who just seemed so talented and cute in your eyes. he took the spotlight in almost all performances, always dancing in the front, while you were behind for most of the time, like he was an idol and you were his background dancer. sometimes, you would have to dance in pairs, and you wished and prayed to just be able to dance with him one time, but there was a certain girl by his side all the time. but they complemented each other well, and you never failed to notice his saddened look in his eyes, whenever she missed practice. so ni-ki just stayed your, once again, unfullfilled crush.

#i love this so much #devoured #so good

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