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tis the (finals) season

#amphibia #ysart #hi sorry I’m back with the normal things.. my brain is done being insane I think #might happen again who knows #genuinely don’t know how the last 2 happened haha.. just blacking out at 3am and wow I have made colors #anne boonchuy #marcy wu #sasha waybright

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the 4-7-3-6-2-5-1

#homage mild high club #pmmm #sayaka miki #it was nt supposed to be her but. i guess thats how the plate rumbles or smth lmao #drawing with stupid eyestrain colors really helps to stave off the emntal breakdown #just drawing the ugly icky feeling ive been dealing with and kinda yea thats it i guess #puella magi madoka magica #also sorry for the very off style posts. i am Going thru it and i kinda havent drawn normally in a while so u get this hot garbage fire #cw eyestrain #eyestrain

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you are coming down with me / hand in unlovable hand.

#deltarune #kris dreemurr #deltarune fanart #deltarune kris #utdr #I’m going through a crisis but hey haha funny character say funny words #its not my best but its fine. I just started on this 2h ago to stop the spiral #points laughs it’s me! I’m the unlovable one! to care for me is to drag you down with me! #anyways sorry for the inconsistent styles recently.. I’m. yea. #ysart #cw eyestrain #cw knife

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“It’s true I can block out the pain. I don't feel any pain anymore!”

#sayaka miki moment #sayaka miki #puella magi madoka magica #pmmm #ysart #art #fighting for my life in the metaphorical trenches of my brain so a silly doodle became a 2h procrastination scheme #I have a test in 10h I have not began studying #cw blood

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It’s Hermione Frida!

#hilda the series #hilda netflix #hilda season 3 #frida hilda #ysart #I looked at the s3 poster and immediately fell in love with frida’s new look.. my bean!!! #low quality because I sketched this on my notes document (yes I’m taking notes in procreate) #hilda S3 news motivating me thru exam season fr #back to studying I go..

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thought about the frog show again at 4am

#amphibia #marcy wu #gave up on the hand because my brain was gone after my 3h project meeting and 3h assignment #sleeping at 2-4am every day my behated but a necessity at this point #I miss amphibia. what a time it was to be alive and part of the fandom #sketches #ysart #I. miss drawing. I really do. #I try not to think about it because it gets me all sad and existential #but I also know that formal education in the arts could also lead to intense burnout (for me) #so it’s just a :/ situation I suppose

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first time drawing this blorbo (she has committed many crimes)

#drawing my new favourite troublemaker while on my first-aid shift #the contrast is quite funny to think about #hailey’s on it #becker denoga #doodles #ysart #there is not enough fanart in the hoi tags… I want to add fuel hehe

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don’t you find it odd?

#ghost and pals #ghost-p #pathological facade #kasane teto #vocaloid #only back because I’m sick and spiralling LOL #ok bye again HAHA #ysart #I forgot how to draw so back to the ballpoint pen brush #pills cw

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apparently the only time I have to draw is when I’m sick, so yayee

#ysart #wip #dropping a post as if I haven’t disappeared for the last few months #there’s a fun story behind this one! I went to my friends’ art gallery last week and one of the exhibits had this interactive tarot thing #where it generates 3 cards for you (the designs custom made by the artist) and it gives u a snippet of advice at the end #I was waiting for my friend so I just played it randomly with ‘haha should I tell my crush that I like her’ #it came up with emperor.. sun.. fool.. and just across the screen the text read ‘are you really sure about that?’ #and that moment has Genuinely Haunted me since #anyways I got my heart broken but it’s alright.. I think I’m using this to cope HAHAHHA #end of ted talk.. thanks for listening!

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just wanna shoutout @werewolfcave for their mass reblog of my frog art

fam, you have reminded me about so many pieces that I loved and forgot about… thank you kindly :)

#not art #I’ve been so tired and busy and/or sad.. so seeing your little tags under my old pieces really makes my day #and that goes for everyone who leaves a little tag under any of my posts! i appreciate it very much.. it makes my entire day and week :) #some of that old stuff I really look back and go ‘aw… that’s so ugly’ HAHA but I know full well in the moment I made it that I loved it #and reminding myself of that joy of having Created is what matters

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it’s been a while since I drew something!

#doodles #ysart #i might take it easy over the summer just to rest and maybe get back into animating a little #frog knows my yt is collecting cobwebs haha #original character #thank you posemaniacs for this cool pose

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having a flu first week of school makes me wanna start my villain arc, so I drew matthew patthew going through his instead.

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#matpat #random encounters #fnaf the musical #matthew Patrick #yea he’s problematic or whatever— look I’m tired ok and FNAF the musical is my company right now #ysart #also me Vs right facing characters apparently #comparing my previous art to recent.. I feel like you can tell something changed fundamentally in my brain across the span of 1mth #raeda was the last ‘normal’ thing I drew my bad

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drawings from holiday

#ysart #nice to see family again but I’m very tired… #no rest for the wicked.. I have something on every day till the school year starts :’) then no rest past then either #original characters #sketches #art

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messy raeda wip because I miss them a lot

#would’ve continued but it’s 1am and I have stuff on tomorrow #wip #the owl house #raeda #raeda unironically could be a step to curing my months-long depressive episode #I admittedly still haven’t watched s3e1 I should get around to that

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wondering what to do… for context, this tumblr is the most comprehensive archive of my art stuff (not really a portfolio, but not not one either)

I don’t know if I want to keep it to “finished works only” or post the random sketches? maybe with reblogs off?

what do you guys think?

#the balance of posting whatever Vs curation but also the balance between ‘not everything needs to be posted’ and ‘I like sharing my work wo’ #**work’ #hmmmmmmmmm #not art

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happy 3:45am

#ysart #art #I’m gonna go sleep now.. this was fun to unwind but holy smokes am I in for a long day again tomorrow .. starting at 8am

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my brain focusing on the 3 projects due next week:

my brain thinking of new detailed musical animatic ideas: 👀👀👀👀

#not art #only us marcanne animatic been on my mind for MONTHS #and now it has a friend in development hell: nothing left to lose revenge vampire!norma au #it sounds so cringe when I say it like that but I REALLY WANNA DO IT #B O TH #maybe I’ll doodle max 2 stills from what I’ve been imagining bc my god I #I need to get these out of my system before I forget everything #also in dev hell: did you fall or did you let go .. it’s not about me eda