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Backless outfits 🫶🫶🫶

#I LOVE UR ART SO MUCHH #These r so fire #I love u Cale Henituse forever and ever #tcf #lcf

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OG ChoiCale comic based off of the pinkie pie and fluttershy weed brownie comic by @ punkittdev on twt

#tcf #lcf #I wonder how much weed is in that thing for it to be able to get Choi Han high #og cale henituse #og choi han #Choi Han #og choicale #this is what goes on in OG Choi Han’s nightmares #and then it actually happens to him #‘’what the FUCK that brownie has so much weed in it what if Cale DIES’ #and he eats the weed brownie instead #only to get high as hell #and for eternity

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Choi Han’s no good very horrible and awful day (all his friends turn into paper and he finds out his life is a novel)

I had a lot of thoughts and feelings while writing this chapter, and this specific segments. It’s the first scene where there’s more of a glimpse into OG Alberu’s thought process and true feelings. For someone like him, who’s lived most of his life telling half truths and even lies for the sake of his safety, I’m sure only being able to be completely honest when he’s dying would be horribly hilarious in a twisted way.

Records and memories are big things for this fic, especially since we have three characters, the mcs, who are all regressors that rely on their memories to survive.

Kim Roksoo, being the person who cannot forget, both struggles with remembering so much but also uses it to his advantage. Cale, who has good memory, but has a lot of regrets that add onto the burden of remembering the past. And finally, Choi Han, who saw everything he knew and love disappear and find out the life he’s lived was something created by the hands of an author. His memory isn’t good, but he forces himself to remember no matter what.

I think I will draw this scene later, maybe, hopefully.

#tcf fanfic #lcf fanfic #rambling #I love u OG Choi Han #u are so traumatized and have seen all the horrors #get well soon king

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Older OG Cale ft mini OG Choi Han doodle in the corner

I love u OG Cale u will always be famous

#tcf #lcf #trash of the count's family #lout of the count’s family #tcf novel #lcf novel #og cale henituse #Choi Han #OG Choi Han #the difference between OG Choi Han and Choi Han TCF is that I draw OG Choi Han with swirls in his eyes #there is something deeply wrong with him and it is GoD’s fault #I love u OG Choi Han #TCF fanart #lcf fanart

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Kim Roksoo as saiki k hope you guys all see my vision

#tcf #lcf

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I cant wait for Rosalyn and Lock to make their appearances in my fic I miss them so much because they’re the characters I’ve wanted to introduce this whole time but I needed to get through introduction stuff first and now IM ALMOST AT THE CHAPTER WHERE THEY APPEAR WAHOOOO chapter 20 is the buildup to the Harris village incident, chapters 21-22 should cover the Harris village incident, and than it’s finally time to start the story and that’s when I can write more abt the OG universe… I’m so happy

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Relationship chart for my AU

It’s not super in depth since it’s just a thing I did to set up general dynamics, but I find the drawings cute so I decided to post it ahaha the ‘like’ in parentheses just means that they are friends, I probably should have put a color key or something but when I make other relationship charts things like (Dislike) or (hate) will appear.

#tcf #lcf #tcf fanfic #lcf fanfic #the fic is called [In the Borderline] on ao3 if anyone is curious #they are all so silly to me

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Deruth and OG!Cale’s dynamic makes me so incredibly emo because as more time passes, their relationship only gets more distant until it’s like they never really knew eachother at all… those times that they were a happy family seem so far away. It’s not like he’s gone, Deruth’s son is still with him, but Cale has become someone Deruth doesn’t know and that’s the most awful thing in the world.

His own son has become a stranger, and Deruth doesn’t even know how to fix it. It feels like the time he COULD have fixed it has long passed, and at the same time, he does his best to make amends, he really does. He lets Cale do what he likes, he gives Cale whatever he wants, because Deruth is sorry for being such a cowardly father.

But that doesn’t close the gap between them. If anything, it feels like all the money he’s given Cale has been used to build a wall between them, and by the time Deruth realized the wall extended so far up that he couldn’t even see Cale anymore…

AND LIKE , with KRS!Cale, Deruth just witnesses his son going through all these things, and he never got to make amends. He sees his son grow up without ever saying that he wanted to better, and that he was sorry. With the added knowledge that OG!Cale is gone, and living away(but happy) in another world makes it so bitter because Deruth doesn’t even know that one of his sons has gone far away from him.

Something about how OG!Cale and Kim Roksoo are the perfect people to switch bodies because they’re both so distant from the people around them. No one will know if they’ve switched because of their personalities, they’re different people but when it comes to business they’re similar. There is a perfect amount of unknown in both their identies to other people’s eyes that gives them the leeway to be themselves, to not be Kim Roksoo or Cale, and to have parts of the identity they had lived through most of their lives. They’re happy as each other now, but it’s just a little bit agonizing to me to think about like the circumstances of everything because there was so much pain they had to go through to finally reach happiness 💔

Thinking abt deruth and og cale and slipping through my fingers by abba and crying sobbing shitting my ass clean off

#tcf #someone brings up OG Cale and his strained relationship w/ his father and I start crying on the floor #OG Cale…… #I’m just rambling but Deruth and OG Cale make me really sad

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I love fics that have OG Cale and Kim Roksoo interacting and they’re best friends, they should be friends, but they would be too powerful so they had to be put in separate worlds

#tcf #lcf #I love OG Cale and KRS interactions

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Drew Choi Han in the Sonic shirt I got today and than I drew myself in the Sonic shirt I love Sonic

#tcf #just a silly doodle

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I should update the summary for [In the Borderline] because it literally says nothing abt the fic it’s SO vague and I wrote it in like five minutes while listening to “Borderline” by Tame Impala

But the problem is I suck at summaries…. Ohhhhh how being an author is both joyous and cruel…. I actually have to think sometimes

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Choi Han and OG Cale try not to fight each other for five minutes challenge level impossible

#they’re so silly #I think it would be rlly funny if Choi Han makes big ass snow balls to throw at Cale just to be a menace #this is technically a segment from [In the Borderline] but out of context it’d be silly in a modern au too #frenemies for real #I think it’s so funny that around eachother OG ChoiCale get into petty fights over silly things #tcf #lcf #lcf fanfic #tcf fanfic #og choicale #og cale henituse

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Me when I lie (none of this happened in chapters 17 or 18. I still need to get to Harris village, I still need to introduce Ohn and Hong)

My notes are so vague dude 😭😭 I end up writing way more than I originally planned, which is how the story got so long in the first place ahaha

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I want to add in OG ChoiCale into [In the Borderline], but at the same time, it’s really not a fic focused on romance at all 😭😭 while ChoiCale do homo shit like look into each other’s eyes longingly with only memories they have, and Cale finds Choi Han’s rings beautiful (gay behavior). I don’t really plan to make them kiss or anything but they’re so… fruity?

Like everything they do is somewhat romantic because of the nature of their actions and general situation + what I have in store for them. It feels misleading to label this story as a romance when it’s not one, but at the same time I can’t deny that they love eachother. I think that’s the main reason I was like “they’re up to interpretation” because they have SOMETHING going on, I just can’t tell anyone what it is cause idk wtf kind of 20+ year long situationship they got going for them ?/? and IM the author of this story

I don’t really know how to explain it but if you guys know YooHanKim from ORV that’s what OG ChoiCale kinda got going on for them. While not necessarily romantic in the story itself, it’s still very there in the narrative that there is so much love between them.

#rambling #they stress me out tbh #I’m 100k+ words into this story and all they do is vaguely homo stuff with a lot of backstory behind it #that I haven’t revealed yet #[In the Borderline] is the worlds worst slow burn ever because it’s so slow of a burn nothing happens for 4 chapters #that’s a lie stuff happens but I feel bad because #I feel like nothings happening #it’s like a slow burn story but the slow burn isn’t intentional I’m just awful with pacing but it’s okay #I love writing this fic tho donntttt get me wrong

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Im having modern day au alver x ogcale thoughts :,)

The setting is sort of like a earth 1’s korea except the catalysm happened waaaaay before like decades before, so fighting the monsters is way easier and more normal tho its still considered really hard and dangerous work (barely any deaths anymore but injuries are p common)

The soos all work at the company together. Cale (22 yrs old) is estranged from his family and also works at the company (hes happy to watch his little brother and little sister succeed from afar). Cale and kim rok soo constantly get compared bc theyre both serious and hard workers who tell people all the time that they wanna quit/slack off (they will never actually quit or slack off). Bc cale isnt actually in his familys life anymore he doesnt need to pretend to be trash and hes smiley like when hes krs in canon

Bc kim rok soo isnt as traumatized as in canon from losing his only friends he manages to make more friends (taylor sten, cage, eruhaben, he obvs manages to find his kids, choi han is also here and not as traumatized he just got kidnapped by monsters for like 10 years and is back home now, the whale tribe the wolf tribe the jungle queen the- you get the point. Kim rok soo is basically the companys information network at this point)

Idk if i should make krs and the other soos 36 etc still or if i should make them younger? (Like in late twenties, just a little older than when the soos minus krs died in the og timeline). In any case somehow its still cale nagging krs abt staying healthy and eating well and exercising, not the other way around

Maybe cale still has his adopted niece (aka reincarnated mom but ig he doesnt know that in this au)??

Alver (27 yrs old) has inherited his fathers trillion won company and is a repressed workaholic CEO (or maybe his father has a rlly succesful company and alver has become rlly succesful in politics instead?? Tho what ive seen the rlly succesful companies’ heirs in korea are lowkey treated with the same importance as a politician so it doesnt rlly matter)

Tasha pressures alver into taking 1 single day off. He obliges and almost gets assassinated by the mob (the white stars gang, and yes they do have powers). They decide to hire alver a specialized bodyguard. Cue the company: cale gets chosen as a guard while a few others (including kim rok soo) work on figuring out how to take out the white stars little group

Idk what power to give cale yet 👀 i wanna say either smth to do with time or smth to do with plants BUT i can also just give him both?? Or a power that combines the two?? I will look up symbolism to decide later lol

ANYWAY smiley bodyguard cale x repressed ceo alver. Cale falls first alver falls harder. Cale surprising alver with loyalty and cunning and with how he goes out of his way to take hits meant for alver. Alver being perfect and cale doing his best to goad alver into letting go of that mask every moment theyre alone

Multiple specific scenes im thinking:

- alver is goaded into taking a day off by tasha again a few months after the assassination attempt, this time with cale. They go to a café and have cutesy talks together (cale is just constantly being glib trying to trip alver up while alver is annoyed and into it)

- alver has to go to a high-end event. Cale comes with as his bodyguard/date (the date part is just a cover but they both with it was real). They meet basen who is in complete and utter shock trying to hide it (he will do a full report back to the henituse family later)

- i need the company to go to a karaoke bar every friday bc i love karaoke. Cale sort of likes it and puts up minimal resistance every time. Kim rok soo does NOT want to go but he ends up napping the whole time every friday so its not that bad. During his bodyguard job with alver cale has to decline a few times. The company manages to wrangle cale into just bringing alver with him to karaoke (the repressed ceo of a trillion won company going to a shitty karaoke bar with a bunch of rowdy office workers/sort-of-soldiers is funny to me)

- at some point it gets serious and cale takes a bullet or otherwise rlly damaging attack that was meant for alver. He has to go to the hospital and alver realizes that oh shit its not a good idea to develop feelings for someone whos job it is to take bullets for you. And then he realizes of shit i developed feelings wtf??? And then he thinks i should stop feeling this way. And then he looks at cale again, whos passed out in the hospital bed and hes like im not gonna be able to stop feeling this way, am i. Fuck. Shit. Damnit

- they have a summer wedding 🥰

- neither of them are even involved w the white star mob. They just suddenly get a call from krs like “hi. I did the job. The others want me to tell you that im in the hospital btw.” Cale and alver visit him in the hospital and cale comforts krs by saying “dw, one day youll have your farm with the other two idiots. One day. Maybe.”

- that one scene in adventure time with bonnie and marcy and bonnie leans against marcy and closes her eyes and is like “wake me up in like 20 minutes.” Them. Them. Them. Them-

- cale slowly connecting with his family after him and alver met basen at that one event. First its deruth just calling (most painful and awkward phone call in the world where deruth very obviously avoids talking abt anything important and cale is just too confused abt why hes calling to pick up on any of it.) Then basen and lily start texting him. Then lily just shows up at his house to visit. It all snowballs from there with just little awkward moments of the family trying to rebuild a bridge with cale and cale just being confused abt what they want from him and why theyd wanna see him (its bc they love him bc hes family and theyre worried abt him)

- eventually deruth visits his house in person. This is also the moment where they finally actually have The Emotions and deruth acknowledges the abandonment and emotional neglect and cale confesses it was all an act but that he also actually thought they really didnt want him and that he thought he was ruining his fathers perfect new family with his presence and that he got rid of himself bc he thought it would make them happier

- cale goes to therapy.png. The family rejoices. The company also rejoices. The company stops rejoicing when he starts badgering everyone else to also get therapy (they really really all need it)

- the confession happens after cale isnt alvers bodyguards anymore. Cale has managed to talk alver into meeting every week at alvers place and just talking or playing chess or whatever they feel like doing. Theyre just doing their weekly catching up and cale is being especially wonderful talking abt his kid and alver being especially sleepdeprived just kisses him right on the mouth. He immediately backtracks and tries to be glib abt it like “im so sorry i dont know what came over me-“ but cale just kisses him back and then the next scene they wake up no clothes in bed together. They have been pining for at least a year by this point they deserve this

- alver goes to therapy after they officially get together bc cale pushed him to. It actually helps a little??? He is absolute shit abt opening up but the therapist has some generic tips abt managing his overworking problem

- most of the groomsmen/bridesmaids (or groomsmaids??) are part of the company. Tasha is alvers maid of honor. Basen is cales groomsman or honor or however the hell thats called lol. Cales niece is the flower girl and raon is the ringbearer. Cales family is there and robbit and his wife are there too + obvs alvers maternal family.

- summer wedding

Ok this is all for now

#I LOVEEEE THIS AU #tcf #lcf #og cale henituse

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Average OG Cale and Choi Han argument , sparks are flying, who is winning this time?!

#lcf #tcf #og cale henituse #Choi Han #tcf fanart #lcf fanart #theyre so funny #OG ChoiCale have my favorite dynamic ever because they hate eachother so much #but they hate their common enemy(the white star) more so they reluctantly work together #but than after years of spending time together they realize they don’t hate each other for real anymore #and it’s like ‘what happened to the original plot of the movie’ #trash of the count's family #lout of the count’s family #tcf novel #lcf novel

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Ive been watching a lot of glee clips lately and whatever is going on with mr schue and sue sylvester is what was going on with og choi han and og cale in the tboah timeline

#THIS IS SOOOO PERFECT #It’s actually them #OG Cale being toxic and annoying I love him #and OG Choi Han being toxic and annoying I love him #OG Cale throwing sticks at Lock #I laughed a little(Sorry Lock I love you) #I think it would be funny if Alberu was so done with both Choi Han and Cale #that he gives them a ‘get along shirt’ like that one meme #‘’this is our get along shirt’’ and the two people with the shirt look absolutely miserable because they hate eachother #thats OG ChoiCale #tcf #lcf #og cale henituse