in houses of the holy when sam says “i just wanted to think there was something looking out for me.” and deans like “you have me” and sams like “yeah, i know. but you’re just one person. i wanted there to be something bigger, you know.” and dean looks offended. bro is offended that sam was praying to god because dean is there. how could he possibly want anyone to watch his back other than dean. oooooook maniac