Caught You, Again
âYouâre eyes seem to be wandering yet again, and your cheeks are redder than rubies.. You just never get tired of me, do you?
summary: You and Gun have been in the same class since the eight grade, and you developed a little crush on him that same year. Once the ninth grade started and you two had been paired as seat mates, you started to drop subtle hints here and there with the idea of your little crush on him for the past two years. Gun notices this and takes it as an opportunity to constantly tease you about it jokinglyâ until, he was no longer joking, and made a move by asking you out which then ended with you becoming his first and last girlfriend, because he made you into his first and forever wife. Yet, he never fails to see you in the not so hidden act of admiring him, which has him calling you a âsimp,â and he continues to tease you for it.
character(s) included: Park Jonggun x fem!reader
cw: fluff, teasing, playful and flirtatious gun, gun is nice, swearing, use of Y/N, mentions of physical fights gun gets into, mentions of blood/bleeding/bruises, couple nicknames, kissing, established relationship, idk much about weddings, VERY SUGGESTIVE TOWARDS THE END!! this is really long tbh đđ
unwrapped on: Saturday Night, December 03 2023
wrapped up on: Sunday Evening, April 28 2024
published on: Sunday Evening, April 28 2024
âNeed something?â Your seat mate suddenly questioned you as he shrugged a brow at you, who was blankly staring at him, obviously lost in your thoughts.
âO-uhâ No!â You quickly replied and zoned back into reality, âSorry, I was just thinking, I didnât notice tha-â You added before he cut you off and said,
âIf you like me, you could just say soâ You wouldnât be the first girl to confess to me this school year.â
âWha-! Talk about confident, also itâs literally the second week of the ninth grade..â You scoffed, a little nervous considering you have liked him since the eight grade so he technically wasnât wrong.
âThat isnât a no~â He replied with a tint of his usual smirk.
âWel-â You tried to speak right before he interrupted you once more âEnough with the excuses already, itâs boring.â
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âWell?â He added and you responded with, âWell.. What I was trying to sa-â Ding, Ding, Dingâ You were interrupted once again, but this time, by the bell. And it was now lunch time, so you two went your separate ways.
That was one of the occasional conversations you had with Gun, it just so happens that you two have been paired as seatmates since the eight grade and therefore, had to have spoken to one another atleast a number of times by now. They were just meaningless and short interactions that was just another way to kill time for him, yet those little conversations and interactions meant the world to you.
Fast forward into the school year and currently, itâs almost the fourth month of schoolâ all of your classmates along with the new/transfer students have gotten to know each other, and it just so happens that you and Gun have started to talk more aswell. From little âHey, about the homework-â, âSince were the next pair whoâll discuss, how about we-â, and âCould I borrow an extra pen, if youâve got one?â To âWhat did you get for this number..?â, âLetâs hang out at my place, we could also plan our discussion for english tomorrow.â, which also turned to him simply grabbing things out of your bag when he pleases.
The formal little questions heâd usually ask you were starting to turn casual and friendly, not only his words but his tone is shifting as well.
You never thought youâd be invited to his place so casually and heâd lend you his jacket whenever you two are hanging out. Although, he insists you keep all of them since he loves the way it looks on you. It was weird. It was all so weird. So many girls like him, heâs constantly got girls dreaming to be around him as much as you get to be. Now, if you think about itâ you never actually see ANY girls approaching him or hanging around him at all, aside from you, that is. People are constantly telling you about how you two must be dating, well you arenât, but heâs never actually denied it either. He continues to tease you almost everyday and it just has you falling for him even more.
âY/N?â Gun suddenly called out to you while you were walking out of the classroom to go home.
âHm?â
âDinner, just you and me. This Friday at 7 oâclock, howâs that sound?â
âWait, what?â You rose a brow at his sudden invitation, âWhat do you mean, by dinner with just you and me?â You briefly added.
âA dinner date, with just the two of us.â
âThat was a little, out of nowhere.. Donât you think?â
â..Yeah.â He responded, âMy bad. Maybe it was a little too soon, never mind about what I sai-â He added before you cut him off, âWai- wait! it wasnât too soon at all! Sorry, I was just taken a backâ since I really wasnât expecting this from you.â You said, visibly happy.
âWell then..?â He nervously asked and you responded with, âAre you kidding? Thatâs all Iâve ever wanted!! Iâd love to, Gun.â It was evident just how excited you were. Suddenly all bubbly and red in the cheeks, Gun found that to so adorable. âI wasnât expecting such enthusiasm from you,â Gun said as he laughed, âYouâre probably in love with me, arenât you?â to which you replied, âYou asked, I answered! And would you have wanted a no for an answer?â âA no from the girl whoâs head over heals in love with me? I highly doubted that response.â
Gun mightâve said those words so casually and care free but he really was surprised with how quick it took for you to say yes. Throughout the course of your friendship, it did become obvious that the two of you do like each other. But it was much more evident on your side, with how much people knew you like Gun and how you spoke about him and how you were whenever you were with him, versus how you were when you were with some other boys that were rumored to like you. Of course, Gun was slightly taken aback when he learned about all thisâ how could someone like you, a beautiful and simple sweet heart who doesnât even like contact with people or going out that much, like him, a guy whose name is insanely problematic and all the rumors spreading about him are mostly true and have something to do with his violent side and the things he does outside of school, a guy who people quite literally fear.
But Gun didnât really like thinking about any of that. All that mattered to him was how you felt and the adorable reactions that come out of you whenever he teases you about apparently liking him so much.
A few months passed since your first date and the two of you started dating after a while, even more time has passed since then because you two were now in your final year of high school. Despite going further into your friendship to turn it into a relationship, nothing much has really changed.
You guys were at your place this one time and you begged him to do skin care with you. He was reluctant at first but with your puppy dog eyes and some touchy convincing, he finally agreed.
âStay Still!!â You scolded your boyfriend who kept moving when you were trying to apply a full mask onto his face.
âHow am I supposed to? Itâs so wet and slimy, kinda reminds me of something..â Gun replied.
âOh shut it, I finally finished applying it, now we have matching masks on!! Come look at the mirror!â You exclaimed, âTada~!â
He looked at the mirror blankly and slowly turned to you, who was overflowing with joy.
âAwh, donât you like it?â
âItâs.. something, thatâs for sure..â
You looked at Gun with your usual pout, to which he caved in and finally went along with the whole thing, saying itâs not that bad.
âHehe, my baby looks so handsome, just as he always does~â You said as you admired Gun while squeezing his cheeks.
âYouâre such a simp, you know that, right? Gun said, slightly muffled as he looked down at you with his usual smirk.
âHmph! If you donât want my love then you could just say so!â You said as you let go off his cheeks and crossed your arms with a grouchier pout on your face.
âBaby, thereâs no need to be a brat.â He then grabbed your chin to kiss your lips (you were tiptoe-ing). Gun always knew how to deal with the unpredictable pace of your mood, given how you can go from absolutely simping over him to a pouting girl who doesnât wanna talk about it at all with him.
âYour eyes sure as hell love to wander, dont they?â Gun teased. You went all pouty again so he coated you in some more kisses to make up for the teasing about you being a complete simp.
Those were the moments that ultimately led to the situation youâre currently in. Beneath the sunset in your favorite place, dressed in an astonishing wedding dress, paired with an elegant pair of heels, just the right amount of steepness for you to walk in, given your veil and dress that was trailing on your back. Holding an extravagant boquet with all of your favorite flowers wrapped in such delicate material.
It was all so ethereal. Gun, your soon to be husband hasnât seen you. You were queued to walk down the aisle so very soon, which had you shaking in both excitement and fear. Itâs finally the day youâve been waiting for so very long. You knew you really liked Gun the moment you two became closer, yet youâre still stuck in the point where you were admiring him from technicallyâ not afar because he was right beside you the entire time. But still, you were just an admirer in awe. And now you have the same last name as him and do tons of things togetherâ cooking? hell yes, shopping? without a doubt. hopping in the shower and bathtub together? you donât even notice him coming in until you feel a strong pair of arms wrap around you and start to wander across your body.
Another thing is that Gun may seem like a âcoldâ or reserved person on the outside, but he really does care about people that matters to him and knows how to observe. One of the things he observed about your âinfatuationâ with him was how you looked at him. He really saw right through the eyes you looked at him withâ they only expressed one thing. That one thing was actual love, and it was not at all short-lived as people say what infatuation is.
It truly surprised him to see how your eyes never got gloomy or even got tired of looking at him that way even when time passed.
If anything, they became brighter and loving with every moment that passed with you looking at Gunâs dark eyes, wondering why he would ever want to have anything to do with a girl whoâs had a huge crush on him for so very long.
He realized just how much importance those little details hold. As they say, the eyes donât lie. And he sure as hell was able to experience that for himself.
He may not have wanted to admit it at first, but he slowly fell for you, in the way where you fell first but he fell harder. His entire mood and demeanor would change the exact moment that youâre around him. He could be beating up people and see that youâve come to check up on him because he specifically told you that he was just going out to get something from Goo, but ended up taking way too longâ hence, why you went to find him. He changed in an instant. Leaving behind the scene and making sure you wonât have to worry your pretty little head about it. And according to Goo, the way he talks about you is just âagitatingââ which pretty much translates to âamazingâ in your vocabulary, given that Goo doesnât care about these types of things.
Youâve heard from various of his friends that he really does love you, because he doesnât prolong any of his fights due to the very fact that he wants to make sure that he can get home to you asap. Especially when itâs late at night, he knows you like to sleep but he wants to be the one to tuck you in and cuddle and place gentle kisses on you to sleep. So even though he loves fighting worthy opponents that gets him turned on, no one can top youâ he just loves that matching pjâs set that you tend to wear, with the small pink lace ribbons and the silk fabric, the short and small shorts with the sleeveless top.
Gun told you all about what he does for Charles Choi when he fully trusted you and you guys were already dating, and he didnât expect you to stay. He was scared to tell you with there being a big chance that youâd freak out and leave him, call the cops, and do other things he wouldnât have ever wanted you of all people to do to him.
Despite all of his fears and bad expectations of what you might do when you learn of the âbadâ side of his, he still has you and always will. He really cant believe that you stayed after everything and still look at him the exact same way you did when you first met him. You somehow still retained the same feelings and love you have for him despite everythingâ and he is insanely in love with you for that. He loves teasing you about it though.
Going back to the present situation youâre in, you were now walking down the aisle as Gun absolutely stared at you in awe. Enthralled by how amazing you looked in white and how such a gorgeous woman was walking down the aisle to meet eye to eye with him and to hold him hand in hand.
The ceremony was breathtakingly beautiful, flowers of all sorts were surrounding the venue with just the right amount of lights that have been set upon with candles and dim lighting. The details in fabrics, decorations, covers, and even the architecture of the venue was simply incredible.
All of this âextranessâ as Gun would call it, was for you. Gun wasnât the type of person to have such a big wedding despite the small number in guests, but he knew you loved all of the things he had made to be included for the special day.
And even though Gun was relatively smart with his money, he was more than willing to go all out on this short event.
After all the agreements and words that the officiator had asked the two of you, you guys finally reached the most important part of the day, the one you have been dreaming of for who knows how long.
The officiator spoke once again, âDo you, Y/N, take Park Jonggun to be your lawfully wedded husbandâ To have and to hold, in sickness and in health, in good times and bad, for richer or poorer, keeping yourself unto him for as long as you both shall live?â
You looked deeply into Gunâs eyes, âI do.â
The officiator turned over to Gun, âPark Jonggun, do you take this woman to be your wifeâ to live together in holy matrimony, to love her, to honor her, to comfort her, and to keep her in sickness and in health, forsaking all others, for as long as you both shall live?
Gun held eye contact with you with a subtle yet sincere smile, âI do.â
He then carefully placed the beautiful ring on your finger, which was followed with you doing the same with his. Just after that was the unity ceremony which was such a bliss.
Of course, once that had passed, came the pronouncementâ After more words and hundreds more that you didnât pay much mind to, the officiator finally looked at the two of you deeply and stated, âI now pronounce you as husband and wife. You may kiss the bride!â
And so you guys did kiss, for a pretty long timeâ With Gunâs hands placed on your waist and one of your hands on his shoulder, and the other nestled against his face. The crowd cheered for the two of you as it all happened.
It was all so, so, so, incredibly divine.
Once the ceremony has ended and the after party was finally about to begin, you kept chatting with the guests, more particularly your closest friends who were also your bridesmaids. It genuinely made them wonder how you could be so in love with someone. The way you talked about him was absolutely adorable considering theyâve met Gun before, and think of him as the luckiest guy on earth, and you as the blindest girl.
And despite not knowing many of Gunâs friends that he invited, they were still so kind to chat with you. They told Gun when he came by that he really was one hell of a lucky guy to have someone so head over heals for him. To which he only agreed with them before he went to attend to the other guests.
âI donât understand how you could like him so much, heâs garbage..â Goo said as the other guys were talking amongst themselves at the same table you and Goo were at.
âMaybe to you he isâ but he is just the sweetest to me, and heâs hot as hell too.â You replied, obviously lost in your thoughts, imagining Gun once again.
âWoman, what the hell do you see in him for him to be considered as sweet? Do you have any idea how much people heâs arranged the organs of?â Goo questioned.
âOh please, how much have you?â
âHey. I donât like getting my hands dirty as much as Gun does.â
âRightttt..â
Goo came closer to you and whispered in your ear, âDid you know that Gun has liked you before you even attended the same school together..?â
â..What?â
âYup. You may have been led to believe that you were the first to like him all these years, but heâs just never told you that heâs actually a creepy stalker deep down.â
âYouâre bluffing.â
âNope! And you could figure it out for yourself!â Goo exclaimed.
âOh please! If he hasnât told me all this time then he wont tell me now, why donât you just tell me more about it?â
âFine, buttt! You canât tell Gum or even give him hints that I was the one to tell you all this, alright?â
âDonât worry, I wouldnât do that,â you replied.
âAlright-y then! Iâm guessing you know Gun as someone you became classmates with in the eight grade, and became friends with in the ninth. Butttt, he actually first heard of you in the seventh grade, and although he wasnât in your school that time, he transferred the next year so that you two could be classmates. He first saw you walking out of that school and he told me all about how pretty you were and how heâd like to be friends with you,â Goo explained.
âI canât tell if youâre telling the truth or not..â
âIt doesnât matter what you believe, just know that I am telling you the truth and itâs up to you to take it or not.â He said with a smile spread across his face.
Like all things, the wedding eventually came to an end, it may have been short-lived but it was truly memorable. Of course, what comes after the wedding is the honeymoon.
You guys went on a trip to somewhere tropical for your honeymoon, which resulted in Gun wearing almost nothing most of the time, and if he was wearing something, itâd be boxers or swim trunks, or a more formal outfit that just looked sooooo good on him.
There was this one instance where you guys were about to go to bed, and Gun would usually have on some loose pants or shorts, but this time.. He was wearing absolutely nothing, not even boxers or briefs of some sort. He casually walked over to your shared bed while you stared at him.
âNeed something, babe?â Gun asked he tucked himself into the blanket you were also tucked in, but you were both still sitting up.
âWell.. No, but umâŠâ You replied nervously, obviously pent up from the view you had right in front of you.
Gun looks at your eyes then down to his naked body (and mind you, you were wearing a cute yet small and slightly revealing matching- sleepwear set), âHm? Youâve seen me naked countless times before, and itâs not like youâre a virgin.â He teased as he brushed some of your hair to the side.
âYeah b-but..â You managed to utter as you were still straight up staring at his body, fresh from the shower.
âBut what? Does my wife need help with her words?â Gun teased as he leaned in closer to you and slowly lifted up your top to place his hand on your chest. To which you got very tense and nervous.
Iâm sure you already know what followed in the next moments..
But moving forward with a few more days that passed, Gun caught you staringâ maybe even admiring one of the pictures that you took together recently, specifically zoomed in on him. You hadnât realized or even noticed his presence so you were just looking at the picture like some teenage girl, obviously crushing on him.. As if you didnât just get married to him to him last week.
You were cheekily smiling at the picture, even giggling to yourself at some point when you swiped through some of the other pictures of him and you. You just loved him so bad, that even though you had him right with you, you still resorted to pictures. Gun thought that was adorable. The woman he fell in love with, sat on a chair facing away from where he was sneakily stood at, was swiping away at pictures of him when you didnât even know that you had him wrapped around your finger.
âWhatâs my dear wife up to this evening?â He spoke out of nowhere, suddenly startling you. This caused you to have the phone slip out of your hands, but he swiftly caught it and took a closer look at the photos you were staring at.
âWhat are you doing with pictures that you canât already to with the real deal right beside you?â He asked as you got increasingly nervous by the seconds passed and you were starting to fidget.
âI was just looking at what photos I wanted to keep.. And what I didnât want to keep, yâknow what I mean..?â You replied.
âIs that so?â
âYes, my dear oh dearest husband,â you said mockinglyâ âWhy are you interrogating me?â
âWouldnât you like to know? Little miss stalker,â Gun said as he sat on the chair across from you, obviously enjoying himself.
âStalkeâ? Oh wait-! That reminds me,â your husbandâs brow rose at your sudden statement, âYour close friend, Jonggoo, told me a little something when him and I were talking during the after party.â You added.
âAnd that is..?â Gun asked, skeptical of what you mightâve learned, knowing Goo very well.
âWell,â you shuffled around as you tilted your head and finally spoke, âIs it true that you only came to the school I go to in the first place because you saw me walking out there one time and.. yeahâ?â
âThat bastardâ But, yeah. That is true.â He said without a change in expression and emotion.
You gave him a teasing smile and a soft âheheâ as you looked at him. For some reason, finding out that was true only seemed to make you fall in love even more.
âOh hush, I donât understand how much a person could like someoneââ He said and he stood up to lift you into his arms for teasing him.
âHey! Why are you carrying me?â You suddenly yelped. He dropped you gently on to the bed and he climbed on top of you.
âWoman, itâs not good to start something you canât finish.â
âTsk! My nickname is now woman?â You pouted.
âMy apologies then, my wife.â He said somewhat mockingly to which you pouted even more, so he finally said it in a more sincere manner and gave you a kiss.
âWell?â He asked you as you were still in the same position, with him on top you.
âWell what?â You clarified while your eyes shamelessly wandered through his body, flustered with the position you were in and the teasing he was doing to you.
âYouâre eyes seem to be wandering yet again, and your cheeks are redder than rubies.. You just never get tired of me, do you? Gun said in a teasing tone as he leaned in closer.
This honeymoon sure as hell will be going on for a long time.
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Caught You, Again
âYouâre eyes seem to be wandering yet again, and your cheeks are redder than rubies.. You just never get tired of me, do you?
summary: You and Gun have been in the same class since the eight grade, and you developed a little crush on him that same year. Once the ninth grade started and you two had been paired as seat mates, you started to drop subtle hints here and there with the idea of your little crush on him for the past two years. Gun notices this and takes it as an opportunity to constantly tease you about it jokinglyâ until, he was no longer joking, and made a move by asking you out which then ended with you becoming his first and last girlfriend, because he made you into his first and forever wife. Yet, he never fails to see you in the not so hidden act of admiring him, which has him calling you a âsimp,â and he continues to tease you for it.
character(s) included: Park Jonggun x fem!reader
cw: fluff, teasing, playful and flirtatious gun, gun is nice, swearing, use of Y/N, mentions of physical fights gun gets into, mentions of blood/bleeding/bruises, couple nicknames, kissing, established relationship, idk much about weddings, VERY SUGGESTIVE TOWARDS THE END!! this is really long tbh đđ
unwrapped on: Saturday Night, December 03 2023
wrapped up on: Sunday Evening, April 28 2024
published on: Sunday Evening, April 28 2024
âNeed something?â Your seat mate suddenly questioned you as he shrugged a brow at you, who was blankly staring at him, obviously lost in your thoughts.
âO-uhâ No!â You quickly replied and zoned back into reality, âSorry, I was just thinking, I didnât notice tha-â You added before he cut you off and said,
âIf you like me, you could just say soâ You wouldnât be the first girl to confess to me this school year.â
âWha-! Talk about confident, also itâs literally the second week of the ninth grade..â You scoffed, a little nervous considering you have liked him since the eight grade so he technically wasnât wrong.
âThat isnât a no~â He replied with a tint of his usual smirk.
âWel-â You tried to speak right before he interrupted you once more âEnough with the excuses already, itâs boring.â
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âWell?â He added and you responded with, âWell.. What I was trying to sa-â Ding, Ding, Dingâ You were interrupted once again, but this time, by the bell. And it was now lunch time, so you two went your separate ways.
That was one of the occasional conversations you had with Gun, it just so happens that you two have been paired as seatmates since the eight grade and therefore, had to have spoken to one another atleast a number of times by now. They were just meaningless and short interactions that was just another way to kill time for him, yet those little conversations and interactions meant the world to you.
Fast forward into the school year and currently, itâs almost the fourth month of schoolâ all of your classmates along with the new/transfer students have gotten to know each other, and it just so happens that you and Gun have started to talk more aswell. From little âHey, about the homework-â, âSince were the next pair whoâll discuss, how about we-â, and âCould I borrow an extra pen, if youâve got one?â To âWhat did you get for this number..?â, âLetâs hang out at my place, we could also plan our discussion for english tomorrow.â, which also turned to him simply grabbing things out of your bag when he pleases.
The formal little questions heâd usually ask you were starting to turn casual and friendly, not only his words but his tone is shifting as well.
You never thought youâd be invited to his place so casually and heâd lend you his jacket whenever you two are hanging out. Although, he insists you keep all of them since he loves the way it looks on you. It was weird. It was all so weird. So many girls like him, heâs constantly got girls dreaming to be around him as much as you get to be. Now, if you think about itâ you never actually see ANY girls approaching him or hanging around him at all, aside from you, that is. People are constantly telling you about how you two must be dating, well you arenât, but heâs never actually denied it either. He continues to tease you almost everyday and it just has you falling for him even more.
âY/N?â Gun suddenly called out to you while you were walking out of the classroom to go home.
âHm?â
âDinner, just you and me. This Friday at 7 oâclock, howâs that sound?â
âWait, what?â You rose a brow at his sudden invitation, âWhat do you mean, by dinner with just you and me?â You briefly added.
âA dinner date, with just the two of us.â
âThat was a little, out of nowhere.. Donât you think?â
â..Yeah.â He responded, âMy bad. Maybe it was a little too soon, never mind about what I sai-â He added before you cut him off, âWai- wait! it wasnât too soon at all! Sorry, I was just taken a backâ since I really wasnât expecting this from you.â You said, visibly happy.
âWell then..?â He nervously asked and you responded with, âAre you kidding? Thatâs all Iâve ever wanted!! Iâd love to, Gun.â It was evident just how excited you were. Suddenly all bubbly and red in the cheeks, Gun found that to so adorable. âI wasnât expecting such enthusiasm from you,â Gun said as he laughed, âYouâre probably in love with me, arenât you?â to which you replied, âYou asked, I answered! And would you have wanted a no for an answer?â âA no from the girl whoâs head over heals in love with me? I highly doubted that response.â
Gun mightâve said those words so casually and care free but he really was surprised with how quick it took for you to say yes. Throughout the course of your friendship, it did become obvious that the two of you do like each other. But it was much more evident on your side, with how much people knew you like Gun and how you spoke about him and how you were whenever you were with him, versus how you were when you were with some other boys that were rumored to like you. Of course, Gun was slightly taken aback when he learned about all thisâ how could someone like you, a beautiful and simple sweet heart who doesnât even like contact with people or going out that much, like him, a guy whose name is insanely problematic and all the rumors spreading about him are mostly true and have something to do with his violent side and the things he does outside of school, a guy who people quite literally fear.
But Gun didnât really like thinking about any of that. All that mattered to him was how you felt and the adorable reactions that come out of you whenever he teases you about apparently liking him so much.
A few months passed since your first date and the two of you started dating after a while, even more time has passed since then because you two were now in your final year of high school. Despite going further into your friendship to turn it into a relationship, nothing much has really changed.
You guys were at your place this one time and you begged him to do skin care with you. He was reluctant at first but with your puppy dog eyes and some touchy convincing, he finally agreed.
âStay Still!!â You scolded your boyfriend who kept moving when you were trying to apply a full mask onto his face.
âHow am I supposed to? Itâs so wet and slimy, kinda reminds me of something..â Gun replied.
âOh shut it, I finally finished applying it, now we have matching masks on!! Come look at the mirror!â You exclaimed, âTada~!â
He looked at the mirror blankly and slowly turned to you, who was overflowing with joy.
âAwh, donât you like it?â
âItâs.. something, thatâs for sure..â
You looked at Gun with your usual pout, to which he caved in and finally went along with the whole thing, saying itâs not that bad.
âHehe, my baby looks so handsome, just as he always does~â You said as you admired Gun while squeezing his cheeks.
âYouâre such a simp, you know that, right? Gun said, slightly muffled as he looked down at you with his usual smirk.
âHmph! If you donât want my love then you could just say so!â You said as you let go off his cheeks and crossed your arms with a grouchier pout on your face.
âBaby, thereâs no need to be a brat.â He then grabbed your chin to kiss your lips (you were tiptoe-ing). Gun always knew how to deal with the unpredictable pace of your mood, given how you can go from absolutely simping over him to a pouting girl who doesnât wanna talk about it at all with him.
âYour eyes sure as hell love to wander, dont they?â Gun teased. You went all pouty again so he coated you in some more kisses to make up for the teasing about you being a complete simp.
Those were the moments that ultimately led to the situation youâre currently in. Beneath the sunset in your favorite place, dressed in an astonishing wedding dress, paired with an elegant pair of heels, just the right amount of steepness for you to walk in, given your veil and dress that was trailing on your back. Holding an extravagant boquet with all of your favorite flowers wrapped in such delicate material.
It was all so ethereal. Gun, your soon to be husband hasnât seen you. You were queued to walk down the aisle so very soon, which had you shaking in both excitement and fear. Itâs finally the day youâve been waiting for so very long. You knew you really liked Gun the moment you two became closer, yet youâre still stuck in the point where you were admiring him from technicallyâ not afar because he was right beside you the entire time. But still, you were just an admirer in awe. And now you have the same last name as him and do tons of things togetherâ cooking? hell yes, shopping? without a doubt. hopping in the shower and bathtub together? you donât even notice him coming in until you feel a strong pair of arms wrap around you and start to wander across your body.
Another thing is that Gun may seem like a âcoldâ or reserved person on the outside, but he really does care about people that matters to him and knows how to observe. One of the things he observed about your âinfatuationâ with him was how you looked at him. He really saw right through the eyes you looked at him withâ they only expressed one thing. That one thing was actual love, and it was not at all short-lived as people say what infatuation is.
It truly surprised him to see how your eyes never got gloomy or even got tired of looking at him that way even when time passed.
If anything, they became brighter and loving with every moment that passed with you looking at Gunâs dark eyes, wondering why he would ever want to have anything to do with a girl whoâs had a huge crush on him for so very long.
He realized just how much importance those little details hold. As they say, the eyes donât lie. And he sure as hell was able to experience that for himself.
He may not have wanted to admit it at first, but he slowly fell for you, in the way where you fell first but he fell harder. His entire mood and demeanor would change the exact moment that youâre around him. He could be beating up people and see that youâve come to check up on him because he specifically told you that he was just going out to get something from Goo, but ended up taking way too longâ hence, why you went to find him. He changed in an instant. Leaving behind the scene and making sure you wonât have to worry your pretty little head about it. And according to Goo, the way he talks about you is just âagitatingââ which pretty much translates to âamazingâ in your vocabulary, given that Goo doesnât care about these types of things.
Youâve heard from various of his friends that he really does love you, because he doesnât prolong any of his fights due to the very fact that he wants to make sure that he can get home to you asap. Especially when itâs late at night, he knows you like to sleep but he wants to be the one to tuck you in and cuddle and place gentle kisses on you to sleep. So even though he loves fighting worthy opponents that gets him turned on, no one can top youâ he just loves that matching pjâs set that you tend to wear, with the small pink lace ribbons and the silk fabric, the short and small shorts with the sleeveless top.
Gun told you all about what he does for Charles Choi when he fully trusted you and you guys were already dating, and he didnât expect you to stay. He was scared to tell you with there being a big chance that youâd freak out and leave him, call the cops, and do other things he wouldnât have ever wanted you of all people to do to him.
Despite all of his fears and bad expectations of what you might do when you learn of the âbadâ side of his, he still has you and always will. He really cant believe that you stayed after everything and still look at him the exact same way you did when you first met him. You somehow still retained the same feelings and love you have for him despite everythingâ and he is insanely in love with you for that. He loves teasing you about it though.
Going back to the present situation youâre in, you were now walking down the aisle as Gun absolutely stared at you in awe. Enthralled by how amazing you looked in white and how such a gorgeous woman was walking down the aisle to meet eye to eye with him and to hold him hand in hand.
The ceremony was breathtakingly beautiful, flowers of all sorts were surrounding the venue with just the right amount of lights that have been set upon with candles and dim lighting. The details in fabrics, decorations, covers, and even the architecture of the venue was simply incredible.
All of this âextranessâ as Gun would call it, was for you. Gun wasnât the type of person to have such a big wedding despite the small number in guests, but he knew you loved all of the things he had made to be included for the special day.
And even though Gun was relatively smart with his money, he was more than willing to go all out on this short event.
After all the agreements and words that the officiator had asked the two of you, you guys finally reached the most important part of the day, the one you have been dreaming of for who knows how long.
The officiator spoke once again, âDo you, Y/N, take Park Jonggun to be your lawfully wedded husbandâ To have and to hold, in sickness and in health, in good times and bad, for richer or poorer, keeping yourself unto him for as long as you both shall live?â
You looked deeply into Gunâs eyes, âI do.â
The officiator turned over to Gun, âPark Jonggun, do you take this woman to be your wifeâ to live together in holy matrimony, to love her, to honor her, to comfort her, and to keep her in sickness and in health, forsaking all others, for as long as you both shall live?
Gun held eye contact with you with a subtle yet sincere smile, âI do.â
He then carefully placed the beautiful ring on your finger, which was followed with you doing the same with his. Just after that was the unity ceremony which was such a bliss.
Of course, once that had passed, came the pronouncementâ After more words and hundreds more that you didnât pay much mind to, the officiator finally looked at the two of you deeply and stated, âI now pronounce you as husband and wife. You may kiss the bride!â
And so you guys did kiss, for a pretty long timeâ With Gunâs hands placed on your waist and one of your hands on his shoulder, and the other nestled against his face. The crowd cheered for the two of you as it all happened.
It was all so, so, so, incredibly divine.
Once the ceremony has ended and the after party was finally about to begin, you kept chatting with the guests, more particularly your closest friends who were also your bridesmaids. It genuinely made them wonder how you could be so in love with someone. The way you talked about him was absolutely adorable considering theyâve met Gun before, and think of him as the luckiest guy on earth, and you as the blindest girl.
And despite not knowing many of Gunâs friends that he invited, they were still so kind to chat with you. They told Gun when he came by that he really was one hell of a lucky guy to have someone so head over heals for him. To which he only agreed with them before he went to attend to the other guests.
âI donât understand how you could like him so much, heâs garbage..â Goo said as the other guys were talking amongst themselves at the same table you and Goo were at.
âMaybe to you he isâ but he is just the sweetest to me, and heâs hot as hell too.â You replied, obviously lost in your thoughts, imagining Gun once again.
âWoman, what the hell do you see in him for him to be considered as sweet? Do you have any idea how much people heâs arranged the organs of?â Goo questioned.
âOh please, how much have you?â
âHey. I donât like getting my hands dirty as much as Gun does.â
âRightttt..â
Goo came closer to you and whispered in your ear, âDid you know that Gun has liked you before you even attended the same school together..?â
â..What?â
âYup. You may have been led to believe that you were the first to like him all these years, but heâs just never told you that heâs actually a creepy stalker deep down.â
âYouâre bluffing.â
âNope! And you could figure it out for yourself!â Goo exclaimed.
âOh please! If he hasnât told me all this time then he wont tell me now, why donât you just tell me more about it?â
âFine, buttt! You canât tell Gum or even give him hints that I was the one to tell you all this, alright?â
âDonât worry, I wouldnât do that,â you replied.
âAlright-y then! Iâm guessing you know Gun as someone you became classmates with in the eight grade, and became friends with in the ninth. Butttt, he actually first heard of you in the seventh grade, and although he wasnât in your school that time, he transferred the next year so that you two could be classmates. He first saw you walking out of that school and he told me all about how pretty you were and how heâd like to be friends with you,â Goo explained.
âI canât tell if youâre telling the truth or not..â
âIt doesnât matter what you believe, just know that I am telling you the truth and itâs up to you to take it or not.â He said with a smile spread across his face.
Like all things, the wedding eventually came to an end, it may have been short-lived but it was truly memorable. Of course, what comes after the wedding is the honeymoon.
You guys went on a trip to somewhere tropical for your honeymoon, which resulted in Gun wearing almost nothing most of the time, and if he was wearing something, itâd be boxers or swim trunks, or a more formal outfit that just looked sooooo good on him.
There was this one instance where you guys were about to go to bed, and Gun would usually have on some loose pants or shorts, but this time.. He was wearing absolutely nothing, not even boxers or briefs of some sort. He casually walked over to your shared bed while you stared at him.
âNeed something, babe?â Gun asked he tucked himself into the blanket you were also tucked in, but you were both still sitting up.
âWell.. No, but umâŠâ You replied nervously, obviously pent up from the view you had right in front of you.
Gun looks at your eyes then down to his naked body (and mind you, you were wearing a cute yet small and slightly revealing matching- sleepwear set), âHm? Youâve seen me naked countless times before, and itâs not like youâre a virgin.â He teased as he brushed some of your hair to the side.
âYeah b-but..â You managed to utter as you were still straight up staring at his body, fresh from the shower.
âBut what? Does my wife need help with her words?â Gun teased as he leaned in closer to you and slowly lifted up your top to place his hand on your chest. To which you got very tense and nervous.
Iâm sure you already know what followed in the next moments..
But moving forward with a few more days that passed, Gun caught you staringâ maybe even admiring one of the pictures that you took together recently, specifically zoomed in on him. You hadnât realized or even noticed his presence so you were just looking at the picture like some teenage girl, obviously crushing on him.. As if you didnât just get married to him to him last week.
You were cheekily smiling at the picture, even giggling to yourself at some point when you swiped through some of the other pictures of him and you. You just loved him so bad, that even though you had him right with you, you still resorted to pictures. Gun thought that was adorable. The woman he fell in love with, sat on a chair facing away from where he was sneakily stood at, was swiping away at pictures of him when you didnât even know that you had him wrapped around your finger.
âWhatâs my dear wife up to this evening?â He spoke out of nowhere, suddenly startling you. This caused you to have the phone slip out of your hands, but he swiftly caught it and took a closer look at the photos you were staring at.
âWhat are you doing with pictures that you canât already to with the real deal right beside you?â He asked as you got increasingly nervous by the seconds passed and you were starting to fidget.
âI was just looking at what photos I wanted to keep.. And what I didnât want to keep, yâknow what I mean..?â You replied.
âIs that so?â
âYes, my dear oh dearest husband,â you said mockinglyâ âWhy are you interrogating me?â
âWouldnât you like to know? Little miss stalker,â Gun said as he sat on the chair across from you, obviously enjoying himself.
âStalkeâ? Oh wait-! That reminds me,â your husbandâs brow rose at your sudden statement, âYour close friend, Jonggoo, told me a little something when him and I were talking during the after party.â You added.
âAnd that is..?â Gun asked, skeptical of what you mightâve learned, knowing Goo very well.
âWell,â you shuffled around as you tilted your head and finally spoke, âIs it true that you only came to the school I go to in the first place because you saw me walking out there one time and.. yeahâ?â
âThat bastardâ But, yeah. That is true.â He said without a change in expression and emotion.
You gave him a teasing smile and a soft âheheâ as you looked at him. For some reason, finding out that was true only seemed to make you fall in love even more.
âOh hush, I donât understand how much a person could like someoneââ He said and he stood up to lift you into his arms for teasing him.
âHey! Why are you carrying me?â You suddenly yelped. He dropped you gently on to the bed and he climbed on top of you.
âWoman, itâs not good to start something you canât finish.â
âTsk! My nickname is now woman?â You pouted.
âMy apologies then, my wife.â He said somewhat mockingly to which you pouted even more, so he finally said it in a more sincere manner and gave you a kiss.
âWell?â He asked you as you were still in the same position, with him on top you.
âWell what?â You clarified while your eyes shamelessly wandered through his body, flustered with the position you were in and the teasing he was doing to you.
âYouâre eyes seem to be wandering yet again, and your cheeks are redder than rubies.. You just never get tired of me, do you? Gun said in a teasing tone as he leaned in closer.
This honeymoon sure as hell will be going on for a long time.
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Caught You, Again
âYouâre eyes seem to be wandering yet again, and your cheeks are redder than rubies.. You just never get tired of me, do you?
summary: You and Gun have been in the same class since the eight grade, and you developed a little crush on him that same year. Once the ninth grade started and you two had been paired as seat mates, you started to drop subtle hints here and there with the idea of your little crush on him for the past two years. Gun notices this and takes it as an opportunity to constantly tease you about it jokinglyâ until, he was no longer joking, and made a move by asking you out which then ended with you becoming his first and last girlfriend, because he made you into his first and forever wife. Yet, he never fails to see you in the not so hidden act of admiring him, which has him calling you a âsimp,â and he continues to tease you for it.
character(s) included: Park Jonggun x fem!reader
cw: fluff, teasing, playful and flirtatious gun, gun is nice, swearing, use of Y/N, mentions of physical fights gun gets into, mentions of blood/bleeding/bruises, couple nicknames, kissing, established relationship, idk much about weddings, VERY SUGGESTIVE TOWARDS THE END!! this is really long tbh đđ
unwrapped on: Saturday Night, December 03 2023
wrapped up on: Sunday Evening, April 28 2024
published on: Sunday Evening, April 28 2024
âNeed something?â Your seat mate suddenly questioned you as he shrugged a brow at you, who was blankly staring at him, obviously lost in your thoughts.
âO-uhâ No!â You quickly replied and zoned back into reality, âSorry, I was just thinking, I didnât notice tha-â You added before he cut you off and said,
âIf you like me, you could just say soâ You wouldnât be the first girl to confess to me this school year.â
âWha-! Talk about confident, also itâs literally the second week of the ninth grade..â You scoffed, a little nervous considering you have liked him since the eight grade so he technically wasnât wrong.
âThat isnât a no~â He replied with a tint of his usual smirk.
âWel-â You tried to speak right before he interrupted you once more âEnough with the excuses already, itâs boring.â
âŠ
âWell?â He added and you responded with, âWell.. What I was trying to sa-â Ding, Ding, Dingâ You were interrupted once again, but this time, by the bell. And it was now lunch time, so you two went your separate ways.
That was one of the occasional conversations you had with Gun, it just so happens that you two have been paired as seatmates since the eight grade and therefore, had to have spoken to one another atleast a number of times by now. They were just meaningless and short interactions that was just another way to kill time for him, yet those little conversations and interactions meant the world to you.
Fast forward into the school year and currently, itâs almost the fourth month of schoolâ all of your classmates along with the new/transfer students have gotten to know each other, and it just so happens that you and Gun have started to talk more aswell. From little âHey, about the homework-â, âSince were the next pair whoâll discuss, how about we-â, and âCould I borrow an extra pen, if youâve got one?â To âWhat did you get for this number..?â, âLetâs hang out at my place, we could also plan our discussion for english tomorrow.â, which also turned to him simply grabbing things out of your bag when he pleases.
The formal little questions heâd usually ask you were starting to turn casual and friendly, not only his words but his tone is shifting as well.
You never thought youâd be invited to his place so casually and heâd lend you his jacket whenever you two are hanging out. Although, he insists you keep all of them since he loves the way it looks on you. It was weird. It was all so weird. So many girls like him, heâs constantly got girls dreaming to be around him as much as you get to be. Now, if you think about itâ you never actually see ANY girls approaching him or hanging around him at all, aside from you, that is. People are constantly telling you about how you two must be dating, well you arenât, but heâs never actually denied it either. He continues to tease you almost everyday and it just has you falling for him even more.
âY/N?â Gun suddenly called out to you while you were walking out of the classroom to go home.
âHm?â
âDinner, just you and me. This Friday at 7 oâclock, howâs that sound?â
âWait, what?â You rose a brow at his sudden invitation, âWhat do you mean, by dinner with just you and me?â You briefly added.
âA dinner date, with just the two of us.â
âThat was a little, out of nowhere.. Donât you think?â
â..Yeah.â He responded, âMy bad. Maybe it was a little too soon, never mind about what I sai-â He added before you cut him off, âWai- wait! it wasnât too soon at all! Sorry, I was just taken a backâ since I really wasnât expecting this from you.â You said, visibly happy.
âWell then..?â He nervously asked and you responded with, âAre you kidding? Thatâs all Iâve ever wanted!! Iâd love to, Gun.â It was evident just how excited you were. Suddenly all bubbly and red in the cheeks, Gun found that to so adorable. âI wasnât expecting such enthusiasm from you,â Gun said as he laughed, âYouâre probably in love with me, arenât you?â to which you replied, âYou asked, I answered! And would you have wanted a no for an answer?â âA no from the girl whoâs head over heals in love with me? I highly doubted that response.â
Gun mightâve said those words so casually and care free but he really was surprised with how quick it took for you to say yes. Throughout the course of your friendship, it did become obvious that the two of you do like each other. But it was much more evident on your side, with how much people knew you like Gun and how you spoke about him and how you were whenever you were with him, versus how you were when you were with some other boys that were rumored to like you. Of course, Gun was slightly taken aback when he learned about all thisâ how could someone like you, a beautiful and simple sweet heart who doesnât even like contact with people or going out that much, like him, a guy whose name is insanely problematic and all the rumors spreading about him are mostly true and have something to do with his violent side and the things he does outside of school, a guy who people quite literally fear.
But Gun didnât really like thinking about any of that. All that mattered to him was how you felt and the adorable reactions that come out of you whenever he teases you about apparently liking him so much.
A few months passed since your first date and the two of you started dating after a while, even more time has passed since then because you two were now in your final year of high school. Despite going further into your friendship to turn it into a relationship, nothing much has really changed.
You guys were at your place this one time and you begged him to do skin care with you. He was reluctant at first but with your puppy dog eyes and some touchy convincing, he finally agreed.
âStay Still!!â You scolded your boyfriend who kept moving when you were trying to apply a full mask onto his face.
âHow am I supposed to? Itâs so wet and slimy, kinda reminds me of something..â Gun replied.
âOh shut it, I finally finished applying it, now we have matching masks on!! Come look at the mirror!â You exclaimed, âTada~!â
He looked at the mirror blankly and slowly turned to you, who was overflowing with joy.
âAwh, donât you like it?â
âItâs.. something, thatâs for sure..â
You looked at Gun with your usual pout, to which he caved in and finally went along with the whole thing, saying itâs not that bad.
âHehe, my baby looks so handsome, just as he always does~â You said as you admired Gun while squeezing his cheeks.
âYouâre such a simp, you know that, right? Gun said, slightly muffled as he looked down at you with his usual smirk.
âHmph! If you donât want my love then you could just say so!â You said as you let go off his cheeks and crossed your arms with a grouchier pout on your face.
âBaby, thereâs no need to be a brat.â He then grabbed your chin to kiss your lips (you were tiptoe-ing). Gun always knew how to deal with the unpredictable pace of your mood, given how you can go from absolutely simping over him to a pouting girl who doesnât wanna talk about it at all with him.
âYour eyes sure as hell love to wander, dont they?â Gun teased. You went all pouty again so he coated you in some more kisses to make up for the teasing about you being a complete simp.
Those were the moments that ultimately led to the situation youâre currently in. Beneath the sunset in your favorite place, dressed in an astonishing wedding dress, paired with an elegant pair of heels, just the right amount of steepness for you to walk in, given your veil and dress that was trailing on your back. Holding an extravagant boquet with all of your favorite flowers wrapped in such delicate material.
It was all so ethereal. Gun, your soon to be husband hasnât seen you. You were queued to walk down the aisle so very soon, which had you shaking in both excitement and fear. Itâs finally the day youâve been waiting for so very long. You knew you really liked Gun the moment you two became closer, yet youâre still stuck in the point where you were admiring him from technicallyâ not afar because he was right beside you the entire time. But still, you were just an admirer in awe. And now you have the same last name as him and do tons of things togetherâ cooking? hell yes, shopping? without a doubt. hopping in the shower and bathtub together? you donât even notice him coming in until you feel a strong pair of arms wrap around you and start to wander across your body.
Another thing is that Gun may seem like a âcoldâ or reserved person on the outside, but he really does care about people that matters to him and knows how to observe. One of the things he observed about your âinfatuationâ with him was how you looked at him. He really saw right through the eyes you looked at him withâ they only expressed one thing. That one thing was actual love, and it was not at all short-lived as people say what infatuation is.
It truly surprised him to see how your eyes never got gloomy or even got tired of looking at him that way even when time passed.
If anything, they became brighter and loving with every moment that passed with you looking at Gunâs dark eyes, wondering why he would ever want to have anything to do with a girl whoâs had a huge crush on him for so very long.
He realized just how much importance those little details hold. As they say, the eyes donât lie. And he sure as hell was able to experience that for himself.
He may not have wanted to admit it at first, but he slowly fell for you, in the way where you fell first but he fell harder. His entire mood and demeanor would change the exact moment that youâre around him. He could be beating up people and see that youâve come to check up on him because he specifically told you that he was just going out to get something from Goo, but ended up taking way too longâ hence, why you went to find him. He changed in an instant. Leaving behind the scene and making sure you wonât have to worry your pretty little head about it. And according to Goo, the way he talks about you is just âagitatingââ which pretty much translates to âamazingâ in your vocabulary, given that Goo doesnât care about these types of things.
Youâve heard from various of his friends that he really does love you, because he doesnât prolong any of his fights due to the very fact that he wants to make sure that he can get home to you asap. Especially when itâs late at night, he knows you like to sleep but he wants to be the one to tuck you in and cuddle and place gentle kisses on you to sleep. So even though he loves fighting worthy opponents that gets him turned on, no one can top youâ he just loves that matching pjâs set that you tend to wear, with the small pink lace ribbons and the silk fabric, the short and small shorts with the sleeveless top.
Gun told you all about what he does for Charles Choi when he fully trusted you and you guys were already dating, and he didnât expect you to stay. He was scared to tell you with there being a big chance that youâd freak out and leave him, call the cops, and do other things he wouldnât have ever wanted you of all people to do to him.
Despite all of his fears and bad expectations of what you might do when you learn of the âbadâ side of his, he still has you and always will. He really cant believe that you stayed after everything and still look at him the exact same way you did when you first met him. You somehow still retained the same feelings and love you have for him despite everythingâ and he is insanely in love with you for that. He loves teasing you about it though.
Going back to the present situation youâre in, you were now walking down the aisle as Gun absolutely stared at you in awe. Enthralled by how amazing you looked in white and how such a gorgeous woman was walking down the aisle to meet eye to eye with him and to hold him hand in hand.
The ceremony was breathtakingly beautiful, flowers of all sorts were surrounding the venue with just the right amount of lights that have been set upon with candles and dim lighting. The details in fabrics, decorations, covers, and even the architecture of the venue was simply incredible.
All of this âextranessâ as Gun would call it, was for you. Gun wasnât the type of person to have such a big wedding despite the small number in guests, but he knew you loved all of the things he had made to be included for the special day.
And even though Gun was relatively smart with his money, he was more than willing to go all out on this short event.
After all the agreements and words that the officiator had asked the two of you, you guys finally reached the most important part of the day, the one you have been dreaming of for who knows how long.
The officiator spoke once again, âDo you, Y/N, take Park Jonggun to be your lawfully wedded husbandâ To have and to hold, in sickness and in health, in good times and bad, for richer or poorer, keeping yourself unto him for as long as you both shall live?â
You looked deeply into Gunâs eyes, âI do.â
The officiator turned over to Gun, âPark Jonggun, do you take this woman to be your wifeâ to live together in holy matrimony, to love her, to honor her, to comfort her, and to keep her in sickness and in health, forsaking all others, for as long as you both shall live?
Gun held eye contact with you with a subtle yet sincere smile, âI do.â
He then carefully placed the beautiful ring on your finger, which was followed with you doing the same with his. Just after that was the unity ceremony which was such a bliss.
Of course, once that had passed, came the pronouncementâ After more words and hundreds more that you didnât pay much mind to, the officiator finally looked at the two of you deeply and stated, âI now pronounce you as husband and wife. You may kiss the bride!â
And so you guys did kiss, for a pretty long timeâ With Gunâs hands placed on your waist and one of your hands on his shoulder, and the other nestled against his face. The crowd cheered for the two of you as it all happened.
It was all so, so, so, incredibly divine.
Once the ceremony has ended and the after party was finally about to begin, you kept chatting with the guests, more particularly your closest friends who were also your bridesmaids. It genuinely made them wonder how you could be so in love with someone. The way you talked about him was absolutely adorable considering theyâve met Gun before, and think of him as the luckiest guy on earth, and you as the blindest girl.
And despite not knowing many of Gunâs friends that he invited, they were still so kind to chat with you. They told Gun when he came by that he really was one hell of a lucky guy to have someone so head over heals for him. To which he only agreed with them before he went to attend to the other guests.
âI donât understand how you could like him so much, heâs garbage..â Goo said as the other guys were talking amongst themselves at the same table you and Goo were at.
âMaybe to you he isâ but he is just the sweetest to me, and heâs hot as hell too.â You replied, obviously lost in your thoughts, imagining Gun once again.
âWoman, what the hell do you see in him for him to be considered as sweet? Do you have any idea how much people heâs arranged the organs of?â Goo questioned.
âOh please, how much have you?â
âHey. I donât like getting my hands dirty as much as Gun does.â
âRightttt..â
Goo came closer to you and whispered in your ear, âDid you know that Gun has liked you before you even attended the same school together..?â
â..What?â
âYup. You may have been led to believe that you were the first to like him all these years, but heâs just never told you that heâs actually a creepy stalker deep down.â
âYouâre bluffing.â
âNope! And you could figure it out for yourself!â Goo exclaimed.
âOh please! If he hasnât told me all this time then he wont tell me now, why donât you just tell me more about it?â
âFine, buttt! You canât tell Gum or even give him hints that I was the one to tell you all this, alright?â
âDonât worry, I wouldnât do that,â you replied.
âAlright-y then! Iâm guessing you know Gun as someone you became classmates with in the eight grade, and became friends with in the ninth. Butttt, he actually first heard of you in the seventh grade, and although he wasnât in your school that time, he transferred the next year so that you two could be classmates. He first saw you walking out of that school and he told me all about how pretty you were and how heâd like to be friends with you,â Goo explained.
âI canât tell if youâre telling the truth or not..â
âIt doesnât matter what you believe, just know that I am telling you the truth and itâs up to you to take it or not.â He said with a smile spread across his face.
Like all things, the wedding eventually came to an end, it may have been short-lived but it was truly memorable. Of course, what comes after the wedding is the honeymoon.
You guys went on a trip to somewhere tropical for your honeymoon, which resulted in Gun wearing almost nothing most of the time, and if he was wearing something, itâd be boxers or swim trunks, or a more formal outfit that just looked sooooo good on him.
There was this one instance where you guys were about to go to bed, and Gun would usually have on some loose pants or shorts, but this time.. He was wearing absolutely nothing, not even boxers or briefs of some sort. He casually walked over to your shared bed while you stared at him.
âNeed something, babe?â Gun asked he tucked himself into the blanket you were also tucked in, but you were both still sitting up.
âWell.. No, but umâŠâ You replied nervously, obviously pent up from the view you had right in front of you.
Gun looks at your eyes then down to his naked body (and mind you, you were wearing a cute yet small and slightly revealing matching- sleepwear set), âHm? Youâve seen me naked countless times before, and itâs not like youâre a virgin.â He teased as he brushed some of your hair to the side.
âYeah b-but..â You managed to utter as you were still straight up staring at his body, fresh from the shower.
âBut what? Does my wife need help with her words?â Gun teased as he leaned in closer to you and slowly lifted up your top to place his hand on your chest. To which you got very tense and nervous.
Iâm sure you already know what followed in the next moments..
But moving forward with a few more days that passed, Gun caught you staringâ maybe even admiring one of the pictures that you took together recently, specifically zoomed in on him. You hadnât realized or even noticed his presence so you were just looking at the picture like some teenage girl, obviously crushing on him.. As if you didnât just get married to him to him last week.
You were cheekily smiling at the picture, even giggling to yourself at some point when you swiped through some of the other pictures of him and you. You just loved him so bad, that even though you had him right with you, you still resorted to pictures. Gun thought that was adorable. The woman he fell in love with, sat on a chair facing away from where he was sneakily stood at, was swiping away at pictures of him when you didnât even know that you had him wrapped around your finger.
âWhatâs my dear wife up to this evening?â He spoke out of nowhere, suddenly startling you. This caused you to have the phone slip out of your hands, but he swiftly caught it and took a closer look at the photos you were staring at.
âWhat are you doing with pictures that you canât already to with the real deal right beside you?â He asked as you got increasingly nervous by the seconds passed and you were starting to fidget.
âI was just looking at what photos I wanted to keep.. And what I didnât want to keep, yâknow what I mean..?â You replied.
âIs that so?â
âYes, my dear oh dearest husband,â you said mockinglyâ âWhy are you interrogating me?â
âWouldnât you like to know? Little miss stalker,â Gun said as he sat on the chair across from you, obviously enjoying himself.
âStalkeâ? Oh wait-! That reminds me,â your husbandâs brow rose at your sudden statement, âYour close friend, Jonggoo, told me a little something when him and I were talking during the after party.â You added.
âAnd that is..?â Gun asked, skeptical of what you mightâve learned, knowing Goo very well.
âWell,â you shuffled around as you tilted your head and finally spoke, âIs it true that you only came to the school I go to in the first place because you saw me walking out there one time and.. yeahâ?â
âThat bastardâ But, yeah. That is true.â He said without a change in expression and emotion.
You gave him a teasing smile and a soft âheheâ as you looked at him. For some reason, finding out that was true only seemed to make you fall in love even more.
âOh hush, I donât understand how much a person could like someoneââ He said and he stood up to lift you into his arms for teasing him.
âHey! Why are you carrying me?â You suddenly yelped. He dropped you gently on to the bed and he climbed on top of you.
âWoman, itâs not good to start something you canât finish.â
âTsk! My nickname is now woman?â You pouted.
âMy apologies then, my wife.â He said somewhat mockingly to which you pouted even more, so he finally said it in a more sincere manner and gave you a kiss.
âWell?â He asked you as you were still in the same position, with him on top you.
âWell what?â You clarified while your eyes shamelessly wandered through his body, flustered with the position you were in and the teasing he was doing to you.
âYouâre eyes seem to be wandering yet again, and your cheeks are redder than rubies.. You just never get tired of me, do you? Gun said in a teasing tone as he leaned in closer.
This honeymoon sure as hell will be going on for a long time.
notes: I think ill prolly put out a masterlist and about me post in like a month or two who knows, also this request has been with me for so long đ I am so so so sorry to this anon, please forgive me đ”âđ« Also, I really hope that this wasnât too bad and can live up to what you were expecting and requesting, I am so sorry if it doesnât, I really tried đ ANDDD I accidentally deleted the actual request because I got a little lost with trying to navigate tumblr because I accidentally clicked the Queue button and yeah.. I donât think I really proofread this tbh
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PTJ DONT DO THIS SHIT TO ME PLEASE OH MY FUCKING
I LOVE THEM ALL BUT HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WHEN HE WRONGFULLY âIMPLIEDâ KILLS SEONGJI?? I LOVE SEONGJI MAN PLEASE PTJ FUCKKJKKJKRJFJKSOAKS DONT SDODIDODK FOR FUCKS SAKE PLEASE LET SEONGJI BE KILLED BY ANYONE ELSE JUST NOT VIN JIN PLEASE TWLL ME ITS A JOKE PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME OTHER STUDENTS GET THERE QUICKLY AND CLEAR UP THE CONFUSION BECAUSE FUCKKKKKEHDHDHDH
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I actually love your writing SM istg it gets my heart fluttering everytime. Could I request Park Jonggun x childhood friends!reader w/ fluff + angst?
Slipping Away
âIâll always be here if you ever need me, just as I shouldâve been all these damn years.â
summary: Youâve been close to Gun for the longest amount of time, so much so that you know well about what he does for Charles Choiâ yet you stay. Gun has his small circle of people he trusts which are mostly men who question who you are whenever youâre brought up, given that Gun keeps yapping about you without you even knowing. Gun canât admit it, but heâs liked you for so long and tries to repress his feelings for the sake of your friendship. He had to push you away for your own safety because of what he does for Charles Choi, which resulted in the two of you having no contact with each other in years. He wishes he couldâve bring himself to spill it all out before it was too late, but he didnât, which brought you to where your stood at.
character(s) included: Jonggun Park x fem!reader
cw: swearing, a whole different side of Gun, relationship, gets married, Goo is here haha, its not very fluff tbh but just squint ykwim, kinda rushed because i have the idea in my head and I reallyyyy wanna get it done but iâm busy so im just writing and writing everything i could think of, so not very proofread, use of F/N (first name)
unwrapped on: Monday Evening, April 22 2024
wrapped up on: Wednesday Morning, April 24 2024
published on: Wednesday Morning, April 24 2024
âJust forget about her already. Itâs been years, you fool.â Goo spoke as he turned to Gun, who was smoking yet another cigarette.
They were sat at some junkyard, speaking to one another casually, while Gun was shirtless and seemed to be out of it.
âHow can I? Iâve lusted for other women but I have never loved again since I pushed her away. Not one of the women Iâve ever slept with meant anything other than a one night stand.â Gun replied as he placed the cigarette down.
âYouâre stupid, you know that, right?â Goo snarled.
âFor missing an old childhood friend of mine? Is that really whatâs considered stupid in your dumb brain up there?â
âYes and yes. If you want this that bad, just find her and talk it out, why the hell have you been sulking and hiding all these years? Itâs making me think that you havenât been thinking with your dick all these damn years.â
âHow the hell am I supposed to show myself to her after what I did to make her leave? Itâs idiotic and sheâll despise me even more,â Gun replied.
âAnd how do you know that she even despises you? Iâve spoke to her before, sheâs not some girl whoâs that type of selfish.
Gun went silent. He turned over to Goo who was texting Kouji, âLook, Iâm texting that purple haired highway robber. Iâm sure he can find her within just hours.â
âAre you trying to make her hate me even moreâ?â Gun scoffed.
âWell maybe if she does, you wonât be such a scaredy cat and finally put whatâs in the past where it belongs.â
After moments of silence with Gun just pondering in his thoughts and Goo texting away with Kouji, Goo eventually speaks, âIâve told Kouji about it, he said heâll do it for a few thousandsâwhich I took out from your account, it is your problem after all.â
âWell, when will he be finished?â
âI already gave her full name, age and some details youâve told me about her that could help Kouji, not that he needs it, but either wayâ Iâm sure heâll be done by tonight.â
âWhen heâs done.. What am I even supposed to do? Just randomly show up as if I hadnât swept her away for the past years of my life?â
âHey, Thatâs no longer my problem, but a you problem. If you can keep yapping about her, why not yap with her instead?â
âGeez, youâre pretty damn helpful, arenât you, you fucking moron?â
âWhatever! Atleast Iâm not tied down by some childhood friend,â to which Gun only scoffed as a response, visibly annoyed.
Around two hours has passed since the topic on you came up when Gooâs phone suddenly started ringing. It was Kouji, Gun expected it would be and was showing no change of emotion physically but was actually really scared of what he had to say about your whereabouts and current situation.
âQuick as always! What ya got, kid?â Goo said as he answered the phone.
âWhatever, you cheapskate. Hand the phone over to Gun, itâs better for him to hear it considering it was for him in the first place.â Kouji said through the phone.
Goo pouted at his response as Gun reached to take the phone from Goo, âBut I wanna hear tooooo,â Kouji, obviously agitated, scoffed âThen put it on speaker phone for all I care. Just make sure Gun hears me loud and clear so I wonât have to repeat anything.â
Goo placed it on speaker as Gun snatched the phone from his hand while Goo snarled at him.
After about 10 minutes of going back and forth on regards with all the information known about you, the call ends. And Gun is ecstatic. Goo is surprised to see Gun in such a vulnerable, sincere-like state of happiness. It wasnât what he was expecting to come out of his choice to call up Kouji, but deep down, heâs somewhat happy for him. Years of blabbering about you may come to an end or atleast a turn for the better, he silently hoped as Gun thought to himself of what he could do with all the information he just got about you from Kouji.
âIâm gonna head back home now, Goo. Thanks for all your help.â
âThat woman has really got you wrapped around her fingers, huh? Being all thankful and shit to people youâre such a dick around.â
âShut the hell up and take it while iâm still offering it.â
âWhatever, go be the rabid dog you are and catch that girl of yours.â
Eight whole days has passed since Gun and Goo last talked and Gun still hasnât made a move on the information he has on you. He badly wanted to do this yesterday so that it wouldnât have reached over a week of prolonged agony with all the information he has on your life.
And yet, here he is. On the eight day, standing in the doorstep of the address that Kouji said you currently resided in. You moved to a more secluded area, just as you have always been living in your entire life. Gun remembers how you werenât a fan of apartment complexes and preferred living in a cozy house, in a safe and nice neighborhood. He could recall every single detail about you, no matter how little it was. Whether if it was how much you loved animals or what temperature you liked to drink your beverages at, he had it embedded into his memory.
He was really hesitant, scared of how you may react to see him out of nowhere, on your front doorstep after all these years. But after some courage, he finally rang the doorbell. It had a calming tune, evident that you had specifically customized it. That thought alone made him smile to himself. Remembering how the two of you were once inseparable and that all shattered in a matter of minutes, due to the decisions made solely by Gun and his unbalanced temper.
You guys have had true history, countless stories and moments that can no longer be relived and endless memories that appear through the back of your head every once in a while, but it all lives rent free in his. He misses all those moments, with you laughing your heart out and acting on your hearts will. Sometimes he thought you ought to use your brain instead of your heart, but he was always with you to balance it all out. It was the perfect friendship.
That was when his thoughts suddenly came to a stop, and he felt his heart practically drop to his knees when he heard the door unlocking.
You, who heard the doorbell, quickly tidied your hair and walked over to the door to answer it. You spoke, âHello, what brings yââ You were suddenly unable to continue when you saw who the man at the door was.
An old childhood friend of yours, Jonggun Park.
A name that has never left your head the moment it entered. The only name that has imprinted into your memory for eternity.
You were more than just stunned to see him thereâ Considering itâs been years since youâve last heard of him and thought that wouldâve truly been the last. But you were mistaken. You were so sure that it would be, and yet here you two are, face to face once again. Except, heâs grown a whole lot taller so you were now at his chin, without any shoes on, that is. Which was strange, you remembered how you first met. With you being taller, and you were for a significant amount of time. Until this very moment, he was actually taller. And it wasnât just taller by a centimeter or two, it was visibly and irritably noticeable to you.
âYou bastard.. Why are you hereâ and how, are you even here..?â You managed to blurt out.
âI wanted to apologize. I couldnât bring myself to tell you the truth at the time because I didnât want to harm you and I wanted to keep you safe. F/N, you know of the background I come from and what I do, so I hope that you were able to somewhat understand why I did what I-â Gun tried to finish his reasoning when you suddenly slapped him out of nowhere.
âYou fool! You think I donât already know that?!â You yelled at him, the same way you used to when he would appear to you with new bruises that you tended to. Tears started forming in your eyes and your voice started to shatter, âDo you know how worried Iâve been? People were telling me that you died in some fight already!â
Before you could continue scolding him, he suddenly took you into his arms for a hug, holding on tighter than heâs ever held on before, âIâm sorry, I am so, so, so sorry. I never wanted to push you away, F/N. I couldnât bring myself to show my face to you even after I was in the clear, I was afraid of how you woul-â You cut him off by shushing his lips with your finger and just hugging him tightly, afraid to lose him again.
Since he came back into your life, you guys only got closer than you ever were before the years had passed. You tell him about everything that has happened to you and everything heâs missed out on and he tells you the same, not leaving any details out this time. The both of your guysâ friendship with one another has always been very special. But what youâve never known is that Gun started to like you at some point. And heâs afraid that he still does, even more that heâs got you back in his life now.
Gun tried to push away those feelings to the best of his abilities, he made sure to hide it well to ensure no awkwardness between you guys. But everything you two did surely made you guys seem like a perfect couple. Even people around you guys thought that you two were dating. From eating at all sorts of places together to practically being attached to one another all the time. Despite your guysâ age, you still watched silly movies togetherâ especially romantic ones. Gun seemed to get really tense during those but you just brushed it off as him being a boy.
But in reality,
Gun couldnât take it. He was slowly crumbling inside because of the feelings he has for you. But he canât bring himself to admit that, no, not after he pushed you away for years. When he actually did have you back into his life, a lot of changes started to appear which Goo obviously noticed. He wasnât out drinking or sleeping with women like how he usually was doing. Instead, he was spending time with you. Goo doesnât even know it yet, but Gun hasnât slept with any other woman since he found you. And Goo noticed how Gun never brings his cigarettes when he comes over to your placeâ knowing, that you too, hated the smell of smoke and the idea or concept of smoking / vaping, just like Goo. Of course, Goo had an inkling of what Gun had in mind, and boy was he going to work on it.
Gun invited you to his shared place with Goo, not knowing that Goo was actually home because he made up some fake plans to get Gun to go through with inviting you over. When you guys finally arrived at Gun and Gooâs place, Gun opened the door for you only to be met with Goo, his blond bastard of a friend.
âWhy hello, you lovebirds!â Goo exclaimed as he greeted you, âtable for two?â he asked mockingly.
âHuhâ Oh, itâs Goo,â you said as you turned over to Gun who looked visibly annoyed and it seemed like he wanted to beat the hell out of Goo, but was holding it in because you were right there.
âYeah, unfortunately. You still remember this guy?â Gun asked.
You met Gun way before Goo did and even though the time they met was also the time you drifted away from Gun, you were able to meet Goo. It was hard to forget him given the first impressions he made.
âI do, but..â You skimmed his body with your eyes, knowing Gunâs fighting level, you were surprised to know that this was the same dude who gave Gun the scar on his face. You also scolded him sometime after you just reunited with him for that. Except he surprisingly, was just laughing. When you were kids, he would be sobbing or upset, but now he just laughs it off while you tend to his wounds, just as you used to.
âBut what?â They said in sync. âJINX!â Goo exclaimed and laughed at Gunâs face. You were confused about the situation you just got yourself into, but you decided to just go with it anyway.
Throughout your entire stay there, Goo just kept teasing the two of you and acting as though you guys were some couple. Exclaiming about how heâs waiting for your guysâ children and how heâd be a great uncle. You tried to just play it off because youâve been told in the past that Gun has liked you for a long time, but you just brushed it off as rumors and false accusations, given that it was Gun after all.
But what never sat right with you in these situations were how Gun never denied them once or even got annoyed of the people who kept saying these kinds of things. If anything, he seemed a bit positive...??
Fast forward into the year, a few more months has passed since you two restarted your friendship again. He liked to refer to it as âpicking up where you guys left off a few years ago.â You guys continued with your friendship while Gun still has crippling feelings for you inside of him that heâs never brought up, but badly wants to. You two believed that words and communication is very important in friendships and any sort of relationships, so you guys enjoyed talking to each other about anything and everything. Which is why all sorts of topics have been brought up, and he wishes that he could bring up how much he actually adores you, and thinks heâs actually been in love with you for the longest time now, even throughout your childhood friendship.
Gun mentioned that he waited eight days before he went to you, and on the seventh day that he badly wanted and almost went to see you, you were actually proposed to by your long-term boyfriend whom you met a few months after Gun left your life. But he doesnât know that. He doesnât know him, at all.
He never though anything of the gorgeous ring on your finger or the extra items in your house. The second toothbrush, the several towels that didnât belong to just you, and all the little details in your life that never seemed to come up in a conversation. You never brought up how you were engaged and soon to be married, because you could never find the right time or mood to do so.
Which all led up to where you are now, in the altar with your soon-to-be husband, the man who stayed with you for all these years. While Gun watched in the crowd, seemingly empty of any emotion.
Gun was bewitched by your beauty in a wedding dress but he was captivated by the overwhelming situation and his thoughts that seemed to never catch a break.
He wishes he had found you earlier, maybe it would stop all of this. He knows itâs selfish but he canât help it. He wished he had spilled everything out much sooner, before he even pushed you away. So that at least, you wouldâve known how much he did love you, even though you mightâve not felt the same way, he thought. But what Gun doesnât know either, is how much you loved him around the time that he pushed you away. You were so heartbroken when it happened that you just had to let him go and move on with life because you know that the world doesnât stop for anyone.
You invited Goo so that Gun would have someone he knew well to hang around with since you were gonna be pretty busy, but Goo only seemed to make it worse. Gun didnât even tell him what the event was, Goo was just shocked to see that they were at a church and you, of all people were walking to the altar, in a breathtaking dress.
Goo didnât even want to taunt him that much, of course he did feel bad. Knowing already how much Gun adored you, but of course he still did taunt him occasionally.
Gun approached you before he left the venue, and you guys had a little chit-chat since your husband was busy talking to some of his friends that were still there. Your guysâ conversation took a turn and it really seemed like he wasnât holding up very well. Goo was just eavesdropping through the open door of the venue while Gunâs back was turned on him to face you.
The last thing he said to you before congratulating you yet again and saying his goodbyes and thank youâs was, âIâll always be here if you ever need me, just as I shouldâve been all these damn years.â
Fuck, Gun was really making it hard for you to move on. Seeing him as just an old childhood friend will never be easy for you, and it will never be easy for him.
You watched as they drove off. You guys seemed to drift away when you got married, well you were still close friendsâ but he wanted to give you more space now that you were married. Driving off, he thought to himself, that fucker is one hell of a lucky guy.
notes: there isnt really any fluff ikkkkekekrjenjshdhe but anyway, my idea was just that and I wish I couldâve put it in to words better than I did but I tried my best đđ I GOT THIS REQUEST ON DECEMBER 27 I AM SO SORRY đ i get a lot of Gun requests and now im getting a bunch of Gitae ones too so give me some time yall đđŒ this is kinda rushed so its bad im so sorry i tried because i really wanna get some works up but yejbrndjaiaoakds anyway i forgot everything else that I wanted to say so have a good day people :))))))))))
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I actually love your writing SM istg it gets my heart fluttering everytime. Could I request Park Jonggun x childhood friends!reader w/ fluff + angst?
Slipping Away
âIâll always be here if you ever need me, just as I shouldâve been all these damn years.â
summary: Youâve been close to Gun for the longest amount of time, so much so that you know well about what he does for Charles Choiâ yet you stay. Gun has his small circle of people he trusts which are mostly men who question who you are whenever youâre brought up, given that Gun keeps yapping about you without you even knowing. Gun canât admit it, but heâs liked you for so long and tries to repress his feelings for the sake of your friendship. He had to push you away for your own safety because of what he does for Charles Choi, which resulted in the two of you having no contact with each other in years. He wishes he couldâve bring himself to spill it all out before it was too late, but he didnât, which brought you to where your stood at.
character(s) included: Jonggun Park x fem!reader
cw: swearing, a whole different side of Gun, relationship, gets married, Goo is here haha, its not very fluff tbh but just squint ykwim, kinda rushed because i have the idea in my head and I reallyyyy wanna get it done but iâm busy so im just writing and writing everything i could think of, so not very proofread, use of F/N (first name)
unwrapped on: Monday Evening, April 22 2024
wrapped up on: Wednesday Morning, April 24 2024
published on: Wednesday Morning, April 24 2024
âJust forget about her already. Itâs been years, you fool.â Goo spoke as he turned to Gun, who was smoking yet another cigarette.
They were sat at some junkyard, speaking to one another casually, while Gun was shirtless and seemed to be out of it.
âHow can I? Iâve lusted for other women but I have never loved again since I pushed her away. Not one of the women Iâve ever slept with meant anything other than a one night stand.â Gun replied as he placed the cigarette down.
âYouâre stupid, you know that, right?â Goo snarled.
âFor missing an old childhood friend of mine? Is that really whatâs considered stupid in your dumb brain up there?â
âYes and yes. If you want this that bad, just find her and talk it out, why the hell have you been sulking and hiding all these years? Itâs making me think that you havenât been thinking with your dick all these damn years.â
âHow the hell am I supposed to show myself to her after what I did to make her leave? Itâs idiotic and sheâll despise me even more,â Gun replied.
âAnd how do you know that she even despises you? Iâve spoke to her before, sheâs not some girl whoâs that type of selfish.
Gun went silent. He turned over to Goo who was texting Kouji, âLook, Iâm texting that purple haired highway robber. Iâm sure he can find her within just hours.â
âAre you trying to make her hate me even moreâ?â Gun scoffed.
âWell maybe if she does, you wonât be such a scaredy cat and finally put whatâs in the past where it belongs.â
After moments of silence with Gun just pondering in his thoughts and Goo texting away with Kouji, Goo eventually speaks, âIâve told Kouji about it, he said heâll do it for a few thousandsâwhich I took out from your account, it is your problem after all.â
âWell, when will he be finished?â
âI already gave her full name, age and some details youâve told me about her that could help Kouji, not that he needs it, but either wayâ Iâm sure heâll be done by tonight.â
âWhen heâs done.. What am I even supposed to do? Just randomly show up as if I hadnât swept her away for the past years of my life?â
âHey, Thatâs no longer my problem, but a you problem. If you can keep yapping about her, why not yap with her instead?â
âGeez, youâre pretty damn helpful, arenât you, you fucking moron?â
âWhatever! Atleast Iâm not tied down by some childhood friend,â to which Gun only scoffed as a response, visibly annoyed.
Around two hours has passed since the topic on you came up when Gooâs phone suddenly started ringing. It was Kouji, Gun expected it would be and was showing no change of emotion physically but was actually really scared of what he had to say about your whereabouts and current situation.
âQuick as always! What ya got, kid?â Goo said as he answered the phone.
âWhatever, you cheapskate. Hand the phone over to Gun, itâs better for him to hear it considering it was for him in the first place.â Kouji said through the phone.
Goo pouted at his response as Gun reached to take the phone from Goo, âBut I wanna hear tooooo,â Kouji, obviously agitated, scoffed âThen put it on speaker phone for all I care. Just make sure Gun hears me loud and clear so I wonât have to repeat anything.â
Goo placed it on speaker as Gun snatched the phone from his hand while Goo snarled at him.
After about 10 minutes of going back and forth on regards with all the information known about you, the call ends. And Gun is ecstatic. Goo is surprised to see Gun in such a vulnerable, sincere-like state of happiness. It wasnât what he was expecting to come out of his choice to call up Kouji, but deep down, heâs somewhat happy for him. Years of blabbering about you may come to an end or atleast a turn for the better, he silently hoped as Gun thought to himself of what he could do with all the information he just got about you from Kouji.
âIâm gonna head back home now, Goo. Thanks for all your help.â
âThat woman has really got you wrapped around her fingers, huh? Being all thankful and shit to people youâre such a dick around.â
âShut the hell up and take it while iâm still offering it.â
âWhatever, go be the rabid dog you are and catch that girl of yours.â
Eight whole days has passed since Gun and Goo last talked and Gun still hasnât made a move on the information he has on you. He badly wanted to do this yesterday so that it wouldnât have reached over a week of prolonged agony with all the information he has on your life.
And yet, here he is. On the eight day, standing in the doorstep of the address that Kouji said you currently resided in. You moved to a more secluded area, just as you have always been living in your entire life. Gun remembers how you werenât a fan of apartment complexes and preferred living in a cozy house, in a safe and nice neighborhood. He could recall every single detail about you, no matter how little it was. Whether if it was how much you loved animals or what temperature you liked to drink your beverages at, he had it embedded into his memory.
He was really hesitant, scared of how you may react to see him out of nowhere, on your front doorstep after all these years. But after some courage, he finally rang the doorbell. It had a calming tune, evident that you had specifically customized it. That thought alone made him smile to himself. Remembering how the two of you were once inseparable and that all shattered in a matter of minutes, due to the decisions made solely by Gun and his unbalanced temper.
You guys have had true history, countless stories and moments that can no longer be relived and endless memories that appear through the back of your head every once in a while, but it all lives rent free in his. He misses all those moments, with you laughing your heart out and acting on your hearts will. Sometimes he thought you ought to use your brain instead of your heart, but he was always with you to balance it all out. It was the perfect friendship.
That was when his thoughts suddenly came to a stop, and he felt his heart practically drop to his knees when he heard the door unlocking.
You, who heard the doorbell, quickly tidied your hair and walked over to the door to answer it. You spoke, âHello, what brings yââ You were suddenly unable to continue when you saw who the man at the door was.
An old childhood friend of yours, Jonggun Park.
A name that has never left your head the moment it entered. The only name that has imprinted into your memory for eternity.
You were more than just stunned to see him thereâ Considering itâs been years since youâve last heard of him and thought that wouldâve truly been the last. But you were mistaken. You were so sure that it would be, and yet here you two are, face to face once again. Except, heâs grown a whole lot taller so you were now at his chin, without any shoes on, that is. Which was strange, you remembered how you first met. With you being taller, and you were for a significant amount of time. Until this very moment, he was actually taller. And it wasnât just taller by a centimeter or two, it was visibly and irritably noticeable to you.
âYou bastard.. Why are you hereâ and how, are you even here..?â You managed to blurt out.
âI wanted to apologize. I couldnât bring myself to tell you the truth at the time because I didnât want to harm you and I wanted to keep you safe. F/N, you know of the background I come from and what I do, so I hope that you were able to somewhat understand why I did what I-â Gun tried to finish his reasoning when you suddenly slapped him out of nowhere.
âYou fool! You think I donât already know that?!â You yelled at him, the same way you used to when he would appear to you with new bruises that you tended to. Tears started forming in your eyes and your voice started to shatter, âDo you know how worried Iâve been? People were telling me that you died in some fight already!â
Before you could continue scolding him, he suddenly took you into his arms for a hug, holding on tighter than heâs ever held on before, âIâm sorry, I am so, so, so sorry. I never wanted to push you away, F/N. I couldnât bring myself to show my face to you even after I was in the clear, I was afraid of how you woul-â You cut him off by shushing his lips with your finger and just hugging him tightly, afraid to lose him again.
Since he came back into your life, you guys only got closer than you ever were before the years had passed. You tell him about everything that has happened to you and everything heâs missed out on and he tells you the same, not leaving any details out this time. The both of your guysâ friendship with one another has always been very special. But what youâve never known is that Gun started to like you at some point. And heâs afraid that he still does, even more that heâs got you back in his life now.
Gun tried to push away those feelings to the best of his abilities, he made sure to hide it well to ensure no awkwardness between you guys. But everything you two did surely made you guys seem like a perfect couple. Even people around you guys thought that you two were dating. From eating at all sorts of places together to practically being attached to one another all the time. Despite your guysâ age, you still watched silly movies togetherâ especially romantic ones. Gun seemed to get really tense during those but you just brushed it off as him being a boy.
But in reality,
Gun couldnât take it. He was slowly crumbling inside because of the feelings he has for you. But he canât bring himself to admit that, no, not after he pushed you away for years. When he actually did have you back into his life, a lot of changes started to appear which Goo obviously noticed. He wasnât out drinking or sleeping with women like how he usually was doing. Instead, he was spending time with you. Goo doesnât even know it yet, but Gun hasnât slept with any other woman since he found you. And Goo noticed how Gun never brings his cigarettes when he comes over to your placeâ knowing, that you too, hated the smell of smoke and the idea or concept of smoking / vaping, just like Goo. Of course, Goo had an inkling of what Gun had in mind, and boy was he going to work on it.
Gun invited you to his shared place with Goo, not knowing that Goo was actually home because he made up some fake plans to get Gun to go through with inviting you over. When you guys finally arrived at Gun and Gooâs place, Gun opened the door for you only to be met with Goo, his blond bastard of a friend.
âWhy hello, you lovebirds!â Goo exclaimed as he greeted you, âtable for two?â he asked mockingly.
âHuhâ Oh, itâs Goo,â you said as you turned over to Gun who looked visibly annoyed and it seemed like he wanted to beat the hell out of Goo, but was holding it in because you were right there.
âYeah, unfortunately. You still remember this guy?â Gun asked.
You met Gun way before Goo did and even though the time they met was also the time you drifted away from Gun, you were able to meet Goo. It was hard to forget him given the first impressions he made.
âI do, but..â You skimmed his body with your eyes, knowing Gunâs fighting level, you were surprised to know that this was the same dude who gave Gun the scar on his face. You also scolded him sometime after you just reunited with him for that. Except he surprisingly, was just laughing. When you were kids, he would be sobbing or upset, but now he just laughs it off while you tend to his wounds, just as you used to.
âBut what?â They said in sync. âJINX!â Goo exclaimed and laughed at Gunâs face. You were confused about the situation you just got yourself into, but you decided to just go with it anyway.
Throughout your entire stay there, Goo just kept teasing the two of you and acting as though you guys were some couple. Exclaiming about how heâs waiting for your guysâ children and how heâd be a great uncle. You tried to just play it off because youâve been told in the past that Gun has liked you for a long time, but you just brushed it off as rumors and false accusations, given that it was Gun after all.
But what never sat right with you in these situations were how Gun never denied them once or even got annoyed of the people who kept saying these kinds of things. If anything, he seemed a bit positive...??
Fast forward into the year, a few more months has passed since you two restarted your friendship again. He liked to refer to it as âpicking up where you guys left off a few years ago.â You guys continued with your friendship while Gun still has crippling feelings for you inside of him that heâs never brought up, but badly wants to. You two believed that words and communication is very important in friendships and any sort of relationships, so you guys enjoyed talking to each other about anything and everything. Which is why all sorts of topics have been brought up, and he wishes that he could bring up how much he actually adores you, and thinks heâs actually been in love with you for the longest time now, even throughout your childhood friendship.
Gun mentioned that he waited eight days before he went to you, and on the seventh day that he badly wanted and almost went to see you, you were actually proposed to by your long-term boyfriend whom you met a few months after Gun left your life. But he doesnât know that. He doesnât know him, at all.
He never though anything of the gorgeous ring on your finger or the extra items in your house. The second toothbrush, the several towels that didnât belong to just you, and all the little details in your life that never seemed to come up in a conversation. You never brought up how you were engaged and soon to be married, because you could never find the right time or mood to do so.
Which all led up to where you are now, in the altar with your soon-to-be husband, the man who stayed with you for all these years. While Gun watched in the crowd, seemingly empty of any emotion.
Gun was bewitched by your beauty in a wedding dress but he was captivated by the overwhelming situation and his thoughts that seemed to never catch a break.
He wishes he had found you earlier, maybe it would stop all of this. He knows itâs selfish but he canât help it. He wished he had spilled everything out much sooner, before he even pushed you away. So that at least, you wouldâve known how much he did love you, even though you mightâve not felt the same way, he thought. But what Gun doesnât know either, is how much you loved him around the time that he pushed you away. You were so heartbroken when it happened that you just had to let him go and move on with life because you know that the world doesnât stop for anyone.
You invited Goo so that Gun would have someone he knew well to hang around with since you were gonna be pretty busy, but Goo only seemed to make it worse. Gun didnât even tell him what the event was, Goo was just shocked to see that they were at a church and you, of all people were walking to the altar, in a breathtaking dress.
Goo didnât even want to taunt him that much, of course he did feel bad. Knowing already how much Gun adored you, but of course he still did taunt him occasionally.
Gun approached you before he left the venue, and you guys had a little chit-chat since your husband was busy talking to some of his friends that were still there. Your guysâ conversation took a turn and it really seemed like he wasnât holding up very well. Goo was just eavesdropping through the open door of the venue while Gunâs back was turned on him to face you.
The last thing he said to you before congratulating you yet again and saying his goodbyes and thank youâs was, âIâll always be here if you ever need me, just as I shouldâve been all these damn years.â
Fuck, Gun was really making it hard for you to move on. Seeing him as just an old childhood friend will never be easy for you, and it will never be easy for him.
You watched as they drove off. You guys seemed to drift away when you got married, well you were still close friendsâ but he wanted to give you more space now that you were married. Driving off, he thought to himself, that fucker is one hell of a lucky guy.
notes: there isnt really any fluff ikkkkekekrjenjshdhe but anyway, my idea was just that and I wish I couldâve put it in to words better than I did but I tried my best đđ I GOT THIS REQUEST ON DECEMBER 27 I AM SO SORRY đ i get a lot of Gun requests and now im getting a bunch of Gitae ones too so give me some time yall đđŒ this is kinda rushed so its bad im so sorry i tried because i really wanna get some works up but yejbrndjaiaoakds anyway i forgot everything else that I wanted to say so have a good day people :))))))))))
- With or without proper credits, please don't try to steal or claim any of my works as your own
I genuinely appreciate opinions, feedback, likes, and reblogs
Once again, I hope this isn't too bad for my first angst fic, and i'll be doing more characters in lookism so feel free to request!!
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I actually love your writing SM istg it gets my heart fluttering everytime. Could I request Park Jonggun x childhood friends!reader w/ fluff + angst?
Slipping Away
âIâll always be here if you ever need me, just as I shouldâve been all these damn years.â
summary: Youâve been close to Gun for the longest amount of time, so much so that you know well about what he does for Charles Choiâ yet you stay. Gun has his small circle of people he trusts which are mostly men who question who you are whenever youâre brought up, given that Gun keeps yapping about you without you even knowing. Gun canât admit it, but heâs liked you for so long and tries to repress his feelings for the sake of your friendship. He had to push you away for your own safety because of what he does for Charles Choi, which resulted in the two of you having no contact with each other in years. He wishes he couldâve bring himself to spill it all out before it was too late, but he didnât, which brought you to where your stood at.
character(s) included: Jonggun Park x fem!reader
cw: swearing, a whole different side of Gun, relationship, gets married, Goo is here haha, its not very fluff tbh but just squint ykwim, kinda rushed because i have the idea in my head and I reallyyyy wanna get it done but iâm busy so im just writing and writing everything i could think of, so not very proofread, use of F/N (first name)
unwrapped on: Monday Evening, April 22 2024
wrapped up on: Wednesday Morning, April 24 2024
published on: Wednesday Morning, April 24 2024
âJust forget about her already. Itâs been years, you fool.â Goo spoke as he turned to Gun, who was smoking yet another cigarette.
They were sat at some junkyard, speaking to one another casually, while Gun was shirtless and seemed to be out of it.
âHow can I? Iâve lusted for other women but I have never loved again since I pushed her away. Not one of the women Iâve ever slept with meant anything other than a one night stand.â Gun replied as he placed the cigarette down.
âYouâre stupid, you know that, right?â Goo snarled.
âFor missing an old childhood friend of mine? Is that really whatâs considered stupid in your dumb brain up there?â
âYes and yes. If you want this that bad, just find her and talk it out, why the hell have you been sulking and hiding all these years? Itâs making me think that you havenât been thinking with your dick all these damn years.â
âHow the hell am I supposed to show myself to her after what I did to make her leave? Itâs idiotic and sheâll despise me even more,â Gun replied.
âAnd how do you know that she even despises you? Iâve spoke to her before, sheâs not some girl whoâs that type of selfish.
Gun went silent. He turned over to Goo who was texting Kouji, âLook, Iâm texting that purple haired highway robber. Iâm sure he can find her within just hours.â
âAre you trying to make her hate me even moreâ?â Gun scoffed.
âWell maybe if she does, you wonât be such a scaredy cat and finally put whatâs in the past where it belongs.â
After moments of silence with Gun just pondering in his thoughts and Goo texting away with Kouji, Goo eventually speaks, âIâve told Kouji about it, he said heâll do it for a few thousandsâwhich I took out from your account, it is your problem after all.â
âWell, when will he be finished?â
âI already gave her full name, age and some details youâve told me about her that could help Kouji, not that he needs it, but either wayâ Iâm sure heâll be done by tonight.â
âWhen heâs done.. What am I even supposed to do? Just randomly show up as if I hadnât swept her away for the past years of my life?â
âHey, Thatâs no longer my problem, but a you problem. If you can keep yapping about her, why not yap with her instead?â
âGeez, youâre pretty damn helpful, arenât you, you fucking moron?â
âWhatever! Atleast Iâm not tied down by some childhood friend,â to which Gun only scoffed as a response, visibly annoyed.
Around two hours has passed since the topic on you came up when Gooâs phone suddenly started ringing. It was Kouji, Gun expected it would be and was showing no change of emotion physically but was actually really scared of what he had to say about your whereabouts and current situation.
âQuick as always! What ya got, kid?â Goo said as he answered the phone.
âWhatever, you cheapskate. Hand the phone over to Gun, itâs better for him to hear it considering it was for him in the first place.â Kouji said through the phone.
Goo pouted at his response as Gun reached to take the phone from Goo, âBut I wanna hear tooooo,â Kouji, obviously agitated, scoffed âThen put it on speaker phone for all I care. Just make sure Gun hears me loud and clear so I wonât have to repeat anything.â
Goo placed it on speaker as Gun snatched the phone from his hand while Goo snarled at him.
After about 10 minutes of going back and forth on regards with all the information known about you, the call ends. And Gun is ecstatic. Goo is surprised to see Gun in such a vulnerable, sincere-like state of happiness. It wasnât what he was expecting to come out of his choice to call up Kouji, but deep down, heâs somewhat happy for him. Years of blabbering about you may come to an end or atleast a turn for the better, he silently hoped as Gun thought to himself of what he could do with all the information he just got about you from Kouji.
âIâm gonna head back home now, Goo. Thanks for all your help.â
âThat woman has really got you wrapped around her fingers, huh? Being all thankful and shit to people youâre such a dick around.â
âShut the hell up and take it while iâm still offering it.â
âWhatever, go be the rabid dog you are and catch that girl of yours.â
Eight whole days has passed since Gun and Goo last talked and Gun still hasnât made a move on the information he has on you. He badly wanted to do this yesterday so that it wouldnât have reached over a week of prolonged agony with all the information he has on your life.
And yet, here he is. On the eight day, standing in the doorstep of the address that Kouji said you currently resided in. You moved to a more secluded area, just as you have always been living in your entire life. Gun remembers how you werenât a fan of apartment complexes and preferred living in a cozy house, in a safe and nice neighborhood. He could recall every single detail about you, no matter how little it was. Whether if it was how much you loved animals or what temperature you liked to drink your beverages at, he had it embedded into his memory.
He was really hesitant, scared of how you may react to see him out of nowhere, on your front doorstep after all these years. But after some courage, he finally rang the doorbell. It had a calming tune, evident that you had specifically customized it. That thought alone made him smile to himself. Remembering how the two of you were once inseparable and that all shattered in a matter of minutes, due to the decisions made solely by Gun and his unbalanced temper.
You guys have had true history, countless stories and moments that can no longer be relived and endless memories that appear through the back of your head every once in a while, but it all lives rent free in his. He misses all those moments, with you laughing your heart out and acting on your hearts will. Sometimes he thought you ought to use your brain instead of your heart, but he was always with you to balance it all out. It was the perfect friendship.
That was when his thoughts suddenly came to a stop, and he felt his heart practically drop to his knees when he heard the door unlocking.
You, who heard the doorbell, quickly tidied your hair and walked over to the door to answer it. You spoke, âHello, what brings yââ You were suddenly unable to continue when you saw who the man at the door was.
An old childhood friend of yours, Jonggun Park.
A name that has never left your head the moment it entered. The only name that has imprinted into your memory for eternity.
You were more than just stunned to see him thereâ Considering itâs been years since youâve last heard of him and thought that wouldâve truly been the last. But you were mistaken. You were so sure that it would be, and yet here you two are, face to face once again. Except, heâs grown a whole lot taller so you were now at his chin, without any shoes on, that is. Which was strange, you remembered how you first met. With you being taller, and you were for a significant amount of time. Until this very moment, he was actually taller. And it wasnât just taller by a centimeter or two, it was visibly and irritably noticeable to you.
âYou bastard.. Why are you hereâ and how, are you even here..?â You managed to blurt out.
âI wanted to apologize. I couldnât bring myself to tell you the truth at the time because I didnât want to harm you and I wanted to keep you safe. F/N, you know of the background I come from and what I do, so I hope that you were able to somewhat understand why I did what I-â Gun tried to finish his reasoning when you suddenly slapped him out of nowhere.
âYou fool! You think I donât already know that?!â You yelled at him, the same way you used to when he would appear to you with new bruises that you tended to. Tears started forming in your eyes and your voice started to shatter, âDo you know how worried Iâve been? People were telling me that you died in some fight already!â
Before you could continue scolding him, he suddenly took you into his arms for a hug, holding on tighter than heâs ever held on before, âIâm sorry, I am so, so, so sorry. I never wanted to push you away, F/N. I couldnât bring myself to show my face to you even after I was in the clear, I was afraid of how you woul-â You cut him off by shushing his lips with your finger and just hugging him tightly, afraid to lose him again.
Since he came back into your life, you guys only got closer than you ever were before the years had passed. You tell him about everything that has happened to you and everything heâs missed out on and he tells you the same, not leaving any details out this time. The both of your guysâ friendship with one another has always been very special. But what youâve never known is that Gun started to like you at some point. And heâs afraid that he still does, even more that heâs got you back in his life now.
Gun tried to push away those feelings to the best of his abilities, he made sure to hide it well to ensure no awkwardness between you guys. But everything you two did surely made you guys seem like a perfect couple. Even people around you guys thought that you two were dating. From eating at all sorts of places together to practically being attached to one another all the time. Despite your guysâ age, you still watched silly movies togetherâ especially romantic ones. Gun seemed to get really tense during those but you just brushed it off as him being a boy.
But in reality,
Gun couldnât take it. He was slowly crumbling inside because of the feelings he has for you. But he canât bring himself to admit that, no, not after he pushed you away for years. When he actually did have you back into his life, a lot of changes started to appear which Goo obviously noticed. He wasnât out drinking or sleeping with women like how he usually was doing. Instead, he was spending time with you. Goo doesnât even know it yet, but Gun hasnât slept with any other woman since he found you. And Goo noticed how Gun never brings his cigarettes when he comes over to your placeâ knowing, that you too, hated the smell of smoke and the idea or concept of smoking / vaping, just like Goo. Of course, Goo had an inkling of what Gun had in mind, and boy was he going to work on it.
Gun invited you to his shared place with Goo, not knowing that Goo was actually home because he made up some fake plans to get Gun to go through with inviting you over. When you guys finally arrived at Gun and Gooâs place, Gun opened the door for you only to be met with Goo, his blond bastard of a friend.
âWhy hello, you lovebirds!â Goo exclaimed as he greeted you, âtable for two?â he asked mockingly.
âHuhâ Oh, itâs Goo,â you said as you turned over to Gun who looked visibly annoyed and it seemed like he wanted to beat the hell out of Goo, but was holding it in because you were right there.
âYeah, unfortunately. You still remember this guy?â Gun asked.
You met Gun way before Goo did and even though the time they met was also the time you drifted away from Gun, you were able to meet Goo. It was hard to forget him given the first impressions he made.
âI do, but..â You skimmed his body with your eyes, knowing Gunâs fighting level, you were surprised to know that this was the same dude who gave Gun the scar on his face. You also scolded him sometime after you just reunited with him for that. Except he surprisingly, was just laughing. When you were kids, he would be sobbing or upset, but now he just laughs it off while you tend to his wounds, just as you used to.
âBut what?â They said in sync. âJINX!â Goo exclaimed and laughed at Gunâs face. You were confused about the situation you just got yourself into, but you decided to just go with it anyway.
Throughout your entire stay there, Goo just kept teasing the two of you and acting as though you guys were some couple. Exclaiming about how heâs waiting for your guysâ children and how heâd be a great uncle. You tried to just play it off because youâve been told in the past that Gun has liked you for a long time, but you just brushed it off as rumors and false accusations, given that it was Gun after all.
But what never sat right with you in these situations were how Gun never denied them once or even got annoyed of the people who kept saying these kinds of things. If anything, he seemed a bit positive...??
Fast forward into the year, a few more months has passed since you two restarted your friendship again. He liked to refer to it as âpicking up where you guys left off a few years ago.â You guys continued with your friendship while Gun still has crippling feelings for you inside of him that heâs never brought up, but badly wants to. You two believed that words and communication is very important in friendships and any sort of relationships, so you guys enjoyed talking to each other about anything and everything. Which is why all sorts of topics have been brought up, and he wishes that he could bring up how much he actually adores you, and thinks heâs actually been in love with you for the longest time now, even throughout your childhood friendship.
Gun mentioned that he waited eight days before he went to you, and on the seventh day that he badly wanted and almost went to see you, you were actually proposed to by your long-term boyfriend whom you met a few months after Gun left your life. But he doesnât know that. He doesnât know him, at all.
He never though anything of the gorgeous ring on your finger or the extra items in your house. The second toothbrush, the several towels that didnât belong to just you, and all the little details in your life that never seemed to come up in a conversation. You never brought up how you were engaged and soon to be married, because you could never find the right time or mood to do so.
Which all led up to where you are now, in the altar with your soon-to-be husband, the man who stayed with you for all these years. While Gun watched in the crowd, seemingly empty of any emotion.
Gun was bewitched by your beauty in a wedding dress but he was captivated by the overwhelming situation and his thoughts that seemed to never catch a break.
He wishes he had found you earlier, maybe it would stop all of this. He knows itâs selfish but he canât help it. He wished he had spilled everything out much sooner, before he even pushed you away. So that at least, you wouldâve known how much he did love you, even though you mightâve not felt the same way, he thought. But what Gun doesnât know either, is how much you loved him around the time that he pushed you away. You were so heartbroken when it happened that you just had to let him go and move on with life because you know that the world doesnât stop for anyone.
You invited Goo so that Gun would have someone he knew well to hang around with since you were gonna be pretty busy, but Goo only seemed to make it worse. Gun didnât even tell him what the event was, Goo was just shocked to see that they were at a church and you, of all people were walking to the altar, in a breathtaking dress.
Goo didnât even want to taunt him that much, of course he did feel bad. Knowing already how much Gun adored you, but of course he still did taunt him occasionally.
Gun approached you before he left the venue, and you guys had a little chit-chat since your husband was busy talking to some of his friends that were still there. Your guysâ conversation took a turn and it really seemed like he wasnât holding up very well. Goo was just eavesdropping through the open door of the venue while Gunâs back was turned on him to face you.
The last thing he said to you before congratulating you yet again and saying his goodbyes and thank youâs was, âIâll always be here if you ever need me, just as I shouldâve been all these damn years.â
Fuck, Gun was really making it hard for you to move on. Seeing him as just an old childhood friend will never be easy for you, and it will never be easy for him.
You watched as they drove off. You guys seemed to drift away when you got married, well you were still close friendsâ but he wanted to give you more space now that you were married. Driving off, he thought to himself, that fucker is one hell of a lucky guy.
notes: there isnt really any fluff ikkkkekekrjenjshdhe but anyway, my idea was just that and I wish I couldâve put it in to words better than I did but I tried my best đđ I GOT THIS REQUEST ON DECEMBER 27 I AM SO SORRY đ i get a lot of Gun requests and now im getting a bunch of Gitae ones too so give me some time yall đđŒ this is kinda rushed so its bad im so sorry i tried because i really wanna get some works up but yejbrndjaiaoakds anyway i forgot everything else that I wanted to say so have a good day people :))))))))))
- With or without proper credits, please don't try to steal or claim any of my works as your own
I genuinely appreciate opinions, feedback, likes, and reblogs
Once again, I hope this isn't too bad for my first angst fic, and i'll be doing more characters in lookism so feel free to request!!
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I actually love your writing SM istg it gets my heart fluttering everytime. Could I request Park Jonggun x childhood friends!reader w/ fluff + angst?
Slipping Away
âIâll always be here if you ever need me, just as I shouldâve been all these damn years.â
summary: Youâve been close to Gun for the longest amount of time, so much so that you know well about what he does for Charles Choiâ yet you stay. Gun has his small circle of people he trusts which are mostly men who question who you are whenever youâre brought up, given that Gun keeps yapping about you without you even knowing. Gun canât admit it, but heâs liked you for so long and tries to repress his feelings for the sake of your friendship. He had to push you away for your own safety because of what he does for Charles Choi, which resulted in the two of you having no contact with each other in years. He wishes he couldâve bring himself to spill it all out before it was too late, but he didnât, which brought you to where your stood at.
character(s) included: Jonggun Park x fem!reader
cw: swearing, a whole different side of Gun, relationship, gets married, Goo is here haha, its not very fluff tbh but just squint ykwim, kinda rushed because i have the idea in my head and I reallyyyy wanna get it done but iâm busy so im just writing and writing everything i could think of, so not very proofread, use of F/N (first name)
unwrapped on: Monday Evening, April 22 2024
wrapped up on: Wednesday Morning, April 24 2024
published on: Wednesday Morning, April 24 2024
âJust forget about her already. Itâs been years, you fool.â Goo spoke as he turned to Gun, who was smoking yet another cigarette.
They were sat at some junkyard, speaking to one another casually, while Gun was shirtless and seemed to be out of it.
âHow can I? Iâve lusted for other women but I have never loved again since I pushed her away. Not one of the women Iâve ever slept with meant anything other than a one night stand.â Gun replied as he placed the cigarette down.
âYouâre stupid, you know that, right?â Goo snarled.
âFor missing an old childhood friend of mine? Is that really whatâs considered stupid in your dumb brain up there?â
âYes and yes. If you want this that bad, just find her and talk it out, why the hell have you been sulking and hiding all these years? Itâs making me think that you havenât been thinking with your dick all these damn years.â
âHow the hell am I supposed to show myself to her after what I did to make her leave? Itâs idiotic and sheâll despise me even more,â Gun replied.
âAnd how do you know that she even despises you? Iâve spoke to her before, sheâs not some girl whoâs that type of selfish.
Gun went silent. He turned over to Goo who was texting Kouji, âLook, Iâm texting that purple haired highway robber. Iâm sure he can find her within just hours.â
âAre you trying to make her hate me even moreâ?â Gun scoffed.
âWell maybe if she does, you wonât be such a scaredy cat and finally put whatâs in the past where it belongs.â
After moments of silence with Gun just pondering in his thoughts and Goo texting away with Kouji, Goo eventually speaks, âIâve told Kouji about it, he said heâll do it for a few thousandsâwhich I took out from your account, it is your problem after all.â
âWell, when will he be finished?â
âI already gave her full name, age and some details youâve told me about her that could help Kouji, not that he needs it, but either wayâ Iâm sure heâll be done by tonight.â
âWhen heâs done.. What am I even supposed to do? Just randomly show up as if I hadnât swept her away for the past years of my life?â
âHey, Thatâs no longer my problem, but a you problem. If you can keep yapping about her, why not yap with her instead?â
âGeez, youâre pretty damn helpful, arenât you, you fucking moron?â
âWhatever! Atleast Iâm not tied down by some childhood friend,â to which Gun only scoffed as a response, visibly annoyed.
Around two hours has passed since the topic on you came up when Gooâs phone suddenly started ringing. It was Kouji, Gun expected it would be and was showing no change of emotion physically but was actually really scared of what he had to say about your whereabouts and current situation.
âQuick as always! What ya got, kid?â Goo said as he answered the phone.
âWhatever, you cheapskate. Hand the phone over to Gun, itâs better for him to hear it considering it was for him in the first place.â Kouji said through the phone.
Goo pouted at his response as Gun reached to take the phone from Goo, âBut I wanna hear tooooo,â Kouji, obviously agitated, scoffed âThen put it on speaker phone for all I care. Just make sure Gun hears me loud and clear so I wonât have to repeat anything.â
Goo placed it on speaker as Gun snatched the phone from his hand while Goo snarled at him.
After about 10 minutes of going back and forth on regards with all the information known about you, the call ends. And Gun is ecstatic. Goo is surprised to see Gun in such a vulnerable, sincere-like state of happiness. It wasnât what he was expecting to come out of his choice to call up Kouji, but deep down, heâs somewhat happy for him. Years of blabbering about you may come to an end or atleast a turn for the better, he silently hoped as Gun thought to himself of what he could do with all the information he just got about you from Kouji.
âIâm gonna head back home now, Goo. Thanks for all your help.â
âThat woman has really got you wrapped around her fingers, huh? Being all thankful and shit to people youâre such a dick around.â
âShut the hell up and take it while iâm still offering it.â
âWhatever, go be the rabid dog you are and catch that girl of yours.â
Eight whole days has passed since Gun and Goo last talked and Gun still hasnât made a move on the information he has on you. He badly wanted to do this yesterday so that it wouldnât have reached over a week of prolonged agony with all the information he has on your life.
And yet, here he is. On the eight day, standing in the doorstep of the address that Kouji said you currently resided in. You moved to a more secluded area, just as you have always been living in your entire life. Gun remembers how you werenât a fan of apartment complexes and preferred living in a cozy house, in a safe and nice neighborhood. He could recall every single detail about you, no matter how little it was. Whether if it was how much you loved animals or what temperature you liked to drink your beverages at, he had it embedded into his memory.
He was really hesitant, scared of how you may react to see him out of nowhere, on your front doorstep after all these years. But after some courage, he finally rang the doorbell. It had a calming tune, evident that you had specifically customized it. That thought alone made him smile to himself. Remembering how the two of you were once inseparable and that all shattered in a matter of minutes, due to the decisions made solely by Gun and his unbalanced temper.
You guys have had true history, countless stories and moments that can no longer be relived and endless memories that appear through the back of your head every once in a while, but it all lives rent free in his. He misses all those moments, with you laughing your heart out and acting on your hearts will. Sometimes he thought you ought to use your brain instead of your heart, but he was always with you to balance it all out. It was the perfect friendship.
That was when his thoughts suddenly came to a stop, and he felt his heart practically drop to his knees when he heard the door unlocking.
You, who heard the doorbell, quickly tidied your hair and walked over to the door to answer it. You spoke, âHello, what brings yââ You were suddenly unable to continue when you saw who the man at the door was.
An old childhood friend of yours, Jonggun Park.
A name that has never left your head the moment it entered. The only name that has imprinted into your memory for eternity.
You were more than just stunned to see him thereâ Considering itâs been years since youâve last heard of him and thought that wouldâve truly been the last. But you were mistaken. You were so sure that it would be, and yet here you two are, face to face once again. Except, heâs grown a whole lot taller so you were now at his chin, without any shoes on, that is. Which was strange, you remembered how you first met. With you being taller, and you were for a significant amount of time. Until this very moment, he was actually taller. And it wasnât just taller by a centimeter or two, it was visibly and irritably noticeable to you.
âYou bastard.. Why are you hereâ and how, are you even here..?â You managed to blurt out.
âI wanted to apologize. I couldnât bring myself to tell you the truth at the time because I didnât want to harm you and I wanted to keep you safe. F/N, you know of the background I come from and what I do, so I hope that you were able to somewhat understand why I did what I-â Gun tried to finish his reasoning when you suddenly slapped him out of nowhere.
âYou fool! You think I donât already know that?!â You yelled at him, the same way you used to when he would appear to you with new bruises that you tended to. Tears started forming in your eyes and your voice started to shatter, âDo you know how worried Iâve been? People were telling me that you died in some fight already!â
Before you could continue scolding him, he suddenly took you into his arms for a hug, holding on tighter than heâs ever held on before, âIâm sorry, I am so, so, so sorry. I never wanted to push you away, F/N. I couldnât bring myself to show my face to you even after I was in the clear, I was afraid of how you woul-â You cut him off by shushing his lips with your finger and just hugging him tightly, afraid to lose him again.
Since he came back into your life, you guys only got closer than you ever were before the years had passed. You tell him about everything that has happened to you and everything heâs missed out on and he tells you the same, not leaving any details out this time. The both of your guysâ friendship with one another has always been very special. But what youâve never known is that Gun started to like you at some point. And heâs afraid that he still does, even more that heâs got you back in his life now.
Gun tried to push away those feelings to the best of his abilities, he made sure to hide it well to ensure no awkwardness between you guys. But everything you two did surely made you guys seem like a perfect couple. Even people around you guys thought that you two were dating. From eating at all sorts of places together to practically being attached to one another all the time. Despite your guysâ age, you still watched silly movies togetherâ especially romantic ones. Gun seemed to get really tense during those but you just brushed it off as him being a boy.
But in reality,
Gun couldnât take it. He was slowly crumbling inside because of the feelings he has for you. But he canât bring himself to admit that, no, not after he pushed you away for years. When he actually did have you back into his life, a lot of changes started to appear which Goo obviously noticed. He wasnât out drinking or sleeping with women like how he usually was doing. Instead, he was spending time with you. Goo doesnât even know it yet, but Gun hasnât slept with any other woman since he found you. And Goo noticed how Gun never brings his cigarettes when he comes over to your placeâ knowing, that you too, hated the smell of smoke and the idea or concept of smoking / vaping, just like Goo. Of course, Goo had an inkling of what Gun had in mind, and boy was he going to work on it.
Gun invited you to his shared place with Goo, not knowing that Goo was actually home because he made up some fake plans to get Gun to go through with inviting you over. When you guys finally arrived at Gun and Gooâs place, Gun opened the door for you only to be met with Goo, his blond bastard of a friend.
âWhy hello, you lovebirds!â Goo exclaimed as he greeted you, âtable for two?â he asked mockingly.
âHuhâ Oh, itâs Goo,â you said as you turned over to Gun who looked visibly annoyed and it seemed like he wanted to beat the hell out of Goo, but was holding it in because you were right there.
âYeah, unfortunately. You still remember this guy?â Gun asked.
You met Gun way before Goo did and even though the time they met was also the time you drifted away from Gun, you were able to meet Goo. It was hard to forget him given the first impressions he made.
âI do, but..â You skimmed his body with your eyes, knowing Gunâs fighting level, you were surprised to know that this was the same dude who gave Gun the scar on his face. You also scolded him sometime after you just reunited with him for that. Except he surprisingly, was just laughing. When you were kids, he would be sobbing or upset, but now he just laughs it off while you tend to his wounds, just as you used to.
âBut what?â They said in sync. âJINX!â Goo exclaimed and laughed at Gunâs face. You were confused about the situation you just got yourself into, but you decided to just go with it anyway.
Throughout your entire stay there, Goo just kept teasing the two of you and acting as though you guys were some couple. Exclaiming about how heâs waiting for your guysâ children and how heâd be a great uncle. You tried to just play it off because youâve been told in the past that Gun has liked you for a long time, but you just brushed it off as rumors and false accusations, given that it was Gun after all.
But what never sat right with you in these situations were how Gun never denied them once or even got annoyed of the people who kept saying these kinds of things. If anything, he seemed a bit positive...??
Fast forward into the year, a few more months has passed since you two restarted your friendship again. He liked to refer to it as âpicking up where you guys left off a few years ago.â You guys continued with your friendship while Gun still has crippling feelings for you inside of him that heâs never brought up, but badly wants to. You two believed that words and communication is very important in friendships and any sort of relationships, so you guys enjoyed talking to each other about anything and everything. Which is why all sorts of topics have been brought up, and he wishes that he could bring up how much he actually adores you, and thinks heâs actually been in love with you for the longest time now, even throughout your childhood friendship.
Gun mentioned that he waited eight days before he went to you, and on the seventh day that he badly wanted and almost went to see you, you were actually proposed to by your long-term boyfriend whom you met a few months after Gun left your life. But he doesnât know that. He doesnât know him, at all.
He never though anything of the gorgeous ring on your finger or the extra items in your house. The second toothbrush, the several towels that didnât belong to just you, and all the little details in your life that never seemed to come up in a conversation. You never brought up how you were engaged and soon to be married, because you could never find the right time or mood to do so.
Which all led up to where you are now, in the altar with your soon-to-be husband, the man who stayed with you for all these years. While Gun watched in the crowd, seemingly empty of any emotion.
Gun was bewitched by your beauty in a wedding dress but he was captivated by the overwhelming situation and his thoughts that seemed to never catch a break.
He wishes he had found you earlier, maybe it would stop all of this. He knows itâs selfish but he canât help it. He wished he had spilled everything out much sooner, before he even pushed you away. So that at least, you wouldâve known how much he did love you, even though you mightâve not felt the same way, he thought. But what Gun doesnât know either, is how much you loved him around the time that he pushed you away. You were so heartbroken when it happened that you just had to let him go and move on with life because you know that the world doesnât stop for anyone.
You invited Goo so that Gun would have someone he knew well to hang around with since you were gonna be pretty busy, but Goo only seemed to make it worse. Gun didnât even tell him what the event was, Goo was just shocked to see that they were at a church and you, of all people were walking to the altar, in a breathtaking dress.
Goo didnât even want to taunt him that much, of course he did feel bad. Knowing already how much Gun adored you, but of course he still did taunt him occasionally.
Gun approached you before he left the venue, and you guys had a little chit-chat since your husband was busy talking to some of his friends that were still there. Your guysâ conversation took a turn and it really seemed like he wasnât holding up very well. Goo was just eavesdropping through the open door of the venue while Gunâs back was turned on him to face you.
The last thing he said to you before congratulating you yet again and saying his goodbyes and thank youâs was, âIâll always be here if you ever need me, just as I shouldâve been all these damn years.â
Fuck, Gun was really making it hard for you to move on. Seeing him as just an old childhood friend will never be easy for you, and it will never be easy for him.
You watched as they drove off. You guys seemed to drift away when you got married, well you were still close friendsâ but he wanted to give you more space now that you were married. Driving off, he thought to himself, that fucker is one hell of a lucky guy.
notes: there isnt really any fluff ikkkkekekrjenjshdhe but anyway, my idea was just that and I wish I couldâve put it in to words better than I did but I tried my best đđ I GOT THIS REQUEST ON DECEMBER 27 I AM SO SORRY đ i get a lot of Gun requests and now im getting a bunch of Gitae ones too so give me some time yall đđŒ this is kinda rushed so its bad im so sorry i tried because i really wanna get some works up but yejbrndjaiaoakds anyway i forgot everything else that I wanted to say so have a good day people :))))))))))
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Once again, I hope this isn't too bad for my first angst fic, and i'll be doing more characters in lookism so feel free to request!!
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Bike Riding
âHold onto me tight, that way youâll be less scared.â
summary: Your boyfriend offers to pick you up from your workplace. Sure, this wouldnât be the first time heâs done this, yet you cant help but be quite surprised whenever you receive a text or two from his number just a quarter till your shift is over, offering you a ride home or to his place. Knowing both of your busy schedules, the both of you tend to spend a lot of time apart from one another, so upon seeing his text pop up into your phone notifications, you happily accepted. Usually, youâd see him parking his car upfront, just around 5 minutes away from the end of your shift. But today was a little different.
character(s) included: Jonggun Park x fem!reader
cw: SLIGHTLY suggestive, Gun being pretty soft towards reader, a curse word or two, Gun and reader have been dating for a while, use of y/n, pet names, backpacking iykwim, the 1st part is more on first person pov but it switches to second person pov once gun arrives, this whole thing is surprisingly and unintentionally long, there are a few linked words you should click to get a better understanding of whats going on, and this is the first ever fic ive written đđ
unwrapped on: Tuesday Evening, July 18 2023
wrapped up on: Thursday Afternoon, July 20 2023
published on: Thursday Afternoon, July 20 2023 (at around 4 PM)
âAlright, would you like some napkins with your order, Sir?â
I kindly asked the customer standing in front of our pickup counter as i carefully secured the two frappuccinos he ordered in a beverage carrier then put it in our signature paper bag along with two straws and his receipt.
âOh uh, no thanks, but you have a good night!â He replied as he grabbed the paper bag.
âAlright then, You have a good night too, Sir.â I said with the sweet smile i usually give the customers.
He smiled back at me right before he walked out of the store.
Taking a quick look at my watch, I realized its 8:27 pm. Theres about an hour till closing time. I give one of the baristas a heads-up before i leave my station to do some cleaning.
Before I got to cleaning, i turned the âWe Are Open!â sign to its other side in order to signify that weâre closing up for the day. Normally, I would wait until there are only around fifteen to twenty minutes left, but the store was filled to the brim, and itâd be hard to accommodate any more customers. For as long as I can remember, its always been this way whenever its Friday, considering its the second busiest day of the week for us.
Iâm tidying up some of the empty tables, while the remaining three employees of today are shuffling from working the register to making drinks, and serving orders.
*bzz bzz* Despite my phone being in my pocket, I felt its sudden vibration, which was strange, considering i have âDo Not Disturbâ turned on most of the time. However I can recall a certain someone, which is Gun, who found out about how i always have that feature on as well as how my notifications are always turned off. Which is why, push notifications have been turned on for all of his messages, and all possible digital connections he might have with me ever since.
I took my phone out of my pocket, and i saw that it was 8:42 pm.
âDang, time really does feel like its at itâs slowest when youâre having no fun..â I thought to myself.
I quickly unlocked my phone so that i could view the notification.
Notifications â
đ« sent you a message. 8:41 pm
đ« sent you a message. 8:42 pm
đ« sent you an attachment. 8:42 pm
đ« sent you a message. now
đ« is currently typing⊠now
I looked at my phone with slight confusion, which was very visible from the look on my face. Gun isnât usually the type to keep sending messages, heâd normally wait till i answer the first two or three then weâd keep the conversation going. But to my surprise, he still hasnât stopped sending text messages, and he has even sent a few more pictures. I thought thereâd have to be some sort of emergency or there might be something he needs, but upon reading his text messages, that wasnât it.
đ«
8:41 pm you done working yet?? :(
8:42 pm Can I pick you up from work so we can spend the night at my place? ;)
8:42 pm *picture of a slightly beat up and angry goo sitting on what looks to be the couch at his and gooâs place, holding an ice pack to his nose, because him and gun donât always manage to make the dreamwork in their teamwork*
8:42 pm u there??
8:42 pm i beat up goo to make sure he wont bother us again like last time
8:42 pm so u better not be upset abt that anymore
8:42 pm if u still are, i can and will make it up to you
8:43 pm if yk what i mean
8:43 pm *picture of your shared bedroom at their place*
8:44 pm *picture of a bunch of your favorite snacks on top of their kitchen counter, with goo visibly sneaking up to the said counter*
8:44 pm *picture of goo taking one of the said snacks*
8:44 pm *picture of goo making a run for it*
8:44 pm *picture of what looks to be gunâs point of view as hes chasing goo*
8:48 pm dw abt him
8:49 pm [now] its 8:49 in the evening, can you get off of your so called shift at 9:10 instead of 9:30 ??
âY/N, are you alright? Youâve just been staring at your phone for the past few minutes, with an occasional smile while youâre scrolling through your screen..â One of the workers who is my friend said.
âYeah, sorry, my boyfriend was just texting me.. I appreciate your concern though, f/n.â I quickly looked up from my phone as i spoke to her with a nervous yet sweet smile.
I was a bit startled when she approached me, holding a broomstick. But, sheâs right, Iâve been staring at my phone for the past 7 minutes now, just waiting to see what hes typing and what chaotic pictures heâll be sending. To make it worse, I wasnât even responding to his messages, just staring. Although upon seeing the four minute gap between the last picture he sent and the message he sent at 8:48 pm made me wonder what mightâve went down between him and goo in those few minutes.
The employee who approached me is one of my close friends, sheâs very sympathetic and trustworthy towards most people, especially her friends. Normally, I wouldnât mention whether it was my boyfriend who i was speaking to or not, as it isnât any of their business nor is it their concern. But since Iâm close to the person who approached me, I did.
However, I donât want to be the kind of person who makes their entire life about their relationship, and i wouldnât want to be the one rubbing it in peoples face that iâm in one. But this specific friend of mine has been in a healthy relationship since we were both fifteen, meanwhile we are both turning nineteen soon. Therefore, Iâm very comfortable talking to her about Gun, she seems to give pretty good advice anyway. So i donât see any harm in doing so.
She approached me while I was cleaning the table in the corner, so we walked back to the counter together, while we chatted about our boyfriends.
Once we arrived, I took a few steps closer to the other employees,
âBy the way, would you guys be alright with me leaving a bit earlier today, at around 9:10?â I nervously asked. Sure, this wouldnât be the first time iâve asked them if it were alright if i left early, yet i still get nervous doing so every time.
Among the three of them, none of them seemed to mind, instead, they were teasing me about my boyfriend, Gun. They even told me how I was starting to blush at even the slightest mentions of him and me together. I was a bit flustered but i just laughed it off and left the counter to finish up cleaning.
More customers were starting to exit the cafe few by few, however there were still plenty of people in the store. I started cleaning up the tables that were recently used by customers, aswell as tidying up the chairs and sweeping crumbs off of the floor.
Once I finished cleaning all the empty tables, I assisted my friend by serving a few more orders to customers in the pickup area, then i put away my cleaning materials into the workers closet, untied my apron, folded it neatly, then placed it inside of the workers closet.
Only now did I realize that i never responded to any of my boyfriends messages. I quickly grabbed my phone out of my pocket and started typing. I wasnât really sure how i was supposed to respond especially since i only now realized its already 9:06 pm after leaving him on seen for so long, so i decided to just keep it simple.
You
now sure, oh and fyi iâm still upset
Gun only reacted with a âđâ to my message, so i ended up responding with a âđđâ as well. Just about a few seconds later, he ended up sending me another few messages saying,
âive been omw since like 12 minutes agoâ
âeven if you were rude and left me on seen for so longâ
âbut ill be there in likeâ
â2 minsâ
âbitchâ
I think he might be a lil angry about the fact i left him on seen for so long, considering he knows i donât like being called a bitch.
Because of that, I just left him on seen again!
But he was quick to realize that Iâm just gonna ignore him because of it, which is why he immediately sent a few more messages again.
âno wait im sorryâ
âI didnât mean it i swearâ
âdonât ignore meâ
âheyâ
â:(â
I felt kinda bad but i just kept on ignoring his messages cause iâm petty asf.
Just about a minute passed after that, and he sent me another two messages.
âIâm here, come outâ
âhurry up unless you want me to leave youâ
I informed my co-workers before i left the store and waved them a small goodbye with a smile. They smiled and waved back, and i walked towards the door. I looked around the parking lot while I stood in front of the store, but I couldnât see any of the cars i knew Gun owned. So I took my phone out to call him, but before I could even unlock it, I heard a familiar voice.
âY/N? Do you seriously need me to come find you every time?â Gun scoffs as he walks closer to you.
âHey, that was one time, let it go already, would ya?â you argue while putting your phone back inside your pocket.
âWell then, why is there a second time happening as we speak?â Gun states with that confident smirk on his face again.
âWell-â But before you could even finish whatever it was that you were going to say, Gun grabs your hand and looks at you.
âNever mind your stupid excuses, its late so we should get going.â
You guys walk while holding hands, which isnât a very common occurrence when youâre in public considering Gun doesnât want to put you in danger because youâre easily a great target for his enemies because of his âwork,â which in this scenario he doesnât tell you much about. But what really surprised you was that he was wearing gloves. âWhy would he need gloves when heâs driving a car?â you thought to yourself.
You noticed that you guys are walking towards the parking area for motorcycles which confuses you, but knowing how unpredictable your boyfriend can be, you choose not to question it. That was until you noticed a familiar motorbike you knew Gun specifically owned. You didnât think much of it, you simply assumed it could be someone elseâs.
That was until Gun let go of your hand when you stopped in front of that same motorbike. He handed you a helmet with your name on it. It was matching with the helmet that he would typically wear when heâd hop on his bike. He quickly put his helmet on then got on the motorbike and looked at you. You were just standing there, holding the helmet with both your hands, nervous. Gunâs eyes moved from your eyes to the helmet youâre holding.
âDo you not like it or something? I can get you a new one if its that bad, but I really thought youâd like the design. I had it custom made to what I knew you liked, or atleast I thought so.â
âThatâs thoughtfulâ You genuinely thought to yourself before hesitantly speaking.âIts not that, its just..â
Your boyfriendâs brow rose in confusion, knowing his very limited patience, heâs obviously waiting for a continuation of your response.
âWell?â
âIâve never rode on a motorbike before, and its been a good while since iâve even rode an actual bicycle..â You said. Youâre quite afraid of what his response might be, as your boyfriend tends to have drastic mood changes from even the slightest of things that donât please him.
Yet surprisingly, he got off of the motorbike and went to the other side of it, leaving the motorcycle in between the both of you. He reached his hand out to you. Not knowing a thing about motorcycles or what your boyfriend might do, you grabbed his hand. You werenât sure how the hell were even supposed to get on the motorcycle, so you just tilted you head at him.
âGet on, Iâll hold you so you wonât fall.â âHell, Iâll even guide you if youâre that clueless.â He added.
His words seem like they have genuine sympathy in them and even some patience left, but his tone? ehh, not so much..
You carefully but quickly examined the bike, its big. Seems hard to even get on. You saw the stick looking thing near the bottom on the side, you have no idea what its called. But what you do know is that itâs what someone usually steps on to get on a motorbike. You were too afraid to do anything so you just look back at your boyfriend. Youâre genuinely surprised he managed to keep his cool up until now.
âHeyâ Gun spoke outta nowhere which kind of startled you.
âHm?â You hummed.
âEver heard of backpacking on a motorbike?â Gun asked and you could see his usual smirk growing on his face.
You just shook your head in denial.
Gun let go of your hand and walked over to your side, he took the helmet from your hands and carefully put it on you, âThat good?â he asked. âYes, thank youâ you replied. Then outta nowhere he got on his knees beside you.
You moved from facing the motorcycle to facing him who was by your side, and just stared at him. âWhat the fuck?â You blurted out. âWhy the hell is a man with an ego higher than the steepest mountains on his knees?â You thought.
âGet on my back.â âJust crouch behind me and hold onto my shoulders, then when i stand up, Iâll lift your legs along with me.â
( note: kinda like the one in the video EXCEPT gun is on his knees and you donât jump on his back, you just crouch behind him and hold his shoulders, then heâs holding you like how the guy is holding the girl in the video then yall get on the bike, i really hope yall can imagine and understand what im talking about đđ )
People walking by were starting to give you guys weird looks, maybe they thought this guy was desperate for you or something. You just decided to go with his request anyway. Reluctantly, you walked behind him, crouched and grabbed onto his shoulders. Then he stood up, and you were basically piggy-back-riding him. Which you found quite strange, but youâre tired from work, so you donât bother asking him anymore questions.
Next thing you know, you were on the motorbike, still holding your boyfriendâs shoulders, practically falling asleep. That was until he started the engine which startled you and you moved you hands to his waist, but you didnât want to hugging onto him like a bug, so you thought itâd be fine for you to just barely hold his waist and keep your back and his chest apart from each other by a pretty big distance.
âYou ready?â Your boyfriend asked as he looked back at you.
âYeah, thank youuuâ You reassured him despite your slightly shaking figure and gave him a smile.
âAlright then, but iâd hold on tighter than that if i were you.â He chuckled. You werenât sure why he did but you decided to ignore it.
You noticed he kicked the side stand up which kind of distracted you, making your grip even more loose than it already was. Right then and there, he started the motorcycle but not even half of a second later, he immediately hit the brakes, hard. Which causes you to flinch like hell as it fell like you were about to fall and youâre pretty sure you almost did. You immediately hugged him tighter than you ever have before, wrapping your hands around his waist and holding onto his back like thereâs no tomorrow.
âGUN!!â You screamed through your helmet.
He looked back at you, âWhat? I warned you~â He had a smirk spread across his face and you could tell he did on purpose, he then looked back at the road and chuckled.
You got flustered and held onto him tighter as he kept on laughing while you guys were still in the parking lot.
âSorryy babyyyyâ He looked back at you. âIâll make it up to you later.â He was still smirking and he had a flirtatious tone on that last line. Which got you even more flustered and had you blushing like hell. Yet you were also terrified of what just happened and were shaking like crazy.
âGeez, was it that much of a scare? Your body is shaking like a speaker turned up to the highest volume.â
âIf you werenât such a dork, I wouldnât be shaking!â You highlighted.
âHold onto me tight, that way youâll be less scared.â
And you did, you held on like a pet with separation anxiety towards their owner.
Then off you both went, riding through the city, making your guysâ way to his place.
notes: I donât know if anyone is going to be reading this section or this fic even, but hello to whoever might be doing so!! đđ
I really hope all of my spelling and grammar isnât fâd up but if you notice any mistakes in them, mb but Iâve read the whole fic already but i mightâve missed some mistakes đ
This is also my first ever story/fic that iâve written for any character, which is why iâm sorry if you didnât like how i made Gun to be, and how i created this overall fic, but I tried my best đđ
Btw I made this on my phone so i hope it looks normal for any other device user out there, I might open up my laptop sooner or later to see if it does
It took me a while and as iâve mentioned in the content warnings, i know nothing about motorcycles so if youâre a biker/rider iâm sorry if this might offend you in any way, but i ran to google back and fourth for about a million times, so i truly hope that the way i wrote about motorcycles in this fic wont bother you too much. Also, Iâm sorry if yall are bothered about the fact that 35% of the fic was just reader at work đđ Oh and sorry for the amount of linked pins and tiktok videos, I just wanted ppl to be sure of what was going on LMAOO
- With or without proper credits, please donât try to steal or claim any of my works as your own
I genuinely appreciate opinions, feedback, likes, and reblogs, as this is my first ever post on this blog.
Once again, I hope this isnât too bad for my first fic, and iâll probably be doing more characters in lookism đ«¶đ«¶
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drabbling about multiple lookism characters as a dad
pov: spending time together and activities between your toddler and him, changing his/her diaper
character(s) included: multiple; Daniel Park, Vasco, Zack Lee, Warren Chae, Jace Park, Jake Kim, Sinu Han, Jay Hong, Eli Jang, Kwak Brothers, Johan Seong, Gun Park, Logan Lee, Samuel Seo, Goo Kim, Vin Jin, Cheon Taejin, Yujin Yoo, Baek Hangyeol, DG
cw: some LOOKISM SPOILERS, my opinion, purposely repeated some characters, lowkey messy đ
unwrapped on: Saturday Night, August 19 2023
wrapped up on: Sunday Afternoon, August 20 2023
published on: Sunday Afternoon, August 20 2023 (at around 4 PM)
time spent together + activities
Is more than PERFECT when it comes to spending time with your guysâ toddler. He has the most simple yet enjoyable ideas for activities that he spends time on preparing for the family. Practically inseparable from your guysâ toddler, he just canât ever get enough. Managing time is his thing, he always makes sure he wonât be gone for too long so that his kid wouldnât have to miss him. Isnât usually the type to do so for no valid reason, but once he fell in love, he quickly got accustomed to this kind of âcurfew.â One time, he said he was just going on a walk, but came back with a huge lego set & spent the entire night assembling it along with your guysâ toddler.
Daniel Park, VASCO, Zack Lee, Warren Chae, Jace Park, Jake Kim, Sinu Han, Kwak Jichang ( He has 2 lil brothers so I do feel like he is quite experienced), JAY HONG (Makes SURE that toddler wonât go through what he did), (& maybe Eli Jang if he wasnât doing yk)
Is GENUINELY trying his best, but is quite clueless the more you think about it. He doesnât really have much experience but is learning more & more throughout your toddlerâs growth. Heâs doing everything he can to ensure you & the toddler are happy. He be doing that good research across reliable and good sites online. Likes to teach your guysâ toddler lessons and skills. This guy is definitely the type to make sure youâre toddler has many skills despite his age. They spend a good amount of time with the family and the best activities they can offer is playing with your kid, whether thereâs a good lesson involved or theyâre just spending time with one another.
Kwak Jibeom, Kwak Jihan, Johan Seong
Is beyond QUESTIONABLE when it comes to just spending time your guysâ toddler. He isnât sure what the hell heâs even supposed to do with the weird looking kid. Activities? What activities? Heâll be back home at any time of day heâd like, or not, one or the other. Doesnât even understand how the hell he got to be a dad in the first place. He is the father, youâre both sure of it, but he is no figure. đđ Heâs a lost cause, and he wasnât planning on starting a family any time soon. Well, your both still young and heâs got other shit planned, which is also why he only sees them as little gremlins that needs to stay as far away as possible from him. Maybe, just MAYBE, with time, heâll grow closer to your little family and improve.
GUN PARK, Logan Leeđ, Johan Seong ( sorry but hes just a baby himself đ ), Samuel Seo, Goo Kim (i love him, but this mf is not gon settleđ„not rn at least), Vin Jin, Cheon Taejin, Yujin Yoo, Baek Hangyeol, DG, a lot of lookism characters actuallyđ„
diaper changing
He literally offered to be the FIRST to ever change your kidâs diaper. They were pretty hesitant to actually do it at first, but they did some researching in advance so that they could nail it and impress you. You guys usually alternate, and heâs already become an expert at changing diapers.
Daniel Park, Kwak Jichang, Eli Jang ( only bc hes had Yenna )
He would love to help you or to even learn, and he has tried by watching from afar. But by merely watching, he already thinks he should stay away from doing this the best he possibly can do so. You got him to help you out onceâ PURPOSELY leaves or makes some lame excuse just to get out of doing it ever since.
Kwak Jihan, Goo Kim, Jace Park, Warren Chae, Zack Lee, DG, Johan Seong
He really wants to be a big help, which is why he keeps trying again and again. Carefully watches how you learned to do it and tries his very best to do the EXACT thing you taught him. Sadly, he keeps failing or just straight up making an even bigger mess. Despite this, he keeps trying his best to help in doing so.
Vasco, Kwak Jibeom, Warren Chae, Sinu Han, Jake Kim, all of big deal ngl, Jay Hong, Johan Seong (?)
Help? What Help? There is NO way this man would agree to do such a thing or worse, volunteer to do sođčđčThereâs gotta be something so extremely special about you and your kid for him to even consider it đ But other than that, this man will not be changing a single diaper, their ego is too high for that đ€
Gun Park, Logan Lee, Samuel Seo, Goo Kim, Vin Jin, DG (theres no f ing wayđŻ), Cheon Taejin (this man may be hot but he canât even dress himself đ), Yujin Yoo (he might try to get Mandeok to do it but I donât think he gon be able to even do it some what properly considering the size of his handsđ)
Why do i feel like this LUNATIC would actually do it? Tbh I think heâd kill yâallâs kid and experiment on it cs hes psychotic
BAEK HANGYEOL.
notes: This is the second thing ive ever finished writing but I do have a draft of smth else i started but didnât finish cs it wasnât getting any where.. I js got bored which is why i decided to make this
- With or without proper credits, please donât try to steal or claim any of my works as your own
I genuinely appreciate opinions, feedback, likes, and reblogs, as this is my second ever post on this blog.
Once again, I hope this isnât too bad for my second work, and iâll probably be doing more characters in lookism đ«¶đ«¶
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Baking Shenanigans
âTold you!â
summary: You and your boyfriend are just at your place. Itâs 2 in the morning, the both of you couldnât fall asleep and were craving some cookiesâ you guys came across some random five star recipe online and decided to bake cookies togetherâ an activity you havenât tried with him until this very moment.
character(s) included: Kwak Jihan x fem!reader
cw: pet names/nicknames, kissing on neck, lips, forehead, you and Jihan have been in a relationship for a good while, sort of sarcastic reader, reader is shorter by like a head compared to Jihan, idk a lot about baking because iâm usually an assistant, idk any recipes so i just clicked the first 5 star one i saw, a bunch of teasing, other than that, itâs just fluff & me coping with whats happening in lookism 1a, and reader is addressed as âyouâ here cs idk? thaz how i write
unwrapped on: Saturday Night, August 20 2023
wrapped up on: Wednesday Morning, August 23 2023
published on: Wednesday Morning, August 23 2023 (at arnd 10 AM)
âThe first two ingredients we need is a whole bunch of softened butter and even more sugarâ You said as you looked over at Jihan.
âWhats the difference between the brown and white sugar?â
âNo idea!â You said as you clapped once and walked away.
You left Jihan up to the decision of which sugar should be used while you grabbed the big bowl with 2 sticks of butter in it. Which you guys had just placed in the microwave for a few seconds so that itâd soften up in no time, but not to the point that itâd melt.
âHow much sugar do you think we need?â
âI donât know, the recipe doesnât have specific measurements..â You told your boyfriend all the while checking the recipe you guys found.
You simply placed the big bowl in front of your boyfriend cause you werenât looking for the perfect outcome, you were just hungry and happy that you were taking up baking with him.
âPut erâ there!â You playfully said.
Jihan just stared at you.
âAre you mocking my fake country accent..?â Jihan said, obviously trying to hold in his laughter all the while scratching his head.
You just smiled, a bit embarrassed as you looked away from his gaze.
After a period of awkward silence with an occasional wheeze, your boyfriend finally bursted out laughing, completely loosing it.
âShut up!! Its two in the morning and I didnât know what else to say..â
You got a mixer from one of the kitchen closets & started assembling it as it was still in the box. While you were doing that, Jihan gave up & just poured the entire bags of both sugars into the bowl of butter. Luckily, they were only about 1 cup each from both sugars, so it wasnât something either of you found to be alarming.
You brought the assembled mixer to the counter Jihan was at and stood beside him right after you plugged the mixer in.
âMix away, cowboyâ
âYouâre doing this on purpose, arenât you, little cowgirl?â
âHow the hell am I a cowgirl?â You rose a brow as you watched him turn on the mixer.
âCause your mine, and if im a cowboy, youâll be my cowgirl.â Jihan said as he chuckled.
âSounds just about right to meâ You laughed as well.
âDo you think this has the right texture?â He glanced over at you as he turned the mixer off.
âLooks good to meâ
âThen could you get whatever we need next, please?â He asked.
âAlright-y! I got 2 eggs and some vanilla extract.â
âAttaâ girlâ
You then got a measuring cup and poured some vanilla extract in to it while Jihan cracked the two eggs into the bowl with the mixture.
âHowâd ya manage to get that much egg shells into the mixture? Thatâs gotta be some sort of achievement.â You said sarcastically all the while applauding.
âItâs not my fault, its definitely the eggs in your fridge, they ought to be derangedâ.â He said as he was taking the egg shells out & throwing them into the garbage bin nearby, only to come back and stand by your side once he finished.
âWhat a unique excuse.â You ridiculed and laughed at the irony.
âOh hush, câmere you.â He then held his free hand around your waist and pulled you closer to him. Then he kissed you on the forehead.
âThatâs what you getâ He added.
âHmphâ You started blushing uncontrollably.
He then took a swift step backwards and used his hand on your waist to gently pull you in front of him into a position where he was kind of hugging you from behind. You two have about a head worth of height difference, so he easily put his head on top of yours. He proceeded to free his occupied hand which had just removed the bowl of mixture from the mixer, then placing it on the counter right in front of you as he handed you a whisk.
âWhisk away, cowgirlâ He spoke into your ear, which immediately gave you goosebumps.
You then proceeded to whisk as Jihan held the bowl down so you wouldnât have to worry your pretty little head about that.
Youâve been whisking for a some time (considering it wasnât easy to get through to the texture), and your boyfriend has been humming some melodies into your ear down to your neck the entire time while swaying you left and right using his left hand that was on your waist.
âIâll go get the flourâ Your boyfriendâs grip on your waist loosened as he went to go get the flour you guys measured in advance earlier.
You just hummed in approval and left the whisk to open the bag of chocolate chips.
Jihan came back and stood beside you while he poured all the flour, and you started pouring tiny chocolate chips all around the mixture. You guys then switched on the mixer one last time to get it ready.
After mixing, you guys washed your hands (arguing over the sink), and then started rolling the cookie dough into different shapes.
âLook, Jihanâ I made a heart, and guess who its for!â You exclaimed while holding cookie dough in the shape of a heart in your two hands pressed together.
âHmmm..â Jihan added, âWell, whoever its forâ do they get a kiss with that?â
âDepends, if they play their cards right, then I donât see why not!â You happily teased.
âHmmmmmmâŠ..mmmâŠ~â Jihan dragged his hum out before he spoke again, âCould it possibly be.. for me?â He smirked.
âCorrect!â You then went on your tippy toes and gave him a kiss on the cheek.
âNot to be greedy or anythinâ but I was hoping itâs be on the lipsâ He pouted as he looked at you.
âSorry, but unfortunately for you, you took too long to guess, so the reward has been downgraded to only your cheek.â You teased.
âIs that so?â
âYep!â
âWhat can I do to change your mind?â
âAbsolutely nothing! Tough Luck!â
âIâm gonna get back at you later, when my hands arenât smothered in cookie doughâ so you best be ready.â
You just smiled back at him.
After you guys finished shaping and rolling the cookie dough into all sorts of shapes (in ball form lol), you guys then put it on an oiled tray with parchment paper and popped it into the oven.
Once you closed the oven door shut, Jihan immediately started kissing you from behind all over.
âYouâre kinda missing the target, donât ya think?â You said trying your best to hold in your laughter as he kept placing pecks on your neck, which started to feel ticklish.
Then he swung you right around and gave you a kiss on the lips.
While waiting for the cookies to finish, you guys just went back to your shared bedroom and cuddled while you spoke to one another.
You two only came out when you two heard a ding coming from the kitchen.
You then opened the oven to let the heat out.
âYou think it went well??â You asked as you looked over at your boyfriend who got a pair of mittens.
âDunno, lets check.â
Jihan used the mittens to take the tray out of the oven and place it on the counter.
âLooks like it did go well!â
âHow about the taste?â
âWell we gotta wait for it to cool down.â
After a good while of some more teasing, the cookies finally seemed to cool down so you guys decided to finally try it.
âIt tastes really good!â Jihan said.
âAre you exaggerating or something?â
âWhat? No, hereâ taste it.â
He then gave you a cookie and you bit into it, surprisingly it did taste really good. He saw your reaction and smirked.
âTold you!â
notes: Iâm thinking of making this like a series, where i make a fic abt female reader baking w a lookism character, but idk? The end is quite rushed because i didnt know what to put anymoreâ đđ Although I hope it isnât too bad and I hope it isnt cringey either lmao I tried my best though (plez request) I was planning on typing more stuff in this notes but i forgot them so might update later (sorry for the mistakes) I might do goo next w same title but yall like baking smth elseee
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I genuinely appreciate opinions, feedback, likes, and reblogs, as this is my third ever post on this blog.
Once again, I hope this isnât too bad for my third ever post, and iâll probably be doing more characters in lookism đ«¶đ«¶
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drabbling about lookism charactersâ love languages
pov: lookism characters love languages
character(s) included: multiple; Daniel Park, Zack Lee, Warren Chae, Euntae Lee/Vasco, Hudson Ahn, Jace Park, Jake Kim, Sinu Han, Jay Hong, Eli Jang, Kwak Brothers, Johan Seong, Gun Park, Samuel Seo, Goo Kim, Cheon Taejin, Yujin Yoo, Baek Hangyeol, Diego Kang/DG
cw: my opinion, purposely repeated a bunch of characters, it gets pretty damn suggestive on the portion for physical touchâ lots of hints of physical intimacy, long descriptions cuz i had a lot to say lol, it starts to get a little messy and pretty bad at the end, sorryy đđ If youâre reading on a phone, like me, youâll be seeing 19 lines per description (idk what it looks like for other devices)
unwrapped on: Thursday Evening, August 24 2023
wrapped up on: Thursday Evening, August 31 2023
published on: Thursday Night, August 31 2023 (at around 11 PM)
Words of Affirmation
Doesnât matter what time of day it is, this man will be reassuring you 24/7. He sends the sweetest text messages out of nowhere just to be sure youâre doing good and remember how much you matter to him. Is constantly reminding you over and over again of how precious you are, whether youâre on facetime, voice call, or with one another. Has never missed a day of encouraging you to keep going in any situation you mightâve gotten into. You are constantly smothered with such sweet compliments & phrases whenever youâre with him. Writes extremely long and thoughtful letters to you, whether heâs just giving you an unexpected letter, or it comes with a gift he gave. He doesnât repeat his words and phrases neither, theyâre always unique and different every time, yet theyâre always GENUINE. He knows his way around words & being a romantic yet sappy sweetheart, so expect to receive the cutest compliments and affirmations. He always lights up all of your worries and gets rid of any doubt you have in situations. He isnât afraid to shower you with words in anywhere public either, it doesnât matter where you are with this man, he will always be reassuring you with sweet words.
Vasco, Jake Kim, Hudson Ahn (i know he doesnât really seem to be the type to do this but I feel like heâs always being told those type of words n stuff sooo), Daniel Park (Is trying his best), Kwak Jichang, Sinu Han, Jace Park, Warren Chae, Baek Hangyeol
Acts of Service
Loves doing things for you, he likes the thought that youâd have one less problem with him around.â He doesnât even have to be there, youâd randomly find sticky notes in your favorite color on your fridge and counters, with the wonky writing you can easily recognize as his. Theyâre reminders of things you mentioned to him that you were afraid you might forget about, and things you told him you needed to do. Often times, it would just have some phrase like âYour welcome! <3â or âI was here fyi and I did some things for youu -their name <3â Also helps you with chores a lot even though youâve told him he doesnât need to. On some days, when he knows youâre stressed/tired, he brings you breakfast in bed, or sometimes brunch. Even if heâs not a good cook, or even if he is, he loves to try and cook u a meal. Heâs not the best with words so he makes up for it with his little GESTURES. Definitely a believer that actions speak louder than words, and he can and will prove it to you without you even noticing it. Will always hold the door open just for you before he enters, gives you his jacket/coat whenever you feel cold, lets you wear his shoes whenever he can tell yours are starting to hurt from walking in heels.
Daniel Park, Vasco, Jace Park, Warren Chae, Eli Jang, Hudson Ahn, Zack Lee, Kwak Brothers, Yujin Yoo (heâd prolly get some1 else to do it ngl), Jake Kim, Sinu Han, Jay Hong, Johan Seong (i feel thats the only way he can show his affection)
- Would do part of it if he really wanted to: (prolly like coat giving at the very least) Gun Park, Goo Kim, Cheon Taejin, Yujin Yoo, Baek Hangyeol, Diego Kang/DG
Gift Giving
Physically canât show his love using words or gestures. This guy is no sweetheart with words nor is he a romantic when it comes to being in a somewhat committed relationship. Which is whyâ he does try to make up for it by buying presents to surprise you with. Specifically purchases objects that immediately reminded him of you when he first saw it. Isnât used to showing the kind of affection that involves stepping out of their comfort zone. He js canât get used to showing his love in any other way, yet this man still tries to bring something other than money spending to your guysâ relationship. Always has a new gift for you every time you two meet, mostly clothes and accessoriesâ because he knows you love those. Knows it himself heâs gotta try showing his love in different ways, but he knows youâre fine and love him the way he is, so he doesnât think much about it. Surprisingly likes going on shopping sprees with youâ Normally, he wonât ever be seen holding someones shopping bags while he follows them around and happily pays. But youâre always an exception, just because he loves giving you gifts and spending MONEY on you. Is crazy rich too considering he does this.
JONGOO KIM, JONGGUN PARK, Samuel Seo, Yujin Yoo, Diego/DG, Cheon Taejin, Baek Hangyeol, Jay Hong (cuz he aint used to no typa affection)
Quality Time
Never gets tired or bored of spending TIME with you. Canât go a day without you, whether youâre on face time together or youâre actually with one another. Has made it a routine to spend half of his day talking to you about absolutely anything that the both of you could be thinking of. The subject of your conversations with him doesnât have to make sense, heâll make sure the both of you are smiling or laughing at the nonsense that the two of you have been muttering for hours. Dedicated to spending as much time he can with you, it doesnât even matter what time of the day it is or if thereâs an occasion. Heâs so genuine about it too, he always puts aside his phone so that he can give you 1 hundred percent of his undivided attention and you wouldnât have to worry about him dozing off to something that is unimportant or unrelated to what the two of you are talking about. Is committed to keeping his eyes on you and is devoted to listening to your rants while he offers his complete sympathy instead of unwanted advice. Isnât anywhere near good at saying goodbyes whenever you have to go your separate ways. You literally need a whole new person to take him away just so heâd go home.
Daniel Park, Zack Lee, Warren Chae, Euntae Lee/Vasco, Hudson Ahn, Jace Park, Jake Kim, Sinu Han, Jay Hong, Eli Jang, Kwak Brothers, Goo Kim, Cheon Taejin, Hudson Ahn
Physical Touch
Itâs almost like this man was deprived of physical touch. Like, he canât keep his hands off of you, even for a single moment. From the first time you met him, to the minute you agreed to become his girlfriendâ You easily figured how much he values physical touch when it comes to you. A waist grabber, whether you were expecting it or not, heâd randomly sneak up behind you, holding your waist as he buries his face in the crook of your neck. Loves covering every inch of your body with kisses and bite marks. He also loves hugs, he values them a whole lot and views them as a sign of trust and comfort. Without a doubt, you shouldnât let go of his hand at anytime that you guys are doing so, if you do, heâll probably be quite upset with you and even go as far as to throw some silly tantrum. This guy either values physical touch cause he feels a genuine and sweet connection between you or, heâs js the type to be in the mood 24/7 and is down bad whenever your with him. One or the other, this man is absolutely obsessed with seeing your reaction to him teasing or tempting you. Passionate kisser, one hundred percent sure of it. Is the type to shower you with physical AFFECTION, knowing you wonât get sick of him.
- Down Bad: JONGOO KIM, JONGGUN PARK, Samuel Seo, Cheon Taejin
- Genuine and Sweet: Warren Chae, Euntae Lee/Vasco, Jake Kim, Sinu Han, Kwak Jihan, Kwak Jibeom, Kwak Jichang, DG, Zack Lee
notes: I made this on my phone and if you happen to also be reading this on your phone, does all the ends look nearly aligned? Likeâ I try my very best to alter the words to the point itâd fit without going into the next line below already, so that there wouldnât be a some large or medium gap/space and so itâd look pleasing to the eye and arranged. (to me atleast lol) Idk if that made sense but I purposely do this with whatever i write because i just hate the weird looking blank space on the side. Heres an example: v
I love when theyâre
already so near the
edge/corner, that i
donât even have to
alter the sentence
^ Thats what I like seeingggg, I donât actually care about them when it isnât my work, I donât even notice themâ but if im the one writing, then i do care even though only phone users will see my effort i think, but idk its just my habit since i like the sight?
Heres what I feel like I gotta change when iâm writing: v
I really hate when
I do have to alter the
wordâs because theyâre
all lookin messy
kinda like this where theyâre
so far off of being
even
^ Thats what yall might be seeing but i really dont know if it actually is and i sure as hell hope it isnât though đđ
Also this took a while so hope itâs alright even though it might be a lil long
There was more stuff I wanted to place here but I canât remember đŻ
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I genuinely appreciate opinions, feedback, likes, and reblogs, as this is my fourth ever post on this blog.
Once again, I hope this isnât too bad for my fourth work and I will be doing more of these drabbles if I have the motivation & time đ«¶
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may I request a fluff scenario with gun where he notices how smaller we are than him? u can add some nsfw too if u want ^^
Incomparable
âbut seeing how your body is so much smaller than mine- just..â
ïżŒsummary: Your boyfriend brings up your guysâ size differences right after youâve had your morning routine. No points were actually made so you two ended up snuggling on the couch even after youâve both gotten mostly ready for the day, and just needed some clothes. Yet, Gun developed a habit of holding you in his arms or even just hands whenever he gets the chance. I think he has a kink.
character(s) included: Jonggun Park x fem!reader
cw: slightly suggestive if you squint, Gun being soft towards reader, Gun and reader have been dating for a while, pet names or anything similar (princess and babe), a bunch of physical affection, cuddling, waist holding, reader snuggling on top of gun, curse words used
unwrapped on: Saturday Morning, September 16 2023
wrapped up on: Sunday Night, September 24 2023
published on: Sunday Night, September 24 2023 (at around 11 PM)
âŠ
âYouâve just been staring at me this whole time⊠From when I woke up, I saw you were simply looking at me, and once I got up from our bed, your eyes never left me, and now that iâm getting ready.. Youâre still staring at me.. Is there something wrong, babe?â You spoke in a low voice.
âHmm, there is, actually. Something seems off about youâŠâ Gun said as he eyed you from head to toe.
âSomething off about me..? Be more specific, babe.â You scoffed.
You made your way to the side of the bed where your boyfriend was sat on.
âTell me, what is it?â You pouted as you crossed your arms.
âIâm not sure I want to.â Gun said with a smug grin.
âAnd why not?â
âI have a strong feeling, that youâd throw some tantrum as soon as I do say it.â
âI promise I wonât, buuttttt I will if you donât plan on telling me.â
âFine, but you better keep your promise. I just dealt with that yellow headed idiot yesterday and I donât want to hear any more whining or complaining, alright?â
You nodded repeatedly and smiled.
He stood up from the bed and there he was, right in front of you. But with Gun being about 190 centimeters, you always have to look up at him because youâd simply be staring at his chest if you didnât, which only boosts his ego.
âSooo..?â
âYou seriously donât see it?â
âSee what?â You said with an innocent look.
âIn that case, how aboutt we go over hereeeâ
Gun dragged out his words as he grabbed your hand and brought the both of you to the full body mirror in his wardrobe, which is the room to the left, next to your shared bedroom.
He then placed you right in front of the big mirror and stood behind you.
âSee it yet, princess?â
âWeâre wearing matching robes, is that it?â
âWhat on earth makes you think thatâd be it?â
âWhat the hell am I supposed to be seeing then? You couldddd try to give out some context clues, yâknow.â You replied.
Gun held your waist and pulled you closer to him, putting the both of you be in a position where it seems heâs hugging you from the back. He then bent forwards, just slightly, so that he could rest his head on top of yours.
âA hundred sixty-two centimeters.â Gun stated.
âHm?â
âYouâre 162 centimeters tall, right?â
â163.â
â162 and maybe about a half.â Gun argued.
âGun. Is that what this is about?â
âPart of it, yeah.â He smirked as he fondled with your hair, which you had just washed and blow dried.
âI recently measured my height, Gun. Iâm more than sure that iâm at 163 centimeters now, itâs already pretty average.â
âTotally.... Now, look closely.â He said as he lifted his head and stood up straight.
âWhat am I supposed to be looking closely at??â You replied as you lifted a brow and shrugged in confusion.
Gun sighed.
As you were about to walk away and leave the hands that were just on your waist, Gun pulled you once more.
âHow could you be so oblivious? Donât you see it?â
âSee WHAT.â You practically screamed.
Gun lowered his head towards your right ear and whispered, âCanât you see how small you are compared to me, princess?â
His whisper still had a hint of rasp from his morning voice, and you couldnât help but get goosebumps and frantically blush.
âG-Gun..â You stammered.
Gun lowered his head to the nape of your neck and whispered once more, âIâve been looking at you all morning, princess. From when I woke up, I spent a few hours just laying there, beside you, admiring how precious you are..â
âYou were watching me sleep, are you some sort of creep?â Youâre mood suddenly switched and you started laughing.
He chuckled as he held your waist harder.
âWith you peacefully sleeping on top of me for the entire night, how could I not? I realized how fragile you are compared to me. Of course, I always knew thatâ but seeing how your body is so much smaller than mine- just..â
And thatâs when you realized. You quickly eyed the reflection of you & your boyfriend on the mirror from head to toe. You took some time to process what Gun had just said and you were reminded of how much smaller you are compared to him. His entire physique is both bigger and wider compared to yours, heâs also much taller. Although, youâve spent time thinking about this beforeâ But it wasnât something you really paid any mind to. Nor was it something that really mattered or occurred as shocking to you.
âYâknow, I do get what you mean but at the same time, what do you mean?â You tilted your head towards Gunâs which was still resting on your shoulder.
âDoesnât matter anymore, just come back to bed with me.â He said.
âIâve finished my morning routine, iâm not getting back in bed, babe.â You scoffed as you proceeded to walk away.
Then, out of nowhere, a large hand with that familiar texture landed on your waist and pulled you without a struggle. The next thing you know is that your sat on Gunâs lap on the living room sofa while heâs teasing you about how you tried to get away from him just now.
Your boyfriendâs laying on the sofa while you were just sat on his lap, and since you knew well that escaping his grasp would practically be impossible, you finally caved in his touch and snuggled with him.
âHmph.â
Gun just laughed as he ran his fingers through your hair and stroked your back as you were laying on him, with one hand on his shoulder and one on his chest, all the while your face was buried in his chest.
Fuck. He thought. You were like a life size teddy bear to him. And oh boy, he was more than just obsessed. He was so into how easily you were buried into his body whenever you two cuddle or even hug. He canât get enough of seeing his large hands and toned body on your small and subtle frame. He swears his pants tighten to the point itâs uncontrollably uncomfortable and unbearable, and he needs to see and feel himself inside your small body right then and there.
He loves getting you on top of him, whether itâs for his lustful desire or for cuddling, Gun never gets tired of seeing or feeling your much smaller frame on top of him. Can never say no to any of your wants and requests because of how irresistible he finds you.
From then on, he loved holding your waist more than he already did, especially when you two are in front of a mirror, all because he loves seeing how his entire physique is almost twice the size of yours. Also, when you two are both in the mood, expect to experience twice the impact from now on, heâs kinky as fuck and you being smaller is like adding fuel to a fire. Cuddling with him can be exhausting, he refuses to let go, ever.
He hadnât realize just how vulnerable he was in those moments or how much he expressed what he was actually thinking, but either way, he wouldnât change a thing.
notes: honestly I only know what i wanna put in notes when i get the actual thought of what it is, i js forget it after that since this is at the very endđđ
TO THE ANON WHO REQUESTED THIS!! ty for requestingg, I hope this can somewhat meet your expectations, suggestive fics is as far as ill get for now, so im sorry that there isnât any nsfw (although i was pretty tempted when gun said âbut seeing how your body is so much smaller than mine- just..ââ I was hella tempted for the mood to turn right around then and there but idk) Maybe for some readers, it isnât quite suggestive, but if you look at it my way then đ©âđŠČ
I am so sorry that it took over a week, I only started at september 16 because thats when I first saw it but i think its been there for about 1-3 days i cant remember tbh and i cant check either :( Also, I would have tried to finish it sooner but this week was my midterm exams & I think I failed science (fuckk) but I also had a bunch of tests and iâve been in a slump lately, so im soo so sorry for the wait
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Once again, I hope this isn't too bad for my third fic and fifth post, and i'll be doing more characters in lookism đ«¶đ«¶
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Do u write smut?
Helloooo anon !! đ
As of now, I currently donât write smut âŒïž
Tbh iâm not sure whether or not iâm planning on writing smut fics, although my writing does tend to get a pretty suggestive at some point for certain scenarios/ficsâ Iâm still new to writing that typa setting, which is why i only write fluff and slightly suggestive fics
I hope this answers your question, have a good day/night :)) đ
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Do u write smut?
Helloooo anon !! đ
As of now, I currently donât write smut âŒïž
Tbh iâm not sure whether or not iâm planning on writing smut fics, although my writing does tend to get a pretty suggestive at some point for certain scenarios/ficsâ Iâm still new to writing that typa setting, which is why i only write fluff and slightly suggestive fics
I hope this answers your question, have a good day/night :)) đ
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Love your writing!!! Could I request a fluff scenario with jake kim? Thank uuđđ
Baking Shenanigans
âFâme?â
summary: You and your boyfriend are spending the weekend at your place. When you two were suddenly craving for something sweet, so you guys make the choice to try baking a strawberry shortcake using a highly reviewed recipe you guys found on the internet. Surprisingly, it went as you two hoped and tasted delicious.
character(s) included: Jake Kim x fem!reader
cw: fluff, cheesy pickup lines, teasing, flirting, idk much abt baking I just googled a recipe and the storyline follows the steps, jake is tall therefore you guys have a height difference, mentions of knives but its just for slicing strawberries, blushing/getting flustered, jake and reader are in an established and healthy relationship, nicknames or petnames like babe, kissing, waist holding, sLIGHTly just SLIGHTly suggestive at the end but not really so dw, there may be a few typos or grammatical errors so mb about that i didnt read too thoroughly
unwrapped on: Wednesday Morning, December 20 2023
wrapped up on: Wednesday Night, December 20 2023
published on: Thursday Noon, December 21 2023 (at around 12 PM)
âWhile youâre cutting up the strawberries, Iâll go ahead and preheat the oven!â You stated. âOh- And Iâll also get our ingredients for the dough and some other materials weâll need.â You added.
âGot it, shortcake.â Jake replied.
âHey.. Just because were baking a strawberry shortcake, it doesnât mean you should take the opportunity to give me a new nickname!â
He laughed in response as he swiftly sliced the fresh strawberries.
âYouâre a natural in using knives, I thought you were more of a close combat kinda guy.â You mesmerized his hands slicing through each strawberry smoothly, glancing at the tattoos that trailed his arms.
âWell- I am, and I never really use knives. I rarely cook and itâs not my style to just stab my way through a serious match.â He shrugged.
You went ahead and got the different materials you guys needed to make the strawberry shortcake. You then took a stroll through the kitchen, from cabinet to fridge, to collect the various ingredients youâd be using according to the recipe you guys are following.
âAlright-y! Iâve got everything we were missing.â
âYouâre the only one iâm ever missing,â he said as he turned towards your flustered face.
âOh shut up, Iâm right here. I always have been, and I always will be.â You replied as you got on your tippy toes and gave him a kiss on the cheek then added, âLook at how the tables have turned.. Youâre the one whoâs fluster-â You added before he cut you off and kissed you on your lips for a good 5 or so seconds, which made you even more flustered than you already were beforehand.
âWell would you look at that! Little missâ no longer flustered has her cheeks as red as these strawberries,â He teased as he brought one down to your lips and fed you it. âHmph,â was all you said in return because you knew you wouldnât be able to top that. Which in the end, only made him chuckle.
You guys started to open the ingredients and put whatâs required in the bowl you put out for the dough. Once you guys finished doing so, you mixed the dough mixture and proceeded to knead it for about a minuteâ which your boyfriend was the one to do so since heâs really strong anyway and wouldnât struggle one bit. After lightly coating it in some flour, he rolled the dough into the specific thickness that was instructed and stated on the said recipe.
âNow that weâve finished rolling the dough, we now need the biscuit cutter!â You said joyfully as you looked up at your boyfriend.
âRight! Iâll go get that for us.â He paused as he opened your cabinet with all of your tools for baking and cooking. â..What exactly does that look like..?â He added.
You laughed and walked to his side to assist, âItâs that one, silly.â
âI knew that! ..Obviously, I just wanted to see if you did too.â He laughed and so did you.
Once you guys had cut your dough into two thick circles, you went on to quickly melt some butter while your boyfriend was lining up a baking sheet for your guysâ tray. After only a few seconds, you took the butter out and greased up the baking sheet using your good olâ brush. Once Jake placed the dough onto the tray with the greased up baking sheet, you brushed them up with some of the remaining melted butter in your bowl.
âI think its time!â You announced.
â..For you to give me a kiss?â He teased.
âUh-uh babe. My lips are locked, but maybe laterâ If you can crack the code, that is. But for now, lets place these in the oven for about 12 minutes.â
âAwh,â he pouted and gave you his best puppy eyed look (although he doesnt even have to try), âCmonn~ I promise Iâll control myself and I wont smother you in kisses like last week, pretty pleaseâ He pleaded, âwith a lilâ strawberry on top?â
âHmm..â
âPleaseeeeâ
âAlright Alright!â You finally gave in as you put the tray into the oven, right after you set it to the instructed temperature and time.
Before you could even give him the go, he already grabbed onto your waist, clinging onto your body like a koala with its favorite tree. He started planting kisses all over your head and neck, down to your collarbone and shouldersâ which were out in the open since you were wearing a very loose off shoulder top along with shorts.
âBabe-! You promised youâd control yourself!â You tried to speak out, but it was slightly muffled since he was too busy kissing you all over, especially in places he knew you were ticklish inâ which caused you to keep laughing, ultimately forgetting you were trying to stop him in the first place from getting away with his little acts.
Twelve minutes finally passed by and you two heard a ding, signaling it was ready. So you guys made your way to the kitchen and you took out some mittens and grabbed the tray from the oven.
âTa-da! They arenât raw and they arenât burnt at all! Its perfect!â
âI never doubted us for a second!â Jake spoke sarcastically.
âWell when you say it like that, I dont believe you one bit..â
âAll we need now is the cream, Iâll place everything in the bowl and Iâll also mix it, could you prepare the strawberries and grab a plate with utensils so we could plate it right after?â Your boyfriend said as he looked at you with his wholesome smile you canât get enough of.
âWill do!â
So then Jake got the remaining ingredients for the cream and made the mixture altogether, while you got the plate and a fork right after you prepared the strawberries your boyfriend was slicing earlier.
âIâve got the spatula (for baking) here, so letâs place the cream.â
âWhile you do that, Iâll place the strawberries in the lathered cream,â you replied.
After finishing up the cream with strawberries on the second layer, which is also the last, you topped it off with some tiny bits of strawberries while you snacked on the remaining ones.
âWeâve finally finished!â
Jake grabbed a knife from the utensils drawer and took the fork you placed on the counter beforehand, he then sliced through the cake. âSay Ahhh~â Your boyfriend said as he lifted it up towards your lips.
âAhhhâ You opened your mouth and your boyfriend fed you the slice of cake, âHow is it, babe?â He asked as you chewed your food.
You nodded in approval in a positive look, and once you finished the food in your mouthâ you replied, âItâs the perfect amount of sweet! Itâs not overly sweet but it isnât missing any flavor either, here- you try!â You sliced through the cake and placed it on the fork you two were sharing, âSay Ahhh~â
âFâme?â Your boyfriend said with a hint of rasp in his voice,
âYes sir~â You replied and brought the fork up to his lips.
âAhhh~â Your boyfriend opened his mouth after he chuckled in amusement from watching your precious reaction to cake.
Your boyfriend smiled in approval and gave you a thumbs up. You then took some of the icing/cream on top using the fork and ate it. You hummed and your boyfriend said, âYouâve got a lil something, babe.â You turned up and looked at him with a confused look and mumbled a little âHm?â in response.
âHere let me get that for you,â He then grabbed your waist and pulled you in for a kiss, all the while you still had a bunch of the icing in your mouth, which he started to help you with. You got insanely flustered, again. Despite this being such a regular occurrence, youâre always so flustered whenever it happens.
âSo did I even have a little something? Or was that just my jakeâs little excuse?â
âBelieve it or not, you actually did have some icing on the side of your lips, which I cleaned up! So, your welcome~â He said with a smirk.
âYeah yeah, whatever you say.â You scoffed.
âHow about we go watch a movie, What do you say? Your boyfriend suggested.
âWhat movie?â
âHow about this romantic movie I heard about last week?â
âOf course its romance again, huh?â You scoffed sarcastically.
âWhat can I say? I am a sucker for romance after all.â
notes: I HAVE BEEN GONE FOR SO LONG AND I AM SO SORRYđ Its not like I just forgot about what I was doing here, I just got really busy with school and all the exams and everything.. Iâm so sorry for disappearing out of the blue, but I have been going back and fourth in the works in my drafts, because I have been trying to finish some oneâs request but it just keeps going NOWHERE. and I have literally restarted twice when I was already halfway because I really wasnât happy with how it was going and i am struggling to get it done đ I hope this is good and since the pattern of my posts are fic-drabble-fic-drabble-fic-drabble/answering an ask-and this fic, I will be start working on a drabble of multiple lookism characters, im not yet sure what scenario Iâll be doing but yeah.. and to the anon who made the request about Gun, im really trying to work on it im so sorry its been almost 3 months.. đđ ALSO, TO THE ANON WHO REQUESTED THIS, im sorry it took so long as well and since you just said a fluff scenario, I figured iâd go ahead with my idea to make my post about baking shenanigans a series, so yall can request a character for that
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I genuinely appreciate opinions, feedback, likes, and reblogs
Once again, I hope this isn't too bad for all of you that likes Jake or lookism, and I'll be doing more characters in lookism đ«¶đ«¶
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drabbling about lookism charactersâ first date w you
pov: lookism charactersâ first date with you; how, when, and where they take you on your guysâ special day
character(s) included: multiple; Daniel Park, Zack Lee, Warren Chae, Euntae Lee, Jace Park, Jake Kim, Sinu Han, Jay Hong, Eli Jang, Kwak Brothers, Johan Seong, Gun Park, Samuel Seo, Goo Kim, Cheon Taejin, Yujin Yoo, Baek Hangyeol, Baek Gyeol, Diego Kang/DG, Seongji Yook
cw: my opinion, purposely repeated a bunch of characters, reader is very close to the character ok!! (btw female reader but if ur a male js change the words in ur mindddd) đđ
unwrapped on: Friday Night, December 22 2023
wrapped up on: Saturday Morning, March 30 2024
published on: Saturday Morning, March 30 2024
âStereotypical-Firstâ Type of Guy
This man is an absolute sucker for romance. Itâs obvious that he actually cares and that first date wonât certainly be the last. It all started off as jokes & teasing, until you two developed feelings. So, now youâre sitting with him on a picnic blanket in a secluded part of the beach and itâs around 6 in the evening. He got you a bouquet of your favorite flowers, an item you really like [books, art materials, etc.], and prepared the scene the two of you were sat at. Theres a picnic basket on the blanket, various seashells you two collected all around you two, some petals he placed in advance to set the sceneâ It was straight out of a movie. He lit up a candle with one of the scents youâve mentioned was your favorite and itâs safe to say his efforts paid off. Eventually, you two went on a stroll after having a little dinner. You went around the beach and reached the ocean shoreâ which escalated in an innocent water fight. You guys splashed one another with water and laughed. This guy has good aim so you were really soaked while he was still mostly dry⊠So he made it an opportunity to give you his jacket/coat, since you were wearing a not so thick dress and got soaked in cold water.
Zack Lee, Jace Park, Jake Kim, Sinu Han, All of big deal⊠Daniel Park, Euntae Lee/Vasco, Johan Seong (yall went on that stroll because you ran out of food..)
âYouâre the only girl iâve ever brought to this placeâ Type of Guy
Youâve known this guy for years, maybe even a decade. Which is why he brought you to a place he holds close to his heart, some place he wouldnât take anyone else whose just a fling or doesnât matter to him to that extent. He informs the owner of the place in advance of the special someone heâs bringing to have dinner. Even the owner is shocked, as he became close friends over the years with this personâ and knowing him almost as well as you do (to a certain extent), the thought of him bringing someone over, especially a girl, never would have crossed his mind in his entire life. Which is why he made sure to make everything extra special that night, not wanting to disappoint you and this guy. This guy specifically tells you that this is his favorite place, and heâs brought a very close guy friend of his or two, but has never even mentioned it to a girl. This small and cozy place is hidden in a secluded area, so you two had a romantic night. It ended with him taking you back to your place and a good night kiss. It felt surreal considering youâve been just friends for so long who has actually had feelings for each other but never admitted until just recently, which led to this first date.
Gun Park, Samuel Seo, Warren Chae, Cheon Taejin, Yujin Yoo, DG, Baek Gyeol (where this psycho gon take you??), Kwak Jichang, Seongji Yook
âSimple & Sincere Since The Beginningâ Type of Guy
This guy is simple and you stayed for that. Ever since you first met him, it was already made clear that he wasnât the type of guy to be so outgoing and extra. He likes simple and innocent activities that you two do because it puts a smile on your face, and anything that makes you happy, makes him even happier. And knowing how much you love movies, he decided heâd go ahead and prepare the movie youâve been dying to see for so long, so that the two of you could watch it at his place. It was just you and him, nobody else, sat down together with various snacks that he noticed you love. It didnât matter to him what movie it wasâ comedy, adventure, horror, or even romance, what mattered to him was your enjoyment that night. From sneaking his arm around your waist to cuddling without you even noticing, this guy is smooth and he made good use of it. Your first date lasted for hours because you fell asleep in his arms, to which he didnât wake youâinstead, slept along with you. Some would say that itâs weird to already cuddle and fall asleep together on the first date, but youâve been so close to this guy for so long that itâs almost as if its just another day.
Daniel Park, Zack Lee, Warren Chae, Johan Seong (he ate most of the food and even though yall got more, he devoured that too..), Kwak Jihan, Kwak Jibeom, Eli Jang, Baek Hangyeol (đđ), Jake Kim, Sinu Han
âFlaunt You With His Moneyâ Type of Guy
This guy is rich, heâs filthy rich. As expected from these kinds of guys, your first date is at a classy restaurant that you canât even pronounce the name of. He picks you up from your house in one of his cars, which he made sure to choose your favorite color & the car you seemed most comfortable in. But he also made sure to choose something flashy, so that you wouldnât be thinking of any of the other cars he owns. Heâs dressed up in a suit, and this guy has plenty of them. His hair is fixed for the occasion and his fragrance is one you canât forget because of how good it smells, but it isnât too strong so that it wonât get to your head. He picks you up in the evening, around five. He goes up to your doorstep with a large bouquet of your favorite flowers and chocolates he knows are your favorites. He patiently waited at your door while you were putting the flowers in a vase with water, and the gifts in the refrigerator / on the counter, (because chocolates wasnât the only gift he brought you). He made sure to be even more of a gentleman than he already is to you, opening the door for you, pulling the chair for you to sit on. And because youâre wearing a dress with little to no sleeves, he gave you his coat.
Jay Hong, Gun Park, Samuel Seo, Goo Kim, Cheon Taejin, Yujin Yoo, DG/Diego Kang, Baek Gyeol
notes: i donât remember any of my thoughts while writing this.. except that this has been in my drafts for so long and iâve been coming back once in a while to work on it and disappear again..
The more I assigned the characters, the more I realized I havenât seen most of them in WEEKS. I miss them sm
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I really hope you guys like this!! so sorry for being so inactive đ Iâm really busy and I have a bunch of drafts and requests I badly wanna work on..
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