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the existence of sweet tea implies the existence of another, less sweetened, unsweet tea

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you came back wrong and i am racked with guilt because i cannot bear to see you like this and i should have let you rest. i loved you so much that i defied death itself but i do not think either of us are happy

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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Aspec representation is important because kids are still told in health class that everyone feels attraction

Aspec representation is important because somewhere in the world there’s a 12 year old crying because they feel broken

Aspec representation is important because I still get told “that’s not real” when I come out

Aspec representation is important because people still think the A in LGBTQIA+ stands for ally

Aspec representation is important because everyone deserves to see someone like them on screen

Aspec representation is important because people still think that asexual and aromantic are the same thing

Aspec representation is important

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people misunderstand what ‘gifted kid’ actually means but it’s ok it’s fine it’s cool it’s good

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yall are pro mental illness until they hallucinate

yall are pro mental illness until they dissociate

yall are pro mental illness until they self-isolate

yall are pro mental illness until they're paranoid

yall are pro mental illness until they split

yall are pro mental illness until it's too Scary for your comparatively neurotypical brain to handle

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Snug. ☺️ From April's Kittens, written and illustrated by Clare Turlay Newberry. 1940. Source.

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Orville Peck & Willie Nelson Cowboys Are Frequently Secretly Fond Of Each Other (2024) dir. Ben Prince

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while you were studying girls i was kissing the blade

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"But he happens to have an army of Angels behind him." ↳ 9.22 - STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN

#destiel #tbh

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Some Sans doodles I did rather than studying for finals👩‍🦯

#vertebae

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Dean Winchester every day -- 76/326

Supernatural 4x16//On the Head of a Pin

#deanposting

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* you look at your hands, fondly encircling his face.

* his cheeks are surprisingly soft despite the fact that he's made entirely of bone.

* he reaches up and intertwines his fingers with yours.

* makes you want to never let go.

credit to @htsan for the anomaly design<3

#the this made me softly smile 😭😭😭😭💖💞 #vertebae

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how to look at art / lynda barry

@reggieonline