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I had this feeling suddenly. I get this feeling a lot, but I don’t know if there’s one word for it. It’s not nervous or sad or even lonely. It’s all of that, and then a bit more. The feeling is I don’t belong here. I don’t know how I got here, and I don’t know how long I can stay before everyone else realizes that I am an impostor. I am a fraud. I’ve gotten this feeling nearly everywhere I have ever been in my life. There’s nothing you can do about it except drink some water and hope that it subsides. Or you can leave.

I’m lonely. What kind of loneliness? Every kind. I feel disconnected. Abandoned. As always. Repetition. So what, my love? So what? At first, I just wanted to run away. Now I have no where else to run to, nothing to run from. I don’t belong anywhere, I don’t want to go anywhere, I just want to be happy.

(1) Czeslaw Milosz, New and Collected Poems: 1931-2001 (2) Leila Sales, This Song Will Save Your Life (3) Daniela Fischerová, Fingers Pointing Somewhere Else (4) Wisława Szymborska, tr. by Clare Cavanagh and Stanisław Barańczak, from “The Railroad Station”, Map: Collected and Last Poems (5) Daul Kim (6) Sarah Kay, from “The Paradox”, No Matter the Wreckage

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Sharon Olds

#oc

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Paul Celan, from The Selected Poems of Paul Celan; "Corona,"

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cut it out with till death do us part. i will find you in this life and reality and the next one and the next one and the next one

#oc

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I’m here to tell you the tide will never stop coming in. I’m here to tell you whatever you build will be ruined, so make it beautiful.

“Spoiler” by Hala Alyan, The New Yorker

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Leila Chatti, from "Postcard from Gone"

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I WILL BE THE KNIFE THIS TIME.

prayer for the newly damned, ocean vuong / unknown / mercy, yves olade / cut, caitlyn siehl

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Dude when my social battery runs out there’s like no warning. I don’t get the 20% warnings it’s just I’ll be enjoying my time and then all of a sudden if one more word is spoken I’m going to kill myself and everyone around me.

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jobs for girls who can't focus and are tired all the time and aren't rlly that good looking and get startled easily

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teenage me and current me are both depressed directionless girls, the only difference is that current me started appreciating the beauty of the world and realized how good it is to be alive despite it all

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Girl fashion!!!

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where's that photo of that shepherd dog being comforted by one of the sheep he guards after saving them from a wolf attack

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school work//

so excited to perish trying to color this monstrosity

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DEATH STRANDING 2: ON THE BEACH (2025)

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If you want answers, you’re gonna have to find ‘em yourself. But… the ones you do find — well that pain you nurse… will only get worse. Sam the man — in the dark. About everything.  DEATH STRANDING 2 ON THE BEACH (2025)

#GODDDD ITS SO BEAUTIFUL

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xenotransplantation, sam sax