windupsanson

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you can pet the dog

#final fantasy 14 #ff14 #ffxiv #final fantasy xiv #final fantasy xvi #final fantasy 16 #ff16 #clive rosfield #torgal #clive #wol

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Bitches be simping over a game character which they've never played their game. It's me. I'm bitches.

#estinien varlineau #estinien #ffxiv art

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Wyrmblood

#estinien varlineau #ffxiv art #estinien

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#vidofnir #aymeric #hw spoilers

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bird

#meteion #ew spoilers

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I want to do the events but so scared to login. Bad memories mixed with my favorite things sucks.

#miropersonalposts

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sketch from a bit ago I forgot to share here

#look a reblog #leofard myste #leofard

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I’m still grieving so much for losing someone who I had so much hope and respect and wished we were friends.

#miropersonalposts

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Wonder if I am brave enough to return here.

#miropersonalposts

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I’m afraid to reply to old dms, or any messages.

One of the reasons I don’t have the courage to reply to old dms. I never get past 6 dms, that person was the only one.

Do those people even remember me? Will they even care?

If by miracle they do it’s always the same thing, I go with hope for a conversation to reply, three dms later they get bored or something and say something like talk to you later and never again. If they replied to posts or liked not even that anymore when I was active.

Maybe keep the illusion.

#miropersonalposts

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Lost the only person who I was not invisible too, they replied to me, who didn’t dismissed me after a few dms, who showed they liked my stuff, who truly talked to me.

I won’t get that back.

That was all I wanted.

I will have to leave that part of the fandom too, not that anyone cares, everyone ignored me.

I wonder if I had any reason to come back but no.

I wonder if I have any hope with people but no.

#miropersonalposts

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reminder: you can love your memories with them and still move on

#I am crying #i cant do this #I can’t move on #not when it’s all so unfair #so fixable #there was hope #only person left #gone #personaltags #miropersonalposts #intags

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Adrift

#ysayle #favorite #tag #queue

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— Audrey Niffenegger, from ‘The Time Traveller's Wife’ (via lunamonchtuna)

#quote #relatable to me #queue

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Here's my favorite drawings of 2023, wooooo! It's so fun to see all the different seasons represented. I'm curious, which of these do you like most?

Thank you for following along with my art this year! I feel so lucky that anyone connects with my weird little drawings. Your attention and kindness is very much appreciated. ♥

Here's to more growth in 2024!

#queue

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I feel numb. No tears, no anger, nothing. Just going through the same day again and again. I would rather just sleep without waking up.

#mental illness #yeah #not ffxiv

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song of hope

#meteion #starbird #favorite #tag #queue