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blows my mind that i have little online friends who mildly care about me. it’s really nice

#zen #:)

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Knowing that trans women of color started the movement in the united states and were literally immediately erased and excluded from what they started is the most deeply jading knowledge.

It is the original sin of the so-called queer community and it damns it from the cradle.

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Tag game: People I’d like to know better

thanks for the tag @zenscrypt my beloved

Last song: I <3 Not by KMFDM. I love KMFDM, I've been listening to all of their music

Favorite colors: greys, blacks, and reds

Currently watching: House MD, Hazbin, and Eddsworld (again) I'm really loving House, it's pretty funny. I like to scream about it. Hazbin....well I have a lot of thoughts about a particular blue TV man. Eddsworld is The Series Ever.

Spicy/savory/sweet: I have a nasty wicked sweet tooth

Relationship status: Taken <3

Current obsession: ngh Hazbin Hotel, but specifically Vox. He's my everything fr, I could talk about him for hours

Tagging (no pressure): I don't have any other friends

#get 2 know me #hi zen (kisses u)

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"GGN got robbed" SAY IT LOUDER FIT

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PLEASE behold this Etoiles my friend drew I'm crying screaming expiring

inspired by a scene in my fic Downhill from Here https://archiveofourown.org/works/54078058/chapters/136910992

#screams

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it has been a great dream of mine to be able to hit my beloved mutuals with cat paws

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hello tumblr

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#prev orang #idk ur orange to me no explination needed

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:catJAM:

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People be like "it's OK to take a break from everything!!" without realising that it's not a break for fans who were following the french ccs. It's a permanent leave.

Like, imagine that your favorite egg(s) and cc(s) left because of mismanagement overnight. Really, imagine it for a second. Your faves don't show up anymore. Quackity doesn't even acknowledge they're gone despite the fault lying on his studio. Imagine having to "take a break" after that. Truly put yourself in our shoes for a second.

You need to realise that right now, "Taking a break" feels more like "accepting that we're being kicked out without a word"

It is. Deeply. Deeply. Frustrating. Especially since the problems in question were consistently pointed out by fans and ccs.

Also, for the record, I DID try to take a break. And then literally the next day Pomme's and Dapper's admins left. So yeah I'm done waiting. I want solutions to the problems we've been screaming about for months.

If not for us, then at least for the rest of you.

Sorry if you think im being impatient. That i don't give Quackity enough grace. But the problem with the integration of the french community started day one. It's normal for us fans to assume the best, to assume that surely, those were just one-off errors and that they were being resolved behind the scene. But it's not normal for Quackity to do the same.

How tf did Quackity let it slide for so long without investigating the cause? Did he even notice/care that we were consistently left out? How did he not know that Lumi was the only french admin on the team? Why did he seemingly not talk to any of the admins in private even ONCE in an entire year ?

Say what you want, that he's young, that he's overwhelmed, that he never managed such a big team, that he blindly trusted the management he put in place, all that is true... but that doesn't erase the fact that he himself took these risks. It's his own fault for creating such an ambitious server without the necessary skills to oversee every aspect of it. And im sorry if his mental health takes a toll because of this situation but it is NOT hate to point these facts out.

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So the thing about c!Technoblade (I say, as if there is only one thing) but one thing about him that always sticks with me is the choice of his codename in the Syndicate.

Because at first glance, Protesilaus was the first bloodthirsty stab-happy warrior off the boat in the Trojan War, eager for battle, unheeding of death, which is one way to view c!Techno's character (how many times did characters view him as a resource or a weapon before or even after Doomsday, where he was literally screaming, "I'M A PERSON!").

And at second glance, he’s a willing martyr, who knew about the prophecy that the first man to land at Troy would be the first to die, and would rather it was him than his friends, which is another way to view him, one that seems closer to who he actually is ("leave Phil alone, just take me!", anyone?).

But c!Technoblade chose his name without ever abandoning his catchphrase of "Technoblade never dies", which is what sticks with me -- because he didn't just state that he'd die for his friends and leave it at that. He promised to protect them and to live for them.

Protesilaus is destined to be the first of his comrades to die by immovable fate, but also Technoblade never dies, which means that none of his comrades will, either.

He made it a promise. "I won’t die, therefore the gods will have no choice but to let all my friends live."

By something as simple as choosing a name, c!Technoblade (who for months was wary of identifying who his friends even were, especially after what the Butcher Army did to Philza, whose only crime was being his friend) told everyone in the Syndicate that if harm came to them, it would be because he was already dead, and that he never intended to let either of those things happen.

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Je vous présente ma murale à la gloire de Pomme (Je suis dévastée TwT)

Merci Pomme pour tous ce que tu as fais, t'es la plus cool des plus cool <3

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*baps you with my paws* *baps you with my paws* *baps you with my paws* *baps you with my paws* *baps you with my paws* *baps you with my paws* *baps you with my paws* *baps you with my paws* *baps you with my paws* *baps you with my paws* *baps you with my paws* *baps you with my paws* *baps you with my paws* *baps you with my paws*

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💖💚

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Mike got the last name in their soul divorce

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sit in the ghost chair surely nothing bad could happen

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