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This has been the worst life of my life by me @newhive

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St. James Cemetery

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Hulder

#hulder #medieval black metal #dsbm #united states #atmospheric black metal #melodic black metal #death metal #underground #black metal

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Nothing Matters

Lyrics: The cold wind blows in this quite slow night I can’t remember the hours we spent off the light Our breath drawn a thick smoke, staring in empty eyes I could even hear the sickness you’ve hidden, all the cries

(I heard you) Despite your silence and grief (I heard you) Despite your stupid beliefs (I heard you) Come with me again and let’s die tonight (I heard you) There is nothing for us in this light

Searching for faith and hope, you know it doesn’t change anything. You’re crawling in a cave in your mind, digging hard until your fingers are bleeding, and you keep on, and either it’s endless, either it stops, but in both ways there is no way back up there, and the light above scares you, you forgot it, it blinds you, hurts you, and you keep digging, no matter the pain, because nothing matters, only this darkness, only this envy to lose control and see how much you can take in, staying miserable, hurt, down to a pathetic shell, but you feel alive. Never felt so good today.

(Have you ever felt so alive) No one would hear your pain (Have you ever walked your crossroads) Cause you are dead inside (Have you ever felt so alive) I can’t bring you back to life (Have you ever wanted to die) And I know I will carry the blame

No one would even hear your voice, no matter how harsh you scream The voices inside my head are withdrawing me, I scream in silence I wanted to take you with me, destroy you and heal you and make you again But I cannot hear the words you speak, I can only see the pain

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Outsider

Lyrics: I wish I could turn back time but I know, I will do it all over again the same decisions, the same mistakes

To fly from sadness is in vain I can’t find relief in tears nothing worth in crying I’ve looked into myself among all those I once was and there’s no one to save

How could you understand something that I cannot put into words? To feel my body so hollow and yet my reflected shadow so full An outsider of myself

Sometimes, I swear, I can hear my shadow on the floor twisting and crawling, screaming in pain choked in silence begging for help

I can hear it in the quiet nights trying to whisper some kind of pray howling his torment when no sound remains

And as a lonely spectator of such wicked game I stand still watching my shadow felling no blame

I cannot escape from this There’s no favorable wind for who doesn’t know where to go

Is this life? who can tell?

Exiled in my own thoughts I’ve lost the way Long time ago

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Found this while looking around in my computer. From when I worked on the Dark Virgin Mary drawing

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Epecь is a one man project from Omsk, Russia formed in 2008. The only member "Inferior" has released 4 full-length albums, the latest being made in 2018. He is known to cut himself while performing live.

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Here are a couple rehearsal and promo photos featuring Tristessa from Greek black metal band Astarte, circa '97-'98. I've waxed poetic in the past about Astarte's debut CD "Doomed Dark Years", as I believe it's one of the best underground Hellenic black metal albums of the late 90s. Groups like Astarte, Fiendish Nymph, Zephyrous and Vorphalack kept the flame lit in the late 90s, when many of the forefathers of Greek scene had evolved their sound away from pure black metal. Sadly, Tristessa would pass away in 2014 from Leukemia. I'd recommend any fans of cold and melancholic black metal to check out Astarte's debut album as well as the demo they made under the name Lloth, titled "Dancing in the Dark Lakes of Evil" (1997).

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My energy for today

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List of bands and projects of Depressive Black Metal with female vocals.

Pseudonym / Real name / Bands:

Tenebra (Deadly Hollow) [Silvana] from the bands Dreariness, Painless Death and Oppressive Light.

Astratta [Krīsta] of the bands Evening and Abismika.

Dermon [Christina] from the band Being "Alive" Is Beautiful.

Xasthuriath [Anastasiia] from the bands Bitter Reflections and Life's Illusion.

Possessed Demoness [Ana] from the band Anguished.

S. Caedes [Anett] from the band Lebenssucht.

Kjiel [Kleine] from the bands Black Whispers, Sacrimoon, Eyelessight, Lifeless and Angor Animi.

Yuga [Yuga] from the Hourglass band.

T.V. [Tereza] from the band Amissa Anima.

Adore [Shantel] from the band ADORE.

Die [Lady S] from the bands Nocra and Astra Autisma.

Hypothermia [Angela] from Zenith Maudlin, Coldnight and Lifeless bands.

Malicious [Heather] from the bands Hanging Garden and The Eternal Night.

Black Illness by the band Psychalgia.

Sad Hvilestad [Yudhie] from the band Mortt.

What's your favorite?

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Ana Niemi "Possessed Demoness" from Anguished, one woman band from Depressive Suicidal Black Metal.

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Nocturnal depression

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it's pride month, it's also metalheads month