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weewooweewoo

#my favorite freaks #well #freak #love you adamil but my cold bloody buddy wins #luchino diruse #favs #i like yhis coa a lot actually!

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"You are so beautiful, King. Can I steal you?"

Be gay do crime

#Thwyee growing on me #like mold i yhink #florimatt #favs #i like them a lot more than i thought i would #urgghhhh

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How dare you make me fall deeper for Florian /lh

its terminal im afraid.......

#OH ALRIVHT #I will be thinking abouy this concept all day thank you #referring to ops tags btw

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sooo close. PHANTOM SAIL WILL BE MINE

I just need to grind. AND SELL A LOOOOT OF UNLOCK CARDS. BUT HE WILL BE MINE

#update #...... ihave him #HES SOO GLORIOUS #Yaoi king frederick schelling

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On the Kreiburgs

I was actually under the notion for quite a while that Mary was the age to be Frederick's grandmother, but I learned today how wrong that truly was; Mary passed just ten years before the events of Ashes of Memory. Her husband, Manus de Capet, left the manor for Austria shortly after to inform her family of her death and its circumstances.

She was about ten years older than Frederick, likely a close cousin or something of the like. He knew her and the things she liked, denying to know her when prodded due to his goals (which I'll circle back to.) She was a harp player, pursuing music and horsemanship like any good Kreiburg. It's what they must do, after all.

However, we don't hear about Mary playing for people after she leaves. In fact, Kreiburg racecourse was built by Manus when he realized she'd become depressed due to lack of socialization and, more than likely, missing her family. Since Frederick also has a talent for horsemanship, we can assume the Kreiburg family finds their leisure in equestrian activities.

Frederick was born with psychasthenia, a disorder causing him to hear things and become anxious and paranoid. It was when he first heard his father's music that he developed this cultish reverence for music, finding it to be his escape from the "demonic" voices that plagued him. This is what led him to pursue music endlessly, tirelessly working to compose something worthy of the Kreiburg name. Something that could heal him.

Instead, he became revered for his looks and his family shunned him for lack of prowess. He was, essentially, thrown into the deep end, and anyone who would help a drowning child was too swept up in keeping their own head above water.

I believe Mary truly did love Frederick and missed him when they were inevitably torn apart. Frederick, being younger, knowing nothing but music and his family, likely took this as some kind of betrayal. His family member, one of the few genuinely kind souls who treated him with patience and taught him the love his father couldn't, left.

Losing one's family and being forced to shoulder all those expectations alone, cracking under the pressure... the two of them make me sick ugh.

When he was disowned, Frederick still pursued music, still sent home piece after piece, only to have his submissions dismissed and flat-out ignored. He went to the manor desperate for someone to see him for his devotion and not for his looks (i have my gripes with his fanonization for this reason.)

When Mary was with a man who loved her enough to do anything for her, to defend her name no matter what anyone said, she wanted nothing more than to live in peace, only for people to demonize her to the point she felt there was no other way out. She left her HUSBAND her family heirloom. Not a Kreiburg, but Manus, because as much as she may have loved some family members (cough Frederick,) Manus loved her more than any of her lineage could.

As Manus said in Mary's 2023 letter, the rumormongers would have anyone believe he stole it. Maybe this lie even circulated in the family, which is why Frederick sought it out. He needed that remnant of his cousin, and he needed anything that would become the key to his family's acceptance. He's paranoid and desperate. I would've held them up atop my cousin's grave, too. Anything to have a home again.

Also there's so much to be said about Frederick having absorbed a twin and how his father thinks he's a freak who isn't worth the time.

#favs #frederick kreiburg #ohh YES #i love seeing character analysis and study #so finally seeing one for frederick that encapsulates him SOO well is like WATER IN THE DESERT #thank u op

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#favs #idv

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#averagd weekend for #nortpheus #favs #norton campbell #orpheus idv

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My friend had some comments about delicious in dungeon

#Kinda reminds me of swordward and shieldbert from pokemon

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#favs #this is so beautiful #the pose is very strong and lovely #thank uou #frederick kreiburg

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Lazy little comic as I experiment with lining styles! This stupid idea has been plaguing me for a while

#favs #thank uou frederick #wish i did too #/j i love my twin #sometimes

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They have the same faces

#favs #orpheus idv #oh orpheus. #I heart this #this is soooo perfect. i love loev love ghis

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The brotherrrrrs

#Oh you draw my boys so wonderfully #favs #submas #ingo #emmet #subway boss emmet #subway boss ingo

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sooo close. PHANTOM SAIL WILL BE MINE

I just need to grind. AND SELL A LOOOOT OF UNLOCK CARDS. BUT HE WILL BE MINE

#idv #identity v #i need phantom sail

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I keep opening up discord and panicking and immediately closing it im jumping into traffic

yk that moment when you get comfortable enough 2 say what you're thinking but then you got no response and then u think. GOOD LOOOOOOORD I CAN'T DO THIS and you're so embarrassed because now you don't know how they feel about what u said and u would really rather they just say something than nothing BECAUSE YOU'RE TWEAKING

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Normal, flamin hot, and cool ranch flavor of aesop carl ⚰️ (transparent)

#favs #aesop carl

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The ganji aesop dynamic in my head

#favs #aesop carl

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good old friends

#favs #aesop carl #aesvic #vicsop