unforgetteblesoul

[unforgetteblesoul]

romanticize

/rə(ʊ)ˈmantɪsʌɪz/

verb

gerund or present participle: romanticizing

deal with or describe in an idealized or unrealistic fashion; make (something) seem better or more appealing than it really is.

Here I am again, throwing myself into the rabbit hole that took me years to climb out. Can we talk about how hard it is to not romanticize certain things. Smoking firstly I couldn't count the ammount of ciggarets in ''girl interupted'' same with fightclub. How can I leave things behind when I only remember the good things about it. ''to the bone'' really illustrated my early teenage years and finding people romanticizing these things really makes me want to go back to old times. Self healing is great and all but I feel like no one understands eachother like these communities? Pain sticks longer than happines. And romanticizing these lows makes me feel high and euphoric.

#girlintruded #@nor3×14 #smoking #tw eating issues #fightclub #selfhealing #ciggarates #romanticizing

[unforgetteblesoul]

how to feel or not to feel

WHY, is a question I ask myself a lot. Why does feeling awful have to do with my weight and with what I have eaten? why does not wanting to eat only makes me think about it more and why does this all have such a prominent place in my mind. What kate moss once said has stuck with me...

''nothing tastes as good as skinny feels''

I wonder how to feel about that quote or not feel about it.

#tw ed vent #kate moss #3d #i wanna be th1n #i wanna lose weight #i wanna be a pretty girl