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i️ hate how heartbreak gets romanticized. heartbreak fucking sucks, i️t isn’t just watching the notebook and eating i️ce cream, it’s feeling your heart ache and clench because you gave i️t to someone on a silver platter to take care of and they basically looked at i️t and threw i️t over their shoulder saying nah bitch and walked away. it’s feeling yourself falling apart at the seams because you were so vulnerable to someone. it’s the unrequited love that hurts that they don’t tell you. being so in love with someone and them not even knowing. it’s 3 am on your bathroom floor and you’re crying your eyes and heart out because you know you shouldn’t be in love with them but you are. it’s like losing your home, they were your home, and they left, and now you have nowhere to go. it’s hearing a song on the radio that you used to love but now you can’t stand because of them. it’s not watching tv shows or movies anymore because you watched them together. it’s throwing away that t-shirt because they loved i️t. it’s not just the notebook and ice cream, it’s tears ugly tears, it’s agonizing pain, and i️ hate how i️t gets romanticized.

my rant because i️ got annoyed

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In 20 years, when my daughter asks me who my first love was, I’ll think of you. I will think of nights spent talking until the sun came up. I will think of the way your smile lit up my heart. I will think of the lessons you taught me, both before and after your broke my heart. And I will look down at my daughter and tell her your name, I’ll tell her how much I loved you, how dangerous it is to love somebody that much, how I had to learn to put myself back together again once you left. But I’ll also tell her that none of it matters as much as it did then, I’ll tell her that it doesn’t hurt the way it used to, I’ll tell her that it’s important to put your heart on the line even if it means breaking it somewhere along the way. And I’ll tell her that you taught me one of the most important lessons you can ever learn: that you deserve someone who knows how to love you.

excerpt from a book i’ll never write #117 (via a-laa-mode)

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“Because you get so used to that person. The way they sound, look, feel. And you never think about the day they won’t be there anymore. But the day comes. So don’t make a person your home.”

Lesson from a girl who lost her home

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Things to do to get your mind off heartbreak:

Stare at a wall or the ceiling blankly until your mind goes blank

Sleep

Watch a movie

Swim

Shop

Walk your dog

Do your homework

Get a job and work

Clean

Make a huge mess and then clean it up

Start a bullet journal

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“love is the sweetest and slowest form of suicide”

anonymous

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mood

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Somehow, in the most bizarre way, the lightning reminds me of the love we once had. Bright, dazzling, quick and beautiful. Oh how beautiful it was. But like the lightning, it lasted for just a short while.

Lukas W. // Our love like lightning (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

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you are the best I could ever have

lover

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