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I feel like a bad person so much. A bad daughter and sister. This body is prison for me. I can't go outside because I am so ashamed of my body even though my bmi is healthy. I can't wear normal clothes because of how fat I feel. I wear pijamas pants and hoodies so I don't have to be disgusted by myself. My family always begs me to leave my room and talk a bit with them or spend a bit of time with them...I am trying so hard to lose the weight, but school, kinda good grades.. I can't do it without energy, but anytime I eat, I binge later. Tomorrow is my birthday... I heard my sister telling her boyfriend she's out buying a tablet. I kinda hope I heard wrong, or it's just not for me. I don't deserve it. Why can't I be disciplined or motivated enough just to not eat? Why does my brain have to do this to me? I just hope my family won't take my birthday so special because I will just off myself fr. I just want to cry honestly.

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Not binging while going to school and having anxiety is a pro battle(I am losing). I wouldn't but I couldn't learn for school and unfortunately I ate a bit so I could focus but because of it now I am binging and I feel like shit. I'm swollen like I'm allergic to food. I hate it here. It's so cringy, and I am so cringy. I could just kill myself. But soon the school will be over I will be a pro ana (being delulu is the solulu). Idk I needed to vent so bye

#motylki any #chude jest piękne #tw ed but not sheeran #ed tmblr #eating disoder trigger warning

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😭😭😭rel

Ja na biologii w 7 klasie kiedy było o układzie pokarmowym i Anoreksji:

( to ja jestem impostorem)(udaje, że pierwszy raz słyszę o kaloriach)

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If drug addicts/homeless people are still able to buy alcohol or drugs despite their limitations, it means that your excuses for why you can't lose weight are truly amazing.

#ed tmblr #tw ed but not sheeran #bede motylkiem #chude jest piękne #blogi motylkowe #eating disoder trigger warning #zaburzenia odzywiania #disordered eating mention #motylki any #anor3c1a #skinnyyy #skinnyspø #meanspø

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i know i'm doing something right when i'm freezing no matter the weather

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Poszukuję aktywnych motylków na kwiecień !!! Obserwuję strasznie dużo osób, ale wiekszksc z nich juz nie jest aktywna :( Takze jak widzicie ten post to reblogujcie a ja was zaobserwuje!!

(mile widziane kpop stany :D)

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Motylki aktywne na kwiecień/maj reblogujcie, żebym was obserwowała!!!

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my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->

REBLOG IF UR AN ACTIVE EDBLR BLOG AS OF: APRIL 2024