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entered the first qi.x planet maverick challenge on tiktok, and while i didn't win, it was a good opportunity to try and make an animatic again! ill post any future entries too :-)

#alina art #havent used that tag in a very long time ...

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The girl with a thousand masks

#so gongeous ... leo art always eats #THIS PIECE IN PARTICULAR IS SO ELEGANT AND WELL CRAFTED #THE POSE IS AMAZING TOO!

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i just saw a post where someone says they look for fics based on the amount of hits/kudos ... tell me you've never been in a fandom of 3 people without telling me

#alina post #ive been the sole fumizou provider for 4 nearly 5 years now me getting 7 kudos is literally me being famous #and i have been in so many fandoms wheres theres about 4 people writing fics and one person wrote 34 fics in a year #like humble yourself. hyperfixate on something niche and see how it feels

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Here's the thing:

Cis people really do feel like the gender they were assigned at birth.

Cis women really do feel like women, and cis men really do feel like men. They experience what we would call gender euphoria related to dressing and expressing themselves as their gender, whether that's in a femme way or a butch way or any other way. They feel joy and connection with their gender, with their sexuality and how it relates to their gender. They wear clothes, participate in activities, and express themselves in ways that affirm their gender identity.

Gender critical radfems and terfs will try to convince you that "no woman feels like a woman". They do this for several reasons. Firstly, it's to try to convince trans men they aren't trans, they're just women with no connection to womanhood because "no woman feels a connection to womanhood". They also do it to try to discredit trans women, by saying "If you feel like a woman, then you're clearly not a woman, because "woman" isn't a feeling, it's biology".

A lot of gender critical terfs and radfems claim they are "dysphoric women", and will try to convince you this is a normal state of womanhood. I'm gonna go out on a limb and say no, that doesn't sound normal at all, actually. Most women do not secretly wish they could be men, or more androgynous, or have a penis. Most women don't define their lives through suffering - they love being women.

If womanhood - or manhood - is making you miserable... you might be trans, or you might be gender nonconforming. See if dressing a different way makes you feel a spark of joy and happiness - seek euphoria!

Gender should be joyous, not drudgery.

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Our fandom forbearers did NOT suffer through Anne Rice, strikethrough, and other bullshit for fucking ACOTAR and Harry Potter fans to fucking ruin it for all of us by selling fanfiction. I am not losing novel length yaoi epics because some of you don't know how to act in fannish spaces and yes I do blame the booktokification of fanfic but I also blame those of you that treat fandom like content to consume and not a community to engage with.

#stop selling fanfics stop monetising off of fanfics PLEASE STOP OR I WILL BLOW U UP MYSELF #in general so many ppl act theyre Owed fanfiction #see the rise of ai use to 'finish' fics or write whole fics #and so many ppl just. do not respect those who write it! #its a hobby! its a passion! its not a job! #i wanna do writing as a job u think im publishing my yokai watch stuff i write on the side? #so pleeeeeeeeeease learn to be normal about fandom spaces and creators or else everything is GOING FOREVER

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It’s crazy how low self-worth fucks with peoples lives

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Hi! Would anyone like a commission? I need money to pay rent and, well, generally for living and taking care of my 2 cats.

Commission prices:

Chibi - 17$ Icons - 20-35$

Character only illustration - 50-90$ (Price varies based on the character design complexity.)

Full Illustration (Character + Background) - starting at 150$ ( Price changes depending on the difficulty of the illustration )

Payment is done through Boosty ("Boosty? How does that work?") (You can also donate! Anything helps!)

UPD: Boosty currently is experiencing issues with Paypal, so you'll have to pay with a card.

(I will start working on the commission only after receiving the payment.)

Please email me if you’re interested in a commission: [email protected] Alternatively, you can message me here on tumblr for commissions or any questions you might have.

if you cant commission me, please reblog this post to support me! i would appreciate it a lot!

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I will be saying :3 ^_^ :D while masc I don't give a fuck

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haruka nanase will always be the funniest sports anime protagonist in my eyes bc the crux of the show and the driving force of the cast is his magical autism. his connection to water is literally just his stim. in the show haru never gives a reason for his love of water beyond “i like how it feels”

he doesnt even give a shit about the actual sport and only chooses to give a shit bc of his separate love for his 17 boyfriends. and those 17 boyfriends will fight to the ends of the earth to explain why haru’s swimming will bring world peace end world hunger and it makes everybody horny immediately

rin matsuoka who has had ambitions to be an olynpic swimmer since before he knew his ABCs literally saw some kid stimming and without knowing anything abt him first was like “omg that guys going to be my consort at tje top of the world” and haru responds with “i hope your bike falls into the river with you in it”

#i think about this post 5 times a week it's worded so eloquently #harus magical autism is truly the best thing to hit the yaoiverse

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it feels like everytime i clear up my schedule and finish up projects/assignments that were piling up, i get 10 more things on my lap .... because tell me why i was trying so hard to get as many assignments and projects out of the way as possible this week so i could reply to some things tomorrow and my mother randomly reveals she wants to take my room apart and decorate it tomorrow ?? HOW AM I MEANT TO TYPE AWAY WHEN I WON'T EVEN HAVE A RUG TO PERCH ON ???

#alina post #in case anyones wondering why im always MIA - literally just busy as fuck #if it isnt uni its personal and if it isnt those two and im free im probably in a depressive episode anyway #FREE ME #to anyone expecting things from me i will get back to you .

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Seen a lot of people talk about someone being their gay awakening and I thought about the idea of an aromantic awakening and that's so funny to me because that would either have to be someone whose effect on you falls outside of every normative understanding of attraction or someone where you hated the idea of having romantic attraction to them so much that it made you realize you don't have romantic attraction at all

#MY PARTNER WAS MY AROMANTIC AWAKENING!!! #FOR YEARS I THOUGHT I WAS AN ACE LESBIAN #AND WHEN I STARTED DATING HER IT JUST. WASNT RIGHT. THE ROMANTIC NORMS FELT ALIEN #BUT LOVING HER FELT RIGHRT #so we stopped dating romantically for a bit while i dealt with the internalised aphobia #and then we started dating in a very aro way because i was their aroace awakening!!! #oh the joys /pos

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The eurovision channel posted Israel's song on yoututbe. DO NOT INTERACT WITH IT AT ALL. I cannot stress this enough. Do not watch it, not even to leave comments in favor of Palestine. Not even to dislike it. The algorithm doesn't work that way. Just report it. Make sure to do the same on any other streaming platform you use. Block the artist. Report her even. But DO NOT engage with the song in any streaming platform. Also don't use the hashtag eurovision.

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thank fucking god I'm not 14 anymore

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“Mean girls all grow up to be nurses!”

“Mean girls all go into social work!”

“The mean girl to teacher pipeline!”

Y’all, these are just pink collar jobs. The reason you think there’s so many “mean girls” in these fields is because they’re all like 97% women. Of course some of them are gonna be assholes. There’s assholes everywhere.

We get it. Your job isn’t like other girls’ jobs. It’s a cool job.

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you ever listen to a song 47 times in a row and every time you’re like wow what a good song. I’m gonna play it again.

#touchin n movin by moonbyul

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no rizz just big bug eyes and an obsessive desire for blood and attention