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Artist: Tsusauto

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Uncensored | objkt | Patreon

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Cloud Strife in HD - Part Two

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jujutsu kaisen

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Tattoo you, Daisuke Ichiba

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xlcatnip (5) (detail)

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One thing I’ve always struggled with is allowing myself to fully have and enjoy my life outside of my family life.

Maybe someone else can relate to this. There’s a deep guilt and overwhelming sense of, “you have to fix your family before you can enjoy life”.

I’ve found it permeate in my relationships, in how I spend my time and where I choose to go. I only truly was myself when I lived physically far from them.

But I told myself that I don't want to run away anymore. I want to get to the root of things.

But why do I still feel incapable and unsuccessful? Have I actually made a difference by still being here?

#personal #Family #fucked up #Homelife #home #fuck

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