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i miss you blog huhu

I got my blog back finallyyyyyy

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kaya pa?

yaaaas kakayanin!

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Did I really do my best?

Why is it so hard to please my parents and make them proud?

I'm not totally competing with my little brother but what's funny is that he is not doing anything.. he do things effortlessly but still my parents are really proud of him because he had the talents, skills, and logic. Smart kid they say.

I graduated with honors. I tried my best I know but I did not hear anything from them.. I still want to hear them say that their proud of me and still give me some encouragement like "Kaya mo yan. Alam namin na kayang kaya mo yan"

At first I really don't care if my little brother is their favorite but as time goes by I just got envious tho I still love my brother. Always. I'm not mad at him but I'm mad at myself for feeling envious. I know this is not right but hey sorry this is what I'm feeling right now and I have no one to talk to.

#sad #sadness #feelings #hurt #mine #story

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Ang lungkot.

Parang ang laki ng mundo para sayo. Sa atin.

#mine #story #sadness #depress #hurt #feelings

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Insecurities

Di ko alam pero bakit feeling ko ang lala-lala ko na.

Gusto ko na lang maiyak.

Why can't I just be contented? Why can't I be happy? Why do we keep seeing the things that we wish to have where other people had it effortlessly?

My insecurities are eating me up because I can clearly see why he waited for her to love him back and why he is so in love with her but the fact that I'm the present I just can't help but to bring up the past even though he got cheated by her.

12:42 AM I just realized not all people see the wrong things that they did in the past because as for my part I was able to see my current boyfriend why he loved her ex.

She is beautiful effortlessly in her own way.

While me? I'm simple and always making effort just to look beautiful because I know I was never contented. A girl who's trying to fit herself in the society. Fucked up society(I must say).

I know it just sucks. I'm so insensitive.

#insecurities #depress #sadness #love #hate #mime #story #life #sucks #filipina filipino

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I'm sad. Fcking sad

My system

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pm

Hi, when was this message? Sorry ngayon ko lang nabasa.

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Haist

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12:12 AM

Talk me down.

As I was listening to Shawn Mendes' new track which is In my blood and Troye Sivan's Talk me down, the overflowing sadness drown me the fact that I can't sleep.

I'm the reason why we're not having late night calls.. I know it sounds selfish because I just want to have my alone time at the same time to find myself to grow or build the better version of myself so when the right time comes I'll be able to work things out. To be honest, I miss you. I missed you.

Sorry for falling out love.

#lovewins #fall #sadness #mine #storyofmylife

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Take a shower, wash off the day. Drink a glass of water. Make the room dark. Lie down and close your eyes. Notice the silence. Notice your heart. Still beating. Still fighting. You made it, after all. You made it, another day. And you can make it one more. You’re doing just fine.

Charlotte Eriksson (via wordsnquotes)

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