Hello! I would love to hear about your recent adventures in psychedelics, if you don't mind sharing
Took a medium strength dose of mushrooms and when it didn't produce a bigger effect I took stimulants, an entire package of gummies, and some THC drinks. I had a babysitter who had agreed upon a safety plan with me beforehand and I was sneaking around behind their back taking extra drugs without telling them. It's probably the worst thing I've done since I gave up my sobriety at Christmas, not only healthwise but lying to people I love. I'm going sober again and have a plan. 1) If I can't stay sober I can't do EMDR. 2) I need a month sobriety before I start EMDR again. 3) My sister hosts a daily 7am AA meeting which I will be attending for the forseeable future. If none of that should work my therapist has referred me to an outpatient program that specializes in addiction, women, and trauma. Today's literally day 1 for me. Happy Hump Day! Have a great May Day everyone!
Gonna stop taking my weight loss drug because I saw Mandy Patinkin perform the other night and friends my arms hurt from clapping. Burned. Ached. I've lost 15lbs but it came straight out of my muscles.